wolf sniff

As soon as Wen Yu hung up the phone, he hurried to pack his things, pulled out all the dusty snakeskin bags at home, and sneezed while wiping.

He couldn't help but think that Wen Yu was indeed very face-saving.

Tonight, when Aunt Zhong came to deliver the meal, this guy didn't say to his face that they had broken up.

If you intentionally make people feel sad, you may lose a lot.

Brother Yu still likes me.

He thought about it for a moment, then he unplugged the newly bought mainframe display keyboard and unplugged the power supply at once, and put it into the box with a cotton pad.

To actively like someone, you must have the courage to be rejected, and the courage to be repeatedly rejected.

Wen Yu didn't dare to do it before, but now he suddenly tried it, but he got more and more fun and key points.

He quickly made an appointment with the man for the next day's moving time, packed the big boxes and small boxes, called a small truck and waited outside the alley, and entrusted workers to help with the moving.

There is no need to move the old things in the old house, mainly the books I often read, art examination materials, personal belongings, and a single bed that I am used to sleeping in.

Wen Yu waited in the underground garage, and when he saw a worker offering his hand, he didn't participate much, and unwrapped the key and electronic card one by one and handed them to him.

Wen Yu moved out for the first time, and he was afraid of falling and knocking when directing them to move the piano.

The man was in a good mood when he saw such a big thing and moved it together, but he hid it and refused to smile, his face was still calm.

Is out of sight.

"Slow down, don't step on the line when you turn the corner."

While directing, Wen Yu helped to take care of the shelters along the road. The workers next to him were not surprised, and tried to ask how much it would cost to live here.

"Look at this community, this location, you two will pay a lot of money if you rent together."

Wen Yu made a fool of himself and didn't want to pay attention to him. Seeing another person coming with a piano case, he beckoned and said, "Put this one on top of the piano first. Have you brought the piano bench?"

The worker looked at the violin again, and continued to inquire.

"This piano looks like a foreign brand? Are you teaching music? You earn a lot, right?" Before Wen Yu could answer, he looked around the layout of the house and said to himself: "This house costs two dollars just to rent it. Thirty thousand, I guess that's the number!"

Wen Yu frowned and looked over.

He deliberately asked for leave to accompany Wen Yu to move, just to prevent this situation.

It looks like a chat, and when the family background is tested, there may be an extra charge when the bill is settled.

Wen Yu was never good at dealing with these things.

Just about to speak, the young man in the study suddenly spoke.

"No money."

The mover froze for a moment, but didn't turn the corner: "Is this house yours?"

"This is my boyfriend's house." Wen Yu calmly pointed to another person outside the door: "Here, the most handsome one."

In the next 10 minutes, the speed of moving suddenly increased.

The uncle was thinking about how to ask for a price before he came to the door, but now he was so embarrassed to look at them, he charged a normal price and left, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Wen Yu arranged the study room into a warm and comfortable second bedroom, and stretched out by the bay window.

Wen Yu was about to go back to class, so he came in and took two materials.

When she turned around again, she glanced at him.

"You're getting wild now."

Wen Yu smiled and said, "Do you like it?"

The man looked at him again, turned and left.

It's not okay to be boring.

I thought we could have a meal together to celebrate the day we moved here, but before the piano was dusted, Jiang Nanzhi had already called.

"have time."

"...is it okay?"

"Then come here." She sounded in a bad mood: "I'm broken in love, you can drink with me."

"You're in Shichahai? Take it easy, I'll come over now."

Wen Yu changed his shoes and was about to go out. He thought that something was wrong, and now he was living in the same room with his future boyfriend, so he found a note and left a message.

[I'll take care of my cousin, you have to eat early, don't wait for me. ]

...It looks a little narcissistic, so be it.

Then he took a taxi to Shicha Beach, and within a few steps of walking to the bar, he had already seen Jiang Nanzhi hanging on the railing by the lake, his black eyeliner was dizzy.

Some people will look very embarrassed when they wear makeup and cry, but Jiang Nanzhi is different.

She seems to have a little more gothic temperament, and she is still very beautiful even though she is depressed.

Wen Yu took out a tissue from his pocket, not knowing if a girl could use it to wipe her face when she was wearing makeup, and handed it over carefully.

"Don't you have a good relationship with that lead singer? What's the matter?"

"He soaked in honey, and I bumped into him."

"……and then?"

"Then I copied the ashtray and smashed him to the head to bleed." Jiang Nanzhi sneered, "Why is it not water? I want to see how big this grandson's brain is."

Wen Yu was startled, afraid that he would have to visit her in the detention center in the future, so he kept his voice down.

"Aren't you afraid that he will call the police? What if he sues you for intentional injury?"

"What promise does he have?" Jiang Nanzhi fumbled to light a cigarette, and looked down at the mallard in the middle of the lake: "With bare buttocks and no skin or face, I may not dare to speak if I lead him to the police station."

At this time, it doesn't matter what you chat with.

The main thing is to play the role of a companion, to mourn the dead with her for a while, to watch properly, and not to drink too much and hurt the stomach.

