The enemies will fight for me [Rebirth]
Chapter 77
Qin Yan put his hand on the doorknob of the ward without pressing it down.
The words of talking with the doctor came to my ears.
'Cranial nerves are still a direction that human medicine has not yet fully conquered, and there are many reasons for amnesia. '
'It may be caused by external force. After all, he has many scratches and bruises on his body. It may also be that the brain cells have been damaged due to the lack of oxygen for too long. Of course, it cannot be ruled out that he has received certain mental stimulation. After this incident, the memory is self-enclosed. '
'But in any case, being awake and thinking clearly, without intellectual impairment, is a very good result. '
'As for whether it can be recovered, whether it is short-term amnesia or permanent amnesia, it depends on the next development. '
Qin Yan lost his mind, realized that he was about to enter the ward, and stopped for some reason, so he continued to open the door.
He never hesitated to do things like this.
Walk into the ward, sit on the armrest of the chair, raise your legs, and make your posture look relaxed.
The person who was half-sitting on the soft pillow on the bed raised his eyes and glanced at him.
Qin Yan didn't know how to speak. Pei Ke in front of him was still wearing an oxygen inhalation mask, and his eyes were light and unfocused. This was a different person from previous receptions.
Qin Yan guessed that it was because he was weak when he just woke up, and he missed the sharp and confident eyes of the other party.
When he was looking at Pei Ke, Pei Ke was also looking at him, scanning him from beginning to end with a calm and unfamiliar perspective, as if meeting him for the first time.
Qin Yan had to accept a reality.
He doesn't know him anymore.
This realization made him feel a sense of nothingness, and he didn't know what to say.
The ward was so quiet that no one spoke, only the real-time ECG monitoring machine made an electronic sound at regular intervals.
It also beats very smoothly.
Pei Ke was the first to break the silence and pulled down the oxygen mask.
"You saved me."
A declarative sentence, I don't know what the people around him said to him after waking up.
Qin Yan nodded, and didn't feel that there was anything special about this matter.
"Thank you."
Qin Yan didn't speak, and when one day Pei Ke no longer had any hostile feelings towards him, and calmly and sincerely thanked him, he didn't feel any joy.
They were strangers now, and on the contrary, seemed to be farther apart than they had been before when they were hostile.
At least in the past, I knew about Pei Ke's past, and they were closely connected for this reason, keeping the secret together.
"The doctor said that I kept holding it when I was unconscious."
After being smoked, Pei Ke's voice was hoarse, and he stopped talking after a few words.
"What is it?" He held up a corner of paper in his hand to show Qin Yan.
Qin Yan stretched out his hand, opened his palm, and watched Pei Ke put the corner of the paper in his palm.
A corner of the painting was torn off, uneven and wrinkled.
Even though he was unconscious, he could still hold it tightly. It must have been something very important to the person involved back then, so Pei Ke probably wanted to know it very much.
Qin Yan looked at the little bit of color that still existed on it, and his eyes were dim.
The painting on it was Pei Ke from the previous life, he knew it.
But the pain of forgetting, do you want to let Pei Ke know again?
Who knows if forgetting is a gift from heaven, seeing Pei Ke is too difficult, I want to make it easier for him.
"Please tell me." Pei Ke seemed to see that he was thinking of words, and asked.
Unexpectedly, one day, when the other party used this word in front of him, Qin Yan blinked his eyes, very uncomfortable.
"It's just a... self-portrait you gave yourself, and others can't understand it."
"You don't understand either?" Pei Ke pointed directly at the center of the problem.
Even if you lose your memory and have no past experience, the people in front of you are still sharp.
Qin Yan returned the corner of the painting to Pei Ke, put his hands on the armrest again, and let himself return to his usual calm posture.
"That was you in the past. At that time, you didn't have the identity you have now."
Pei Ke nodded with half understanding: "Before the illegitimate child is found, dating is not easy."
With his understanding in this way, Qin Yan naturally didn't go into details. He watched Pei Ke staring at the drawing paper lost in thought, looked up at the dripping bottle, and felt the chest tightness when he left the ward in the afternoon hit again, so that he was obviously the most relaxed Sitting posture, but feel the whole body is suppressed.
Yes, never remember?
Well, maybe it's a good thing.
In this way, Pei Ke can start a new life without being troubled by painful memories.
He watched the drip, wondering if the medicine could restore Pei Ke's memory.
"Ayan?"
Qin Yan suddenly withdrew his gaze and focused on Pei Ke's eyes, a hint of shock and confusion appeared in his eyes.
Seeing his reaction, Pei Ke gave him a slight smile, and explained in a low voice with a hoarse voice: "I didn't think about it, I just tried it, I was thinking, which way to call you won't make you sad, I Did you really call me that before?"
