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After talking to Ji Huaiyu a few more words to comfort him to calm down, Sheng Jue immediately asked Fei Qing to book two tickets to Russia the next day.

When Sheng Jue went to pick him up the next morning, Ji Huaiyu had already regained his composure, and smiled embarrassedly when he saw Sheng Jue: "I was too excited yesterday, and my words didn't make sense."

"fine."

He could understand Ji Huaiyu's mood, and he had heard about his mother.At that time, her mental state was not very stable. After Ji Huaiyu was taken away, she suffered from symptoms one after another and was sent to a psychiatric hospital.

At that time, Ji Huaiyu was clamoring to come back, but because he was a minor and under Ji Ding's control, he could not visit him and could only write to his mother.

In the beginning, there was still a reply in handwriting. Although the length of the letter was long and short, at least it can be seen that his mother was in good condition when she wrote the letter. Later, when her condition deteriorated, she could only dictate and let others type, and there were only a few words left. sentence.

At that time, Ji Huaiyu said he wanted to go back, but he received the news of her death a few days before he was about to leave.

Sheng Jue remembered that Ji Huaiyu collapsed for a long time at that time, unable to understand why his mother suddenly gave up on him, and then slowly recovered, and this incident became his heart disease.

So he can understand Ji Huaiyu's mood very well, as long as he can contact someone she knew before, he will grab it like a life-saving straw.

Sheng Jue sat on the back seat of the car going to the airport and patted him on the shoulder.

Ji Huaiyu felt even more sorry, and asked, "If you accompany me, will the company be okay?"

Sheng Jue said solemnly: "It doesn't matter, if there is such a thing as skipping work, once there is a first time, there will be a second time."

Ji Huaiyu couldn't help laughing, since he came to the company, not to mention whether Sheng Jue has straightened him out, he has completely led Sheng Jue astray.

Thinking of skipping work for the first time, Ji Huaiyu thought of their experience in Switzerland, and suddenly became a little hotheaded, so he quickly changed his mind and said: "It happens that you haven't been to Russia yet, and I will show you around when the time comes, and I can also take you Going hunting, sitting on a parachute and falling directly into the forest with a gun on your back. Or... have you ever touched a brown bear?"

Sheng Jue's eyes became strange.

Ji Huaiyu smiled and said, "I'm not joking."

"Okay," Sheng Jue replied. He could see that Ji Huaiyu was a little nervous at this time. After all, he would soon face the unknown that he had been obsessed with. He handed him a blanket and said, "Take a rest first. When you arrive at the airport, call you."

To be honest, Ji Huaiyu really didn't fall asleep much yesterday. Hearing Sheng Jue's words, he felt strangely drowsy, as if he had finally found a peaceful home.

Sheng Jue's breath could be faintly smelled on the blanket, which was calm and cold, wrapping him, and he fell asleep very quickly. After boarding the plane, he continued to sleep until he arrived in Moscow.

The local time was still in the afternoon, and the sun was dazzling. Ji Huaiyu returned to the place where he grew up. The familiar feeling made him feel a little more relaxed. Along the way, he introduced the nearby buildings and his childhood to Sheng Jue.

Considering that Sheng Jue had been on the plane all day, he wanted him to take a rest first, but Sheng Jue insisted on going there with him. Ji Huaiyu couldn't resist him, so he had to go to the hotel to put his luggage first.

When checking in, Ji Huaiyu had a difficult time, and Sheng Jue couldn't speak Russian, so it must be him.So does he want two rooms, or one room?Do you want a double bed room or a twin bed room?

After all, their relationship had reached an ambiguous peak before, and his current decision seemed to show his attitude. Of course, he wanted to be as close to Sheng Jue as possible, but he was not yet mentally prepared for it. I always feel that if I take a step, I can't turn my head back, and I can't get out.

After thinking for a few seconds under Sheng Jue's gaze, Ji Huaiyu chose a compromise, a large suite with two beds.

I don't know if it was his illusion, he felt that Sheng Jue's eyes darkened after he entered the room, but they didn't have much time to dwell on this issue at this time, they tidied up and set off to meet the sender.

That person was a friend of his mother's when she was a model, and now he is the owner of a modeling agency in Moscow. The address Ji Huaiyu received was also in the company.

According to the location, he found a high-rise building in the city center, and tall and slender Russian models came in and out of the door from time to time.Ji Huaiyu watched them chatting and laughing, with high spirits, and couldn't help thinking that his mother must have looked like this when her career was brilliant.

The two of them walked in the hall and quickly attracted the attention of others.A Russian boy with light blond hair came over to say hello to Ji Huaiyu first: "Are you here for an interview? I think your eyes are very beautiful and your facial features are also very delicate. Except that you are not so tall, they are all perfect. I can definitely choose you." superior."

The corners of Ji Huaiyu's eyes twitched, that is, in a modeling agency, he was said to be not so tall.

Then he turned to Sheng Jue: "I think your aura is very special, it's very rare now, I'll tell you secretly, you will be popular."

Sheng Jue frowned when he heard him talking Russian like a cannonball.

Ji Huaiyu smiled inwardly, explained to the enthusiastic blond brother, and sent him away. Before the little brother left, he patted him on the shoulder apologetically.

Seeing his movements, Sheng Jue frowned even tighter, and asked Ji Huaiyu, "What did he just say?"

