long life

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Yu Xiu squeezed his hand tightly, trying to comfort Zhou Jing with the only warmth in his palm.

And he couldn't help but secretly blamed himself for why he left him alone, and he shouldn't be able to hold back and imagine him making out with him outside, otherwise he wouldn't be followed by Zhou Desheng with evil intentions.

Seeing that Zhou Jing had never made a sound, Yu Xiu could only shake his hand slightly, tentatively calling his name.

"elder brother."

"Huh?" After calling several times, Zhou Jing finally responded, obviously with a suppressed cry, and when he raised his eyes, the bloodshot redness around his eyes was clearly visible.

Yu Xiu's heart trembled suddenly, and he could only look away to stare at the changing floors of the elevator. For some reason, he was suddenly a little scared, afraid of seeing Zhou Jing collapse and feel uncomfortable.

The moment he entered the apartment and closed the door, Yu Xiu suddenly reached out to wrap his arms around Zhou Jing's waist, and hugged Zhou Jing tightly in his arms. Due to the disparity in height, he could only slightly arch his back and put his chin on Zhou Jing just now. On Jing's shoulders.

Zhou Jing was taken aback for a moment, and then his dazed eyes became more emotional. He guessed that Yu Xiu was too worried about his own appearance just now, and when he was about to raise his hand to hug him, he didn't expect to hold his own. The man suddenly trembled a few times, and then some cold liquid slid down his neck towards his collar.

"Brother..." Yu Xiu whimpered a few times, and pressed his whole face against Zhou Jing's neck, "I'm sorry bro, I was wrong, I shouldn't have listened to you..."

Zhou Jing was stunned by his sudden action, and his depressed mood was interrupted for a moment. Yu Xiu hugged him as if he had suffered a great grievance, and wailed at the top of his throat, making the sound of crying breath from time to time. People feel pitiful.

Watching Yu Xiu grow up since he was a child, he is well-behaved and sensible, and even rebellious Zhou Jing has seen it in him. Even if he is injured, bleeding and wronged, he has a silent and patient personality.

Speaking of crying, this was the first time seeing Yu Xiu crying, and crying so sadly, Zhou Jing felt very surprised, but was at a loss as to how to comfort him.

His thoughts were interrupted for a moment, and he could only pat Yu Xiu's trembling back lightly with his hand to comfort him, "You didn't do anything wrong, and there is no need to apologize to brother."

Yu Xiu said "um" with a heavy nasal voice, and then rubbed his head on his shoulder, "But I still feel very uncomfortable."

"Fool, why are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Jing frowned and smiled, reaching out to rub his hair. At this moment, he couldn't care about his emotions at all. He only felt a different kind of warmth in the arms of this big boy in front of him. , I just want time to freeze at this moment forever, and never ask about world affairs, and there will no longer be any sadness, joy or sadness.

Yu Xiu raised a tear-stained face from Zhou Jing's arms, the tip of his nose was still a little red, and his eyelashes fluttered, "I feel bad for my little one."

Yu Xiu's answer was both serious and unexpected. Zhou Jing was taken aback for a moment, and then realized what Yu Xiu said. He couldn't help laughing in a low voice. Really relieved a lot.

"There's no need for others to feel uncomfortable." Zhou Jing raised his hand to help him wipe away the remaining tears, and put his palm on Yu Xiu's side face for a while, and murmured distressedly: "My eyes are almost swollen from crying."

Yu Xiu held his hand, stared at him hoarsely and said, "Even if your eyes are swollen, you're still handsome, right?"

Zhou Jing looked up at him seriously, then nodded with a smile, "Very handsome, the most handsome in the galaxy."

Yu Xiu smiled through his tears, and hugged Zhou Jing in his arms with all his strength.

Both feet were suspended in the air, Zhou Jing was hugged by Yu Xiu and walked away before he even had time to react. He was knocked a few steps, and then his body softened and sank into the sofa in the living room.

I thought that Yu Xiu would make some kind gesture next, but I never thought that he would just put himself down, and then half-kneeled on the carpet and looked up at himself, inexplicably like a gesture of proposing marriage, Zhou Jing was a little distracted, and his breathing gradually slowed down, Even if he really proposed in the future, he would nod and agree without thinking.

"I know it's hard to empathize with people. Even so, I want to try my best to help you share some bad emotions." Yu Xiu kissed the back of Zhou Jing's hand affectionately with his lips, his eyes were soft, " I don’t know how much I, the most handsome man in the universe, have achieved.”