Qin Yan understood that calling Mr. Qin and Mr. Qin sounded outrageous.
Probably the people around were just stating objective facts, so Pei Ke thought that he risked injury to save himself, and the two must be close.
This is a complete misunderstanding.
Between them, Pei Ke originally called him Boss Qin.
He was shocked and dazed, not because he thought Pei Ke had recovered his memory, but because he couldn't believe the sudden closeness between the two.
Pei Ke completely misunderstood.
Maybe it was a long story, and the person on the bed coughed.
It also saved Qin Yan from answering this question.
He got up subconsciously, poured a glass of warm water, glanced at the weak man, sat on the edge of the bed and put his arms around Pei Ke's shoulders, helped him up, and brought the glass to his lips.
Pei Ke held his hand, took a few sips in this posture, and looked up at him sideways.
Qin Yan and his eyes met. They used to have a closer distance, so he didn't feel unaccustomed to this action.
Pei Ke's eyes were clear and bright, without schemes, coldness, sarcasm, arrogance, or ruthlessness.
Just looking at him innocently.
You can't feel it when you are far away, but you can experience it more carefully when you are close.
For a while, there were mixed feelings, and my heart seemed to be empty.
Qin Yan dodged it, his eyes fell on the wound on his cheek, he saw from one place to another, and only after seeing everything, he lowered his eyes and poured his glass again.
Pei Ke drank a few more sips, turned her head, pulled down the breathing mask, her chest rose and fell, and she obviously slowed down.
Qin Yan got up and put the water glass on the bedside, thinking of something: "The doctor arranged for you to enter the hyperbaric oxygen chamber tomorrow, which is better than the ventilator. I will be with you."
He also inhaled a lot of smoke.
Wanting to get up after speaking, Pei Ke held the corner of his sleeve.
Qin Yan looked at his slender fingers, somehow seeing a trace of nostalgia in them, he raised his eyes to Pei Ke.
"Hey, then I'll wait for you."
A thin layer of mist sprayed out from Pei Ke's oxygen mask.
For a moment, Qin Yan wanted to stay.
He felt a sense of being relied on.
He held Pei Ke's cold fingers with his warm palm, pulled it off, and put it under the quilt.
"Don't take out the infusion."
After finishing speaking, he got up and left, and turned around to leave a sentence before going out.
"I'll come back tomorrow."
After the bodyguard left, she returned to the room. After a while, a nurse entered the ward. She put a warm plush water bag under Pei Ke's wrist for infusion to relieve the cold caused by the cold liquid, and then Turned up the air conditioner temperature.
In the end, she helped Pei Ke lie flat and informed him softly.
"Tomorrow, the hyperbaric oxygen chamber is scheduled for ten o'clock in the morning. Our hospital is a small cabin, and there are only four seats in each cabin. If there is no accident tomorrow, it will only be you and Mr. Qin."
Pei Ke held the piece of paper with her fingertips, felt the temperature in the quilt, and could easily imagine who the nurse followed the instructions to tell him.
His body was very uncomfortable, his whole body had no strength, he seemed to be falling apart, and there were many bruises. He didn't know what he had experienced when he escaped on the night of the fire.
The calm and reticent man in front of him seems to have only a bandage on his forehead, but there may be other hidden injuries on his body.
The bodyguard guarding him briefly recounted the experience to Pei Ke.
Fire, car accident, escape.
Every word is shocking.
Therefore, when I was in danger, I immediately called this man, and the man drove to save him even if he was drunk.
The first to arrive, went to the sea of fire, and finally they fell downstairs together, and the rescue team rushed up after a long delay.
What is his relationship with this man named Qin Yan?
The strange environment, the identity without memory at all, everything makes people feel very uneasy.
Pei Ke has no memory of anything except his own name, and he has a sense of crisis.
Since someone is coming to harm him, if he is rescued, will the enemy continue to target him?
Who can he trust?
You should be able to trust Qin Yan, right?
Those who desperately saved him would definitely not want to harm him.
The other party's behavior seemed to be that he was not an ordinary business friend, especially when he called his name, Qin Yan's eyes suddenly looked at him——
Regardless of whether he really used the name "Ayan" before, at least he can be sure that the man cares about him very much.
Moreover, even taking care of people, which is not a high-ranking person, Qin Yan did it naturally, as if he had done it more than once.
No matter how close the contact is, the man will not avoid it, he will only look back at him quietly, and then stare at the scratch on his chin for distraction.
Qin Yan is still aware of the painting, and also knows the significance of the painting to him. People who are not familiar with this kind of secret mind must not be able to know.
They...should have been very close.
