Why is first love so sweet?

Sheng Yi's face turned even redder.

He looked away unnaturally, and whispered embarrassingly, "Don't rush me."

How could it be so easy to say that kind of words.

In the beginning, Sheng Yi really wanted to give Rong Yu some complete love experience, but later he practiced privately a few times, and even read a lot of love comics in order to learn the correct confession posture.

Then he found out.

Confession of this matter, really - too!Disaster!up!

Likes or dislikes, the object is still his best friend who grew up with him...

Just thinking about it, Sheng Yi was about to explode in shame.

Will the moment in the comics where the hair flutters without wind, the face is full of shy shadows and slashes, and the eyes suddenly sparkle with stars, also happen to him?

Sheng Yi blushed and closed his eyes.

Oh my goodness.

It's almost like a puberty girl, this is definitely the most shameful thing he has ever done in his life.

Seeing that Sheng Yi's face was abnormally red again, Rong Yu put down his hands.

This time, he suddenly understood.

He remembered the night when he went to Hokkaido, Sheng Yi's face was so red.

Realizing that this guy who grew up without knowing what shame is, is actually shy.

Rong Yu couldn't help but tilt his head, the smile in his eyes deepened.

"Xiao Yu, can you..." Sheng Yi blushed and looked at Rong Yu, put down his face and asked weakly: "Give me some more time to prepare?"

Rong Yu's eyes softened.

Putting away his smile, Rong Yu rubbed his head: "Okay, I won't rush you. Tell me when you're ready, and let me prepare myself mentally."

Sheng Yi heaved a sigh of relief, revived with full blood on the spot, jumped up energetically and hugged Rong Yu's neck, raised his head and said excitedly with bright eyes: "Change quickly, I want to eat barbecue! Just now when I was waiting for you, I swiped into Chibo, almost You won't see me anymore."

"Why?" Rong Yu wrapped his arms around Sheng Yi's waist, took off his hat, raised his forehead and put it back on his head.

Sheng Yi looked serious: "I was almost greedy to death by the anchor, that girl is too powerful, she looks like a fairy when she is not talking, how can she eat so much?"

The smile in Rong Yu's eyes faded.

He took Sheng Yiquan's hands around his neck and changed his clothes.

After getting in the car, Sheng Yi showed him the video: "I'll go to this barbecue restaurant she recommended, it looks delicious."

Rong Yu glanced at the store name and used the navigation to locate it.

Along the way, Sheng Yi didn't notice anything wrong with Rong Yu at all. He sat in the co-pilot and watched food and broadcasts with great interest. He also generously rewarded others with gifts. Deng Shi also shared with him: "Wow, look, the seafood buffet she went to looks good, but the boss seems to be crying, it's so miserable."

Rong Yu glanced over faintly, and saw that the familiar profile picture of Sheng Yi was firmly in the top three of the gold masters.

It was so angry and funny.

But he didn't say anything.

This guy has been like this before.

Put all your enthusiasm into what you like without hesitation, especially no concept of money.When I was an Internet addict in junior high school, the money I spent on games could buy a similar sports car.

But the enthusiasm dissipated quickly.

When Guangrongyu saw it, he didn't know how many games he had changed.

Sheng Yi also learned to consume rationally.

In his third year of high school, because his family went bankrupt, Sheng Yi was forced to learn to live on a budget.

Peter Pan, who was supposed to dream forever in Neverland, was forced back to the cruel real world, and learned to bow his head to money.

Rong Yu didn't want to see Sheng Yi like that again.

Because it is an online celebrity restaurant, the barbecue restaurant is full of seats at night when the barbecue restaurant is hot.

I asked the clerk, and was told that it would take about an hour and a half to wait for a seat, and Sheng Yi was paralyzed.

Not being able to eat something when you really want to eat it is simply the greatest disaster in life.

Rong Yu glanced at the waiting seats where there were almost no vacant seats, then at Sheng Yi's disappointed expression, and said, "If you really want to eat, you can wait."

