Beyond friendship is love

An Shixiao has loved to play since he was a child, and has outstanding looks. He has just been admitted to Shengya High School for half a month, and he has become a celebrity in the school.The girls who admire him range from the first grade to the third grade, and even the girls from Yixue High School are also very fond of him. Before that, An Shixiao was also very popular with girls, but although he loves to play, he also knows how to measure.

Shen Mingyan has always been very quiet, always staying by An Shixiao's side, joking and playing with him.Shen Mingyan was very careful. He would prepare towels for An Shixiao, buy water for him, and help him take class notes. His attention to detail made the surrounding students laugh.At this time, An Shixiao hugged his shoulders generously, and said proudly: "This is my daughter-in-law, she was my daughter-in-law in the womb, you can't envy her."

At most, Shen Mingyan just rolled his eyes at him and let him make trouble. This "daughter-in-law" An Shixiao has been calling him for more than ten years, but he doesn't like it, but An Shixiao just doesn't want to change. The friends around are also used to it, as long as they talk about An Shixiao, they will naturally mention his famous saying of Shen, a little bamboo horse.

Shen Mingyan is only 14 years old in the first year of high school, and he is 2 years younger than his peers, but he is fair-looking, gentle, good grades, and gentle. Everyone really likes this little brother , even the teacher asked everyone to take good care of him, Shen Mingyan was so thin-skinned that he felt embarrassed.The girls in the class wanted An Shixiao to be her boyfriend, but she liked to be Shen Mingyan's sister. These two were the girls' treasures in the class, and they would be impatient with anyone who moved her.

The first time Shen Mingyan helped An Shixiao write a love letter was shortly after the mid-term exam in the first half of the first year of high school. A transfer student transferred from the next class.An Shixiao was fascinated after seeing her, and tried to get his phone number, but he ignored her at all.

Therefore, An Shixiao thought of the original method that has been handed down since ancient times - writing love letters.But because of An Shixiao's bad handwriting and his vulgar language, he couldn't stand it after writing, so he turned his head around and asked Shen Mingyan to write for him.

Who is Shen Mingyan? A modern poet in the eyes of his classmates and a future writer in the eyes of his teachers. The love letters he wrote are naturally different, almost touching An Shixiao. Shi Xiao appeared together in the school corridor, and a discerning person knew that the matter was over when they saw their movements.

At first, Shen Mingyan didn't pay attention to it. It was not the first time that An Shixiao dated a girl, and he was used to it for a long time.That afternoon, An Shixiao did not wait for him to finish his duty before going home together as usual, and just after school, An Shixiao ran away without a trace.

Shen Mingyan finished his duty and prepared to go home alone with his schoolbag on his back. On the way, he suddenly remembered that the books he had borrowed in the school library a few days ago had not been returned, so he took a detour into the school's green forest path, trying to take a shortcut to the library.

It has been more than 2 years since Shen Mingyan, and he still clearly remembers the feeling at that time. Looking at the two people kissing affectionately on the path, his mind suddenly went blank, and his heart seemed to be pressed by something heavy. He couldn't breathe, he didn't know what was wrong with him, the feeling of suffocation was too uncomfortable, so he ran away, turned around and ran desperately, trying to get rid of that feeling.

His white school uniform was wet with sweat, and his hair was also wet in a mess. When he rushed into his home, the house was very quiet, his parents should still be at work, and his elder sister, Shen Mingyu, didn't live at home when she was in college, so she ran to the room and dropped her schoolbag I took a shower and calmed down slowly.He thought that maybe he felt this way because he was so surprised when he saw An Shixiao kissing someone for the first time. He comforted himself like this, thinking that this feeling would slowly disappear.

In the evening, An Shixiao pushed open the door of Shen Mingyan's room as usual. For the first time in 14 years, Shen Mingyan didn't want to see An Shixiao, he didn't even want to mention his name. It flashed through his mind again and again, making him uncomfortable all over. He was like a child whose favorite toy was taken away, helpless and at a loss.

What happened to him?An Shixiao himself was a careless person, he didn't notice anything wrong with Shen Mingyan, and kept talking about what happened in the afternoon.

"Xiao, if your girlfriend and I were in danger at the same time, who would you save first?" Shen Mingyan blurted out, he was eager to confirm his position in An Shixiao's heart, he was eager to figure out why he was so flustered , why there is such an inexplicable second of anxiety, this feeling is really too sad, at the age of 14, he still can't figure it out.

An Shixiao was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing until he couldn't straighten his waist.

"Oh, Xiao Yanyan, why are you so cute, you ask such funny questions, I'm dying of laughter." With the laughter, he put his hands on his chest, as if he heard a big joke, his whole body was completely staggered.

Just looking at Shen Mingyan's face that was so serious that he didn't have a smile and was just waiting for the answer, An Shixiao stopped laughing. He couldn't understand Shen Mingyan that day, what made that usually calm statement, Will ask such misleading questions, but still be so sensitive and sharp, like a jealous wife questioning.

"Ah, Yanyan is afraid that my brother won't cover you like he is now if he has a girlfriend. Are you in a hurry? Haha."

Touching Shen Mingyan's soft hair, An Shixiao was unwilling to let go.

"Silly boy, you are my brother's wife. No one can shake your position in my brother's heart. Do you understand, hehe, my words are so cute today, have you learned to be jealous?" Still in the usual cynical attitude .

Shen Mingyan blushed, turned his head away, and avoided An Shixiao's claws.