Pei Ke looked at the ceiling. When he woke up, the first thing he saw was Qin Yan propped up beside the bed. Now that the man left, he still remembered to ask the nurse to take care of him, so as to dispel his worries and make him feel at ease.
These drips, like the palms holding his fingers, make people feel warm and at ease.
But... the man was too preoccupied. When he sat by the bed and looked at him, there was a hint of sadness in his eyes. The whole person fell into a kind of depression, and the atmosphere around him was very depressing.
Is it heartache because of what happened to you?Pei Ke didn't know.
But he didn't like Qin Yan's expression.
He closed his eyes to go to sleep.
I hope that I can recover soon, so that I can better deal with the things encountered in this position, and also... find out the relationship with Qin Yan, and relieve this savior's worries.
When Qin Yan came to the ward the next day, Pei Ke's assistant was talking to him about work.
The man's windbreaker was open, his hands were in his pockets, and he frowned at this extra person.
This is not one of his subordinates, if he wants to take care of him, it is inevitable that he will be a bit overstepped, according to Pei Ke's usual personality, he will definitely have a few words of cynicism with him.
So the words of the lesson came to his lips and got stuck.
"President Qin." The male assistant greeted him politely, then turned his head to continue the explanation just now.
They are talking about a piece of land, which should be the project that Pei Ke was about to make a decision before losing his memory.
The silent gaze made people feel pressured. With his back to Qin Yan, the male assistant stumbled twice when speaking.
Pei Ke interrupted at the right time: "You go out."
Seeing the male assistant packing up his things and preparing to leave, Qin Yan found a chance to express his dissatisfaction.
"Boss Lu can't see these now."
His tone was a little cold, commanding.
How can a patient who has just woken up and has amnesia in his brain cope with these complicated tasks?It is not wise to make a choice at this time. The best way is to put down all affairs and rest and recover as soon as possible.
The assistant stood where he was, with a look of embarrassment on his face.
"I asked him to tell the story." Pei Ke helped the bewildered assistant understand, motioned him to leave with his eyes, and then looked at Qin Yan when he heard the sound of closing the door, his whole spirit was obviously better than yesterday, "I didn't expect You came so early."
Qin Yan came an hour earlier, although he didn't know how to arrange these times.
But still want to stay here.
Probably because he wanted to find out about Pei Ke's condition.
"Nothing else." Qin Yan prevaricated, saw Pei Ke put the tablet on the bed, and said a little bluntly.
"If you are anxious about work, I can give you advice."
He can help him.
After being misunderstood so many times, extending an olive branch with good intentions is always unavoidable and cautious.
Seeing Pei Ke examining him calmly, she refused slightly.
"I will ask my father about the choice."
Qin Yan nodded slightly to express his understanding.
That's right, the other party has just woken up, and everything around him is unfamiliar, plus he was murdered by a traitor, and his work involves interests, so outsiders must not give advice.
Qin Yan reflected on himself, he is not a meddling person, it seems that he has not insisted on this when facing Pei Ke.
They got so close now because of his meddling.
"You should be very busy too." Pei Ke's words cut off his thoughts.
"Such as today, on weekday mornings, you should have as much work as I do."
Realizing that Pei Ke was worried that he didn't have time, Qin Yan didn't react for a few seconds, and then raised one corner of his lips, sarcastically: "The family has a holiday."
Pei Ke didn't read any other meaning, and nodded in agreement: "You are also injured, you should rest."
what did he think of.
"By the way, my stepmother called with a concerned tone and expressed apology for not taking good care of me. My half-brother came to see me in the morning. He was very excited to see me wake up, but his words were secretive. , and the schedule seems to be very busy, and he left in a short while, what do you think?"
Listening to Pei Ke's report to him, Qin Yan felt a sense of novelty, especially when the other party's words were asking for help, hoping to get his analysis.
"You never call her that. You only call her Mrs. Lu. She will formally apologize for what she did, but not on the phone."
Pei Ke woke up instantly, and he pointed his finger at his chest: "Did she do it?"
Qin Yanlue nodded without elaborating. When Pei Ke gradually recovers, if he hasn't remembered the past, he will have more to tell him.
"Lu Yuyue, before Lu Jiawei told him that he has no blood relationship with him, so he has no inheritance rights. Not many people know about this matter."
Qin Yan didn't explain his relationship with his fifth brother, which might make Pei Ke wary of him.
Pei Ke frowned and lowered her voice: "The children of the main wife have no inheritance rights?"
"Did I do it?" He was very surprised and murmured, "No wonder she took the risk and chose this path."
Qin Yan felt a little uncomfortable being talked about by Pei Ke as one of his own.
