The green tea group is spoiled

"Tell everyone,? I like you."

After hearing Xie Beiyuan's words clearly, Gu He was stunned for a long time. He blinked,? nodded,? shook his head again.

"In no mood?"

Seeing his reaction, Xie Beiyuan lowered his eyes slightly.

"Of course I do!"

Gu He can't wait to tell the world that Xie Beiyuan is his man,? But, they have a lot to bear, especially Xie Beiyuan.

During the period when Gu He lived in Xie's house, he could see that the elders of Xie's family were all relatively old-fashioned and conservative.

Grandpa Xie will be angry because Xie Beiyuan doesn't like elegant violins, and even classifies his grandson as a "messy person".And Xie Yuan'an will also feel that Xie Beiyuan is "not doing his job properly" because of his liking and stubbornness.

The attitude of the two elders towards Xie Beiyuan was bad enough. Under such circumstances, Gu He didn't dare to think about the consequences of Xie Beiyuan coming out to them.

Maybe Xie Beiyuan doesn't care at all,? But Gu He does.

He didn't want Xie Beiyuan to suffer more grievances.

"Is it better to be late?"

After thinking for a while, Gu He suggested to Xie Beiyuan.

Gu He wants Xie Beiyuan to wait for him, so that he can share the pressure with Xie Beiyuan.At least, if Xie Beiyuan is kicked out by the Xie family, Gu He still has the ability to support him.

Gu He was worried here, but he forgot one thing.

He forgot that Xie Beiyuan had broken off with Xie's family long ago, and he also forgot that Xie Beiyuan didn't need a penny from Xie's family long ago.

Xie Beiyuan looked at the way Gu He frowned, and he could probably guess what he was thinking.

He raised the corners of his lips slightly, and stroked Gu He's head like a kitten:

"Listen to you."

After school in the afternoon, Gu Lan drove to the school to pick up Gu He. She saw Gu He and Xie Beiyuan walking together from a distance, so she rolled down the car window and waved to Xie Beiyuan in a friendly way:

"It's Bei Yuan, are you going home directly? Shall I see you off?"

"Hello, Auntie." Xie Beiyuan said lightly:

"No, I'll go back by myself."

Gu Lan could tell that the child was cold and unreasonable, and seemed to have a bad temper.She was worried about her son again.

It would be a bit tiring to be with such a person, will He Miao be wronged?Will this kid from the Xie family love others, will he bully He Miao, tsk, I'm so worried.

But Gu Lan's worry didn't last long before it became a little subtle again.

Because she saw Xie Beiyuan open the car door for Gu He from the rearview mirror, and raised her hand to protect Gu He's head in detail when he got into the car.

Brat, quite good at it.

Whether you like it or not is all hidden in the details. Realizing this, Gu Lan is satisfied with Xie Beiyuan again.

Gu He didn't know his mother's mental journey at all, he just said goodbye to Xie Beiyuan, and then stared out the window for a while, not knowing what he was thinking.

A few minutes later, he realized that this was not the way home, so he asked Gu Lan:

"Mom, where are we going?"

Gu Lan casually replied:

"I haven't seen my sister for a long time."

Hearing what she said, Gu He's eyes darkened slightly, and he didn't speak any more.

The car drove all the way to the Beijiao Cemetery. When they arrived, Xie Yuanan was holding a white chrysanthemum and waiting at the entrance.

Gu Miao's tomb is located in the center with the best view. In the black and white photo of the tombstone, a little girl smiles sweetly at the camera. If you look carefully, you can find that her eyebrows and eyes are almost like Gu He.

Gu He has been unusually silent since he entered the cemetery. He has been following Gu Lan and Xie Yuanan, and did not make a sound when the two were talking.

He looked at Gu Miao's tombstone, it was clean and smooth, and there were no weeds around it, as if someone came to clean it up every day, which was a bit strange.

"My daughter, Gu Miao."

Gu Lan introduced to Xie Yuanan on the side.

She seems to be more open about this matter. After all, she has been used to it for many years, and when she mentions it again, it doesn't hurt as much as it did at the beginning, but it's just as indifferent as telling a story.

"It really looks like Xiaohe, are they twins?"

