stars will fall

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Luo Yu went to find Zhou Yu, but she left in a hurry before chatting for a few words.I don't know when they started to communicate online, and they basically didn't see each other a few times.

Luo Yu wanted to see her and could only follow her secretly, always at a distance, just like the time when he secretly followed her when he was chasing her.

They sometimes look at each other across the sea of ​​people, but they don't speak.

On October [-]th of the lunar calendar, it snowed lightly. Luo Yu couldn't bear such indifference, so she asked her out to have a talk.Since it was not a day off, there were very few people in the cafe. She looked at the falling snow and the wet street outside.

Just as Zhou Yu came in from the outside, he was shocked by the heating inside, and sat in front of her with a blushing face.She asked the waiter for a glass of hot water and a glass of orange juice, and after a while the waiter put the hot water and oranges in the tray on the table, bowed to them, and stepped back.

Zhou Yu pushed the orange juice in front of her eyes. The two of them hadn't seen each other for a while. She felt that Luo Yu's figure had lost a lot of weight, so she asked softly, "You..."

"Are you going to cut off contact with me? Or are you going to break up with me?"

Zhou Yu was dumbfounded by her words, "What are you talking about? I never thought about it."

She was a little aggressive, "Then what happened to the two of us recently?"

Zhou Yu lowered his eyebrows and looked at the hot water in front of him, "Ah Yu, my mother is sick because of the two of us. You have to take care of your feelings, I know that I've been a lot colder to you during this time." She suddenly held Luo Yu's hand, her eyes were serious and sincere, "But I'm trying to tell my mother about the two of us now , give me a little more time, my mother will definitely understand."

Looking at her thin cheeks and pale face, Luo Yu knew that what she said was true, but she couldn't control her sour heart.

She didn't know why she was sour. In fact, she felt in her heart that it might be difficult for the two of them to be together, but she just wanted to have a glimmer of hope.

Because this feeling is not just hers, she is also working hard not to give up.

Luo Yu stared at the orange juice in the glass, her voice choked up, "I know, I just can't help but want to see you, I'm afraid you don't want me."

"How can I not want you, I always want you."

What he said was so firm and powerful, Luo Yu believed it.

Later, Luo Yu didn't go to see her, they just contacted each other, she waited for what she said to be together, her mother's understanding.

Sometimes life is like a roller coaster. I thought there would be calm ahead, but unexpectedly, it was a foreshadowing of rough waves.

On the eighth day of the twelfth lunar month, the weather was a bit cold. Luo Yu hummed a song and cooked chicken soup in the kitchen. It was prepared for Zhou Yu's mother. She heard that her mother was discharged from the hospital a few days ago. Zhou Yu had to take over the transfer.

But it is still very happy to cook chicken soup for the future mother-in-law.

Luo Yu tried the taste and felt that it can be boiled for a while, and the chicken soup will be more fragrant when it tastes good.The mobile phone in her trouser pocket rang, she put the lid on the pot, put the spoon in the bowl, took out the mobile phone, looked at the name "Li Da" written on the screen, and answered it without any hesitation.

"Hello, Li Da."

She didn't know what was said on the other end of the phone, her smile faded visibly to the naked eye, the chicken soup in the pressure cooker was full of aroma, gurgling and tumbling, and the small holes around her vented out.It was just sunny outside, and the heat in the kitchen was not as cold as it could be, but for no reason, Luo Yu felt the chill all over her body, the biting kind.

Getting on the train to Lin'an, Luo Yu wrapped herself in the cramped seat. The train had been driving for a while, and she was fascinated by the scenery outside. In fact, the scenery outside was nothing interesting, it was nothing more than road signs, trains, mountains and forests, houses, people, fields...

The weather in autumn and winter always comes very early, and the night has already fallen at 07:30. The night sky is still dotted with a few stars, and half of the moon is missing.

"Hey, what are you doing looking outside all day long?"

Luo Yu turned to look at the young man in the opposite seat. The young man was wearing a pair of big sunglasses, covering half of his face.She quickly looked back and asked, "Then why are you wearing sunglasses all day long?"

The young man mumbled on the instant noodles, and thought for a while to answer seriously, "I have suffered from eye problems since I was a child, so in order not to scare others, I wear sunglasses."

Luo Yu didn't respond, the young man looked at her for a while, "Do you eat instant noodles?"

"No, thank you."

After the young people finished eating instant noodles, they happened to meet the staff who pushed the aisle to collect garbage. She threw the instant noodle tube into the trash can, "You don't eat it, thank you."

"What are you looking at outside? What's there to see outside? Haven't you gotten tired of looking at it all day long?"

