away from love

The more one has, the lonelier one is. Chen Ming has to admit that this is really a truth.

Take this house as an example. It is 180 square meters with two floors and an underground garage. It used to be occupied by two people and a dog, and each person can have an average of 120 square meters. Now the whole house belongs to him, but Chen Ming is lonely and afraid.

In two days, he spent two days doing many things.He first covered the unused areas of the house with a white cloth, put away the dusty ones, washed the sheets and quilts, and put them away. This was only in the house.In the company, he handed over what he could finish at hand and what he couldn't finish, and vacated the position, and then liquidated the property. There was not much left, and he had the heart to sell the car to a friend. The money he got was for a rainy day, although he didn't need it now.

He often drives that car. He and Wen Ye always use his car when they go out. When he first got his driver's license, Wen Ye took his car the most. At that time, he was in the driver's seat. While driving, Wen Ye was sitting in the co-pilot, his nervous and worried appearance made his heart itch even thinking about it: huh?Are you so afraid that something will happen to you?

Hey, there is no feast that never ends, so he should make a factual argument for this sentence at that time.

For the rest of the afternoon and evening, he didn't do anything else and sent a message to his familiar friends. As for his family, forget it, they have already broken up with him, and now I will give them a piece of "bad news" ", it doesn't make any sense anymore.

Chen Ming knew that he was an extremely boring person, and after leaving Wen Ye, he couldn't even pass the time.Maybe it was also because when Wen Ye was around, Chen Ming didn't need to pass the time at all.

The whole afternoon, he used to lie on the bed and watch the previous video of him and Wen Ye.

What he watched repeatedly was a video of Wen Ye reading a love poem to him. Chen Ming couldn't remember when it happened.

The Wen Ye in the video could see through his heart, every frown and smile made Chen Ming so addicted.

In the video, Wen Ye is dressed quite thickly, with a plain turtleneck sweater covering his skin, and the yellow light is turned on, giving him all the warmth and tenderness that stops the heartache.

With the book spread out on his lap, Wen Ye read softly:

"Honey, I love you!

I love your frivolity, I love you and I laughed comfortably after eating the barbecue;

Love your growth, love you to run hard and walk side by side with me;

I love your maturity, and you will gently hold up the sky for me when you are tired.

I love you, I love everything about you.

I love you too, and I love the wrinkles carved on your face by the ruthless years;

I also love you. Before you know it, your black hair has turned into white hair;

I will also love you and gradually become stupid.

I love you with all my heart.

I will only love you in this life;

Let me love you in the next life, are you willing? "

Wen Ye in the video smiled softly, while Chen Ming outside the camera couldn't stop crying and nodded: I am willing, I am willing...

It was getting dark, Chen Ming was holding his cell phone, and his soul was gone.

When I got up, I realized that the other side of the pillow was already wet.

Chen Ming first threw the pillow into the washing machine, and then took quick-frozen dumplings from the refrigerator.

Dumplings are Wen Ye's favorite, but he doesn't like the quick-frozen dumplings bought in the supermarket.

Chen Ming didn't have the habit of eating dumplings, but it was Wen Ye who made eating dumplings a habit.

Every Wednesday, the dinner must be dumplings, which must be made by the two of them by hand.Usually it is Wen Ye who mixes the stuffing and makes the dough by himself. They will not be in a hurry to finish making the dumplings. They will choose a movie on TV that both of them like, and then they will make the dumplings by themselves, and Wen Ye will make the dumplings. .A movie takes more than an hour, and the two of them only make dumplings for an hour. In the end, the dumplings are often cooked. The two of them are so sleepy that they eat a few bites and save most of the rest for breakfast tomorrow morning.Then they took a quick shower, hugged on the bed, maybe chatted about today's movie, maybe complained about today's dumpling stuffing, late at night, he and Wen Ye hugged each other and fell asleep.

Chen Ming once asked Wen Ye why he chose Wednesday as "Dumpling Day".Wen Ye told him when he was drowsy in his arms that he had a heavy workload, six days a week, and he interrupted and relaxed in the middle so that he would not feel too nervous and tired.

If the two of them are very busy on Wednesday, then quick-frozen dumplings will have to come in handy.He, Wen Ye, who is picky, either thinks the dumpling filling is too greasy or too salty, and what's worse, if he can't find fault, he even thinks the meat filling is too thin and not enough dumpling flavor.

Anyway, Chen Ming couldn't get enough of Wen Ye's disdain for quick-frozen dumplings and wanted to make dumplings with him.At this time, Chen Ming fed Wen Ye a dumpling, and the two of them looked at each other and smiled, and Wen Ye's mouth was blocked.Then the two quickly packed up the dishes and went to their respective jobs.

Without the "Dumpling Day", the feeling of fighting together at night is equally good. In fact, as long as they can see each other from time to time, Chen Ming is already satisfied.

How happy it is when we are together, how painful it is when we are apart.

Chen Ming forced down the bowl of cold dumplings one after another.

Tomorrow, he should leave. He has done something wrong and needs to make atonement.