Beyond friendship is love
Chapter 45: Promise This Life
What I said, I heard it now, but I said it to others.Heart, can't tell what it tastes like, is it sour?Maybe!Does it hurt?Or maybe it is.He only felt that when he heard that sentence, all the strength in his body was gone, and the living room was clearly heated, but he felt that it was colder than being outside.
He heard Shen Mingyan mentioning him to Ji Yiran, but Ji Yiran ignored him directly. Even if there was no love or friendship in getting along with him for a semester, for the person who took care of him for a whole semester, Ji Yiran He didn't even bother to give him a basic greeting, not to mention that Ji Yiran knew that Ye Qianyu liked him.Ji Yiran once said that he hates weak and incompetent people like him the most. He has never done anything wrong to Ji Yiran, but he hates him because of his character.
Ye Qianyu confessed to Ji Yiran four months after Ji Yiran moved into the dormitory.For a confession, Ye Qianyu thought about it for more than a month. He is not a brave person, but for his love, he went all out. He felt that if he didn't let the other party know his love, he would feel regretful. If he confessed If the other party doesn't like him, then he can make himself give up.Taking advantage of the time when Ji Yiran was about to fall asleep, he hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth.
"Of course, I... er... I... that... hi... I..."
"Hmph, isn't it just that you like me?" Ji Yiran lay on the bed nonchalantly, looking at Ye Qianyu's hesitating expression, feeling indescribably bored.
Regarding Ji Yiran's sharp words, Ye Qianyu looked at Ji Yiran in surprise, how did he know?
"I want to ask how I know? Ye Qianyu, since I mentioned it today, let me tell you, I don't like you, and put away your passionate eyes, I'm annoying. What do you think you are?" Are you worthy of liking me? Let me tell you, I hate weak and incompetent people like you the most. You are obviously a man, but you are as timid and cowardly as a woman. Don't hang around in front of me all day, it's an eyesore." Ji Yiran's words are very Even when Ye Qianyu is usually called to help him with things, it seems that Ye Qianyu is a slave and he is a king.
He remembered Ji Yiran's eyes clearly that night.That kind of sarcasm and indifference.
Ji Yiran hates him, and Ji Yiran likes Shen Mingyan.
For the whole night, only these two sentences lingered in his head, shocking his fragile nerves.
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He thought that after the confession was rejected, he would give up, but his disobedient heart made him sink deeper and deeper, but what could he do, he couldn't control his heart, he only wanted to do it for Ji Yi However, Beat, obviously only got along for a few months, and obviously the other party treats him worse than strangers, but he still loves him more and more day by day.
Ye Qianyu assumed more than once that if one day Ji Yiran was not as good-looking and dazzling as he is now, would he still like him?The answer is, he will.Because, isn't he the one who likes Ji Yiran?Ji Yiran doesn't like him, but Ji Yiran loves Shen Mingyan.
Shen Mingyan is the best actor in Ji Yiran's mind, but he, Ye Qianyu, is an extra with only one back.He once tried to change his personality for Ji Yiran, but he couldn't do it until he graduated from university.
Four years in college, three years of living together with Ji Yiran, but the relationship between them has not become closer because of living close to each other. Occasionally he would be dragged out by Shen Mingyan, obviously very heartbroken, but he could only endure it. Seeing the harmonious interaction between Shen Mingyan and Ji Yiran, he knew that Shen Mingyan intended to help him, but Ji Yiran Yiran doesn't care about him, he knows better than anyone else, sometimes he even thinks, it would be nice if he was a fool, so that he can't understand Ji Yiran's affectionate eyes when he looks at Shen Mingyan, In this way, he can pretend that Ji Yiran also likes him.But, he is not!
A few years have passed, and he doesn't understand what he likes about Ji Yiran. He is obviously someone who treats him badly, but he must have Ji Yiran.
It was an accident that he became Ji Yiran's assistant last year, and it was a surprise for him.
On the eve of his university graduation, Ji Yiran was scouted by scouts and started shooting commercials. Because of Ji Yiran's musical talent, the company also began to pay attention to it, planning to release an album for him.And Ye Qianyu, under Shen's father's repeated persuasion, joined the Shen'an Group as an intern. The internship period was very fulfilling. He cherished every opportunity very hard, worked hard every day, and lived hard.Originally, he thought that his life would go on like this from nine to five, but that day changed his whole life.
After getting off work at 5:[-] that day, Ye Qianyu was preparing to cook dinner at his rented place, but the sky outside suddenly darkened, and a violent storm was quietly approaching the city.
Whether it rains or not doesn't seem to matter to people who have already got off work, but Ye Qianyu put down what he was doing and went out hungry with two umbrellas. When he was eating with Shen Mingyan at noon, he listened to Shen Mingyan. Speaking of famous sayings, Ji Yiran went to the cemetery of Mount F alone to pay homage to his mother after no class in the afternoon.
It is said that every time Ji Yiran went to worship, he would stay until very late before going down the mountain. Ye Qianyu was worried about the bad weather and followed him.He didn't call Ji Yiran, he knew that Ji Yiran was bothering him, and he wouldn't tell him his whereabouts, so he could only go to the cemetery to find someone by himself.
The downpour of rain fell on the ground, wet Ye Qianyu's trousers, and water seeped into his shoes. The strong wind blew his thin body tottering, and he struggled to hold on to his umbrella. He searched carefully row by row in the cemetery. , for fear of missing Ji Yiran's figure, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Ye Qianyu's heart was getting higher and higher. He couldn't care that he was soaked all over, and only Ji Yiran's safety was in his heart.Too anxious, I didn't see a step under my feet, one was unsteady, stepped on the air, and the whole person fell down. Fortunately, the stone steps were not high, and Ye Qianyu didn't suffer too much injury, so I didn't care too much , Get up and continue looking.
When Ye Qianyu found Ji Yiran, he was standing in front of the tombstone, arguing with a strange middle-aged man.Ye Qianyu had never seen Ji Yiran so excited, as if he was screaming with all his strength.Ye Qianyu threw away the umbrella and rushed over, protecting Ji Yiran behind him like an old hen.
"Who are you and what are you going to do?" That defensive look was completely gone from his usual timidity.
The middle-aged man was stunned when he saw the person rushing out of the storm.
"who are you?"
The strange man's aura is very powerful, one can tell that he is a rich and powerful person, and the powerful light emanating from him is even slightly inferior to Ji Yiran.But Ye Qianyu, who was dedicated to protecting people, didn't care about Sanqi 21.
"You don't care who I am, I ask what you want to do?"
The strange man smiled contemptuously in a somewhat tense atmosphere. He was a bit confused about the thoughts of the kid who jumped out halfway, but seeing his nervous Ji Yiran, he thought it was funny, and he didn't even look at himself. A few days ago, he still wanted to be brave, as long as he said a word, there might not be a place for him to live and work in this city.
"Who is he to you, why are you protecting him so much?"
"I...I am..."
That's right, who is Ji Yiran, not a lover, not a brother, not a friend, just a stranger who has lived in the same dormitory for three years.But, what can be done, he loves Ji Yiran, and he also wants to protect the one he loves.
"Ye Qianyu, you stay away, you don't have to worry about my affairs."
Ji Yiran stretched out his hand and pushed Ye Qianyu away who was standing in front of him. He was as indifferent as usual, but Ye Qianyu felt the excitement and trembling in Ji Yiran's words. What was the reason for Ji Yiran to be so Excited, what is the relationship between this person in front of him and Ji Yiran?
"I, I'm his assistant. His business is mine. If you have anything to do, come to me." Ye Qianyu ignored Ji Yiran's threatening eyes and stood straight in the storm.
When the middle-aged man heard this, he raised his eyebrows.