Sheng Yi shook his head, and touched his stomach that was already so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back: "Forget it, let's go to another house, just go to the one you took me to last time, it's not bad."

Ignoring the eyes of the people around, Rong Yu took Sheng Yi's hand and led him back to the parking lot.

Just as the two turned around, a pleasantly sweet and beautiful voice came from behind, "Senior Sheng Yi?"

Sheng Yi turned his head hesitantly, saw the girl he saw in the video just now, and opened his eyes in surprise: "You are...Xiao Qing?"

The anchor he remembered was called by this name.

But how would she know his name?

Rong Yu didn't pay attention to the person in the video just now, but now he recognized him, his brows slightly frowned, and he squeezed Sheng Yi's hand tightly.

A fresh girl in a boyish baseball T-shirt, denim skirt and white sneakers walked towards them with a down jacket on her arm.

Many fans recognized the million-followed internet celebrity anchor and took out their phones to take pictures.

An Yan walked up to him, and opened his eyes in confusion under his baseball cap: "Senior, did I lose too much weight? You really don't know me? I've been looking for you for a long time after you graduated, this is too sad Right. Are you using your previous WeChat account and mobile phone number?"

Talking to himself like a chatterbox, An Yan looked at Rongyu beside Sheng Yi, was startled, and then looked down at the hands of the two of them.

Seeing the pair of wedding rings, she opened her mouth in surprise.

"Do we know each other?" Sheng Yi realized that this was another acquaintance whom he had forgotten, and immediately felt apologetic, "I'm sorry, something happened to me, and I can't remember many things."

An Yan was stunned for a moment, nodded with complicated eyes, thought for a moment and warmly invited: "Are you waiting for a table? I have worked with the owner of this store before. Would you like to take a seat with me? You don't have to wait."

Sheng Yi was happily about to ask Rong Yu for his opinion, when he suddenly felt that the aura around him was very cold.

He asked blankly with his eyes.

Rong Yu just looked at An Yan expressionlessly, and didn't meet his gaze.

An Yan greeted Rong Yu naturally with a smile, and there was a trace of ambiguity in his bright smile: "Senior Rong Yu, long time no see, can I catch up with Senior Sheng Yi?"

Sheng Yi never expected to be an alumnus with a well-known internet celebrity, Sheng Yi thought it was amazing.

An Yan's small body contains great potential, and his personality is carefree and hearty. He ordered a table of the restaurant's signature food that she recommended.

"It's a pity that I couldn't even go to the wedding when you got married." An Yan mixed her secret barbecue sauce for Sheng Yi, sighed and put it in front of him, and joked a little weirdly: "Then I Is it okay not to follow the ceremony?"

Sheng Yi did have an indescribable intimacy with the girl's smile, but he still couldn't recall anything, and joked, "Okay, then I don't have to return the gift."

An Yan found out that the benefactor who gave her a generous gift just now was Sheng Yi, and said happily: "The benefactor's father is so generous, let's take today's meal as my gratitude!"

Sheng Yi smiled and didn't say anything, but he didn't want to really ask her to invite him, so he changed the subject: "Are you a year younger than me?"

"Yes, I transferred to Hongyu later. We only met when you were in your third year of high school."

Sheng Yi took a bite of the grilled shrimp, nodded in thought, but still had no impression.

"It's so sad, senior actually forgot about me." An Yan took a bite of roast beef with a sad face, glanced at Rong Yu and squinted with a smile, "But senior Rong Yu is really different, even if you forget No one will forget the most important person."

Thinking that he thought Rong Yu was his own brother before, Sheng Yi cleared his throat a little guilty.

He took a bunch of grilled prawns, peeled them off and put them on Rong Yu's empty plate: "This is delicious, try it."

Rong Yu folded his arms in the seat next to him and kept silent, his eyes lowered.

After looking at the prawns on the plate for a few seconds, I picked them up with chopsticks and ate them slowly, then put down the chopsticks again, "I'm not very hungry, so don't take care of me."

