long life

The author has something to say: let everyone wait for a long time

"Why, so mysterious." Zhou Jing asked him pretending to be calm, and suddenly realized that Yu Xiu should prepare a surprise for his birthday.

He felt guilty but he couldn't help looking forward to it, and he knew that he couldn't refuse Yu Xiu's kindness today.

Yu Xiu seemed to respond with a smile, but he didn't answer. He was a little silent, just holding Zhou Jing's wrist and groping towards the living room. Relying on the faint light reflected from the mobile phone screen, the two came to the sofa smoothly.

"Brother, sit down." Yu Xiu led him to sit down, and grabbed a handful of things from the coffee table.

Zhou Jing couldn't see the things around him clearly, but he could smell the aroma of the food at the tip of his nose. He knew it right away, and didn't intend to expose it, but just sat quietly and waited.

Thinking about it carefully, it is nothing more than ordinary things like meals and cakes. Although it is not a special surprise, it is Yu Xiu's intention that is more important than surprises.

Thinking of his kindness to her, Zhou Jing was suddenly in a daze, feeling both funny and sad.

He thought, why bother with this kind of anxiety and continue, why not wake up as if it was a dream after returning to his birthday, Yu Xiu is Yu Xiu, and he is still himself.

With a sound of "哧", a cluster of orange-red flames danced in the darkness, with Yu Xiu's palm as the center, gradually spreading a light and shadow outward.

Zhou Jing had just seen the things in front of him clearly - the table was full of untouched meals, most of which were his favorites, but none of them were steaming, and they should have been standing still for a long time.

There was also an exquisite fruit cake in the middle of the table, with seven or eight candles already placed on it, Yu Xiu lit them one by one, and then said happy birthday to Zhou Jing.

His voice was not as soft as usual, and Zhou Jing faintly felt that something was wrong, but everything was as usual, so he hurriedly agreed, closed his eyes and made a birthday wish.

"Brother, what wish did you make?" Yu Xiu suddenly asked him from the side.

Zhou Jing smiled, and didn't mind telling him his wish like before, "Actually, it's quite easy to realize. I just hope that everything will be safe and smooth for the two of us, and we can find someone we cherish to live together in the future."

When he said these words, Zhou Jing didn't look into Yu Xiu's eyes, it was against his will and against his will, more like trying to persuade himself.

Yu Xiu turned his head away in silence, the outline of his side face became more and more profound under the dim light.

"Wishes won't come true if you say them out." He said softly, and gave a low laugh with no clear meaning.

Zhou Jing was stunned, but subconsciously replied: "Then next year, then..."

"Not in the future." Yu Xiu interrupted, and pulled Zhou Jing's wrist, his eyes were burning and hurt, "I don't want to hear that everyone is well."

"...What?" Zhou Jing trembled a little, and struggled a few times with his wrists but it was futile. He could only open his eyes wide in surprise, and his heart was beating chaotically at this moment.

The flames of the more than half-burned candles gradually grew larger and became a bit dazzling.

"I already have someone I cherish, where do you want me to find?"

Yu Xiu stared at Zhou Jing with a pair of eyes, his voice was trembling and hoarse, his eyes were slightly red, and even the hand on his wrist tightened unconsciously.

No matter how stupid or naive, Zhou Jing would not fail to understand what Yu Xiu meant.

He was completely confused at the moment, and stared blankly at Yu Xiu, at a loss, thinking that he had stopped the loss in time, but he did not expect that there were two people involved in this absurdity.

Yu Xiu liked him, unexpectedly.

"I can't help it..." Yu Xiu whimpered softly, his voice seemed to be choked in his throat, "From relying on you to finding that you like you, and finally becoming out of control like this, brother... I'm too uncomfortable."

At the end of his speech, he simply buried his head in Zhou Jing's neck, his body trembling finely.

Zhou Jing didn't know how to speak, Yu Xiu's words were like firecrackers exploding in his ears, he didn't even have a chance to think, he just felt a little hot in his head, as if the blood all over his body was rushing into it.