"Oh? Assistant. Oh, okay, of course, for the sake of your assistant, this topic has come to an end for the time being. I will give you time to consider whether you want to come back or continue to be your star. I hope you can listen Satisfactory answer. Then see you next time, Mr. Assistant." Also washed by the storm, but the strange man looked so calm and at ease, and when he turned to leave, his back was so straight, leaving behind two people who were soaked in the water. .
"Yiran, are you okay, huh? He didn't do anything to you, did he?" Turn around and check Ji Yiran up and down, lest he get hurt a little.
Ji Yiran ignored him, touched the photo of his mother on the tombstone behind him a little dejectedly, clenched his fists tightly, with a grim expression, and suddenly roared: "Ji Rui, I will never go back with you even if I die, I told you , I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore, you owe it to mother, we will never forgive you in this lifetime, if you are capable, you will make me unable to get along in any corner of the world.”
The sound of wind, rain and thunder covered the angry words, only Ye Qianyu who was standing by the side heard them clearly and remembered them in his heart.
It was the first time Ye Qianyu saw Ji Yiran who was so close to fragility. It was the first time that he felt that the person standing in front of him was real, with flesh and blood and feelings. His heart also ached along with him. During the words, he could It can be heard that maybe this middle-aged man is Ji Yiran's father, and one can also guess what this man named Ji Rui did to apologize to Ji Yiran and his mother to make Ji Yiran so emotional.
Ye Qianyu knelt beside Ji Yiran, carefully hugging the person kneeling in front of the tomb, trying to give him some warm comfort.The rain ran down the cheeks of the two of them. There are always some things in this world that people can't do anything about. There are always some reasons that people can't figure out in this world. Perhaps this is the test that life brings to mankind.
The next day, Ji Yiran asked Ye Qianyu out for the first time.
"Starting tomorrow, you will be my assistant."
"What?" Ye Qianyu almost thought he heard it wrong, so he looked straight into Ji Yiran's eyes without being nervous, and found that there was only seriousness in those eyes.
"Let's start working tomorrow." After speaking, Ji Yiran stood up and left.
Ye Qianyu feels that his brain is not enough, is he Ji Yiran's assistant?Does that mean that he can see Ji Yiran every day in the future?Every day from now on, he can be by Ji Yiran's side, isn't that right?Excitement spread from the bottom, rushing to the entire brain nerves.
Ji Yiran took two steps, then stopped suddenly, and said without even turning his head: "This is a favor you owed yesterday. And I don't want you to misunderstand anything, just do what you should do. "
After speaking, he strode away.
The mouth that hadn't grinned yet froze instantly after hearing Ji Yiran's words.
Sure enough, he still can't do it?Just when he thought he had finally made new progress, reality brought him back to his original form.That's right, how can he think so much, wouldn't it be great to be an assistant, at least it's better than now, at least he can see him every day, isn't he, he should be content!
And Ye Qianyu didn't expect this assistant job to be done for several years.Three years have passed since Ji Yiran officially released his album.And the relationship between him and Ji Yiran has also changed from being unfamiliar at the beginning to the current unclear relationship.
On a certain night two and a half years ago, he officially became Ji Yiran's bed warmer, but Ji Yiran became more and more cruel and indifferent to her.All the reasons were also on that night.
That day was actually a great day worth celebrating. Ji Yiran's first album sold over 500 million copies. The company specially held a celebration banquet for Ji Yiran. Ji Yiran was really happy and drank a lot of wine So much so that Ye Qianyu could only return to the apartment with Ye Qianyu's support.
Ye Qianyu was only 1.73 meters tall and supported Ji Yiran, who was more than ten centimeters taller than himself. It took a lot of effort to help him upstairs, lifted the quilt, laid him down, and wiped him clean with a hot towel. In order to let Ji Yiran sleep comfortably, Ye Qianyu also changed his pajamas for him. If Ji Yiran was awake, he would definitely find that Ye Qianyu's face, which was helping him change his pajamas, was bigger than that of boiled shrimp. Also red.Fearing that Ji Yiran would be thirsty when he woke up, he thoughtfully poured a glass of water and put it beside him. He was about to leave, but Ji Yiran was still worried and sat back on the bed.
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Looking carefully at Ji Yiran's sleeping face, Ye Qianyu felt sore in his heart. This is the person he has loved for several years. He had thought of giving up countless times because of Ji Yiran's attitude, but in the end he persisted. down.
For so many years, there were not many times when he could look at Ji Yiran quietly like this. This person, even when he was asleep, had a defensive face on his face.
After hesitating for a long time, he stretched out his hand, gently stroked Ji Yiran's handsome face, and carefully brushed away the broken hair in front of his eyes, but Ji Yiran turned his body sideways because of this, and Ye Qianyu retracted his hand in shock. I was going to go to the living room outside to guard, but when I stood up, Ji Yiran grabbed his wrist, and was pulled back vigorously, and the whole person fell on the bed, and Ji Yiran pressed him on the same opportunity.
Ye Qianyu panicked and wanted to push the person on him away, but he couldn't.
"Of course, you're not drunk? Get me up quickly."
But Ji Yiran turned a deaf ear to it, and pressed Ye Qianyu into his arms, pressing his face into Ye Qianyu's neck.
"Famous quotes, famous quotes..."
Calling Shen Mingyan's name, Ji Yiran did not allow Ye Qianyu to resist, and kissed his lips directly.The shallow kiss at the beginning, because of Ye Qianyu's resistance, became fierce in the end, and it hurt Ye Qianyu a lot.
"Famous words, I like you, I like you..." Ji Yiran said sweet words and kissed Ye Qianyu's neck.
Ye Qianyu bit his lip and turned his head sadly. He heard Ji Yiran confess his love to Shen Mingyan for the first time in his sophomore year, and now this affectionate words echoed in his ears, how painful it was for him.
Obviously the man on his body possessed his body, but he called someone else's name. For the first time, he began to be jealous of Shen Mingyan, and there was a devil in his heart screaming crazily, sucking his hard work, pain, not knowing that his body was torn apart. Cracked or heart stabbed.
His lips were bitten tightly by himself, and a trace of blood oozes out. In the end, he still couldn't resist the emotion. He wrapped his arms around Ji Yiran's back last year. Indulgence was the only way he gave himself vent. This night, they bonded intimately, He is the closest person in the world. This night, Ye Qianyu allowed himself to be Ji Yiran's person. This night, Ye Qianyu allowed Ji Yiran to be his only one. This night, I don't know if it was a good night or a nightmare.
On the next morning, Ye Qianyu was finally convinced that it was not a beauty, but a wound.
When Ye Qianyu woke up, he felt that his body was in pain due to the intensity of last night. He looked around in a daze, but found that Ji Yiran was neatly dressed and standing on the bedside looking down at him. The contempt and disgust in his eyes made him wake up instantly. come over.Regardless of physical discomfort, he sat up and pulled the quilt to cover his naked body.
"Get dressed right away, and get out." Ji Yiran slammed the bedroom door hard and went to the living room without giving Ye Qianyu time to speak.
Ye Qianyu smiled wryly, he could almost imagine that what he was about to face next was a violent storm.
as predicted.
"Ye Qianyu, I really didn't expect you to be so shameless. What did I say at the beginning, do what you should do, then explain to me what you mean by sleeping on my bed?" Ji Yiran sat down Erlang stretched his legs on the sofa, like a judge, ruthless and cold.
"I'm sorry, you were drunk last night, I..."
"I'm drunk, so you can take advantage of it!" Ji Yiran interrupted Ye Qianyu and said in a bad tone.
Seeing that Ji Yiran misunderstood him, Ye Qianyu was eager to explain.
"I didn't, it was you..."