Luo Yu became irritable, "Can you shut up?"

"No, it's everyone's right to speak." The young man tilted his head to look at her, "Why don't you tell me what's beautiful outside, and I'll shut up."

Luo Yu lowered her eyebrows, "There's nothing to see outside."

"Then why are you staring outside?"

"I'm happy, I like it, can you control it?"

The young man suddenly burst into laughter, realizing that it was a public place, he restrained himself and turned into a low laugh.

There were not many people in their carriage, and some seats could sleep directly instead of lying on the horizontal board.There were only the two of them in Luo Yu's row of seats, and there was a rough old man lying on the seat diagonally opposite.There were a few empty wine bottles and some scattered melons and dates on the horizontal board. A young woman sat opposite the rough old man and looked at the rough old man with disgust.

"Oh, do you believe in fortune telling?"

"Do not believe."

"Since you don't believe me, reach out and I'll do the math for you."

Luo Yu was indifferent.

"I'll just count one for you. You don't need to pay for one. It's cheap."

Luo Yu was really annoyed by her, so annoying, "Can you just shut up if you're done?"

The young man made a zip gesture with his hand in front of his mouth, touched her hand with his eyes closed, and said half aloud, "Your first relationship was disturbing, but it didn't work out afterwards."

Luo Yu raised her eyes slightly, and the incandescent light shone on her face. She suddenly entered the tunnel, and the colorful lights shone into the glass window. Her face was blurred by the light, and she said calmly, "My first relationship was so difficult." It's not over yet, how do you know there will be no result."

After exiting the tunnel, the lights were still incandescent, and the young man said, "Touch your hands and tell your fortune."

"Ghost letter?"

The young man propped up half of his face and said rather profoundly: "A person's whole life is inscribed in the lines of his hands."

After a long silence, the young man yawned profusely, "I'm going to bed, see you in the morning."

When she woke up in the morning, she didn't see the young man, but saw a note on the table.

"My name is Xie Yuan. Thank you for chatting yesterday. There is also a warm reminder that love without results is like a rose with thorns, which is easy to hurt and bleed."

The words are really scribbled a bit too much.

She didn't take it to heart at all, so that she thought about it later.It turned out that everyone saw their love clearly, only she couldn't see clearly.

Luo Yu folded the note and put it in the pocket of her jacket casually. When she arrived at her destination at about one or two o'clock in the afternoon, she lifted the suitcase from above and got off the train.

Lin'an is a place where the weather is often hot and the weather is rare. The wind outside the train station was a bit strong, and it was cool on her body. She wrapped her coat tightly and took a taxi to give the name of the place.

The taxi was driving on the winding path, and Luo Yu looked at the familiar environment along the way, feeling a little emotional in her heart for the first time.

Arriving at Wanjia Road, Luo Yu paid the money and pulled the suitcase down and walked towards her hometown road. The trees were already withered and yellow and some were blown off by the wind, and the road was a bit muddy, so she avoided the muddy road.Arriving in a familiar area, some neighbors yelled when they saw her, and she responded with a smile.

"Oh, Luo Yu!"

Luo Yu stopped at the intersection and saw Li Da. Li Da stepped forward to get the suitcase, "Why are you here so soon?"

"I'm fine." Luo Yu let go of the suitcase, "How is grandma?"

Li Da looked a little unhappy, and sighed, "It's probably just a few months."

"Why did you just tell me now?"

"It's not that you don't know her old man, she loves you so much."

Luo Yu had nothing to say, and walked into the house with her.

The uncles, uncles, aunts and aunts in the family formed a group, and when they saw Luo Yu, their expressions were not very good, and some people even had disgust in their eyes, but they didn't say anything.Luo Yu didn't care, she was used to it anyway, she opened the door curtain and went in, and closed the door by the way.

Luo Yu went to the bed and pulled a chair and sat down, looking at the old man lying on the bed, the old man's face was off, his hair was all white, at first glance it looked like a wig.She held the old man's skinny hand, tears swirled in her eyes, lowered her head unbearably, and sucked the sour nose.

Obviously it didn't feel like this last year, and the face didn't look like it was taken off.

"Why did you come back? Didn't you say you won't come back this year?"

Luo Yu looked at the old man, with tears in her eyes, a little coquettish, "I miss you."

Seeing this appearance, the old man sighed, "I know."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I'm afraid you're worried. How hard it is to be outside alone. Don't worry about it."

Luo Yu quickly lowered her head and wiped her tears, "I'm more worried about you."