He thought of Fu Shenting, was this how his elder brother was completely trusted when he got along with Pei Ke?Interest topics can be discussed at will, or they can plan together.
The intimacy of this kind of partnership is really enviable.
"Sorry, I don't know about this issue, you haven't told me about it." So much so that we had conflicts over this.
Qin Yan lowered his gaze, not wanting to talk about this topic.
Pei Ke could clearly capture his emotions, so she stopped talking.
There was silence in the ward, and after a while, a sentence came out suddenly.
"I used to be a bad person?"
Before Qin Yan could answer, there was a knock on the door of the ward, and then the nurse opened the door: "Mr. Qin, the dean asked me to ask you. He was afraid that your schedule would be tight, so he said that he could move forward. Of course, we can do it now at ten o'clock." Anything can be done.”
Qin Yan nodded: "Now."
At the same time, Pei Ke swiftly lifted off the quilt, and stood on the ground wearing a hospital gown, not coquettish at all.
"I let them push the wheelchair."
"I still have the strength to walk."
"The corridor is cold." At least it was much lower than the air conditioner in the ward. Qin Yan lightly pressed Pei Ke's shoulder and opened the wardrobe in the private ward.
There are cotton cardigans for patients, which can be put on over the hospital gown.
"Hiss." Pei Ke hid for a while, lightly covering her shoulder, obviously injured.
Qin Yan withdrew his hand resentfully: "Sorry."
"It's nothing, and you don't know." Pei Ke smiled, "It's not serious, the bruise will be fine in a few days."
"If I hadn't drunk so much that night, I wouldn't have lost my balance and rolled down the stairs with you."
No matter how calm Qin Yan's tone was, it still couldn't stop his looming guilt. He didn't give Pei Ke a chance to think, and continued.
"Leak the wind, wear mine." He took off the long windbreaker, seeing that Pei Ke didn't respond, he slowed down the movement of taking off the cuffs, and added a sentence.
"……is it okay?"
Pei Ke looked at him for a few seconds, took the clothes and put them on.
Only when they walked out the door side by side did they make a sound.
"What was the mode of getting along with us before, how do we do it now, you don't have to ask me, I will listen to you."
Qin Yan looked at the people beside him.
In the clean and bright white corridor of the hospital, Pei Ke was wearing his coat and walking side by side with him, realizing that he turned his head and looked at him, his clear eyes were full of calmness.
As if it should be so.
It's a trick of good fortune. When they first met, the two stood facing each other by the sea. At that time, Qin Yan never imagined that Pei Ke would let go of everything and give it to him today.
"What's wrong? Is it the first time I'm wearing your clothes?" Pei Ke smiled slightly.
Qin Yan shook his head, not really, in fact, he has worn it many times, every time Pei Ke lived in his house, he would wear his clothes.
"I'm not used to it. You weren't like this before."
Pei Ke guessed: "I won't listen to anyone, right?"
"almost."
"But you are not someone else. Others didn't risk their lives to save me." Pei Ke looked serious and repeated, "I listen to you."
Qin Yan turned his head away, not knowing how to reply.
Fortunately, the two had arrived at the designated place under the guidance of the nurse in front.
The oxygen cabin is different from public hospitals that can accommodate many people. There are only two rows of four seats in the entire small cabin.
The two sat side by side and put on the armrests almost at the same time.
The little fingers overlapped, both sides stopped, and then Qin Yan covered his entire palm.
"Are you cold?"
The hand under the palm was a little cold, Qin Yan raised his eyebrows.
"It was cold on the road just now, but it's warm here, and it will be fine in a while." Pei Ke didn't take out her hand, and lowered her head to focus on the back of her hand.
Qin Yan delayed for a while, and waited half a minute for the skin to warm up before slowly moving away.
There is a strange atmosphere between the two, the occasional actions reveal intimacy, but there is an invisible sense of alienation, as if maintaining some distance.
The oxygen chamber is quiet and seems more suitable for chatting, but no one spoke.
"Tell me about your former self." Pei Ke broke the silence first.
Qin Yan was silent for a while, and chose the question he asked just now as the entry point.
"You're not a bad person." He lowered his eyes and landed on his lap.
After a while, his tone became firmer, and he said again: "You are not a bad person, Pei Ke."
I don't know whether to tell Pei Ke or tell it to myself.
Looking back on the past, Qin Yan felt a little regretful. When he saw Pei Ke, the other party had already been reborn and experienced those pains.
Thinking about it now, he didn't even know what Pei Ke looked like in his previous life before returning to the Lu family.
At most, it can only be imagined through the words of Fang Nan and others during the investigation.
"You work part-time and study, you are not afraid of hardship, you have no complaints about life and destiny, and you are full of hope and longing for the future. You want to be a painter, and you work hard for it."
