The green tea group is spoiled

Gu He confessed to Xie Beiyuan in a soft voice, and then hugged him all the time, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

Xie Beiyuan just let him go and stroked his hair after a long time:

"go home?"

Gu He pursed his lips, and shook his head:

"Don't want to go back yet,? Can you accompany me?"

Gu He looked very good when he was acting like a baby with Xie Beiyuan, like that harmless little sheep in ordinary times.

He felt that he might rely too much on Xie Beiyuan,? But he couldn't change it, and he didn't want to change it.

Gu He hugged Xie Beiyuan, feeling extremely at ease.After a while, he seemed to feel that the distance between the two was not close enough, so he held Xie Beiyuan's face and kissed it again.

This kiss was tender and lingering, but Gu He still felt it was not enough.He stroked Xie Beiyuan's neck all the way to his Adam's apple with his hand, then tentatively unbuttoned the two buttons of his shirt, and even wanted to poke inside.

"Xie Beiyuan."

Gu He knew that the occasion was wrong, so he forced himself to stop.With a hoarse voice, he fell to Xie Beiyuan's ear, as if he was pleading, but also as if he was tempting:

"Let's change places, I want to give you everything I have, okay?"

The implication in these words is too obvious, it is impossible for Xie Beiyuan not to understand what he is talking about.

He likes Gu He,? It's impossible to have no desire for him at all, he wants to hug him and want him, thinking about it like crazy.But Xie Beiyuan is sensible and calm enough, he knows what to do and what not to do, and he can control himself.

Xie Beiyuan held Gu He's hand and said in a deep voice:

"Gu He,? You're still young."

Gu He was not happy when he heard this, he was a little unconvinced:

"I'm almost an adult, really, in just a few months!"

Gu He never doubted Xie Beiyuan's feelings for him, plus what he knew about the guitar pick today, he only felt that he had nothing to repay Xie Beiyuan's love.

He has low self-esteem in his bones, more or less he feels that he is not good enough, that he is not worthy of him.He also has nothing to give Xie Beiyuan, he only has himself.

"That's not OK."

Xie Beiyuan never thought that he would fall in love with someone before, nor did he think that he would fall in love with a minor.

This is already a bit out of line for him, Xie Beiyuan can't do anything more outrageous.And it's still early, no one can say for sure what will happen in the future, Xie Beiyuan doesn't want Gu He to regret his impulsiveness in the future.

Sometimes Gu He likes Xie Beiyuan's stubborn temper, and sometimes he hates it, such as now.

He gritted his teeth and provocatively said:

"Xie Beiyuan, can't you?!"

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Xie Beiyuan raised his eyebrows and looked at him, just one look reminded Gu He of the fear of being dominated by Xie Beiyuan just now.

Gu He was timid again, but this time he didn't want to show it, so he just got off the sink and left angrily:

"You don't want it delivered to your door, don't beg me in the future!"

Xie Beiyuan looked funny and followed him unhurriedly.

Gu He quickly walked out a few steps, then deliberately slowed down and waited for Xie Beiyuan.

He went all the way to the entrance of the bar, but found that the heavy snow had not stopped, and a layer of snow had already accumulated on the road, and because it was too late, no one cleaned it.

When Gu He came out, he was in a hurry and just picked up a pair of shallow shoes, but now he looks extremely weak.He tentatively stepped into the snow, and the icy cold snowflakes touched his ankles, which was surprisingly cold.

Xie Beiyuan obviously noticed, he took Gu He's arm and led him back, asking:

"want to go home?"

"Ah."

Gu He was still unhappy.

For the first time, he hated himself so young:

"Children have to go home on time, or their mother will break their legs. What do you know?"

Xie Beiyuan was a little helpless. He reached out and touched Gu He's head, then glanced at the snow on the ground, and pulled Gu He's wrist.

Gu He didn't understand what Xie Beiyuan meant at first, but in the next second, Xie Beiyuan pulled his hand over his shoulder, then bent down in front of him, and put his hands on his knees.

Before Gu He could react, he was picked up by Xie Beiyuan.

At this time, the snow has gradually decreased, and the warm lights on the roadside are sprinkled on the snow, reflecting a bright color.

With Gu He on his back, Xie Beiyuan stepped on the way home step by step, and the Martin boots made a creaking sound when stepping on the snow.Behind them, the street lights stretched their shadows very long.

Gu He couldn't bear to think of Xie Beiyuan's ice-like hands before, and forgot to be angry for a while, so he just said to him:

"Let me down, you tend to get cold hands, I can warm you by walking next to you."

"It's okay." Xie Beiyuan slightly raised the corners of his lips.

Gu He lost his voice, and after a while, he covered Xie Beiyuan's ears with his hands, trying to keep him as warm as possible.

"Xie Beiyuan, am I heavy?"

In fact, Gu He is very thin. He usually likes picky eaters and doesn't eat well. He doesn't have much meat on his body, but he is a boy about 1.7 meters tall, and he is still afraid that Xie Beiyuan will be tired.

"It's not heavy, just eat more."

Xie Beiyuan patiently answered his nagging questions.

He carried Gu He to the clean side of the road before putting him down, and then took a taxi to take Gu He home.

When they got downstairs, Xie Beiyuan patted Gu He's head, and said to him before saying goodbye:

"You can come to me anytime in the future, don't be afraid of causing trouble, I'm always here."

"Ah."

Gu He was completely coaxed, he leaned over to kiss Xie Beiyuan's cheek:

"Good night."