"It's me□□you? What a joke, Ye Qianyu, you don't look at your own virtue, I'm drunk, but you are sober." The implication is, how can a sober person Unable to push away a drunk person, Ye Qianyu did it on purpose, wanting to take the opportunity to have a relationship with him and get closer to him, he thought he could see through Ye Qianyu's mind.
Ye Qianyu didn't say anything more, he understood Ji Yiran's temper, the more he explained, the more angry he would be.There are too many misunderstandings in this world that cannot be expressed clearly in words. Sometimes, people will trust their own eyes and ears, and make many subjective assumptions, because they always feel that what they see with their eyes and what they hear with their ears is the truth.
Ye Qianyu lowered his head and Ren Jiran's tongue was sarcasm, like a child who did something wrong without saying a word.But Ji Yiran became more and more displeased with his submissive appearance, and felt even more annoyed.
In the end, the matter will be settled. After all, they are all men, and they don't have to be responsible.
But the strange thing is that after that, Ji Yiran began to have a relationship with Ye Qianyu that he needed physically. When he was unhappy, angry, or resentful, he would put Ye Qianyu under him and ruthlessly bullying.Ye Qianyu never resisted, even if he got a high fever every time, he got up the next day as usual to do things for Ji Yiran.
Sun Yao always knew that Ye Qianyu liked Ji Yiran, but he never thought that Ye Qianyu would still be entangled with Ji Yiran after so many years.After graduating from university, Sun Yao went to work in other provinces, and was not transferred back to City A until more than three years later.People around Ye Qianyu, apart from Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao, Sun Yao is his best friend.
Ye Qianyu also had to admit that Sun Yao's return brought him a lot of happiness.He only knows that he is around Ji Yiran every day, and basically has no spare time activities. He is afraid that Ji Yiran will be unhappy if he can't find anyone, so he stays at home except for work.
Sun Yao was very concerned about him, afraid that he would be bored, so he bought a bunch of interesting gadgets for him, afraid that he would be bored, so he always asked him out to relax, and sometimes he would follow Sun Yao's petite and cute girlfriend, that girl The child is a very optimistic person. Although he is not particularly beautiful, he is very considerate to Sun Yao. Knowing that Ye Qianyu likes the same sex, he is also very supportive, and from time to time he gives Ye Qianyu some small ideas to please Ji Yiran.
Ye Qianyu likes to get along with the two of them, it feels very natural and comfortable, they are like his brothers and sisters, if there is any unhappiness, just talk to them, and it will become easier.
After liking Ji Yiran for so many years, he would feel very wronged. Even if he became his assistant, Ji Yiran's attitude towards him was getting worse and worse.He feels that he is very tired, but he can't let go. If he loves someone, his heart will become empty. If he loves someone who doesn't love himself, his heart will never be comforted. It's like a drowning person, day after day , Year after year, I can only allow myself to sink step by step, until I am swallowed by the vortex of emotion.
Ye Qianyu didn't know how to face the situation in front of him. The things in the apartment were thrown into a mess by Ji Yiran, so he could only stand in the corner and let Ji Yiran get angry without daring to say anything.In the afternoon, Sun Yao and his cute little girlfriend took him to go boating. It happened that Ji Yiran was on vacation for the past two days, so he went there for nothing.On the way back, Sun Yao's little girlfriend met her best friend on the way, and the two girls walked away intimately, blinking their big eyes and jokingly saying that they would lend Sun Yao to him as a slave for one night.Sun Yao insisted on sending him back to Ji Yiran's apartment because he said he was worried that Ji Yiran would have no one to cook for him at night, and he would eat unnutritious takeaway.
Sun Yao sighed and said that he loved Ji Yiran so much that he couldn't save him. When he walked downstairs to the apartment, he was hit on the head by a small fruit that fell from a tree. Sun Yao was funny and pitied him, so he reached out to rub his head for him. He just accepted it with a smile, whoever made him weak, would be hit inexplicably even when he was walking.
It's just that he didn't expect that when he went to Ji Yiran's apartment in a good mood, he was met with the anger of this violent storm. He didn't even know where he had offended Ji Yiran.Although Ji Yiran is relatively indifferent to outsiders, he is at least polite and polite. He doesn't understand why Ji Yiran always loses his temper when facing him. Is it really a debt he owed in his previous life?
That night, there was no doubt that Ji Yiran was tossing him all night, even when he begged for mercy and called to stop, Ji Yiran did not let him go. The moment before he passed out, he could clearly feel the pain brought by the man on his body. Painful and sad emotions.
Without giving him too many chances to lose consciousness, Ji Yiran threw him into the bathroom, turned on the shower and showered him with water, and seeing him wake up, he vented in the bathroom again, and then ruthlessly told him to get out of the apartment.
Ye Qianyu supported his weak body and reluctantly put on his clothes, and moved out step by step.If he wants him to go, he will go, just because he doesn't have any capital to make Ji Yiran feel sorry for him, in Ji Yiran's eyes, he is nothing more than a shameless, ignorant coward.
Near the early morning, when he walked out of the apartment, it was obviously not very cold, but he was shivering from the cold. On the second day, he developed a high fever, reluctantly called Ji Yiran to ask for leave, and fell asleep all the time.During this period, he knew that someone had knocked on the door, but he didn't have the strength to open it. The phone rang, and he heard it, but he couldn't open his eyes or raise his hand to answer it.
After a long time, he heard the sound of the door being opened, and later realized that it was Sun Yao and his girlfriend who came to give him special products at night. Seeing that no one answered the phone, and did not open the door, he called Ji Yiran to find out that Ye Qian Yu fell ill at home without a key, and the two of them found the landlord before opening the door and sending him to the hospital.
Forty degrees, the doctor said that if it was delivered later, it would burn people into fools.
Sun Yao was so angry that he scolded him and took care of him in the hospital for one night. Early the next morning, Sun Yao's little girlfriend brought over the porridge made by himself. Ye Qianyu hugged the porridge, his eyes were red and tears But it didn't fall after all, these two people gave him too much warmth.But the person he loves the most makes him feel cold again and again.
As soon as the fever subsided, Ye Qianyu insisted on being discharged from the hospital regardless of the two people's persuasion, and started his life as an assistant running around with Ji Yiran.He started to work nonchalantly in front of Ji Yiran again, only if he pretended not to care about the pain, would he have the strength to continue to love.
Ai Jiran seemed to be an inseparable thing in his life.
However, no matter how much he deceived himself, no matter how hard he tried to persevere, he could only accept the truth when it appeared before his eyes.
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A year ago, by accident, he learned of Ji Yiran's birthday in the lunar calendar, knowing that it was the day when Ji Yiran was actually born. He was happy for a long time. The only person who knew this secret was Ji Yiran's family members. .Seeing that Ji Yiran's birthday was coming, on that day, he asked Ji Yiran to go home early, and then he stayed in the apartment to prepare a birthday meal for Ji Yiran.
In order to make the meal look good, he specially asked someone to learn it for two full months. On that day, he was happier than his own birthday. It was rare for him to boldly hum Ji Yiran's song and work in the kitchen.It was near night when he remembered that he forgot to pick up the cake he ordered.He patted his head and laughed that he was forgetful and went out the door.On the way back, I met a colleague who had worked with me for half a year and greeted me cheerfully.
Sometimes, sorrow and joy are just a corner away.
He saw Ji Yiran get off the car, and then Shen Mingyan.Ye Qianyu knew that Ji Yiran didn't like being disturbed when he and Shen Mingyan were alone, so he stood in the corner watching them chatting and smiling.He saw Ji Yiran embrace Shen Mingyan with open arms, saw Ji Yiran whispering in Shen Mingyan's ear, saw Ji Yiran kiss Shen Mingyan.