Qin Yan repeated what he heard.
It was a young man full of vigor, tenacity, beauty and kindness.
Pei Ke listened quietly, seeing him distracted, couldn't help but speak.
"This is before I go back to Lu's house, what about after that?"
later?
Qin Yan didn't want to talk about those things, and he chose to remain silent about all the questions that he couldn't answer.
But Pei Ke still wanted to know about the past.
"I changed later, didn't I? I can feel that the people around me are very respectful, they dare not be slighted, and they are not close to me. I'm afraid it's not because I'm usually fierce." His tone was relaxed, half-joking.
Qin Yan looked dissatisfied.
"That's not your choice, it's forced by others, forced by the situation...you are good enough."
After saying this, his heart was in a mess.
Going to death in grief and indignation, and starting a new life, he was not blinded by hatred, did not choose to take revenge on anyone, but became stronger with all his heart.
Isn't this option good enough?In the middle of this journey, how much suffering did I suffer.
If it were me, I wouldn't be able to do this.
He didn't want others to judge Pei Ke badly, not even Pei Ke himself.
The eyelashes were touched lightly, and Qin Yan came back to his senses.
"Are you sad?" Pei Ke curled his fingers to outline his eyebrows, making the center of his forehead flat before withdrawing his hand, his voice became softer, "Because I forgot the past?"
Qin Yan blinked his eyes. He just realized that when he said what he just said, his position had completely changed.
He had separated from his brothers and completely stood in Pei Ke's position.
"Thank you for being partial to me." Pei Ke looked at Qin Yan with gentle eyes, and smiled brightly at Qin Yan in this closed and quiet space, just a short distance away.
"I'm very happy to be protected like this." His eyes were bent, as if he felt happiness.
Not polite, not fleeting, but genuinely happy smiles.
Even though there were still unhealed scars on his face, it couldn't hide a happy look.
Qin Yan's eye sockets quivered slightly, his eyes slightly opened in surprise, the tails of his eyes drooped, and his usual indifferent face changed.
He seemed to be stunned.
Isn't what I meet now is Pei Ke who has never experienced any pain?This is the appearance of the other party who has never encountered anything. At this time, it is very easy for him to laugh.
No psychological shadows, no emotional breakdowns, no sad begging him to 'don't watch'.
It seems that even life is simple, there is no need to bear any hatred, even going to see Xiao Ye is avoided.
He met him before nothing happened.
They got to know each other again.
He has no more regrets.
Qin Yan felt that the world was a little fuzzy. He took a deep breath, held his breath, closed his eyes, and faced the front, silently reciting the law of calming people. After ten seconds, he opened his eyes and returned to his usual state.
Remove, eyelashes slightly damp.
The wrist was held, the shoulder was also pillowed, and Pei Ke leaned on him.
There was a heavy pressure on him, but it made people feel at ease.
Qin Yan thought, it must be because the space is too tight, and both of them can smell each other's body, so he has the idea of wanting to get close to Pei Ke.
From now on, he will be more than one younger brother.
He wanted to have a deep friendship with Pei Ke, starting from the beginning.
Thinking of this, Qin Yan turned his face slightly to the side, laying a pillow on the top of the hair of the person next to him, closing his eyes to savor the tranquility of this moment.
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The words of talking with the doctor came to my ears.
'Cranial nerves are still a direction that human medicine has not yet fully conquered, and there are many reasons for amnesia. '
'It may be caused by external force. After all, he has many scratches and bruises on his body. It may also be that the brain cells have been damaged due to the lack of oxygen for too long. Of course, it cannot be ruled out that he has received certain mental stimulation. After this incident, the memory is self-enclosed. '
'But in any case, being awake and thinking clearly, without intellectual impairment, is a very good result. '
'As for whether it can be recovered, whether it is short-term amnesia or permanent amnesia, it depends on the next development. '
Qin Yan lost his mind, realized that he was about to enter the ward, and stopped for some reason, so he continued to open the door.
He never hesitated to do things like this.
Walk into the ward, sit on the armrest of the chair, raise your legs, and make your posture look relaxed.
The person who was half-sitting on the soft pillow on the bed raised his eyes and glanced at him.
Qin Yan didn't know how to speak. Pei Ke in front of him was still wearing an oxygen inhalation mask, and his eyes were light and unfocused. This was a different person from previous receptions.
Qin Yan guessed that it was because he was weak when he just woke up, and he missed the sharp and confident eyes of the other party.
When he was looking at Pei Ke, Pei Ke was also looking at him, scanning him from beginning to end with a calm and unfamiliar perspective, as if meeting him for the first time.