Xie Yuan'an bent over and placed flowers on the girl's tombstone.

"Yeah." Gu Lan nodded:

"He Miao is the elder brother. Not only do they look alike, but they also have the same temper. They are both good."

Hearing this, Gu He slightly curled up his hand hanging by his side.

He smiled at the two adults: "Mom, Uncle Xie, let's talk first, I also want to buy a bunch of flowers for my sister."

Gu Lan didn't think much, and nodded in agreement.

Gu He walked down the cemetery. He didn't see a flower seller until the entrance of the cemetery, so he went to pick some white chrysanthemums.

He was a little dazed, thinking about other things uncontrollably in his mind, so he came back to his senses after the flower seller called him several times.

"Kid, kid?"

The stall owner was a middle-aged man with an unshaven beard, looking a bit decadent.He waved his hand in front of Gu He's eyes, then looked at him seriously and asked:

"You are Gu He?"

Not only did Gu He know why he was able to call out his name, but he subconsciously felt that something was wrong, so he didn't respond, he only took a step back hesitantly.

The man's eyes suddenly lit up, and he stood up excitedly:

"It's you, you look alike to your sister. Don't be afraid, remember me?"

As he said that, the man wanted to pull Gu He's arm, but he threw it away with a strong reaction.

"Don't, kid, I did something wrong back then, and I have regrets. I shouldn't have been drinking so much and driving. You see, I got out of prison after a few years. I lost my job, my wife and my children. After I got out, I really wanted to I apologize to your family, but I can’t get in touch, so I can only sell flowers here. I have to clean your sister’s tomb every day, really, really sorry..."

Gu He looked at him, and suddenly some images flashed before his eyes, and then he trembled uncontrollably, and a thin layer of cold sweat oozed from his forehead.

"Stop talking!"

Seeing that the man wanted to grab his hand again, Gu He hid to the side.But I don't know if you didn't stand still or what, Gu He tilted his body and fell to the ground.

"Be careful, be careful, don't be afraid of me."

The man came over and wanted to help Gu He up, and he was still talking:

"But it's okay, you have two children in your family, and your mother still has something to look forward to. Speaking of which, tsk, you really look like your sister, I recognized it right away."

Hearing this sentence, Gu He seemed to be stimulated, he pushed the man hard, then got up with red eyes and grabbed his collar.

Like an angry little beast, he gritted his teeth fiercely and asked:

"Keep your fucking eyes open to see clearly, do I look like her?"

The man was frightened by him and didn't dare to speak for a moment.Gu He saw that he didn't respond, and he didn't know where the hostility came from, so he punched him suddenly:

"looks like?!!"

One old and one young confronted each other there, and there were more and more people watching.Someone didn't understand the cause and effect, so he asked casually, and was overheard by the flower stall owner next door.The man knocked on the melon seeds and clicked twice:

"The man drove drunk and killed a little girl more than ten years ago. After being in prison, he felt sorry. He set up a stall here to sell flowers, and went to visit the little girl's grave every now and then. The young man seemed to belong to the little girl back then. Brother, I think that man's attitude of admitting his mistakes is sincere enough, he would have gone away a long time ago when someone else came out, how can he still remember them. Just look at this, he still beats people, he is a bit clueless."

The listener nodded: "Indeed."

It is always so easy for the onlookers to comment. These few words drifted into Gu He's ears. The young man's eyes were bloodshot and his voice was a little hoarse. He turned his head and asked those people:

"You mean, I should still say thank you to him, right? Thank him for being repentant of his mistakes, thank him for remembering my sister? Why, do you want me to kneel down and kowtow a few more times?"

The man was dumbfounded when he questioned him like this, but he still looked very unconvinced.

Gu He didn't care about him, he took a few deep breaths and tried to calm himself down.

His hands trembled a little, knowing that his state was very wrong, so he took a few steps back.

The next second, someone came from behind and patted him on the shoulder reassuringly.

Gu Lan took off her sunglasses, and although her face was still exquisite, fine lines appeared at the corners of her eyes.

She brushed back her wavy hair, then stuffed her sunglasses into her coat pocket.This woman is not tall, but her aura is strong enough to protect her son behind her.

