stars will fall

On the vernal equinox on March 3th, there is a Guanyin Festival. At night, many red lanterns are hung on the streets in South China. People offer incense one after another in the temple. Many sticks of incense.

It is enough to see how much these people believe that the wishes of Guanyin Festival can come true.

Luo Yu held three sticks of incense and knelt on the cushion, closed her eyes for a while, bowed three times, got up and put the incense in the incense burner, Zhou Yu and her moved together.

After leaving the temple, Luo Yu held hands with her and walked side by side on the street. The number of pedestrians on the street changed from less to less. Zhou Yu looked at the bright road ahead and chattered about interesting things, but the footsteps suddenly became quieter. She turned around and realized that at some point, the two of them let go of their hands. Luo Yu was standing three or four steps away. Under the streetlights flickering, "Do you really have nothing to tell me?"

Zhou Yu still stood there, "Happy birthday to you."

She looked at Luo Yu with lowered eyes, the whole figure was alone, "Follow me."

"I can't keep up with you."

Luo Yu spoke softly, not knowing whether she was speaking to herself or to her.

Accompanied by these words, a gust of wind blew by, rustling the trees and forests. Zhou Yu couldn't hear clearly and asked, "What are you talking about? The wind is so strong that I didn't hear clearly."

"I said thank you for wishing me a happy birthday! I said I couldn't keep up with you, and I said... Zhou Yu, you are getting married."

The dark clouds that covered her were blown away by the wind, the moonlight hit her face, and small waves were stirred up on the riverside and lake.

"..."

"Aren't you going to say something?"

"Who did you hear?"

"Does it matter who said it at this time?"

Zhou Yu was silent for a while, his voice hoarse, "Can I explain?"

"I'll listen to your explanation."

They were still separated by two or three steps.

"My mother couldn't accept it. Before the Chinese New Year, she was angry about the two of us and had a heart attack. The doctor said she couldn't be stimulated anymore. I was brought up by my mother alone. It was not easy for her to bring me up. I only had her A relative." Zhou Yu paused for a while when he said this, "Later she asked me to go on a blind date, and I agreed."

Luo Yu listened with her head down all the time, the tears in her eyes dripped down on the dry ground like drops of water, "What about me? You promised me that you wouldn't want me."

She kept her head down from the beginning to the end, so Zhou Yu didn't see her tears, and explained, "I didn't want you, I was just married, but I still like you."

"You're just... married?"

Her tone was full of puzzlement and sarcasm.

Zhou Yu was a little flustered, and over the distance of two or three steps, he hurriedly grabbed her wrist, and said in a very urgent tone, "Wait for me, wait for me for a few years."

Luo Yu took a few steps back in shock, tears welling in her eyes, she bit the corner of her lips to keep the tears from falling, pointed at her and asked with a smile, "How can you tell me to wait for you for a few years with peace of mind, because I liked you first You, I chased you first, so I deserve to wait for you for a few years, and watch you get married and have children, happy and happy?"

Zhou Yu looked at the missing hand and loudly argued, "That's fake."

"Fake? But you know that you are married is not just that you are married, do you know what that means? It means that you are going to write off my past, it means that you are going to give up on me, it means that I am in the eyes of others It's just a mistress who destroys other people's family relationships, no one will think that I was with you first, and that person will be the latecomer."

Luo Yu's voice was full of rage, resentment and heart-piercing helplessness.

Zhou Yu was left speechless by what she said, and after thinking for a long time, he lowered his head and said, "Ah Yu, but that person is my mother, and I have no choice but to get married."

Luo Yu smiled bitterly, "Then what about me, you have no other choice, what am I, do I deserve it?"

"Ayu."

"I ask you a question, you just answer me, yes or no."

"You ask."

"Is it true that you gave me a ring and said you were together?"

"Sincere."

Luo Yu's entire face was tense, and her fingers curled up involuntarily, "Do you really want to get married?"

"Yes……"

Luo Yu felt that the tight string in her heart was broken, and she suddenly became depressed, "Then we two have nothing to talk about, let's break up."