Sheng Yi's heart tensed.

Darkness is not good.

Sheng Yi repented endlessly in his heart, he shouldn't have come to eat some barbecue, wouldn't it be nice to go home and have a sweet home meal with Rong Yu?

Sheng Yi's intuition is still very sensitive.

If it was just an ordinary school girl, Rong Yu would at least be able to get by on the surface, and would not be so indifferent.

The more I think about it, the tighter my scalp becomes.

Looking up at An Yan's bright smile, Sheng Yi slammed his hand with a skewer, and he suddenly remembered that he had been praising her in front of Rongyu just now in the car.

Said that An Yan was like a fairy, and gave her a lot of presents.

Observing Rong Yu's indifferent expression from the corner of his eye, Sheng Yi's chewing speed became slower and slower, and his eyes began to wander restlessly.

Swallowing it as hard as sand, Sheng Yi suddenly felt that the barbecue was not fragrant.

I didn't dare to talk to An Yan anymore, I just wanted to go home and coax people.

After finally finishing eating, An Yan almost ate up a large table of barbecue by himself. He seemed a little unsatisfied, and asked enthusiastically, "Do you want to go to the next one? There is a teppanyaki restaurant nearby that is also very good."

"No, no, I can't eat anymore." Sheng Yi said with sincere admiration: "You really became famous by virtue of your strength."

An Yan scratched his head embarrassingly: "It's been like this since I was a child. The school cafeteria used to be too expensive and I couldn't get enough to eat. The seniors often invited me to eat. Now thinking about it, I'm still very touched."

"Really..." Sheng Yi hurriedly glanced at Rong Yu's colder face, and immediately got up nervously to interrupt the topic: "I, I'm going to the bathroom."

Seeing Sheng Yi fleeing for his life and hiding in the bathroom, An Yan laughed, looked at Rong Yu, who had been quiet all the time, and comforted him with his face: "Senior Rong Yu, don't be nervous, I gave up a long time ago. An idiot in love, it's too difficult to get him to confess. Only you can do it, and I sincerely wish you all."

Rong Yu raised his eyelashes indifferently.

"Don't worry, I wanted to find him just to thank him for taking care of me at school, and I won't contact him again." An Yan glanced at Sheng Yi who was by the sink, and said with a smile, "It's okay to forget me, After all, no matter how many times boys have been in love, they will never forget their first love."

Rong Yu frowned.

Picking up his and Sheng Yi's coats and standing up, he spoke to An Yan for the first time, and said indifferently, "I hope you will do what you say."

An Yan was stunned for a moment, then nodded with a smile: "I hope you are happy, I am very relieved to hand him over to you."

Rong Yu didn't look at her anymore, and went to the counter to check out. The clerk said that An Yan had already paid, but Rong Yu still left a wad of cash.

Sheng Yi came out after washing his hands, saw that Rong Yu was already waiting for him at the door, hurriedly bid farewell to An Yan and ran over to put his arms around his shoulders graciously, seeing that Rong Yu did not refuse, he was secretly relieved.

On the way home, Sheng Yi observed Rong Yu's face, trying to strike up a conversation with him.

Rong Yu drove the car silently without responding, his brows were slightly frowned.

In the past, even if he was unhappy, Rong Yu would not show it clearly.

Sheng Yi took a deep breath and squeezed his sleeves tightly.Put your hands on your knees and sit up straight unconsciously.

His heart beat wildly and he swallowed.

The car parked in the garage, Sheng Yi got out of the car nervously, seeing that Rong Yu's expression had returned to calm.

Sheng Yi has been thinking about how to coax people. When he entered the house, before he could coax him, Rong Yu picked up Ares' night glow collar and knelt down to put it on. He got up and said softly, "I'll take Ares for a walk."

"Me too." Sheng Yi said immediately.

Rong Yu glanced at him, turned and went out the door.