Are they finally together?Ji Yiran has loved Shen Mingyan for so many years, just like he loves Ji Yiran. He thought that Shen Mingyan would not like Ji Yiran, so he has not given up on loving Ji Yiran for so many years. He has been like an idiot for so many years Also hovering around Ji Yiran, loving that person foolishly, waiting obsessively, thinking that one day it will come.But now, he finally lost that person, and he can't wait for his love.At that moment, he seemed to hear the sound of something breaking in his body.
He cried, tears flowed disobediently, he knew not to be vulnerable, but he couldn't bear it anymore, his love, the love that ended without a problem before it started, did he lose it, no, he never got it However, how can we lose it.He just lost an expectation, a heart.
Pain is not enough to describe such a lack. It is time for him to finally wake up from his sweet dream.
Wiping away his tears, he stood up again as if nothing had happened, but this time, his heart withered.
That night, he told himself to enjoy that kind of embrace for the last time, that night, he was greedy for all the warmth of Ji Yiran, he told himself over and over again, this is just the last time!
Not long after, Ye Qianyu followed Ji Yiran to Australia, where the MV for Ji Yiran's new album will be filmed for about two months.
He began to learn to do what an ordinary assistant should do. He restrained his heart and stopped looking for Ji Yiran's figure. He began to learn what Ji Yiran once said: Do what an assistant should do.
Ji Yiran made occasional courtships, but he escaped because he still had something to do.He didn't understand why Ji Yiran was already in a relationship with Shen Mingyan, why did he still come to him, even if it was because of desire, but Shen Mingyan was already his lover, so he shouldn't be entangled with others anymore, and Ye Qianyu I feel that I can't do anything to offend Shen Mingyan, and getting involved with Ji Yiran is a betrayal of Shen Mingyan and an insult to myself.
He tried to escape Ji Yiran bit by bit.
It's actually hard, but, he's learning, isn't he?
Just before he really learned it, he was admitted to the hospital for acute appendicitis more than a month after arriving in Australia.The illness came without warning, quickly and urgently. At that time, he was taking water for Ji Yiran, who was resting between shootings, when a burst of abdominal cramps hit him. Passed out directly.
He didn't know what happened after he fainted. When he woke up, he was lying on the hospital bed. The nurse told him that he knew he had undergone appendectomy.
Because of the death of his parents, Ye Qianyu has a deep fear of hospitals, blood, and white things. Ji Yiran opened the VIP ward for him. Whenever night comes, Ye Qianyu uses his head Covered by the sheets, he was afraid, and he told himself to restrain himself, but his trembling body could not be controlled at all.
During that time, he was alone in the hospital. He knew that Ji Yiran's shooting schedule was very tight, but he still saw him once the day after he woke up. It was that time that he told Ji Yiran Put forward the matter of resignation.He thought that Ji Yiran would scold him and say that he was irresponsible, but in the end, Ji Yiran just nodded slightly and told him it was okay.She thoughtfully hired a special nurse for him, and then left.
He didn't know whether he should cry or laugh. He had been Ji Yiran's assistant for so many years, and he had worked hard without credit. He wanted to resign, but Ji Yiran didn't even say a word to keep him.
That's right, Ji Yiran hates him so much, and he was asked to be his assistant at the beginning, but it was just because he didn't want to owe him.It's him who has stayed by Ji Yiran's side for so many years.
After recuperating in the hospital for almost half a month, he returned to City A half a month earlier than Ji Yiran.
She had planned a long time ago that this time, she would completely give up on Ji Yiran and completely let that person withdraw from her life.
The first thing Ye Qianyu did when he returned to City A was to go to another county, County C, to find a new residence and move.Before leaving, he hesitated for a long time at the door of Shen's house, but in the end he didn't have the courage to step into that door. Instead, he wrote a long letter and dropped it into the mailbox at the door of Shen's house, telling Shen's family that he was going out to study , return date undecided.
He lied to his elders who treated him sincerely. He was not as generous as he imagined. He was jealous of Shen Mingyan, and he dared not face Shen Mingyan. In front of Mingyan is a complete sinner, because he forcibly occupied Shen Mingyan's position.
He called Sun Yao and told him that he was leaving for a few days. Sun Yao was a little anxious and asked him why. He told the same lie. Maybe Sun Yao didn't believe it, but he couldn't care too much. The mobile phone card was thrown into the lake along with the mobile phone card. Some things can only be forgotten if they are completely broken.
The night in County C is no different from that in City A. The same blue sky, the same piece of land, and the same not-so-fresh air, but there are no familiar people, no familiar shops, and even the street scene has become different, and the surroundings have become completely unfamiliar .Walking alone on the road, in the quiet middle of the night, people are always used to remembering and feeling sad.The lights in the city are so beautiful and bright, but none of them are lit for him, and no one says to him gently and joyfully when he opens the door: Welcome back!Ye Qianyu looked at his palms. Some people said that people with severed palms are not suitable for happiness.It turned out that this sentence is true.
Passing by the benches on the street, Ye Qianyu stopped.
On that lonely bench sat a woman with a suitcase at her feet, weeping silently.
Ye Qianyu walked over, sat down beside him, and said softly: "How about I exchange my story for yours? Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me, just listen to me, I just want to find someone People speak well."
Regardless of the defenseless eyes of the young woman, Ye Qianyu spoke on his own.Talking about how I had a happy family when I was a child, how I became an orphan, what kind of adoptive person I met, how good the Shen family and An family were to him, and how I loved a family so hard. In the end, the man had no choice but to give up tragically, and fled in embarrassment from the city where he had lived for more than [-] years.
The young woman listened in silence at first, and sobbed incessantly by the end.
The same people from the end of the world, why do they know each other when they meet.
"I'm three months pregnant, but that person doesn't love me anymore." The young woman stopped crying and spoke lightly, but the bitter smile that couldn't melt at the corner of her mouth revealed her pain.
"I'm like you. I left him, I left that city, and I came here with no one to rely on."
For a while, neither of them spoke anymore, and the already silent night seemed even quieter.
"If you don't mind, you can move to live with me."
After thinking about it and fearing that the woman might misunderstand her, she hastily explained: "Don't think wrongly, what I mean is that the apartment I rent happens to have a vacant room that hasn't been rented yet. You can move here and the rent is very cheap. You don't have to pay for it." The rent is also fine, if I come to pay, just treat it as a friend, now that you are pregnant with a baby, you need someone to take care of you."
He patted his pocket up and down, took out his wallet from his pants pocket, took out his ID card, handed it over and said, "If you take my ID card, you won't be afraid that I'm a bad person."
Ye Qianyu was just lonely and broke, and wanted to find someone to accompany him, someone to talk to.I simply took out my ID card and tried my best to prove that I didn't have any malicious intentions. I completely forgot that people's hearts cannot be proved by an ID card.
The young woman didn't answer, but stretched out her hand to hold Ye Qianyu's hand, and said softly, "I'm Li Xi, please take care of me in the future."
Ye Qianyu finally grinned, shook Li Xi's hand back and said, "My name is Ye Qianyu, can I be the baby's godfather?"
"no problem."
Ye Qianyu carefully carried Li Xi's suitcase, and suddenly lost his straightforwardness just now, and became a little embarrassed. He didn't understand why he would tell a strange woman about his experience and invite her to live with him. It's just that the first feeling when I saw Li Xi was that this woman had the same sad secret as him.
"Don't worry, I like children the most. I will help you take care of him in the future. Well, how about going to see baby products tomorrow?"
"It's only three months pregnant, it's too early."
"Uh, is it?"
Ye Qianyu scratched his head and said with a smirk, "What about maternity clothes, I can prepare this."