Ji Huaiyu blinked, suddenly thought a little bit wrongly, and replied: "He asked if you have a boyfriend."

Sheng Jue's eyes were very helpless, obviously he didn't believe it at all, but he asked in a strange way: "What do you say?"

Ji Huaiyu looked into his eyes, and the corner of his mouth curled up: "I said you have."

The light and fluttering words are like a gust of lingering wind, blowing in people's hearts for a while, and then disappearing without a trace.

Soon, the assistant of his mother's friend came down to pick them up. On the way up the elevator, Ji Huaiyu became nervous again, and even felt cold sweat on his back.

Sheng Jue noticed his change, quickly squeezed his palm behind the assistant, and said in a low and sweet voice, "Don't be afraid."

The warm touch came from the palm, and it was fleeting. Ji Huaiyu felt as if he had suddenly fallen into a warm space, separated from the cold and hard world, and he was not so nervous in an instant.He raised his eyebrows at Sheng Jue, relying on others not being able to understand, he asked: "What is this, comfort from your new boyfriend?"

Sheng Jue pursed his lips and said nothing.

The elevator opened, and after passing through a corridor, Ji Huaiyu pushed open the door and saw a woman sitting at the table, even though she was over forty years old, she still had a graceful figure and an elegant expression.

Seeing Ji Huaiyu, she also got up and stared at him for a few seconds, with complex and intertwined emotions flowing in her eyes, and then said to them: "Come in and sit down, you look a lot like your mother, especially in your eyes."

After Ji Huaiyu greeted her, she went on to say: "Your mother and I met when we were teenagers. At that time, she was very courageous and often ran out to play when we went to various places to participate in activities."

Ji Huaiyu thought this was indeed his mother's style, and smiled.

"If I had stopped her a bit, she might not have met your father." The woman lowered her eyes when she thought of the past, and fatigue appeared on her still-looking face. "I tried my best to persuade her at that time, After the incident got serious, I also begged someone to give her a chance, but it was useless, she didn't listen at all, we broke up at that time, and never contacted again."

The smile on Ji Huaiyu's face gradually disappeared. His mother must have gone through unimaginable struggles in order to give birth to him. Even her closest friends left her.Every time he thinks about her experience during that time, he will be stabbed with guilt.

The woman continued: "It was 12 years later when she contacted me again. At that time, you were just taken to China. Because she gave up your custody rights, her mental state was very unstable. She had no choice but to find me..."

"I'm sorry, wait, she gave up her custody right?" Ji Huaiyu interrupted her.

In his memory, he always thought that Ji Ding forged the evidence and won the lawsuit.

"Yes, child." The woman sighed deeply, "She gave up at the end because your father convinced her that she couldn't give you anything, even the minimum stable life, and the dose of medicine she was taking at that time It's already very big, and I have to go to regular treatment."

Ji Huaiyu listened in a daze. He thought his mother was driven crazy by Ji Ding, but now it seems that she had a mental disorder very early on.

In his impression, she has always been carefree and heartless. She can forget to pick him up after school because of drinking, and can remember the name of her ex when she has a new boyfriend, and she needs him to remind Circus.

It turned out that he had never discovered the medicine she hid in the corner, nor the pain she buried under the skin. His mother had always been a ray of sunshine in his smoggy childhood, but he didn't know There is a huge shadow behind that too.

Ji Huaiyu felt that too many emotions were rushing up together, almost squeezing the heart, making it hard to breathe.Only Sheng Jue's hand was caressing his back, and the gentle warmth radiated from him, calming him down.

When he calmed down, the woman told him again: "Before your mother passed away, we met once in the hospital. She gave me some letters you sent before, as well as letters you didn't send. Although she Repeatedly told me not to contact you, but I think you are already so old, you have the right to know, I hope my decision is right."

Ji Huaiyu talked with her for a while before leaving with the letter, and he hesitated to open it when he returned.

He turned the letter over and over countless times, and then looked up at Sheng Jue.

"Sheng Jue, I still want to take a look."

Sheng Jue patiently answered countless times: "Okay."

Then Ji Huaiyu started to scratch his hair: "Oh, I dare not look at it."

"I'll be with you." Sheng Jue said.

The four words are calm and powerful, relieving his anxiety like a tranquilizer, Ji Huaiyu thought, it's great to have Sheng Jue, he absolutely doesn't want to let him go.

He took a breath and opened the old envelope.

The handwriting on the letter paper was very scribbled, and it could be seen that the person who wrote it couldn't even hold the pen too steady. Ji Huaiyu watched quietly.

[Baby, although I know you think this name is disgusting, I still want to call you that.

Recently, my illness has been repeated, and there are more bad times than good times. If you don't understand some of the following, don't blame me.Mom may not be able to keep going, you know I have always been a very worthless person, without you I would have given up, these days I often think about your childhood, it feels very funny, how can such a stupid woman like me have You are such a smart kid.So maybe I choose to let you stay with your father, which is better for you.

I can't imagine what will happen to you in the future. Anyway, at least you will be rich, and you will definitely be excellent. I don't know who it is, but there will be someone else who loves you just as much.It's messed up again, let's say one last thing, you will always be my pride. 】

Before he watched it, he was worried that his mother would hate him, or regret it.But in her heart, he will always be the best existence.

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