"Hmph, I'm jealous, because of you? Am I worth it? I'm just worried that one day I won't get used to it without the fly buzzing around me. I'm not jealous. Also, I've said it many times, let Don't talk nonsense, I'm not your wife, I'm a man, OK? If you keep talking nonsense, if your girlfriend hears it, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat and walk around. "

"She dares! I can't bear to touch someone with a little finger, dare to bully you, I kicked her immediately." An Shixiao compared a hand knife, and even made a funny gesture of obliterating his neck.

Shen Mingyan didn't speak anymore, the uneasiness in his heart was coaxed away by An Shixiao's sweet words, right? The people who have been around him all of a sudden gave their attention to others. Yes, that's it, right?

He thought that he was simply not used to it, but, after the fact again and again, and growing older, Shen Mingyan understood that feeling, not not getting used to it, but liking it, one that has nothing to do with friendship, but love The kind that has an affair like that.He was too precocious, and fell in love at the age of 14. He was at a loss because the person he liked was of the same gender as himself. The longer this feeling lasted, the more it made him unable to breathe. He wanted to withdraw, but he repeatedly let himself indulge in it. Greedily enjoying every minute and every second with An Shixiao.

"Words...words..."

He knows it shouldn't be. If such feelings are discovered, I'm afraid it will be...

"Words...words..."

A big hand in front of him waved desperately up and down, Shen Mingyan suddenly pulled away from his wandering thoughts, knocked off the obstructive hand as if nothing had happened, lowered his head and continued to write the love letter that he hated.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you? Why are you in a daze? You haven't responded for a long time. What are you thinking?" An Shixiao sat down next to Shen Mingyan, with his legs on the opposite table and one hand He propped his head on the arm of the chair, tilted his head and stared at Shen Mingyan, the child has grown up, and his mind is getting more and more, now he often doesn't understand what the quiet kid beside him is thinking, although it is still the same as before I followed him, but he always felt that something was slowly changing, but he couldn't tell, what changed?

Seeing An Shixiao's sitting posture, Shen Mingyan raised his head to look at the ceiling, intending to make a fool of himself.

"What can I think of, isn't it to help you write an official essay on picking up girls."

As soon as he heard about picking up girls, An Shixiao immediately sat upright obediently, ran to the table and put the drinks and snacks brought from downstairs just now in front of Shen Mingyan, and leaned over with a flattering face.

"My wife, this is a small afternoon snack specially brought for you. Please enjoy it, Mr. Taizu." Very doggy, he took a small biscuit from the plate and fed it to Shen Mingyan himself.

The corners of Shen Mingyan's mouth twitched, he was used to An Shixiao's thick skin and shamelessness.

"Young poor, you will disappear from my eyes immediately with your bullshit official document. The college entrance examination will be in a few months. I don't have the time to listen to your nonsense."

"Why are you blindly praying? This is your husband's and my life's happiness. Of course it is the top priority. By the way, when it comes to the college entrance examination, which school do you want to take? .”

"Got it, got it, disappear quickly, don't get in my way here." Shen Mingyan pulled up An Shixiao, who was lying on the chair, and stuffed the love letter he had just written into his arms, ready to make people Send it to the door of the room.

"Okay, okay, I'm going, I'm going, Yan Yan, you are so cruel, you drove me away before I even took a bite of the small snacks I worked so hard to serve." An Shixiao looked like a young daughter-in-law. In the same way, he also artificially wiped the corners of his eyes with his hands.

The one who worked so hard must be the dim sum maker. Shameless, Shen Mingyan twitched in his heart, closed the door vigorously, and drove out the crow that had been making endless noises.

As soon as he sat down and picked up the book, the door opened again, and someone's head cautiously poked in with a smile on his face.

"My wife, why don't I accompany you to eat before leaving, I'm afraid you will be lonely."

Shen Mingyan couldn't bear it anymore, picked up the book and threw it at the door.

"Don't call me wife, get out."

"Crack", the book hit the door that was closed in time, someone seized the opportunity to escape, and said loudly outside the door before leaving: "Daughter-in-law, goodbye, wake up early tomorrow, our student union will have a new session."

Shen Mingyan stared at the door panel in a daze, unable to move.

——Don't call me that, don't let me sink deeper and deeper, don't let me have any expectations that I shouldn't have, so maybe I can have a chance to get out.

An Shi Xiao Le returned home with a love letter in his arms, with a smile that had teased Shen Mingyan all the time, his little bamboo horse, the bigger he got, the more tempered he became, the more bored he was, and the more fun he teased. He happily took out the love letter and spread it on the desk.

beautiful princess:

Please allow me to introduce myself, my name is An Shixiao, a third-year student in Shengya High School, a little subject who loves the princess.

Dear princess, do you know that in that warm afternoon, I met your beauty.The breeze swayed your skirt, the sun caressed your hair, the fallen leaves kissed your cheek, and you who passed by me smiled like a flower.

The grace of your gestures and the moving voice like silver bells caused ripples in my peaceful heart. Unexpectedly, I fell into your pure eyes and could not wake up all day long.

So, I finally understood that I had traveled thousands of miles just to find the fallen flowers in my dreams, and I passed between my fingers, feeling sad, just to find you.

My beloved princess, I am not a prince charming in the eyes of the world, but I am willing to be your loyal knight alone, showing you all the scenery in the world, and waiting for you for the rest of your life without regrets or complaints.

Dear princess, you are as kind as you, take pity on my infatuation, and compose a love song with me.

At XX pm the day after tomorrow, I will be waiting for the princess to visit in XX coffee shop.

My expectation is: See you soon.

Admire your Anshi Xiao pen

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