Why is first love so sweet?

One o'clock in the morning, new year.

It was the last night before Sheng Yi's departure, and both of them suffered from insomnia.

I don't want to play with my phone, and I don't want to have sex, so I simply turn on the desk lamp.

Both of them were wearing pajamas, Rong Yu was leaning against the head of the bed, and Sheng Yi was lying on his lap. Ares was allowed to go to bed, and slept snoring on Sheng Yi's chest.

The air conditioner in the bedroom was on full blown, the night outside looked cold but the house looked very warm inside.

Sheng Yi looked at the face above that seemed to have changed a lot, and seemed to have not changed much from when he was a child, and asked with a lazy smile: "Do you remember the first time we met? It was at your door."

"Remember." Rong Yu lifted Sheng Yi's forehead hair with his hands, revealing a smooth forehead, looking at the pair of big and bright eyes that surprised him before.

I don't want to admit anything so easily, saying: "Your hands were so dirty that day."

"Where is it dirty?" Sheng Yi stared at him dissatisfied, "It's mulberry juice, very clean! It's still very sweet."

"I remember looking at your nails for several days, they were all purple." Rong Yu couldn't help laughing.

"I wanted to give it to you to eat." Sheng Yi said regretfully, "Seeing how disgusting you are, I ate it all myself. I don't have a good taste... Hey, by the way, have you never eaten mulberries? "

Rong Yu thought for a while, and was also a little surprised that he hadn't eaten it: "Well, I haven't eaten it, what is it like?"

Sheng Yi also hasn't eaten it for many years. He recalled: "Ripe ones are very sweet, unripe ones are very sour."

"What fruit is not like this." Rong Yu said with a smile.

"It has a special fragrance." Sheng Yi couldn't describe it, he frowned slightly and struggled to think of words: "Especially the one that is completely ripe, purple to black, not sour at all, and so sweet that it has a special flavor." It tastes a bit like... medicinal materials? It’s very healthy. Because its stems are usually eaten together, it also has a grassy taste.”

Rong Yu imagined it based on Sheng Yi's description, and commented objectively: "I don't really want to eat."

"..." Sheng Yi also felt that his description was a bit stretched, and he was inexplicably stubborn when the recommendation failed. He took Rong Yu's hand and said, "I will definitely buy it for you to try when it's season."

"Why is it so recommended?" Rong Yu asked with a puzzled smile.

"Because it's the flavor of my childhood." Sheng Yi raised his hand to touch Rong Yu's face, "I don't have the flavor of my childhood before I met you."

Rong Yu grabbed his hand, took it off and squeezed his palm, his downcast eyes became gentle, "Okay."

"What do you remember?" Rong Yu asked.

Sheng Yi touched Ares on his chest, thought for a while, and then glared at Rong Yu: "Did you really bother me when we first met?"

"No." Rong Yu said calmly.

"Absolutely." Sheng Yi squinted his eyes and snorted, "Otherwise, why would you break up with me because of such a trivial matter? I would have seen through you at that time, you are too narrow-minded."

"A trivial matter?" Rong Yu raised his eyebrows: "Is it a trivial matter to peek at other people's diaries?"

"But I was ignorant at that time." Sheng Yi argued shamelessly, "I was only young at that time, and later I apologized and you ignored me, so you just said that you are narrow-minded?"

Everyone will always have a filter to see the mistakes they have made, and find excuses to forgive themselves.

Rong Yu calmly restored the truth to him: "Except for the last apology, when have you ever seriously reflected on it before? Isn't it all to borrow my homework when you invite me to eat?"

Sheng Yi was stunned: "I invited you to eat to coax you, who else did I invite? How can you turn things upside down so much?"

Sheng Yi was a little angry, struggling to sit up, Rong Yu pressed his head back to his lap, angrily said: "No wonder how hard it is to coax you, so I am that kind of villain in your eyes. Besides, How difficult is the primary school student's homework? I only care about your borrowing because I have a good relationship with you. Do you think I still care about borrowing?"