Zhou Jing's heart trembled violently, and she wanted to cry inexplicably, but this time she was truly moved. Although the people in front of her acted childishly and ridiculously, it was the beam of light that came in from the clouds after the storm, which directly touched her. Refers to himself on the gray ground.

If it wasn't for Yu Xiu being by his side, I'm afraid that I would make some drastic actions today, and I dare not even imagine the consequences.

He once hated the unfairness of fate, and also hated why he was born in such a family environment, but now Zhou Jing no longer complains, Yu Xiu is a gift from God, hard-won, it is the result of countless days and nights in the past The final compensation, if there really are seven-colored auspicious clouds in the legend, then Yu Xiuding is the hero who stepped on the clouds and came to save himself.

"You are a perfect score." Zhou Jing wanted to say with a smile, but his voice couldn't stop sobbing. He suppressed the tears that were about to burst out, and his throat tightened. He had no choice but to suspend his emotions before continuing to speak. "I just want to have you by my side."

Yu Xiu stared at him intently, watching Zhou Jing's lips opening and closing to say the words, suddenly felt an impulse to hug him, and when he got close, he kissed those lips forcefully.

He said, "Brother, I suddenly felt that sometimes desperate courage is not for the understanding and approval of others. The love of two people does not need other people to witness. There is nothing wrong with people who love each other. What is wrong is just prejudice. We We are living an ordinary life, what other couples do, we can do the same."

Zhou Jing responded softly, and cried silently on Yu Xiu's shoulder. At first he could control his emotions, but for some reason, the tears fell more and more fiercely, soaking a small piece of Yu Xiu's coat until Yu Xiu Whispered to cry in his ear, Zhou Jing couldn't hold back the vent anymore, hugged Yu Xiu tightly and cried loudly.

Yu Xiuna caressed his back with both hands, and didn't speak any more, just kept the original posture quietly, even if his legs were numb, he didn't move half of the position. He was worried that Zhou Jing would suppress his emotions, so he tried his best It was able to make him open his heart, and now seeing him crying, he was relieved and let out a long breath of relief.

After the mood eased, the mobile phone on the sofa vibrated several times, and the two separated a little distance. Zhou Jing took the tissue from Yu Xiu and hurriedly wiped away his tears. After seeing the caller ID, he hesitated for a few seconds. Cut open to connect.

"Xiao Jing, are you okay? Is Zhou Desheng coming to trouble you again?"

As soon as the connection was made, Ji Yuelan's voice came from the other end of the phone, anxious and trembling.

Zhou Jing took a deep breath and quickly adjusted her mood. When she spoke, she still had a strong nasal voice, "He has already left, Mom, I'm fine."

"It's fine, it's fine." Ji Yuelan heard that her son was safe and sound, and the heavy rock hanging in her heart slowly sank to the bottom.

Zhou Jing gripped the phone vigorously, his knuckles turned slightly white due to the force, "I know his personality best, at best he will only harass our mother and son, if you have any situation, please contact the lawyer and the police in time... I have here Yu Xiuzai, don't worry."

Ji Yuelan agreed, but she still didn't seem to be very relieved, "I was terrified when he called, I didn't expect that a big man like him would go so far, and even say that you are fooling around with men, it's simply... ..."

"Mom." Zhou Jing suddenly interrupted Ji Yuelan, then raised her head and looked at Yu Xiu steadily.

And Yu Xiu seemed to understand his thoughts, and walked quietly, holding his hand tightly.

Zhou Jing felt calm in his heart for no reason, and after calming down for a while, he said to the other end of the phone: "It's true that I'm with a man, but it's not fooling around, but living a serious life."

Ji Yuelan was silent on the other end of the phone, and even Yu Xiu was a little surprised. He thought that Zhou Jing would have to be fully prepared for coming out of the closet before he would confess to his family, but now all this happened It was unexpected, too sudden, and I didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

After a long time, Ji Yuelan's voice slowly sounded again, "Is the man you mentioned, Xiaoxiu who was with you?"

Zhou Jing was taken aback for a moment, and then exchanged a glance with Yu Xiu, "How...how did you know?"

"It was you who told me that he moved to the apartment to live with you." Ji Yuelan sighed softly, "I just thought about it when you came home recently, but I'm not so sure. Now it looks like it does.”