Back in the bar, Wen Yu asked the clerk to get two bowls of hot noodle soup, the clerk had a sinister look on his face: "Brother, this is a bar."

"There is a supermarket next door, hurry up."

Jiang Nanzhi didn't need to brew at all, he poured tons and tons of wine and drank it. When two bowls of hot noodles were served, he laughed angrily.

The man kept complaining, "I can't help what your brother wants."

"I also laid two eggs, the craftsmanship is very good?" She took the chopsticks, ordered two mouthfuls of noodles and then drank, mixed with red wine and beer, anyway, she was sad.

Wen Yu also ate two mouthfuls. Seeing that she was still crying, she handed over the paper and whispered, "Sister, you dumped him, why are you crying..."

"Do you know what it's like to be broken in love? Let me tell you this," Jiang Nanzhi patted the table, his fingertips were not very accurate when he gestured again, and he shook a little when he spoke: "When you like him, you are together no matter what. A kind of self-affirmation."

"You will feel that you are a great person, worthy of love, and worthy of being loved and treated a thousand times over."

"Bang!" She raised her hands high, and then slammed them on the table: "When we break up, it's all broken."

"Those previous affirmations, satisfaction, recognition, and self-esteem, as much as you get from him, you have to shatter in an instant."

"This bastard is fully responsible, and then?"

"And then you keep thinking, why on earth did you get to this point, why did you do this to me?"

She covered her face and cried again, tears welling from her fingers.

"Why……"

Wen Yu originally picked up a poached egg, but when Jiang Nanzhi patted the table, he accidentally tilted his chopsticks and it was punctured.

The egg liquid dripped down and dripped all over the surface.

Yes.Why?

He then wondered, at the age of 17, Wen Yu was waiting for him in Beijing alone, and after finishing college, he went back to No. [-] Middle School to continue waiting for him, would he keep thinking about this question?

During those ten years, Wen Yu struggled with family accidents, lost his father and may have lost his mother at one point.

He has been working hard to be a 'normal person', and he doesn't want to cause any trouble to his parents, even if he gives up himself, it doesn't matter at all.

But what did Wen Yu do wrong?

At this moment, he is in a bar with dim light and shadow, trying his best to learn things that are more difficult to understand than physics, chemistry and life.

...how should I love?

Jiang Nanzhi was tired from crying, exhausted all his strength, wiped his face and continued to eat noodles, and called the waiter over after eating.

"One more bowl, big ham sausage." She also didn't eat for two days, and now she finally came back to life. She still remembered to care about her younger brother who was dazed by the side: "Are you still eating?"

Wen Yu nodded.

"Two bowls! Put ham sausage and green onion!"

She pushed the wine bottle aside and said drunkenly, "I tell you, man, you always have to guess what he likes and what he wants."

"But if he loves you, he doesn't need you to guess at all. He can't wait to show you his heart."

"I should have figured it out from the beginning, this shit didn't like me enough in the first place—"

Wen Yu responded with a few words, and couldn't help thinking along this line of thought.

What does Brother Yu want now?

Want him?Want him to jump over, kiss and hug her and put her on the bed?

surely not.

He is rarely in an active role, and the first time he solves a problem, he can't even figure out the stem of the problem.

If you don't want absolute satisfaction, what else do you want?

As if something suddenly enlightened, the answer surfaced in an instant.

He wants him to love him.

Love him actively, fully, without fear and regression.

Once Wen Yu dissected it, he gradually gained a sense of rhythm just like doing trigonometric functions in high school, constantly pondering out various details.

Wen Yu has been giving him a chance, he needs to understand better.

...I have to talk to my mother first.

I had to go and sort out all the things I feared by myself.

He immediately cheered up, as if a long list of tasks was automatically laid out in his mind.

Jiang Nanzhi was still drinking noodle soup, when he saw his younger brother sitting upright suddenly, he raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"

"No, nothing." Wen Yu said with a sneer, "I saw a fly just now."

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Nanzhi's cell phone vibrated.

She picked it up casually, said a few times, and handed the phone to him: "Your mother called, asking if you are with me."

It was only then that Wen Yu remembered that his phone seemed to be on silent, or maybe it was too noisy in the bar.

"Mom, you came back early?"

Yan Wanxin smiled but didn't smile: "Get out of here now and make things clear."

"I just went out for two days, and you tore down all the beds at home?!"

Wen Yu let out a long hiss: "Didn't you agree to the last call?!"

"At that time, all my old classmates and sisters were sitting next to me, and the loudspeaker was turned on." My mother roared, "You put bombs when you come up, you are so courageous!"

Jiang Nanzhi woke up from the wine, and mouthed a long wow.

"I'll come back and explain to you now," Wen Yu said bravely, "But I've already made a decision about moving, and I won't move back again."

"Hurry up and get back!"

Jiang Nanzhi was about to cry for a while, but now he laughed.

"Brother, do you want to buy insurance for you? You can still get paid if your mother kills you."

Wen Yu opened a bottle of beer and took a few sips, got up and left.

The author has something to say: make up for yesterday's update first~ there will be more in the evening~