Li Xi nodded, looked at the honest Ye Qianyu in front of him, and smiled sweetly.
The two only know each other's name, but they confide in each other about their experiences.
He heard Shen Mingyan mentioning him to Ji Yiran, but Ji Yiran ignored him directly. Even if there was no love or friendship in getting along with him for a semester, for the person who took care of him for a whole semester, Ji Yiran He didn't even bother to give him a basic greeting, not to mention that Ji Yiran knew that Ye Qianyu liked him.Ji Yiran once said that he hates weak and incompetent people like him the most. He has never done anything wrong to Ji Yiran, but he hates him because of his character.
Ye Qianyu confessed to Ji Yiran four months after Ji Yiran moved into the dormitory.For a confession, Ye Qianyu thought about it for more than a month. He is not a brave person, but for his love, he went all out. He felt that if he didn't let the other party know his love, he would feel regretful. If he confessed If the other party doesn't like him, then he can make himself give up.Taking advantage of the time when Ji Yiran was about to fall asleep, he hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth.
"Of course, I... er... I... that... hi... I..."
"Hmph, isn't it just that you like me?" Ji Yiran lay on the bed nonchalantly, looking at Ye Qianyu's hesitating expression, feeling indescribably bored.
Regarding Ji Yiran's sharp words, Ye Qianyu looked at Ji Yiran in surprise, how did he know?
"I want to ask how I know? Ye Qianyu, since I mentioned it today, let me tell you, I don't like you, and put away your passionate eyes, I'm annoying. What do you think you are?" Are you worthy of liking me? Let me tell you, I hate weak and incompetent people like you the most. You are obviously a man, but you are as timid and cowardly as a woman. Don't hang around in front of me all day, it's an eyesore." Ji Yiran's words are very Even when Ye Qianyu is usually called to help him with things, it seems that Ye Qianyu is a slave and he is a king.
He remembered Ji Yiran's eyes clearly that night.That kind of sarcasm and indifference.
Ji Yiran hates him, and Ji Yiran likes Shen Mingyan.
For the whole night, only these two sentences lingered in his head, shocking his fragile nerves.
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He thought that after the confession was rejected, he would give up, but his disobedient heart made him sink deeper and deeper, but what could he do, he couldn't control his heart, he only wanted to do it for Ji Yi However, Beat, obviously only got along for a few months, and obviously the other party treats him worse than strangers, but he still loves him more and more day by day.
Ye Qianyu assumed more than once that if one day Ji Yiran was not as good-looking and dazzling as he is now, would he still like him?The answer is, he will.Because, isn't he the one who likes Ji Yiran?Ji Yiran doesn't like him, but Ji Yiran loves Shen Mingyan.
Shen Mingyan is the best actor in Ji Yiran's mind, but he, Ye Qianyu, is an extra with only one back.He once tried to change his personality for Ji Yiran, but he couldn't do it until he graduated from university.
Four years in college, three years of living together with Ji Yiran, but the relationship between them has not become closer because of living close to each other. Occasionally he would be dragged out by Shen Mingyan, obviously very heartbroken, but he could only endure it. Seeing the harmonious interaction between Shen Mingyan and Ji Yiran, he knew that Shen Mingyan intended to help him, but Ji Yiran Yiran doesn't care about him, he knows better than anyone else, sometimes he even thinks, it would be nice if he was a fool, so that he can't understand Ji Yiran's affectionate eyes when he looks at Shen Mingyan, In this way, he can pretend that Ji Yiran also likes him.But, he is not!
A few years have passed, and he doesn't understand what he likes about Ji Yiran. He is obviously someone who treats him badly, but he must have Ji Yiran.
It was an accident that he became Ji Yiran's assistant last year, and it was a surprise for him.
On the eve of his university graduation, Ji Yiran was scouted by scouts and started shooting commercials. Because of Ji Yiran's musical talent, the company also began to pay attention to it, planning to release an album for him.And Ye Qianyu, under Shen's father's repeated persuasion, joined the Shen'an Group as an intern. The internship period was very fulfilling. He cherished every opportunity very hard, worked hard every day, and lived hard.Originally, he thought that his life would go on like this from nine to five, but that day changed his whole life.
After getting off work at 5:[-] that day, Ye Qianyu was preparing to cook dinner at his rented place, but the sky outside suddenly darkened, and a violent storm was quietly approaching the city.
Whether it rains or not doesn't seem to matter to people who have already got off work, but Ye Qianyu put down what he was doing and went out hungry with two umbrellas. When he was eating with Shen Mingyan at noon, he listened to Shen Mingyan. Speaking of famous sayings, Ji Yiran went to the cemetery of Mount F alone to pay homage to his mother after no class in the afternoon.
It is said that every time Ji Yiran went to worship, he would stay until very late before going down the mountain. Ye Qianyu was worried about the bad weather and followed him.He didn't call Ji Yiran, he knew that Ji Yiran was bothering him, and he wouldn't tell him his whereabouts, so he could only go to the cemetery to find someone by himself.
The downpour of rain fell on the ground, wet Ye Qianyu's trousers, and water seeped into his shoes. The strong wind blew his thin body tottering, and he struggled to hold on to his umbrella. He searched carefully row by row in the cemetery. , for fear of missing Ji Yiran's figure, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Ye Qianyu's heart was getting higher and higher. He couldn't care that he was soaked all over, and only Ji Yiran's safety was in his heart.Too anxious, I didn't see a step under my feet, one was unsteady, stepped on the air, and the whole person fell down. Fortunately, the stone steps were not high, and Ye Qianyu didn't suffer too much injury, so I didn't care too much , Get up and continue looking.
When Ye Qianyu found Ji Yiran, he was standing in front of the tombstone, arguing with a strange middle-aged man.Ye Qianyu had never seen Ji Yiran so excited, as if he was screaming with all his strength.Ye Qianyu threw away the umbrella and rushed over, protecting Ji Yiran behind him like an old hen.
"Who are you and what are you going to do?" That defensive look was completely gone from his usual timidity.
The middle-aged man was stunned when he saw the person rushing out of the storm.
"who are you?"
The strange man's aura is very powerful, one can tell that he is a rich and powerful person, and the powerful light emanating from him is even slightly inferior to Ji Yiran.But Ye Qianyu, who was dedicated to protecting people, didn't care about Sanqi 21.
"You don't care who I am, I ask what you want to do?"
The strange man smiled contemptuously in a somewhat tense atmosphere. He was a bit confused about the thoughts of the kid who jumped out halfway, but seeing his nervous Ji Yiran, he thought it was funny, and he didn't even look at himself. A few days ago, he still wanted to be brave, as long as he said a word, there might not be a place for him to live and work in this city.
"Who is he to you, why are you protecting him so much?"
"I...I am..."
That's right, who is Ji Yiran, not a lover, not a brother, not a friend, just a stranger who has lived in the same dormitory for three years.But, what can be done, he loves Ji Yiran, and he also wants to protect the one he loves.
"Ye Qianyu, you stay away, you don't have to worry about my affairs."
Ji Yiran stretched out his hand and pushed Ye Qianyu away who was standing in front of him. He was as indifferent as usual, but Ye Qianyu felt the excitement and trembling in Ji Yiran's words. What was the reason for Ji Yiran to be so Excited, what is the relationship between this person in front of him and Ji Yiran?
"I, I'm his assistant. His business is mine. If you have anything to do, come to me." Ye Qianyu ignored Ji Yiran's threatening eyes and stood straight in the storm.
When the middle-aged man heard this, he raised his eyebrows.