Ares was awakened by Sheng Yi's movements, and looked at the two masters sleepily.

"Is it necessary to be angry about what happened more than ten years ago?" Rong Yu leaned down and kissed the tip of Sheng Yi's nose in a funny way, and smoothed his hair like a dog, "I was wrong, okay."

"No." Sheng Yi looked away unwillingly, but he was actually very pleased with Rong Yu's concession, "Let's settle the past tonight and let me go clean."

"Don't talk nonsense." Rong Yu frowned.

"That's not what it means." Sheng Yi didn't expect Rong Yu to be so sensitive to such words, and hurriedly raised his hand to rub his cold face: "The kind of departure."

Rong Yu frowned slightly, still looking a little displeased.

"Then talk about being happy." Sheng Yi quickly changed the subject, "By the way, what about the chocolate I gave you for Christmas that year? Did you eat it later?"

There was a little smile in Rong Yu's eyes.

Sheng Yi sat on the bed with Ares in his arms and waited for a while, watching Rong Yu get out of bed and take out a well-preserved purple box from the safe.

"My god..." Sheng Yi was stunned, and wanted to take the box, but was avoided by Rong Yu.

"You still keep it." Sheng Yi watched in disbelief as Rong Yu sat by the bed and carefully opened the box. There was a lot of desiccant in it, and the chocolate was still brown and black, covered with a thin white frost of time.

Sheng Yi asked in surprise, "Is this still edible?"

Rong Yu joked solemnly, "If you want to become Snow White, you can try it."

"I still want to live to be 120 years old." Sheng Yi hugged Ares tightly and shook his head in horror, and said amusedly, "It was just an allergen back then, but now it has become a poison. As expected of the chocolate I made."

The gap that Rong Yu carefully broke off that year was still very clear, neither of them dared to touch it with their hands, they just looked at it quietly with nostalgia.

"Ignoring the edible shelf life, it should last for a long time." Rong Yu covered the box and put it back in the safe.

Lying back on Rongyu's lap, Sheng Yi picked up his mobile phone and searched, looked up in surprise and said: "There is a box of chocolates in the UK that has been preserved for more than 100 years, and it was auctioned for a lot of money! We can also save this box after we save it." auction!"

Rong Yu didn't have any heartbeat.

Gently stroking Sheng Yi's hair, he corrected coldly and miserly: "It's not us, it's mine."

"Isn't yours mine after marriage?" Sheng Yi said deliberately, "Anyway, I didn't do a property notarization before marriage, and I will sell it after 100 years."

"It can also be notarized after marriage." Rong Yu said calmly, "Go to the notary office before leaving tomorrow."

"All right, yours, yours."

Sheng Yi was really convinced.

Seeing that Rong Yu cherished the gift he gave so much, he was also secretly happy in his heart.

The two enjoyed a comfortable moment of silence, listening to Ares purring.

"Why is it so rough?" Sheng Yi couldn't help laughing, grabbed Ares' big ears and blew mischievously inside.

Ares whined irritably and aggrievedly, turned his belly up with his eyes closed, and started snoring again after a while.

Sheng Yi wanted to continue teasing him, Rong Yu flicked Sheng Yi's forehead for Ares, "Everything is boring."

"It's not boring, it's so interesting." Sheng Yi smirked, "Compared to it, Xiaojie is really elegant."

"Same as you." Rong Yu said.

"How is it like me? I don't snore when I sleep." Sheng Yi retorted dissatisfied.

Rong Yu hooked his lips meaningfully: "How do you know?"

Sheng Yi was stunned, and Chi asked: "Am I snoring while sleeping? Impossible, shit... It's over, my handsome image."

"No." Rong Yu chuckled softly, "But he also slept very hard."