Her tone was emotionless, rational and calm:

"You're not making it up to us, you're just appeasing your own conscience." She will never forget this man's face in her life, and she doesn't want to take a second look now:

"If you really want to make up for us, please don't appear in front of us for the rest of your life. You don't need to sweep my daughter's tomb. I don't think she will be happy to see you."

"and also."

Speaking of this, Gu Lan paused. She glanced at Gu He behind her, as if she had noticed something, she pursed her lips and said:

"My son is very good. He is not like his sister at all."

Hearing this, Gu He curled up his fingers unconsciously.

He lowered his head, not knowing how the matter ended, he just remembered that he followed Gu Lan for a few steps, and then found an excuse to go back to the car and stay there.

He was in a daze all the time, and when he came to his senses, he was already at home.

Gu He didn't smile like usual, and coupled with his bad mood, he looked a little gloomy.But he still remembered to tell Gu Lan:

"I'm going back to my room first."

Gu Lan nodded, looking at his back, feeling a little strange.

She seems to have noticed something different today. She saw Gu He's angry appearance before. At that time, Gu He was like a wolf driven into a corner, and his whole body exuded a vicious aura.

This was so different from the docile appearance that Gu He usually showed, it could even be said to be the complete opposite.

Gu Lan suddenly realized that she seemed to be far away from Gu He, so far away that she had never really known him.

Her intuition told her that there was something wrong with Gu He, and this problem might have been hidden by Gu He for a long time, and it might be serious enough to affect normal life, but Gu He hid it well, no one knew.

Her child, what is a person doing alone?

In the room, Gu He collapsed on the bed, his mind went blank.

He used to be absent-minded like this occasionally, often not knowing what he was doing.

He rubbed his hair, and slowly stroked his heart with his hands.The familiar feeling of suffocation came up again, and he breathed hard, trying not to be controlled by negative emotions.

What right does he have to lose his temper with that man? He is also responsible for what happened back then.

Gu He used to always be like this. He often couldn't sleep well, and would dream about some bad things. When he was free, he would lose control of himself and fall into round after round of self-blame, panic and helplessness.

This situation has improved a lot after being with Xie Beiyuan, but today he counterattacked after being provoked, and it seems to be more serious than before.

... Xie Beiyuan.

When these three words appeared in Gu He's mind, he felt like a drowning person suddenly grasping at straws.

He stiffly took out his cell phone from his pocket, and dialed Xie Beiyuan slowly.

Xie Beiyuan got connected quickly, and he asked lightly: "Huh?"

As soon as Gu He heard his voice, he felt relieved a lot. He was a little wronged, and even wanted to tell him everything for a while.

But in the end Gu He still didn't do that, he just called his name lightly:

"Xie Beiyuan."

"exist."

Xie Beiyuan frowned slightly.

He could hear that Gu He's mood seemed a bit wrong.

"It's nothing, I miss you."

Gu He took a deep breath, trying not to convey negative energy to Xie Beiyuan, so he pretended to be relaxed, and even laughed twice.

"I'm so sleepy, but I haven't written the questions yet. I'll sleep for a while, can you call me in two hours?"

"Well, go to sleep."

Xie Beiyuan's answer was as brief as before, but with his words, Gu He felt at ease and seemed to feel better.

He closed his eyes. Originally, he just wanted to let go. He didn't expect to fall asleep, but his consciousness really drifted away. It wasn't until the phone vibrated beside his pillow that he woke up.

Gu He answered the phone in a daze, and just woke up with a nasal voice: "Huh?"

Xie Beiyuan seemed to be outside, and Gu He could hear the faint wind.He took a look, it was already twelve o'clock, he didn't know why Xie Beiyuan was going out so late, but he didn't want to ask.

Gu He rubbed his eyes, sighed, with a hint of coquetry:

"It's good that you are here."

He looked out of the window, and it was snowing outside, and the feather-like snowflakes were circling in mid-air, reflected by the lights in crystal colors.

On the other end of the phone, Xie Beiyuan slightly raised the corners of his lips where Gu He could not see.

He looked up, and what Gu He saw was the same snow:

"Gu He."

"Come to the window."

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