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The school sports meeting lasted for three days. After three days of hard work, Ye Mu's class achieved good results. The main contributor to this must belong to Yan Feng who participated in three competitions and won all three.After the competition, the students who participated or just watched seemed unsatisfied, but learning was the main topic.For this reason, the school also provides a day for students to rest and recover, and to calm down.

In other words, the day after the sports meeting is the holiday, which somewhat comforts those disappointed students.You must know that since entering high school, the weekly holidays are only Saturday afternoon and evening.Only the monthly leave after the monthly exam has two days off.

"Hey! Yan Feng, this, this, this!" Just after the closing ceremony, the sky began to darken, and Kang Sheng called Yan Feng again and again to push away the crowd. "Hey boy, you performed well this time, and you got the first place! What's the matter? Are you interested in having a drink with the brothers? It's been a long time since we got together."

"Hey, I don't even look at who brother is." Yan Feng replied to his previous sentence, and he looked at Ye Mu hesitantly for the latter question.Today I promised to take Ye Mu home to rest, but this...

"It's okay, you can go, I can just stay in the dormitory by myself, and I just haven't finished reading the book." Ye Mu crawled through his hair, feeling a little disappointed in his heart, but on the surface he pretended to be meaningless, "It's been a long time in the past few months. Busy, you haven't been with your friends for a long time, it's rare to take a break, so let's relax."

Yan Feng hadn't spoken yet, but Kang Sheng spoke first. "Come on, Ye Xueba, let's go together, reading is not a bad night, is it?" He said and stretched out his hand to pull Ye Mu.The latter withdrew his hand in some resistance.

"Yes, yes, let's go together!" Yan Feng thought about it, and there was nothing wrong with it, so he encouraged Ye Mu together.Ye Mu had no choice but to agree, he still wanted to see what Yan Feng's friends were like.

They said it was "a gathering of brothers", but in fact there were not many people there, some were Ye Mu's former classmates and some Ye Mu didn't know, and what was even more surprising was that there were four or five girls dressed up in costumes.The location of the dinner party is chosen among the food stalls by the moat, and there are about twenty seats at a table.

"Brother Feng, I haven't seen you for a long time." As soon as he was seated, a girl with heavy makeup came over graciously.A shy expression on his face.The girls look okay, but the make-up is too serious, and the clothes are nondescript, with bare shoulders and a hollow back. In the words of the school teacher, they are strange clothes.What Ye Mu felt was disgust, and he didn't look like a student no matter what.

"Yeah." Yan Feng just nodded, then turned to Ye Mu and hurriedly explained. "Some of these are my classmates in junior high school. I was quite a fool at that time. Uh...you should understand."

Ye Mu nodded and said nothing.Most people here still don't know him, and even if they do, it's no surprise that they generally know the relationship between the two.Those who didn't know him didn't ask too much. Quan Dang Yanfeng's new ordinary friends were mostly catching up with old friends he hadn't seen for a long time.On the contrary, the girl next to Yan Feng was a bit annoying, asking this and that, not to mention being active.After hearing Yan Feng's record in the school sports meeting, he still flattered him, which made Yan Feng start talking about it.

Ye Mu is relatively precocious, not to mention that even a fool can see what's going on.Immediately, I understood: Well... that woman has the same thoughts as me.

The girl's hypocritical smile made Ye Mu a little dissatisfied.He was naturally unhappy that others snatched Yan Feng's attention and left him alone.The two had been inseparable for so long, Ye Mu seemed to regard Yan Feng as his "property".

Drinking at food stalls is a must, and Ye Mu doesn't have much restraint. Anyway, he wants to have fun. This is the first time he has "indulged" himself since he was a child. In a slightly angry mood, he took the toasts from others one by one. Down, "gurgling" down, drinking beer and white wine.

When Yan Feng came to his senses, Ye Mu was already drunk.

"Ye Mu! Stop drinking... Hey, why did you drink so much!?"

In the end, Yan Feng had no choice but to end the dinner, took Ye Mu and left, leaving a group of people to continue eating and drinking.

The night enveloped the city, and the hustle and bustle of the day also weakened at this time, leaving the colorful lights by the river reflected in the water, like sparks in the dark, stars in the night sky, beautiful and quiet, peaceful And free time.The wind by the river is slightly cold, blowing on the face makes people feel a little bit of coolness, which is refreshing-especially for drunk people.Ye Mu regained a little consciousness at this moment, Yan Feng wanted to take a taxi back, but was stopped by him: "Don't, just walk with me, it's been a long time since I've been so quiet." Yan Feng looked into Ye Mu's dark eyes, deeply After seeing the bottom, it seemed that with an undercurrent, he chose to acquiesce.The two walked side by side on the berm by the river.

"Is there something on your mind?" Yan Feng said softly, looking at his friend who was a little different from usual, he asked this sentence.As if infected by this situation, his usual laughter faded away, and he became peaceful at this moment.

Ye Mu didn't speak, but his heart was in a mess.I want to say it, but I am worried that I will be passionate. Maybe the other party doesn't really regard me as a friend, but just as a tool that can be used to improve grades?

"It's okay..." But he desperately wanted to find someone to confide in, to confide in the things that had been suppressed in his heart for many years.He no longer wants to bear this repression by himself, he hopes that others will understand, and the one in front of him is the "other" he hopes for.

"It's okay, aren't we buddies? Tell me, I'll listen, and never tell the third person." Yan Feng's words seemed to be a reassurance, no matter how credible the words were.Ye Mu suddenly felt that maybe he could tell, tell this his only friend who he only knew for a year.

"Do you know why I don't have a good relationship with my family...?" Ye Mu stopped and sat on the big rock next to him.Yan Feng didn't answer, waiting for the former to talk slowly.

"When I graduated from the third year of junior high, my grandfather passed away, and my mother didn't attend the funeral of my grandfather because of work." Ye Mu covered her face in pain, unable to bear to recall the memories that were just not long ago. "Actually, I don't blame her too much..."

"Because..." Ye Mu paused, "Because I know...she was adopted by my grandfather, not his biological daughter. My grandmother has gynecological diseases and cannot have children, so I had to go to an orphanage to adopt one. After all It's not biological, so it's not as affectionate as a biological child... This is what my grandfather told me. When I was adopted, my mother was not young, and she knew a little bit about human rights and wrongs. An unrelated stranger who had been with her for less than ten years.

"Maybe it's because of the different experiences when I was a child. My mother didn't listen to persuasion and insisted on being a 'DINK'. I was also adopted by my mother in an orphanage. I didn't want to adopt me, but I was just afraid that my grandfather would be alone. Lonely, let me be a companion. I was young when I was adopted, only two years old, and this is what my grandfather told me later."

Yan Feng's heart was full of turmoil, but on the surface he was very calm, with his hands lightly pressed on Ye Mu's shoulders.

That night, Ye Mu talked a lot to Yan Feng, and through the paralysis of alcohol, he let go of his courage, and cried while talking.Later, tired from crying, he fell asleep for some reason, but vaguely remembered that it was Yan Feng who beat him behind his back, and then carried him upstairs.When I got up in the morning, I was already lying in Yan Feng's room in pajamas.

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