"That's because my sleep quality is good." Sheng Yi breathed a sigh of relief, thought with a smile and said, "That's right, otherwise we've slept together for so many years, and your sleep is so shallow, you can't bear it long ago."

"You won't wake up in the middle of the night, how do you know I'm shallow?" Rong Yu asked with a smile.

"I can feel it." Sheng Yi also felt it was amazing, "Sometimes you are half asleep and half awake, and you can tell that you are not asleep just by hearing your breathing."

Speaking of this, Sheng Yi suddenly became a little curious, and asked seriously: "Do you only have feelings for me, or are you born with feelings for boys?"

Rong Yu also answered seriously: "Only for you."

"What about the girls?" Sheng Yi was inexplicably nervous, and he didn't know what he was nervous about.

Does Rongyu have feelings for girls?

Rong Yu's eyes darkened, and he rubbed his earlobe: "You are fine."

Sheng Yi smiled and narrowed his eyes: "If I were a girl, I would have been pregnant with your child a long time ago."

Covering Sheng Yi's flat belly through pajamas, Rong Yu whispered ambiguously: "Blame me for working too hard?"

Sheng Yi's face was a little hot, he didn't want to lose, and deliberately fought back: "I don't have a comparison."

As soon as he finished speaking, Sheng Yi saw the eyes of the person above darken, pinched his chin to force him to meet his gaze, and asked coolly, "How do you want to compare?"

"..." There was a chill behind his back, and he felt a strong danger, Sheng Yi turned around and hugged Rong Yu's waist with great desire to survive, and said flatteringly: "My husband is the best."

The corners of Rong Yu's mouth couldn't help but to rise again, not liking himself so easy to coax, he bit Sheng Yi's ear punishingly.

It's been a long time since they chatted all night like this, and the two seem to be back when they were still friends.Relationship boundaries are sometimes clear and sometimes jumpy.Instead of being awkward, it just feels more intimate.It seems that various relationships are fused together, gradually deepening, and can be freely switched at any time.

When it comes to topics between friends, Rongyu will listen patiently, answer the conversation naturally, and occasionally give some suggestions and responses.When talking about some ambiguous topics, Rong Yu would casually tease him, and then seeing Sheng Yi blushing, then lowered his head to kiss him and touch his ears.

After chatting until two or three o'clock, Sheng Yi was a little hungry, so the two left the bed and went to the kitchen to look through the refrigerator.

Rong Yu found the dumplings that Tang Yun had frozen for them, cooked a plate, ate some with Sheng Yi, and prepared some snacks for Ares who was awakened by the aroma.

"Do you remember the expression on the math teacher's face at that time?" Sheng Yi laughed so hard that his stomach hurt when talking about the fun in junior high school, "I feel like the teacher really suspects you of plastic surgery."

Sheng Yi imitated the math teacher's puzzled look of stroking "Mediterranean" bald head, and imitated the teacher's accent: "Huh? Why did Long Yutong's eyes get bigger?"

Rong Yu was drinking water, when he saw Sheng Yi's miraculous imitation, he choked violently, turned his head to cover his mouth and coughed, and his shoulders trembled with laughter.

Feeling that it wasn't enough after eating, Sheng Yi found a bottle of red wine, took out two goblets and poured some, and sat on the carpet with Rong Yu on the sofa to drink and chat.

"I don't know what will happen." Sheng Yi drank alcohol on his face, his ears and neck turned red after drinking a little, and he leaned on Rong Yu's shoulder and said with hazy eyes, "My painting style is so similar to my teacher. , I feel like the shadow of my teacher."

Rong Yu's long eyelashes drooped slightly, and he quietly listened to Sheng Yi's troubles.

"It's great to have a great first teacher." Sheng Yi played with Rong Yu's fingers, breathing heavily, and said in a low voice: "Ling has always envied me. This is something that many people dream of. I know that. But only I know how difficult it is to break through with such a powerful teacher."