"Ayu."

"Don't call me, let's break up just like this."

She gave me a ring and said that she was sincere with me, but it was also true to take off the ring and break her promise.

So it's all true.

The point is that it's true...

Xiao Yun was riding a motorcycle on the dazzling street, and the night wind blew her unzipped coat.In fact, the wind at night was very cold, and her face was numb from the cold, but she still didn't slow down as if she was unconscious, her eyes were full of anxiety.I couldn't help but recall the content of the phone call just now.

"Why didn't you answer my calls all day long? Do you know that if you don't answer my calls again, I'm going to call the police, you..."

"She's getting married."

The tone was actually very flat, as if it didn't contain too much sadness and pain, but when Xiao Yun heard this sentence, he didn't feel too worried, and replied very flatly.

"Wait for me at home and don't run around."

The motorcycle stopped in the community, Xiao Yun casually placed it under the corridor of the community, and walked up in a hurry.At the door of Luo Yu's house, she calmed down her disordered breathing, then went to get the key from her bag.

The key was in the hole lock for a long time, and the door could be opened with a "click", but she couldn't unscrew the handle with her hand, and she didn't understand. Obviously she was very calm at the end of the phone call, and she was a little anxious when she came, but when she arrived, she Some dare not open the door of the house.

Xiao Yun rubbed his face vigorously, and opened the door.The lights in the room were not turned on, and everything was pitch-black except for the place illuminated by the moonlight. She wanted to reach out to turn on the light at the entrance, but was stopped by a word.

"Don't turn on the light."

After a while, Xiao Yun realized that Luo Yu was sitting in a dark corner by the window.She walked up to Luo Yu with light steps, and looked at Luo Yu who was wrapping herself up like a silkworm chrysalis and weeping, her blood suddenly surged, and her anger quickly soared upwards.But when looking at her empty eyes, those emergent emotions have dissipated, leaving only distressed.

Xiao Yun gently wiped her tears, gritted his molars and said angrily: "There's nothing to cry about, isn't it because she's getting married?"

Sometimes people are very strange. When there is no one to comfort them, they just want to cry secretly, but when they are comforted, their emotions are like turning on the faucet, panting and crying loudly.

At least Luo Yu felt this way.

"She's going to get married, isn't there nothing she can't cry about?"

"It's not worth it, you will meet better ones in the future."

"But no matter how good I meet in the future, I will still be very sad now."

Suddenly there was a cat in the house, and it was walking between the two of them. The wind blowing outside suddenly started to rain heavily, and the raindrops hit the window with lightning speed, and the sound of the rain changed from small to small. big.

Mixed with the sound of rain, Luo Yu lowered her eyes, the hanging tears dripped on the floor, and said in a crying voice: "When we were together, she didn't intend to introduce me to her family. I always falter and haw when we are in a relationship, it doesn’t matter to me, because I think as long as she likes me, I don’t care about other things, just because I think it’s enough for her to like me, and that’s fine.”

Her voice was low, "But why am I like this? We still let go and separated. She still didn't choose me in the end. She still wants to get married."

Luo Yu's eyes were filled with tears, she raised her head and asked with a puzzled face, "Why do you say this, Xiao Yun, why?"

Xiao Yun hugged her body, caressed her back, and said softly, "Because she is not worthy of your affection."

The tears were still falling, Luo Yu was full of grief, "But I hope..., she is not worthy. Why are you so humble to love someone? The loved one is always confident."

Xiao Yun's voice was as soft as a gust of warm wind, "Do you still remember how you described it when you first told me that you have someone you like?"

"Remember, I said that she is a person as dazzling as the stars and the moon."

"Then now it's just that this person who is as dazzling as the stars and the moon no longer belongs to you alone, but has returned to the original place. It's just that time has gone around and she has returned to the original place."

Luo Yu was still stubborn, "But she belongs to me alone."

"But the stars and the moon never belong to just one person."

Luo Yu was still crying, but her voice gradually became softer.