With a faint smile in Xie Beiyuan's eyes, he looked at Gu He and responded, and after a while, he said with a sigh:

"Wait a little longer Gu He, I will give you whatever you want."

Gu He felt a little hot when he heard this, he responded indiscriminately, and even took a few steps together when he turned and left.

It's just that he is more courageous when the atmosphere is up, so brave that he can jump repeatedly on the edge of danger, but in fact he is more cowardly than anyone else on weekdays, and just a word can make him lose his way.

Gu He's heart was in a mess, and he didn't recover until he stood at the door of the house.He fumbled in his pocket, took out the key, and carefully pushed the door lock.

He also had the experience of sneaking out to play in the middle of the night before, so he was familiar with how to minimize the sound of door locks.

It was the same now, the door lock opened after a slight sound, Gu He gently opened the door, but a gleam of light slipped out through the crack of the door.

Gu He had a bad premonition in his heart.

Sure enough, Gu Lan, who was supposed to be sound asleep, was sitting on the sofa in the living room. She was not watching TV, but was smoking a cigarette and staring at the wall in a daze. There were still many freshly extinguished cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Gu Lan knows how to smoke, but she knows that it hurts her body, so she hasn't touched it for many years.

At this time, when she saw Gu He coming back, she only glanced at him, then put out the cigarette, and said as usual:

"Come back? Come, sit here."

Gu He's heart was pounding, he couldn't figure out what Gu Lan meant, so he could only obediently sit beside her.

Gu Lan propped her chin and looked at Gu He for a while. She could smell the alcohol and a faint smell of tobacco on Gu He's body, but she didn't say anything.

Looking at the current Gu He, she seemed to have regained some shadow of the past.She saw the little kid more than ten years ago, when Gu He was still a mischievous ghost, he went to the abandoned park with a water gun in the middle of the night and told the children to play ghosts, and was finally caught and spanked by her.

She used to think that Gu He had changed, but now it seemed that the little boy had never changed, he was just hidden by Gu He.

Gu Lan sighed, and after a long time, she only asked one sentence:

"Are you in love?"

Gu He originally thought that Gu Lan would ask him something else, so he was taken aback when he heard this sentence.But he didn't mean to hide it, he just nodded:

"Ah."

"With whom?" Gu Lan asked knowingly.

"Xie Beiyuan."

Gu He answered frankly.

"Then he treats you well?"

In fact, there is no need to ask, Gu Lan already has the answer.

Before it started snowing at night, Gu Lan saw the boy downstairs by the window.

Gu Lan originally thought that Gu He would find an excuse to go downstairs to meet his boyfriend, so she even thought about how to joke him when he came out, but after a long time, Gu He didn't move at all.

She guessed that Gu He might have fallen asleep, but Xie Beiyuan had been waiting for him, even if it snowed later, he didn't leave.

Gu Lan felt that the kid from Xie's family was not very smart, and he would not go to the convenience store in front of him to hide from the snow.But then I thought about it again, isn't it so silly to be in love when I was a teenager, so that the other party can see me for the first time, even if I am covered in snow, I don't care.

"He's been nice, and he's been nice to me."

Gu He couldn't see Gu Lan's attitude, and it would be a lie to say that he was not nervous.

He envisioned many possibilities, such as whether Gu Lan would not be able to accept that he was gay, or would not like Xie Beiyuan.But Gu Lan didn't say anything, just nodded at the end, her tone couldn't be more ordinary:

"Very good, bring him back another day and let mom have a look, and mom will cook and entertain him in person."

Hearing this, Gu He was stunned for a moment, he nodded hesitantly, after a while, he still felt a little unreal.

He, is he out of the closet?Also succeeded? ?

But he always felt that Gu Lan seemed to have something else on his mind that he didn't explain clearly, because the way she looked at him seemed to be a little different from usual.

"Xiaohe."

After a long silence, Gu Lan suddenly called Gu He's name.

She didn't call him "He Miao" anymore, but called him "Xiao He" as before, and like everyone else, and never brought another child's name.

She stretched out her hand to touch Gu He's head, and what she said sounded a bit inexplicable, but both of them could not understand the meaning in their hearts:

"Let it go, don't be too tired."

These words touched the deepest part of Gu He's heart, and he suddenly realized that Gu Lan might know everything.

But how he would let go has already become a habit.

His eye sockets were moist, and he seemed to be much more relaxed.

He nodded, shook his head again, wanted to laugh, but couldn't do it anyway:

"Yes, it's my fault, I..."

Gu He still remembered that after the accident, Gu Lan hugged Gu Miao's clothes and cried for a long time. He wanted to go to comfort her, but was pushed away.

Gu Lan asked him why he took his sister out. If it wasn't for him, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened.

Gu He always knew that his mother might like his younger sister more, because he was too naughty and always made her angry, so after that, he put his toy guns and game consoles in the box and took them out of his schoolbag. The textbook full of graffiti is seriously endorsed, recalling Gu Miao's previous appearance, and trying to become more careful and sensible.

It's all his fault, he wants to pay his mother a good child.

Gu Lan looked at her child and twisted into a ball in distress.

She hugged Gu He in her arms, couldn't hold back her tears, and sobbed:

"Xiaohe, I don't blame you, I never blamed you."

When people are sad, they always say some angry words. Gu Lan can't remember what she said at that time. She may not even think about it, and she hurt the other because of the departure of one of her children. a child.

She never thought that this matter would have such a big impact on Gu He.

Obviously, at that time, Gu He was just a child who didn't understand anything.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-14?13:57:31~2021-07-15?14:47:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Yaya Luoxingzhou? 1 piece;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!