Beyond friendship is love

The entire ward was filled with An Shixiao's depressing screams and cries. The restrained emotions in the past finally broke out in the dead of night, and An Sihe outside the door couldn't help crying.

What two fools!

I don't know how long it took, until the crying in the ward had stopped, An Sihe opened the door and went in.

Seeing An Sihe come in, An Shixiao turned his back and wiped his face indiscriminately, trying to hide his overly sad mood, and forced a smile to ask: "Sister, why are you here?"

"I've dealt with some company matters. I'm late, so I'll stop by to see Yanyan."

Put the supper on the table one by one, took out a pair of chopsticks and handed it to An Shixiao, then looked at the person who was still sleeping quietly on the bed and said, "Yanyan, I came to see you, everyone has something to do tonight, don't you think feel lonely?"

Taking advantage of the spare time, An Sihe fetched a basin of hot water, wet a towel, carefully wiped Shen Mingyan's face, and wiped his bony hands clean.

An Shixiao put down his chopsticks after he had eaten two mouthfuls, and did not move.Watching An Sihe busy in and out.

"Why don't you eat?" Seeing An Shixiao sitting in a daze, An Sihe pulled up a chair and sat down opposite him.

"I can't eat anymore." It seems that since Shen Mingyan's accident, he hasn't eaten much, not on purpose, but because he doesn't feel hungry.

"Hey, Shi Xiao, how can you do this, don't wake up when Yan Yan wakes up, and you fall down again. Eat a little more, you see that you have lost a lot of weight recently." The attitude made her feel angry, but it was her younger brother after all, and she felt uncomfortable seeing him unable to eat or sleep because of Shen Mingyan.

Especially when she heard An Shixiao's words outside the door just now, it made her even more sad.Why do two people who love each other have to be tortured like this?After thinking about it in her heart, she decided to tell An Shixiao everything about the kidnapping incident and what Fang You had done. He has the right to know the truth of the matter and make the right choice.She never wanted these two poor people who were clearly in love but concealed from each other to hurt each other again.

"Shi Xiao, if I tell you the truth, I hope you can calmly think about what you want to choose now."

"The truth of the matter?"

An Shixiao was puzzled, did An Sihe have something to hide from him?

"What do you mean?"

An Sihe took a deep breath, and relayed everything from Shen Mingyan's showdown with her to finding out the reason for the kidnapping incident to An Shixiao.

"Shi Xiao, Yan Yan said that he made a lot of sacrifices for you. Originally, he thought that you hated him because he knew he liked men. He didn't want to make you more disgusted. He didn't tell you that the person he loves is you. For many years, only you. Because he is a man, he didn't even have the chance to confess. He didn't want to drag you off the normal track of life. He has always endured the hurt and pain you gave him alone. You can imagine how many days Day and night, how his heart hurts. Because he loves you, he would rather get hurt than save Fang You. He has done so much, and everything is for you. In his eyes, he In my heart, there is no one else except you."

An Shixiao remained motionless, silent and numb.For a moment, he even wondered if he had a hearing problem, or because he had hallucinations these days, and everything that happened in front of him was not real.

He couldn't believe that Fang You, who was cute and delicate in front of him, would have a different face behind his back. He didn't blame her for betraying An's family, because he was sorry for her, but she shouldn't have said those things to Shen Mingyan , How can she use those cruel words to hurt his words, he has decided to give up the person he loves most for her sake, but in the end the concession he made has such a ridiculous ending.

Heh, after all, what qualifications does he have to blame others? He is the one with the most hurtful words in the world. Those are his words, and what did he do? When did he hurt him the most? Let the originally cheerful and gentle people become what they are now, only suffering.

He loves him, Shen Mingyan loves An Shixiao, it turns out that he loves him, and he loves him too.There has never been Ji Yiran, and Shen Mingyan has only ever loved a bastard named An Shixiao.

Shen Mingyan said that he is not gay, but that the person he loves is called An Shixiao, and An Shixiao happens to be a man, and he doesn't love anyone except An Shixiao.

Don't love anyone, only love An Shixiao!

But he hurt the person who loved him the most in this world, from body to psychology, he was completely hurt.He is like an invader, mercilessly destroying the most precious feelings that Shen Mingyan has been holding on to silently. He is the one who tramples on Shen Mingyan's heart mercilessly. He is the stupidest person in the world. His Ignorant, his dullness deeply hurt those who loved him the most.