Zhou Jing's heart skipped a beat. It was the first time in his life that he felt so nervous, and he was afraid that Ji Yuelan would strongly object, so he could only say good things as much as possible, "You know Yu Xiu, not to mention that I'm already this age. , the decision to be with him was not made in a flash of the brain."

He took a deep breath, and held Yu Xiu's hand tighter and tighter, "Mom, I want to be with him. I have never begged you for anything since I was a child... My son knows that I am sorry for you, and there is nothing I can do for you." You find a good daughter-in-law, marry a wife and have children, and let you hold a grandson... But I know that without Yu Xiu, it will be difficult for me to go on in the future."

Zhou Jing's voice became more and more choked, and his eye sockets became moist again. Yu Xiu gently embraced his shoulders, forming a reliable support for his trembling body.

Ji Yuelan was silent for another while, and Zhou Jing vaguely heard a few sounds of paper towels coming from the phone, and after a while, he heard his mother say: "Xiaoxiu, I have already treated him as my son, so naturally I know how he is... Xiaojing, let mom think about this matter again, let mom think about it carefully."

Zhou Jing gave a light "um", and after hanging up the phone, he felt as if a century had passed, but his heart suddenly relaxed a lot.

My own and Yu Xiu's hands were still tightly crossed and held together. At this moment, the palms of both parties were already wet with sweat, and they were equally hot. It was clear that only half a day had passed, and the plot that the two had experienced had already experienced ups and downs. .

Ji Yuelan didn't express her attitude, it was like giving him and Yu Xiu a glimmer of hope for survival. Zhou Jing understood that he had undoubtedly made a major and difficult decision for his mother, and it was also for himself.

"Brother, are you afraid?"

Yu Xiu hugged him behind himself, resting his chin lightly on Zhou Jing's shoulder.

"When I decided to like you, I didn't think about it that much." Zhou Jing turned sideways slightly, and a smile finally appeared on his haggard face, "I can't think so much now."

"It is a great honor to be recognized by you." Yu Xiu leaned forward and kissed the corner of his lips softly, "Brother, I want to go home with you during the Spring Festival, to see Look at Auntie, some things are better explained in person."

Zhou Jing was slightly taken aback, turned around and looked at Yu Xiu face to face, "What about you? Don't you plan to go home?"

"What happened just now, how can I rest assured that you are alone." Yu Xiu leaned close to him, with a smile in his eyes, "Actually, my parents already know what happened to us, and they can rest assured even if they don't go back. I live with you."

"What about us?" Zhou Jing was taken aback suddenly, "When did you tell your parents?"

"Interest Information Network provides sponsorship." Yu Xiupi took a moment and continued to explain to him, "Interest Information is about my cousin, my parents know that I can never hide any secrets from her, and the coffee shop It was funded by my dad, so when they want to know information about me, they will ask my cousin."

Zhou Jing couldn't help laughing, but he didn't refuse Yu Xiu's request to go back with him. He thought that this would be the first Spring Festival they spent together. He and Yu Xiu will go on forever, and spend every Spring Festival together in the future.

Seeing him staring blankly, Yu Xiu didn't know what he was thinking, but the expression on his face seemed to be mixed with happiness and joy. He suddenly remembered that he hadn't properly asked Zhou Jing for rewards today, so he simply took advantage of the thought that he was about to come up now, and he would All of these days are coming with him.

When he just came back from the complicated thoughts, Zhou Jing was already picked up by Yu Xiuheng. The other person looked like a sperm in his head, and he knew what was going on in his head just by looking at it.

Zhou Jing didn't have time to refuse, and Yu Xiu seemed to deliberately not let him have a chance to refuse, the kiss fell in a hurry halfway, and it was wet and glued for a moment, Zhou Jing could no longer muster any strength to resist, and simply let him be unscrupulous Run amok.

It wasn't until there was a mattress support behind them that there was a gap between the two of them for a moment. Their ears rubbed against each other, and even their breathing was entangled together.

Yu Xiu lowered his head, rubbed Zhou Jing's earlobe lightly with his lips, and then closed his arms, wrapping Zhou Jing in his arms.

"You are not alone, the sky is not falling outside, I am always here." He gently stroked Zhou Jing's hair, squinted his eyes and kissed him on the head, "When I decided to like brother, He has already made preparations for everything.”

Zhou Jing nodded gently, squinting her eyes greedily to enjoy the heartbeat exclusive to one person.

He said, "Brother, I may never be able to live without you in this life."