Qin Yan had to accept a reality.
He doesn't know him anymore.
This realization made him feel a sense of nothingness, and he didn't know what to say.
The ward was so quiet that no one spoke, only the real-time ECG monitoring machine made an electronic sound at regular intervals.
It also beats very smoothly.
Pei Ke was the first to break the silence and pulled down the oxygen mask.
"You saved me."
A declarative sentence, I don't know what the people around him said to him after waking up.
Qin Yan nodded, and didn't feel that there was anything special about this matter.
"Thank you."
Qin Yan didn't speak, and when one day Pei Ke no longer had any hostile feelings towards him, and calmly and sincerely thanked him, he didn't feel any joy.
They were strangers now, and on the contrary, seemed to be farther apart than they had been before when they were hostile.
At least in the past, I knew about Pei Ke's past, and they were closely connected for this reason, keeping the secret together.
"The doctor said that I kept holding it when I was unconscious."
After being smoked, Pei Ke's voice was hoarse, and he stopped talking after a few words.
"What is it?" He held up a corner of paper in his hand to show Qin Yan.
Qin Yan stretched out his hand, opened his palm, and watched Pei Ke put the corner of the paper in his palm.
A corner of the painting was torn off, uneven and wrinkled.
Even though he was unconscious, he could still hold it tightly. It must have been something very important to the person involved back then, so Pei Ke probably wanted to know it very much.
Qin Yan looked at the little bit of color that still existed on it, and his eyes were dim.
The painting on it was Pei Ke from the previous life, he knew it.
But the pain of forgetting, do you want to let Pei Ke know again?
Who knows if forgetting is a gift from heaven, seeing Pei Ke is too difficult, I want to make it easier for him.
"Please tell me." Pei Ke seemed to see that he was thinking of words, and asked.
Unexpectedly, one day, when the other party used this word in front of him, Qin Yan blinked his eyes, very uncomfortable.
"It's just a... self-portrait you gave yourself, and others can't understand it."
"You don't understand either?" Pei Ke pointed directly at the center of the problem.
Even if you lose your memory and have no past experience, the people in front of you are still sharp.
Qin Yan returned the corner of the painting to Pei Ke, put his hands on the armrest again, and let himself return to his usual calm posture.
"That was you in the past. At that time, you didn't have the identity you have now."
Pei Ke nodded with half understanding: "Before the illegitimate child is found, dating is not easy."
With his understanding in this way, Qin Yan naturally didn't go into details. He watched Pei Ke staring at the drawing paper lost in thought, looked up at the dripping bottle, and felt the chest tightness when he left the ward in the afternoon hit again, so that he was obviously the most relaxed Sitting posture, but feel the whole body is suppressed.
Yes, never remember?
Well, maybe it's a good thing.
In this way, Pei Ke can start a new life without being troubled by painful memories.
He watched the drip, wondering if the medicine could restore Pei Ke's memory.
"Ayan?"
Qin Yan suddenly withdrew his gaze and focused on Pei Ke's eyes, a hint of shock and confusion appeared in his eyes.
Seeing his reaction, Pei Ke gave him a slight smile, and explained in a low voice with a hoarse voice: "I didn't think about it, I just tried it, I was thinking, which way to call you won't make you sad, I Did you really call me that before?"
Qin Yan understood that calling Mr. Qin and Mr. Qin sounded outrageous.
Probably the people around were just stating objective facts, so Pei Ke thought that he risked injury to save himself, and the two must be close.
This is a complete misunderstanding.
Between them, Pei Ke originally called him Boss Qin.
He was shocked and dazed, not because he thought Pei Ke had recovered his memory, but because he couldn't believe the sudden closeness between the two.
Pei Ke completely misunderstood.
Maybe it was a long story, and the person on the bed coughed.
It also saved Qin Yan from answering this question.
He got up subconsciously, poured a glass of warm water, glanced at the weak man, sat on the edge of the bed and put his arms around Pei Ke's shoulders, helped him up, and brought the glass to his lips.
Pei Ke held his hand, took a few sips in this posture, and looked up at him sideways.
Qin Yan and his eyes met. They used to have a closer distance, so he didn't feel unaccustomed to this action.
Pei Ke's eyes were clear and bright, without schemes, coldness, sarcasm, arrogance, or ruthlessness.
Just looking at him innocently.
You can't feel it when you are far away, but you can experience it more carefully when you are close.
For a while, there were mixed feelings, and my heart seemed to be empty.
Qin Yan dodged it, his eyes fell on the wound on his cheek, he saw from one place to another, and only after seeing everything, he lowered his eyes and poured his glass again.
Pei Ke drank a few more sips, turned her head, pulled down the breathing mask, her chest rose and fell, and she obviously slowed down.