The night in February was still very cold, and the snow on the ground had not yet melted.

Ares was running joyfully on the snow in a light yellow dress, and his orange luminous collar flickered, so he could be seen at a glance in the dark.

After walking quietly for 10 minutes, the two sat on chairs by the lake and watched Ares throw and pick up his beloved toy ball in the snow.

Sheng Yi put on the sweater hood in his jacket to avoid the cold, looked at Ares and said with a smile: "It's quite good at playing."

"Mind if I smoke a cigarette?" The person next to me suddenly asked.

Sheng Yi was stunned, looked over slowly, and shook his head.

There was a crisp click, and the fire lit up in the night for a second.

With the man's gentle exhalation, like a breath of cold air being exhaled, a thin white mist rose up, swaying over that handsome face, and was quickly blown away in the icy air by the slight wind.

Sheng Yi could only smell the coolness of mint.

The last time I saw Rong Yu smoking was when he and Rong Yu came back to meet their parents.

Rong Yu rarely touched cigarettes in front of him.

This kind of Rongyu looks more cold and alienated.

People who have always been strict and self-disciplined suddenly broke the positive image they had established for a long time.

There is an indescribably decadent sex appeal.

When the dark pupils were slightly out of focus, there was a coquettish danger.

Sheng Yi couldn't take his eyes off.

He could guess when Rong Yu started smoking, probably after he was hospitalized in an accident.

He felt a pang in his heart, and at the same time, in the dark part of his heart, there was a kind of morbid satisfaction that made Rong Yu gradually sink for him.

"Is there any more?" Sheng Yi suddenly thought a little bit, although he almost forgot how to smoke, he took out his hand from his pocket, "Give me one."

Through the swaying cool mist for a moment, those deep black eyes squinted lazily at him.

"No." Rong Yu refused coldly.

"Why?" Sheng Yi laughed, and touched the pocket of Rong Yu's coat by himself.

Rong Yu leaned against the bench, with one hand resting on the armrest and holding the snow-white cigarette stick loosely with his long fingers, and with the other hand, he pressed the man firmly into his arms, lowering his eyes and chuckling: "I'm afraid you won't be able to pay it back."

Sheng Yi didn't understand.

Wanting to straighten up, Rong Yu forcefully pressed his shoulders and pressed them back, almost lying on his back into his arms.

Sheng Yi looked at the face looking down at him, fascinated, when Rong Yu suddenly threw away the cigarette in his hand, lowered his head and pried his lips open.

A mouthful of cool mist came in, and the wet tip of his tongue licked his mouth tenderly.

This time Sheng Yi seized the right moment and raised his hand to hook Rong Yu's neck, preventing him from leaving after flirting.

Enthusiastically kissing Rong Yu with the tip of his tongue in the cool smoke.

The nicotine that he hadn't touched for a long time and the suffocating kiss made Sheng Yi feel slightly dizzy.

Rong Yu held his head up through the hat with his cold hands, and kissed him from gentle to hard, until the root of his tongue hurt, as if he really wanted to ask him for something.

The sub-zero temperature at night ignited a hot flame.

The bonfire in the glass observatory crackled.

Sheng Yi could even see the starry sky above his head.

He vaguely saw the eastward direction of the zenith, the circle formed by the six small stars of Pisces.

The sound of Rong Yu's breathing was very clear in his ears, like a dying fish that jumped to the shore for him, and could only cling to him to continue its life.If you leave him, you will turn into foam on the sea.

Sheng Yi was sweating a little, his slightly damp forehead was scattered in the hood of the sweater, and he was clutching the black coat above, his fingertips turned white.

"Hanghang." Rong Yu hugged him tightly, brushing his hair against his ears, his voice was a little hoarse: "It's okay to say later, or never...don't lie to me."

Sheng Yi feebly raised his hand to touch Rong Yu's hair, tilted his head and kissed the dark hair on his forehead: "...I swear."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-06-2617:28:01~2021-06-2722:53:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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