"Are you still willing to love such a bastard?" The tears that were wiped away flowed out again.This time, he didn't cry loudly, he half knelt in front of the hospital bed and honestly held Shen Mingyan's hand, wrapping it into his own palms.

"Yanyan, if you really don't want to wake up, it doesn't matter, I will be with you, forever. It's just me and you. There is no Ji Yiran, and there is no Fang You, okay, just the two of us Personally. I love you, so this time I will wait for you, okay, I will always wait for you and never let you go." Put Shen Mingyan's hand on his lips and kissed gently, lovingly Rub it on your face.

"Xi Xiao, don't be like this, Yan Yan certainly doesn't want to see you like this, look at what you look like now, do you want to make Yan Yan feel bad?"

Seeing An Shixiao's remorse and heartache, An Sihe couldn't help wondering, was it really the right thing to tell An Shixiao the truth at this time?She held it in her heart for too long, she couldn't bear it anymore.

From Shen Mingyan's injury to the present, she has been watching An Shixiao's performance. She guessed that maybe An Shixiao also had feelings for Shen Mingyan. Tonight, when she heard what he said to Shen Mingyan at the door, she really I don't want to see them miss their own happiness, clearly in love, but can't be together, if they pass by each other because of misunderstanding, it's really unfair to them.

"Your brother-in-law will come to the company tomorrow. Tonight, you can go back and rest for a night. I will keep my promise, okay?" Tried to persuade An Shixiao to go home and rest. He has been staying in the hospital for so many days , must be physically and mentally exhausted.

"Although Fang You was wrong, but now she is pregnant, you should go back and see her."

"She..." Speaking of Fang You, An Shixiao hesitated to speak. The woman who once decided to spend his life with him, the woman who was pregnant with his child, is now the most difficult thing between him and Shen Mingyan. chasm.

"If I have to let down one of them, then I can only feel sorry for Xiaoyou." Finally, after a long period of silence, An Shixiao made a deliberate decision.He only has Shen Mingyan in his heart, and he really can't go on with Fang You anymore. If he is tied to Fang You forcefully when he knows that he has someone else in his heart, it will not only hurt Shen Mingyan, but also delay Fang You. , none of the three of them will be happy.

"That child..." Between An Shixiao and Fang You, the arrival of this child became their most difficult choice. After all, the child is the most innocent.

"If she is willing to give birth, I will naturally take good care of the child. If she is not willing, I will not force her to stay. After all, keeping this child will have an impact on her future. In this life, I am destined to let her down "As far as this is concerned, An Shixiao's decision couldn't be more obvious. Regardless of whether the child is born or not, he will never go on with Fang You. He will spend his whole life with the person he loves the most. He is stupid. After too many years, I can no longer be sorry to Shen Mingyan.

"But…"

"Sister, you go back first, can you let me stay alone with him?" Interrupting An Sihe's words, he didn't want to listen to other persuasion. When he wakes up, he will always guard him.

In this situation, no matter how many opinions An Sihe had on An Shixiao, it has disappeared now. Is it God's will to trick people, or fate should be like this? Both of them are bitterly in love with each other and dare not confess, which has caused today's situation In such a situation, she only hoped that Shen Mingyan would wake up quickly so that the two of them could have a good ending.

He stood up and was about to go back, but he opened the door of the ward, and was stunned when he saw the person standing outside the door.

"Fang You?"

Hearing An Sihe's call, An Shi turned his head dumbly and saw Fang You standing at the door, tears streaming down his face, his hands holding the bag had turned white, and his sleeping lips had lost their color.Obviously, she has heard the conversation just now clearly.

"Xiaoyou, I..." Although he has made up his mind, An Shixiao still feels uncomfortable when facing a woman who is crying like tears. As Fang You went on, he had cared for this woman with all his heart, but thinking about it from the beginning, he only had liking and responsibility for her, not love.

He was speechless.

An Sihe brought Fang You in, and the three of them were relatively speechless.

No one is willing to break this silence, once said, some things can never go back.

Taking a deep breath, An Shixiao finally broke the tranquility. Some things and some words should be settled. Procrastination is a kind of harm to everyone.

"Xiaoyou, I'm sorry, I know that doing this will hurt you, but I really can't lie to myself anymore. I love him, I really love him, so..." So please do it.

Such words, but still unable to say, are too hurtful, he knows.Heh, think about it carefully, hasn't he hurt enough people?

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