Qin Yan got up and put the water glass on the bedside, thinking of something: "The doctor arranged for you to enter the hyperbaric oxygen chamber tomorrow, which is better than the ventilator. I will be with you."
He also inhaled a lot of smoke.
Wanting to get up after speaking, Pei Ke held the corner of his sleeve.
Qin Yan looked at his slender fingers, somehow seeing a trace of nostalgia in them, he raised his eyes to Pei Ke.
"Hey, then I'll wait for you."
A thin layer of mist sprayed out from Pei Ke's oxygen mask.
For a moment, Qin Yan wanted to stay.
He felt a sense of being relied on.
He held Pei Ke's cold fingers with his warm palm, pulled it off, and put it under the quilt.
"Don't take out the infusion."
After finishing speaking, he got up and left, and turned around to leave a sentence before going out.
"I'll come back tomorrow."
After the bodyguard left, she returned to the room. After a while, a nurse entered the ward. She put a warm plush water bag under Pei Ke's wrist for infusion to relieve the cold caused by the cold liquid, and then Turned up the air conditioner temperature.
In the end, she helped Pei Ke lie flat and informed him softly.
"Tomorrow, the hyperbaric oxygen chamber is scheduled for ten o'clock in the morning. Our hospital is a small cabin, and there are only four seats in each cabin. If there is no accident tomorrow, it will only be you and Mr. Qin."
Pei Ke held the piece of paper with her fingertips, felt the temperature in the quilt, and could easily imagine who the nurse followed the instructions to tell him.
His body was very uncomfortable, his whole body had no strength, he seemed to be falling apart, and there were many bruises. He didn't know what he had experienced when he escaped on the night of the fire.
The calm and reticent man in front of him seems to have only a bandage on his forehead, but there may be other hidden injuries on his body.
The bodyguard guarding him briefly recounted the experience to Pei Ke.
Fire, car accident, escape.
Every word is shocking.
Therefore, when I was in danger, I immediately called this man, and the man drove to save him even if he was drunk.
The first to arrive, went to the sea of fire, and finally they fell downstairs together, and the rescue team rushed up after a long delay.
What is his relationship with this man named Qin Yan?
The strange environment, the identity without memory at all, everything makes people feel very uneasy.
Pei Ke has no memory of anything except his own name, and he has a sense of crisis.
Since someone is coming to harm him, if he is rescued, will the enemy continue to target him?
Who can he trust?
You should be able to trust Qin Yan, right?
Those who desperately saved him would definitely not want to harm him.
The other party's behavior seemed to be that he was not an ordinary business friend, especially when he called his name, Qin Yan's eyes suddenly looked at him——
Regardless of whether he really used the name "Ayan" before, at least he can be sure that the man cares about him very much.
Moreover, even taking care of people, which is not a high-ranking person, Qin Yan did it naturally, as if he had done it more than once.
No matter how close the contact is, the man will not avoid it, he will only look back at him quietly, and then stare at the scratch on his chin for distraction.
Qin Yan is still aware of the painting, and also knows the significance of the painting to him. People who are not familiar with this kind of secret mind must not be able to know.
They...should have been very close.
Pei Ke looked at the ceiling. When he woke up, the first thing he saw was Qin Yan propped up beside the bed. Now that the man left, he still remembered to ask the nurse to take care of him, so as to dispel his worries and make him feel at ease.
These drips, like the palms holding his fingers, make people feel warm and at ease.
But... the man was too preoccupied. When he sat by the bed and looked at him, there was a hint of sadness in his eyes. The whole person fell into a kind of depression, and the atmosphere around him was very depressing.
Is it heartache because of what happened to you?Pei Ke didn't know.
But he didn't like Qin Yan's expression.
He closed his eyes to go to sleep.
I hope that I can recover soon, so that I can better deal with the things encountered in this position, and also... find out the relationship with Qin Yan, and relieve this savior's worries.
When Qin Yan came to the ward the next day, Pei Ke's assistant was talking to him about work.
The man's windbreaker was open, his hands were in his pockets, and he frowned at this extra person.
This is not one of his subordinates, if he wants to take care of him, it is inevitable that he will be a bit overstepped, according to Pei Ke's usual personality, he will definitely have a few words of cynicism with him.
So the words of the lesson came to his lips and got stuck.
"President Qin." The male assistant greeted him politely, then turned his head to continue the explanation just now.
They are talking about a piece of land, which should be the project that Pei Ke was about to make a decision before losing his memory.
The silent gaze made people feel pressured. With his back to Qin Yan, the male assistant stumbled twice when speaking.
Pei Ke interrupted at the right time: "You go out."