"I like you, and I like you with no regrets in my heart." Yu Xiu paused every word, sincerely.

When he raised his head suddenly, the last candle just burned out, flickered a few times and went out suddenly, and the whole room fell into darkness again.

The feelings that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out, Yu Xiu became more and more bold, and couldn't help but move closer to Zhou Jing, his love and madness melted into the night, he placed a light kiss on his lips, but it was too late to hold it back, he was dazzled.

The delicate and long kiss made Zhou Jing even more dizzy, his mind went blank, and he let Yu Xiu kiss his lips, cheeks, neck...

He felt that his breathing was out of order, and his body reacted instinctively under the stimulation.

He suddenly remembered that everything now is just like the dream that day...

Before things got worse and more chaotic, Zhou Jing suddenly came back to his senses and pushed Yu Xiu away from him. He suddenly became afraid, not wanting Yu Xiu to find out that he had the same thoughts. He got up and stumbled to the bathroom.

After locking the door and turning on the light, Zhou Jing was still in shock. He stood in front of the mirror for a moment, staring blankly at the man in the mirror.

Disheveled skirts, slightly swollen lips, and unfinished fascination in those eyes.

So...it is true that Yu Xiu likes himself, and everything that happened just now is also true...

Zhou Jing turned on the faucet and rinsed his face vigorously, then his body softened and he fell to the ground along the cold wall.

The winter in the south still makes people feel chilly. He shivered a few times in a row, then stretched his arms around himself and submerged his head in his knees.

There was silence inside and outside the bathroom, so quiet that it made people panic. I don't know how long it had passed. Zhou Jing didn't hear slow and heavy footsteps coming from outside the bathroom door until his body became a little stiff.

The voice paused at the door away from him, and it took a long time before there were a few light knocks on the door.

"Brother... Come out, you don't have much clothes on, and you catch cold easily."

Zhou Jing moved her lips a few times, but never made any sound.

Yu Xiu was silent for a while outside the door, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, but I really can't control my feelings for you...for you."

He took a deep breath, "Brother, no matter what, I really like you. I don't know when I realized that my love for you is no longer a simple liking... I didn't go to see you off when I left, It was because I accidentally heard that you had a girlfriend, so I got angry and refused to see you. I thought I was dependent on you before, but then..."

"Stop talking." Zhou Jing interrupted him sadly, with bursts of dull pain in his heart.

"I'm afraid if I don't say it now, I won't have another chance in the future." Yu Xiu put his face close to the door, trying to see the figures inside clearly, "I've been decadent for a while since you left, but before the college entrance examination, I took the exam again. Pull yourself up, because I know the city you are in, so I would rather give up the chance to go to other schools, and take the exam here anyway.”

Zhou Jing clutched his clothes tightly, his fingertips turned white from exertion, and after a long while he asked in a hoarse voice: "Why...why do you want to do it for someone who is not worthy of me, Yu Xiu, this is your future... "

"You are worth it, you are worth it everywhere!" Yu Xiu's voice became more and more choked up, "My future is not because of you, nor because of anyone else. I am still young, and I still have opportunities in the future."

"But there's only one of you...you don't know how happy I am to hear about you."

Zhou Jing was taken aback for a moment, put his hand on his forehead, and felt severe pain as if his head was splitting open. His mind was messy, messy and disorganized, and subconsciously blurted out: "You go, I don't want to see you."

But when the words came out, not only Yu Xiu, Zhou Jing himself was also stunned.

Words that come out of the mouth are like water that is poured out, and it is difficult to cover the water, especially words with emotions, which are most likely to become sharp knives that hurt people inadvertently.

"I..." Zhou Jing's heart beat suddenly, her lips trembled a few times, but she never said anything.

But the voice outside the door suddenly fell silent.

After a while, Yu Xiu said hello in a daze.

Zhou Jing only heard the sound of putting on his coat and opening and closing the door, and there was no movement in the room after that.