The old man reached out and rubbed her hair, like every time she was sad, "Well, don't worry if you know."

"Didn't you say you've found someone you like?"

"Well, I have already caught up."

"Did you come with me?"

Luo Yu paused, "Something happened at home, so she didn't come with me."

"Do you have a picture? Show me."

"No, wait a minute and she will come."

The old man was not annoyed, and said with a heavy tired tone, "Well, let her come over before the Chinese New Year, I want to see what the person we Yuyu likes looks like? Give you long eyes so that she won't bully her." you."

"She is a very nice person, so she won't bully me, and she is also very good-looking. You will definitely like her when you see her."

Luo Yu mentioned that her eyes were sparkling.

"Well, the person we Yuyu likes must be very nice."

When Luo Yu came out of the room, there were no relatives at home, and those advertisements were playing on the TV, so she picked up the remote control to turn down the sound.

Li Da came in from the outside and saw her sitting limply on the sofa, "Let's go eat."

"Thank you, I'm not hungry." Luo Yu looked at her belly in embarrassment, which was already rumbling.

Li Da chuckled and went to the kitchen, and not long after, she brought out a bowl of noodles and put it in front of her, "Eat, don't get down first."

Luo Yu started to eat noodles with chopsticks, her cheeks were bulging, "When is it?"

Li Da looked outside, "I don't know either, I found out in September."

"You know, grandma doesn't want you to worry. In fact, I hate you very much. Obviously you are an outsider, an outsider who was picked up. I am her relative, but why does she love you so much? It's an outsider."

Li Da looked at her, "She favors you in everything. She raised you, and you came out of the closet. Do you know what people said about her when you came out? And what did they say about you?"

Luo Yu stopped eating the noodles, and finally finished the soup in the noodles, biting the inside of her lip and said hoarsely, "I know."

"What do you know, didn't you leave later?"

Luo Yu persisted, "But I just know."

"That's why you go."

The two were silent for a long time, Li Da put away the bowls and chopsticks, "I don't have any relatives in the future, so you are left alone? But are you my relatives? The two of us have no blood relationship. What relatives?"

Luo Yu pressed her hand, "I will be your relative from now on, even if there is no blood relationship."

There was Chibi Maruko on the TV, and the picture was a scene of a family reunion. Li Da broke free from her holding hand, "After grandma goes, I won't come back here. Let's pretend we don't know each other from now on, anyway. I wasn't familiar with it at all."

"Li Da!"

Li Da stopped at the junction of black and white, and slightly turned her head to look at her.

"thank you for telling me."

For the next few days, Luo Yu stayed by the old man's side, telling her about the funny things he had encountered, and she would laugh every time.

On the day of the New Year, every household hung up red lanterns and red couplets.When Luo Yu came back from shopping in the supermarket on the street, she saw an old man sitting at the door. She ran over anxiously, "What's the matter, I just went out to buy something, why did I sit at the door? How windy is it?"

The old man saw that her sleeves and knees were covered with mud, and when he reached out to touch them, they were still a little damp. "I'm not that delicate yet. I just went out for a walk. What's the matter with you? Why are your knees wet?"

"I saw a rough road, so I drew my sword to help."

"Children are the only ones who see injustice and draw their swords to help. How old are you? Be careful."

Luo Yu held the old man's arm, "Aren't I just a child in front of you?"

The old man laughed and criticized her again, but she responded cheerfully.

This year was more lively than usual, after the meal the old man chatted with Luo Yu again, and talked a lot.Luo Yu instinctively sensed something was wrong, "Grandma, let's talk about it tomorrow, shall we?"

"It's Chinese New Year, why hasn't she come yet?"

Luo Yu choked up, "She'll be here tomorrow, you can see her when you wake up tomorrow morning."

"Is she not coming? I'd love to see her."

"Wait a little longer, okay?"

The tears were like pearls with a broken thread, and they couldn't stop no matter what.The old man stroked her hair, "It's not sad, it's okay to bring her to my grave later for me to meet."

"If she makes you sad or unhappy in the future, break up with her. Don't let yourself be wronged. We Yuyu never need to be wronged."

The old man's eyes were a little empty, and he murmured, "Don't let yourself be wronged."

The hands slipped from her hair, Luo Yu stopped crying, and seeing the old man's peaceful face, Li Da knelt on the bedside, crying silently.

She buried her head on the edge of the bed, biting the soft flesh in her mouth, "I called her, but she just didn't answer, why don't you answer?"

The funeral was not too grand, there were only relatives and the two of them, after all, it was the second day of the Lunar New Year.

It is really a day of family reunion, who wants to touch this brow.