"I can already imagine what everyone will think of me in the future." Sheng Yi laughed disappointedly, "Because even I feel that I can't surpass it. If I can't surpass it, it's meaningless."

Rong Yu tilted his head to look at Sheng Yi's lonely expression, and pinched his fingers comfortingly.

"Because the teacher has sealed the pen, everyone will buy my paintings in memory of the teacher in the future." Sheng Yi made himself optimistic, turned his head and looked at Rong Yu, and said with a smile, "It's not necessary to worry that the paintings will not be sold in the future, which is also very good. .”

Rong Yu smiled reassuringly: "When is the art exhibition?"

"It's mid-April." Sheng Yi asked expectantly, "Will you come to see me?"

"Can I buy your paintings too?" Rong Yu asked.

"You want?" Sheng Yi realized that he had never given a painting to Rong Yu in a serious manner, and immediately said, "I'll give you one on your birthday."

Rong Yu's eyes lit up: "Okay."

"But you can't buy it during the exhibition." Sheng Yi warned in advance.

"Is it okay to ask for an objective price?"

Rong Yu is a bit regretful, he really wants to be Sheng Yi's first Bole on his career path.

He wanted to possess all Sheng Yi's first time.

"No." Sheng Yi flatly refused, and seeing the disappointment in Rong Yu's eyes, he hugged his arm and coaxed softly: "There is no need for this. They are all from your own family. You spend money to buy them with me from your own bank card. What's the difference between withdrawing the money and putting it back? And there are too many such things in the circle, and I don't want to find acquaintances to buy them at a high price and make them famous."

Knowing that Sheng Yi wanted to know his true value, Rong Yu had no choice but to give up.

But he has begun to envy the lucky first Bole.

Thinking of creating for Rongyu, Sheng Yi suddenly burst into inspiration. During this period of time, all the creative ideas and heavy pressure that were crowded in his mouth were swept away, and he just wanted to pick up the brush immediately.

His hands were itchy, so he took the ipad and drew a picture of Ares sleeping in the kennel with Rong Yu.

After Sheng Yi finished drawing, Rong Yu saved the picture as his phone wallpaper.

The night was getting more and more energetic. When it was almost dawn, Sheng Yi glanced out of the floor-to-ceiling window, sat up suddenly, and had a sudden thought: "Xiaoyu, let's go watch the sunrise! Is there a mountain nearby?" coming?"

Instead of running in the morning, the two drove to a nearby mountain early in the morning.

Many people came to see the first sunrise of the new year, most of them went to the temples on the top of the mountain to pray for blessings and eliminate disasters in the new year. Sheng Yi saw that there were still many people carrying huge incense sticks, and they probably came here to grab the first incense. morning.

Sheng Yi wore a tracksuit and hat, and pulled Rong Yu up the steep mountain road with great vigor.

In the early morning, the mountains are full of morning mist, and under the sky that is not fully lit in ultramarine, the white mist is moist like a fairyland.Climbing to a high place, the branches are covered with white ice crystals and snow, and the smell of cedar is delicate and beautiful.

After crawling to the back, Sheng Yi was already out of breath, but Rong Yu's breath was still steady.

Sheng Yi panted and stood on the high steps near the top of the mountain, looking back at the sky.

A gradation of blue, slowly being topped off by the reddish white of the horizon.

The first dawn of the new year has begun.

"Hurry up, the sun will come out soon." Sheng Yi anxiously dragged Rong Yu to run up the steps, "Fortunately, he didn't bring Ares here, and he climbed to the top of the mountain at noon with him in his arms."

After finally climbing to the top, the sun just poked out a tip.

The fog in the mountains is like a sea of ​​clouds, stepping on their feet.The red light spreads on the foggy surface little by little, and as the magma-like balls rise slowly, the sky turns into a brilliant rose gold, and the holy and solemn light shines on everyone equally.