"Oh? Assistant. Oh, okay, of course, for the sake of your assistant, this topic has come to an end for the time being. I will give you time to consider whether you want to come back or continue to be your star. I hope you can listen Satisfactory answer. Then see you next time, Mr. Assistant." Also washed by the storm, but the strange man looked so calm and at ease, and when he turned to leave, his back was so straight, leaving behind two people who were soaked in the water. .
"Yiran, are you okay, huh? He didn't do anything to you, did he?" Turn around and check Ji Yiran up and down, lest he get hurt a little.
Ji Yiran ignored him, touched the photo of his mother on the tombstone behind him a little dejectedly, clenched his fists tightly, with a grim expression, and suddenly roared: "Ji Rui, I will never go back with you even if I die, I told you , I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore, you owe it to mother, we will never forgive you in this lifetime, if you are capable, you will make me unable to get along in any corner of the world.”
The sound of wind, rain and thunder covered the angry words, only Ye Qianyu who was standing by the side heard them clearly and remembered them in his heart.
It was the first time Ye Qianyu saw Ji Yiran who was so close to fragility. It was the first time that he felt that the person standing in front of him was real, with flesh and blood and feelings. His heart also ached along with him. During the words, he could It can be heard that maybe this middle-aged man is Ji Yiran's father, and one can also guess what this man named Ji Rui did to apologize to Ji Yiran and his mother to make Ji Yiran so emotional.
Ye Qianyu knelt beside Ji Yiran, carefully hugging the person kneeling in front of the tomb, trying to give him some warm comfort.The rain ran down the cheeks of the two of them. There are always some things in this world that people can't do anything about. There are always some reasons that people can't figure out in this world. Perhaps this is the test that life brings to mankind.
The next day, Ji Yiran asked Ye Qianyu out for the first time.
"Starting tomorrow, you will be my assistant."
"What?" Ye Qianyu almost thought he heard it wrong, so he looked straight into Ji Yiran's eyes without being nervous, and found that there was only seriousness in those eyes.
"Let's start working tomorrow." After speaking, Ji Yiran stood up and left.
Ye Qianyu feels that his brain is not enough, is he Ji Yiran's assistant?Does that mean that he can see Ji Yiran every day in the future?Every day from now on, he can be by Ji Yiran's side, isn't that right?Excitement spread from the bottom, rushing to the entire brain nerves.
Ji Yiran took two steps, then stopped suddenly, and said without even turning his head: "This is a favor you owed yesterday. And I don't want you to misunderstand anything, just do what you should do. "
After speaking, he strode away.
The mouth that hadn't grinned yet froze instantly after hearing Ji Yiran's words.
Sure enough, he still can't do it?Just when he thought he had finally made new progress, reality brought him back to his original form.That's right, how can he think so much, wouldn't it be great to be an assistant, at least it's better than now, at least he can see him every day, isn't he, he should be content!
And Ye Qianyu didn't expect this assistant job to be done for several years.Three years have passed since Ji Yiran officially released his album.And the relationship between him and Ji Yiran has also changed from being unfamiliar at the beginning to the current unclear relationship.
On a certain night two and a half years ago, he officially became Ji Yiran's bed warmer, but Ji Yiran became more and more cruel and indifferent to her.All the reasons were also on that night.
That day was actually a great day worth celebrating. Ji Yiran's first album sold over 500 million copies. The company specially held a celebration banquet for Ji Yiran. Ji Yiran was really happy and drank a lot of wine So much so that Ye Qianyu could only return to the apartment with Ye Qianyu's support.
Ye Qianyu was only 1.73 meters tall and supported Ji Yiran, who was more than ten centimeters taller than himself. It took a lot of effort to help him upstairs, lifted the quilt, laid him down, and wiped him clean with a hot towel. In order to let Ji Yiran sleep comfortably, Ye Qianyu also changed his pajamas for him. If Ji Yiran was awake, he would definitely find that Ye Qianyu's face, which was helping him change his pajamas, was bigger than that of boiled shrimp. Also red.Fearing that Ji Yiran would be thirsty when he woke up, he thoughtfully poured a glass of water and put it beside him. He was about to leave, but Ji Yiran was still worried and sat back on the bed.
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Looking carefully at Ji Yiran's sleeping face, Ye Qianyu felt sore in his heart. This is the person he has loved for several years. He had thought of giving up countless times because of Ji Yiran's attitude, but in the end he persisted. down.
For so many years, there were not many times when he could look at Ji Yiran quietly like this. This person, even when he was asleep, had a defensive face on his face.
After hesitating for a long time, he stretched out his hand, gently stroked Ji Yiran's handsome face, and carefully brushed away the broken hair in front of his eyes, but Ji Yiran turned his body sideways because of this, and Ye Qianyu retracted his hand in shock. I was going to go to the living room outside to guard, but when I stood up, Ji Yiran grabbed his wrist, and was pulled back vigorously, and the whole person fell on the bed, and Ji Yiran pressed him on the same opportunity.
Ye Qianyu panicked and wanted to push the person on him away, but he couldn't.
"Of course, you're not drunk? Get me up quickly."
But Ji Yiran turned a deaf ear to it, and pressed Ye Qianyu into his arms, pressing his face into Ye Qianyu's neck.
"Famous quotes, famous quotes..."
Calling Shen Mingyan's name, Ji Yiran did not allow Ye Qianyu to resist, and kissed his lips directly.The shallow kiss at the beginning, because of Ye Qianyu's resistance, became fierce in the end, and it hurt Ye Qianyu a lot.
"Famous words, I like you, I like you..." Ji Yiran said sweet words and kissed Ye Qianyu's neck.
Ye Qianyu bit his lip and turned his head sadly. He heard Ji Yiran confess his love to Shen Mingyan for the first time in his sophomore year, and now this affectionate words echoed in his ears, how painful it was for him.
Obviously the man on his body possessed his body, but he called someone else's name. For the first time, he began to be jealous of Shen Mingyan, and there was a devil in his heart screaming crazily, sucking his hard work, pain, not knowing that his body was torn apart. Cracked or heart stabbed.
His lips were bitten tightly by himself, and a trace of blood oozes out. In the end, he still couldn't resist the emotion. He wrapped his arms around Ji Yiran's back last year. Indulgence was the only way he gave himself vent. This night, they bonded intimately, He is the closest person in the world. This night, Ye Qianyu allowed himself to be Ji Yiran's person. This night, Ye Qianyu allowed Ji Yiran to be his only one. This night, I don't know if it was a good night or a nightmare.
On the next morning, Ye Qianyu was finally convinced that it was not a beauty, but a wound.
When Ye Qianyu woke up, he felt that his body was in pain due to the intensity of last night. He looked around in a daze, but found that Ji Yiran was neatly dressed and standing on the bedside looking down at him. The contempt and disgust in his eyes made him wake up instantly. come over.Regardless of physical discomfort, he sat up and pulled the quilt to cover his naked body.
"Get dressed right away, and get out." Ji Yiran slammed the bedroom door hard and went to the living room without giving Ye Qianyu time to speak.
Ye Qianyu smiled wryly, he could almost imagine that what he was about to face next was a violent storm.
as predicted.
"Ye Qianyu, I really didn't expect you to be so shameless. What did I say at the beginning, do what you should do, then explain to me what you mean by sleeping on my bed?" Ji Yiran sat down Erlang stretched his legs on the sofa, like a judge, ruthless and cold.
"I'm sorry, you were drunk last night, I..."
"I'm drunk, so you can take advantage of it!" Ji Yiran interrupted Ye Qianyu and said in a bad tone.
Seeing that Ji Yiran misunderstood him, Ye Qianyu was eager to explain.
"I didn't, it was you..."
"It's me□□you? What a joke, Ye Qianyu, you don't look at your own virtue, I'm drunk, but you are sober." The implication is, how can a sober person Unable to push away a drunk person, Ye Qianyu did it on purpose, wanting to take the opportunity to have a relationship with him and get closer to him, he thought he could see through Ye Qianyu's mind.