Sheng Yi unconsciously became humble, his nose was inexplicably sour from the shock and complicated emotions.Let him be infinitely grateful for the scene in front of him, and cherish the life he was lucky enough to recover completely.

Sitting on the rock with Rong Yu, he quietly watched the whole process of the sunrise. Sheng Yi clasped his hands and fingers under his nose, and made a pious New Year's wish.

Rong Yu turned around and looked at Sheng Yi's trembling eyelashes, without asking him what wish he had made.

After looking at it for a while, I also looked at the sun that was already floating steadily in the sky, and I would like to be grateful in my heart.

A year ago, he had climbed the mountain alone in the most desperate moment.

He has no faith, but at that moment, he looked at the sunrise that carried all the hopes in the world, and made a wish to all the gods in the world, asking them to return Sheng Yi's soul to him, for which he was willing to pay any price.

Rong Yu didn't know what those gods had taken from him.

But he no longer fears any loss.

Bathed in the pure morning light, Sheng Yi felt as if he had the courage to face all difficulties.

The upcoming second parting will no longer make him vulnerable and sentimental.

He knew that the short farewell was just to welcome a better future.

"See you next time. I'm sure I'm ready." Sheng Yi pressed Rong Yu's hand on the stone, turned his head and said with a bright smile, "You can look forward to our new stage."

"Isn't your name Sheng Yi?" Rong Yu joked calmly, "Then I have to reconsider."

"I found that you don't call me 'Hang Hang' recently." Sheng Yi tilted his head, squinted his eyes and looked at Rong Yu, "Why are you unfamiliar with me?"

Rong Yu lowered his eyelashes and curled his lips slightly.

He has indeed been restraining recently.

Sheng Yi probably didn't even know what that address contained.

But Rong Yu was very sober.

From the first time he called that exclusive name and patted Sheng Yi on the back to lull him to sleep, he was trapped by this exclusive honorary title.

That name upgraded his status, carried all of Sheng Yi's dependence, and turned their friendship into a family relationship.

At the same time, it also became a shackle.

Let Rong Yu feel at a loss because of his love that has crossed the boundary.

"When you need it." Rong Yu just said that.

But he hopes that from now on, what Sheng Yi needs most is his love.

Sheng Yi looked at Rong Yu half understanding.

Rong Yu glanced at his watch, jumped down from the rock, and stretched out his hand to Sheng Yi: "Go back and clean up, give your elders a New Year greeting, and take you to the airport."

Sheng Yi didn't hold his hand, but stretched out his hands, smiling and beckoning Rong Yu to catch him.

Rong Yu smiled knowingly and spread his hands.

Closing his eyes trustingly, Sheng Yi boldly jumped down and threw himself into a warm and reliable embrace.

"Hanghang." Rong Yu hugged him tenderly, lowered his head and whispered in his ear, still a little unbelievable, "Is it really possible?"

This time Sheng Yi understood.

"It's ok." He hugged Rong Yu back, clinging to him with passion full of love, and promised to comfort him, "If it's you, you can do whatever you want."

Sheng Yi knew that next time he came back, he would lose a friend and a relative.

He would be alone again, as he had just woken from a long sleep.

But he will get a perfect lover.

enough to replace it all.

Sheng Yi raised his head and kissed Rong Yu actively.

He went in and hooked Rong Yu's tongue more enthusiastically than when they parted last time, and the tip of the tongue scraped across the base of his tongue and palate vigorously.

Wild and ambiguous.

The most loving kiss.

A few seconds later, Sheng Yi sucked away Rong Yu's lower lip and gazed up at his perfect lover.

The two pressed their noses reluctantly and nostalgicly.

Sheng Yi raised his chin and kissed again, and added earnestly: "It's you who can do it."

If only one person can be loved in this life.

That person can only be called Rong Yu.

Rong Yu closed his eyes and leaned against Sheng Yi's forehead, slightly pursing his lips: "I'm looking forward to it."

The author has something to say: the second volume is over~

Let the love begin!

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