Ye Qianyu didn't say anything more, he understood Ji Yiran's temper, the more he explained, the more angry he would be.There are too many misunderstandings in this world that cannot be expressed clearly in words. Sometimes, people will trust their own eyes and ears, and make many subjective assumptions, because they always feel that what they see with their eyes and what they hear with their ears is the truth.
Ye Qianyu lowered his head and Ren Jiran's tongue was sarcasm, like a child who did something wrong without saying a word.But Ji Yiran became more and more displeased with his submissive appearance, and felt even more annoyed.
In the end, the matter will be settled. After all, they are all men, and they don't have to be responsible.
But the strange thing is that after that, Ji Yiran began to have a relationship with Ye Qianyu that he needed physically. When he was unhappy, angry, or resentful, he would put Ye Qianyu under him and ruthlessly bullying.Ye Qianyu never resisted, even if he got a high fever every time, he got up the next day as usual to do things for Ji Yiran.
Sun Yao always knew that Ye Qianyu liked Ji Yiran, but he never thought that Ye Qianyu would still be entangled with Ji Yiran after so many years.After graduating from university, Sun Yao went to work in other provinces, and was not transferred back to City A until more than three years later.People around Ye Qianyu, apart from Shen Mingyan and An Shixiao, Sun Yao is his best friend.
Ye Qianyu also had to admit that Sun Yao's return brought him a lot of happiness.He only knows that he is around Ji Yiran every day, and basically has no spare time activities. He is afraid that Ji Yiran will be unhappy if he can't find anyone, so he stays at home except for work.
Sun Yao was very concerned about him, afraid that he would be bored, so he bought a bunch of interesting gadgets for him, afraid that he would be bored, so he always asked him out to relax, and sometimes he would follow Sun Yao's petite and cute girlfriend, that girl The child is a very optimistic person. Although he is not particularly beautiful, he is very considerate to Sun Yao. Knowing that Ye Qianyu likes the same sex, he is also very supportive, and from time to time he gives Ye Qianyu some small ideas to please Ji Yiran.
Ye Qianyu likes to get along with the two of them, it feels very natural and comfortable, they are like his brothers and sisters, if there is any unhappiness, just talk to them, and it will become easier.
After liking Ji Yiran for so many years, he would feel very wronged. Even if he became his assistant, Ji Yiran's attitude towards him was getting worse and worse.He feels that he is very tired, but he can't let go. If he loves someone, his heart will become empty. If he loves someone who doesn't love himself, his heart will never be comforted. It's like a drowning person, day after day , Year after year, I can only allow myself to sink step by step, until I am swallowed by the vortex of emotion.
Ye Qianyu didn't know how to face the situation in front of him. The things in the apartment were thrown into a mess by Ji Yiran, so he could only stand in the corner and let Ji Yiran get angry without daring to say anything.In the afternoon, Sun Yao and his cute little girlfriend took him to go boating. It happened that Ji Yiran was on vacation for the past two days, so he went there for nothing.On the way back, Sun Yao's little girlfriend met her best friend on the way, and the two girls walked away intimately, blinking their big eyes and jokingly saying that they would lend Sun Yao to him as a slave for one night.Sun Yao insisted on sending him back to Ji Yiran's apartment because he said he was worried that Ji Yiran would have no one to cook for him at night, and he would eat unnutritious takeaway.
Sun Yao sighed and said that he loved Ji Yiran so much that he couldn't save him. When he walked downstairs to the apartment, he was hit on the head by a small fruit that fell from a tree. Sun Yao was funny and pitied him, so he reached out to rub his head for him. He just accepted it with a smile, whoever made him weak, would be hit inexplicably even when he was walking.
It's just that he didn't expect that when he went to Ji Yiran's apartment in a good mood, he was met with the anger of this violent storm. He didn't even know where he had offended Ji Yiran.Although Ji Yiran is relatively indifferent to outsiders, he is at least polite and polite. He doesn't understand why Ji Yiran always loses his temper when facing him. Is it really a debt he owed in his previous life?
That night, there was no doubt that Ji Yiran was tossing him all night, even when he begged for mercy and called to stop, Ji Yiran did not let him go. The moment before he passed out, he could clearly feel the pain brought by the man on his body. Painful and sad emotions.
Without giving him too many chances to lose consciousness, Ji Yiran threw him into the bathroom, turned on the shower and showered him with water, and seeing him wake up, he vented in the bathroom again, and then ruthlessly told him to get out of the apartment.
Ye Qianyu supported his weak body and reluctantly put on his clothes, and moved out step by step.If he wants him to go, he will go, just because he doesn't have any capital to make Ji Yiran feel sorry for him, in Ji Yiran's eyes, he is nothing more than a shameless, ignorant coward.
Near the early morning, when he walked out of the apartment, it was obviously not very cold, but he was shivering from the cold. On the second day, he developed a high fever, reluctantly called Ji Yiran to ask for leave, and fell asleep all the time.During this period, he knew that someone had knocked on the door, but he didn't have the strength to open it. The phone rang, and he heard it, but he couldn't open his eyes or raise his hand to answer it.
After a long time, he heard the sound of the door being opened, and later realized that it was Sun Yao and his girlfriend who came to give him special products at night. Seeing that no one answered the phone, and did not open the door, he called Ji Yiran to find out that Ye Qian Yu fell ill at home without a key, and the two of them found the landlord before opening the door and sending him to the hospital.
Forty degrees, the doctor said that if it was delivered later, it would burn people into fools.
Sun Yao was so angry that he scolded him and took care of him in the hospital for one night. Early the next morning, Sun Yao's little girlfriend brought over the porridge made by himself. Ye Qianyu hugged the porridge, his eyes were red and tears But it didn't fall after all, these two people gave him too much warmth.But the person he loves the most makes him feel cold again and again.
As soon as the fever subsided, Ye Qianyu insisted on being discharged from the hospital regardless of the two people's persuasion, and started his life as an assistant running around with Ji Yiran.He started to work nonchalantly in front of Ji Yiran again, only if he pretended not to care about the pain, would he have the strength to continue to love.
Ai Jiran seemed to be an inseparable thing in his life.
However, no matter how much he deceived himself, no matter how hard he tried to persevere, he could only accept the truth when it appeared before his eyes.
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A year ago, by accident, he learned of Ji Yiran's birthday in the lunar calendar, knowing that it was the day when Ji Yiran was actually born. He was happy for a long time. The only person who knew this secret was Ji Yiran's family members. .Seeing that Ji Yiran's birthday was coming, on that day, he asked Ji Yiran to go home early, and then he stayed in the apartment to prepare a birthday meal for Ji Yiran.
In order to make the meal look good, he specially asked someone to learn it for two full months. On that day, he was happier than his own birthday. It was rare for him to boldly hum Ji Yiran's song and work in the kitchen.It was near night when he remembered that he forgot to pick up the cake he ordered.He patted his head and laughed that he was forgetful and went out the door.On the way back, I met a colleague who had worked with me for half a year and greeted me cheerfully.
Sometimes, sorrow and joy are just a corner away.
He saw Ji Yiran get off the car, and then Shen Mingyan.Ye Qianyu knew that Ji Yiran didn't like being disturbed when he and Shen Mingyan were alone, so he stood in the corner watching them chatting and smiling.He saw Ji Yiran embrace Shen Mingyan with open arms, saw Ji Yiran whispering in Shen Mingyan's ear, saw Ji Yiran kiss Shen Mingyan.
Are they finally together?Ji Yiran has loved Shen Mingyan for so many years, just like he loves Ji Yiran. He thought that Shen Mingyan would not like Ji Yiran, so he has not given up on loving Ji Yiran for so many years. He has been like an idiot for so many years Also hovering around Ji Yiran, loving that person foolishly, waiting obsessively, thinking that one day it will come.But now, he finally lost that person, and he can't wait for his love.At that moment, he seemed to hear the sound of something breaking in his body.
He cried, tears flowed disobediently, he knew not to be vulnerable, but he couldn't bear it anymore, his love, the love that ended without a problem before it started, did he lose it, no, he never got it However, how can we lose it.He just lost an expectation, a heart.
Pain is not enough to describe such a lack. It is time for him to finally wake up from his sweet dream.
Wiping away his tears, he stood up again as if nothing had happened, but this time, his heart withered.
That night, he told himself to enjoy that kind of embrace for the last time, that night, he was greedy for all the warmth of Ji Yiran, he told himself over and over again, this is just the last time!
Not long after, Ye Qianyu followed Ji Yiran to Australia, where the MV for Ji Yiran's new album will be filmed for about two months.
He began to learn to do what an ordinary assistant should do. He restrained his heart and stopped looking for Ji Yiran's figure. He began to learn what Ji Yiran once said: Do what an assistant should do.
Ji Yiran made occasional courtships, but he escaped because he still had something to do.He didn't understand why Ji Yiran was already in a relationship with Shen Mingyan, why did he still come to him, even if it was because of desire, but Shen Mingyan was already his lover, so he shouldn't be entangled with others anymore, and Ye Qianyu I feel that I can't do anything to offend Shen Mingyan, and getting involved with Ji Yiran is a betrayal of Shen Mingyan and an insult to myself.
He tried to escape Ji Yiran bit by bit.
It's actually hard, but, he's learning, isn't he?
Just before he really learned it, he was admitted to the hospital for acute appendicitis more than a month after arriving in Australia.The illness came without warning, quickly and urgently. At that time, he was taking water for Ji Yiran, who was resting between shootings, when a burst of abdominal cramps hit him. Passed out directly.
He didn't know what happened after he fainted. When he woke up, he was lying on the hospital bed. The nurse told him that he knew he had undergone appendectomy.
Because of the death of his parents, Ye Qianyu has a deep fear of hospitals, blood, and white things. Ji Yiran opened the VIP ward for him. Whenever night comes, Ye Qianyu uses his head Covered by the sheets, he was afraid, and he told himself to restrain himself, but his trembling body could not be controlled at all.
During that time, he was alone in the hospital. He knew that Ji Yiran's shooting schedule was very tight, but he still saw him once the day after he woke up. It was that time that he told Ji Yiran Put forward the matter of resignation.He thought that Ji Yiran would scold him and say that he was irresponsible, but in the end, Ji Yiran just nodded slightly and told him it was okay.She thoughtfully hired a special nurse for him, and then left.
He didn't know whether he should cry or laugh. He had been Ji Yiran's assistant for so many years, and he had worked hard without credit. He wanted to resign, but Ji Yiran didn't even say a word to keep him.
That's right, Ji Yiran hates him so much, and he was asked to be his assistant at the beginning, but it was just because he didn't want to owe him.It's him who has stayed by Ji Yiran's side for so many years.
After recuperating in the hospital for almost half a month, he returned to City A half a month earlier than Ji Yiran.
She had planned a long time ago that this time, she would completely give up on Ji Yiran and completely let that person withdraw from her life.
The first thing Ye Qianyu did when he returned to City A was to go to another county, County C, to find a new residence and move.Before leaving, he hesitated for a long time at the door of Shen's house, but in the end he didn't have the courage to step into that door. Instead, he wrote a long letter and dropped it into the mailbox at the door of Shen's house, telling Shen's family that he was going out to study , return date undecided.
He lied to his elders who treated him sincerely. He was not as generous as he imagined. He was jealous of Shen Mingyan, and he dared not face Shen Mingyan. In front of Mingyan is a complete sinner, because he forcibly occupied Shen Mingyan's position.
He called Sun Yao and told him that he was leaving for a few days. Sun Yao was a little anxious and asked him why. He told the same lie. Maybe Sun Yao didn't believe it, but he couldn't care too much. The mobile phone card was thrown into the lake along with the mobile phone card. Some things can only be forgotten if they are completely broken.
The night in County C is no different from that in City A. The same blue sky, the same piece of land, and the same not-so-fresh air, but there are no familiar people, no familiar shops, and even the street scene has become different, and the surroundings have become completely unfamiliar .Walking alone on the road, in the quiet middle of the night, people are always used to remembering and feeling sad.The lights in the city are so beautiful and bright, but none of them are lit for him, and no one says to him gently and joyfully when he opens the door: Welcome back!Ye Qianyu looked at his palms. Some people said that people with severed palms are not suitable for happiness.It turned out that this sentence is true.
Passing by the benches on the street, Ye Qianyu stopped.
On that lonely bench sat a woman with a suitcase at her feet, weeping silently.
Ye Qianyu walked over, sat down beside him, and said softly: "How about I exchange my story for yours? Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me, just listen to me, I just want to find someone People speak well."
Regardless of the defenseless eyes of the young woman, Ye Qianyu spoke on his own.Talking about how I had a happy family when I was a child, how I became an orphan, what kind of adoptive person I met, how good the Shen family and An family were to him, and how I loved a family so hard. In the end, the man had no choice but to give up tragically, and fled in embarrassment from the city where he had lived for more than [-] years.
The young woman listened in silence at first, and sobbed incessantly by the end.
The same people from the end of the world, why do they know each other when they meet.
"I'm three months pregnant, but that person doesn't love me anymore." The young woman stopped crying and spoke lightly, but the bitter smile that couldn't melt at the corner of her mouth revealed her pain.
"I'm like you. I left him, I left that city, and I came here with no one to rely on."
For a while, neither of them spoke anymore, and the already silent night seemed even quieter.
"If you don't mind, you can move to live with me."
After thinking about it and fearing that the woman might misunderstand her, she hastily explained: "Don't think wrongly, what I mean is that the apartment I rent happens to have a vacant room that hasn't been rented yet. You can move here and the rent is very cheap. You don't have to pay for it." The rent is also fine, if I come to pay, just treat it as a friend, now that you are pregnant with a baby, you need someone to take care of you."
He patted his pocket up and down, took out his wallet from his pants pocket, took out his ID card, handed it over and said, "If you take my ID card, you won't be afraid that I'm a bad person."
Ye Qianyu was just lonely and broke, and wanted to find someone to accompany him, someone to talk to.I simply took out my ID card and tried my best to prove that I didn't have any malicious intentions. I completely forgot that people's hearts cannot be proved by an ID card.
The young woman didn't answer, but stretched out her hand to hold Ye Qianyu's hand, and said softly, "I'm Li Xi, please take care of me in the future."
Ye Qianyu finally grinned, shook Li Xi's hand back and said, "My name is Ye Qianyu, can I be the baby's godfather?"
"no problem."
Ye Qianyu carefully carried Li Xi's suitcase, and suddenly lost his straightforwardness just now, and became a little embarrassed. He didn't understand why he would tell a strange woman about his experience and invite her to live with him. It's just that the first feeling when I saw Li Xi was that this woman had the same sad secret as him.
"Don't worry, I like children the most. I will help you take care of him in the future. Well, how about going to see baby products tomorrow?"
"It's only three months pregnant, it's too early."
"Uh, is it?"
Ye Qianyu scratched his head and said with a smirk, "What about maternity clothes, I can prepare this."
Li Xi nodded, looked at the honest Ye Qianyu in front of him, and smiled sweetly.
The two only know each other's name, but they confide in each other about their experiences.
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