Seeing the male assistant packing up his things and preparing to leave, Qin Yan found a chance to express his dissatisfaction.
"Boss Lu can't see these now."
His tone was a little cold, commanding.
How can a patient who has just woken up and has amnesia in his brain cope with these complicated tasks?It is not wise to make a choice at this time. The best way is to put down all affairs and rest and recover as soon as possible.
The assistant stood where he was, with a look of embarrassment on his face.
"I asked him to tell the story." Pei Ke helped the bewildered assistant understand, motioned him to leave with his eyes, and then looked at Qin Yan when he heard the sound of closing the door, his whole spirit was obviously better than yesterday, "I didn't expect You came so early."
Qin Yan came an hour earlier, although he didn't know how to arrange these times.
But still want to stay here.
Probably because he wanted to find out about Pei Ke's condition.
"Nothing else." Qin Yan prevaricated, saw Pei Ke put the tablet on the bed, and said a little bluntly.
"If you are anxious about work, I can give you advice."
He can help him.
After being misunderstood so many times, extending an olive branch with good intentions is always unavoidable and cautious.
Seeing Pei Ke examining him calmly, she refused slightly.
"I will ask my father about the choice."
Qin Yan nodded slightly to express his understanding.
That's right, the other party has just woken up, and everything around him is unfamiliar, plus he was murdered by a traitor, and his work involves interests, so outsiders must not give advice.
Qin Yan reflected on himself, he is not a meddling person, it seems that he has not insisted on this when facing Pei Ke.
They got so close now because of his meddling.
"You should be very busy too." Pei Ke's words cut off his thoughts.
"Such as today, on weekday mornings, you should have as much work as I do."
Realizing that Pei Ke was worried that he didn't have time, Qin Yan didn't react for a few seconds, and then raised one corner of his lips, sarcastically: "The family has a holiday."
Pei Ke didn't read any other meaning, and nodded in agreement: "You are also injured, you should rest."
what did he think of.
"By the way, my stepmother called with a concerned tone and expressed apology for not taking good care of me. My half-brother came to see me in the morning. He was very excited to see me wake up, but his words were secretive. , and the schedule seems to be very busy, and he left in a short while, what do you think?"
Listening to Pei Ke's report to him, Qin Yan felt a sense of novelty, especially when the other party's words were asking for help, hoping to get his analysis.
"You never call her that. You only call her Mrs. Lu. She will formally apologize for what she did, but not on the phone."
Pei Ke woke up instantly, and he pointed his finger at his chest: "Did she do it?"
Qin Yanlue nodded without elaborating. When Pei Ke gradually recovers, if he hasn't remembered the past, he will have more to tell him.
"Lu Yuyue, before Lu Jiawei told him that he has no blood relationship with him, so he has no inheritance rights. Not many people know about this matter."
Qin Yan didn't explain his relationship with his fifth brother, which might make Pei Ke wary of him.
Pei Ke frowned and lowered her voice: "The children of the main wife have no inheritance rights?"
"Did I do it?" He was very surprised and murmured, "No wonder she took the risk and chose this path."
Qin Yan felt a little uncomfortable being talked about by Pei Ke as one of his own.
He thought of Fu Shenting, was this how his elder brother was completely trusted when he got along with Pei Ke?Interest topics can be discussed at will, or they can plan together.
The intimacy of this kind of partnership is really enviable.
"Sorry, I don't know about this issue, you haven't told me about it." So much so that we had conflicts over this.
Qin Yan lowered his gaze, not wanting to talk about this topic.
Pei Ke could clearly capture his emotions, so she stopped talking.
There was silence in the ward, and after a while, a sentence came out suddenly.
"I used to be a bad person?"
Before Qin Yan could answer, there was a knock on the door of the ward, and then the nurse opened the door: "Mr. Qin, the dean asked me to ask you. He was afraid that your schedule would be tight, so he said that he could move forward. Of course, we can do it now at ten o'clock." Anything can be done.”
Qin Yan nodded: "Now."
At the same time, Pei Ke swiftly lifted off the quilt, and stood on the ground wearing a hospital gown, not coquettish at all.
"I let them push the wheelchair."
"I still have the strength to walk."
"The corridor is cold." At least it was much lower than the air conditioner in the ward. Qin Yan lightly pressed Pei Ke's shoulder and opened the wardrobe in the private ward.
There are cotton cardigans for patients, which can be put on over the hospital gown.
"Hiss." Pei Ke hid for a while, lightly covering her shoulder, obviously injured.
Qin Yan withdrew his hand resentfully: "Sorry."
"It's nothing, and you don't know." Pei Ke smiled, "It's not serious, the bruise will be fine in a few days."
"If I hadn't drunk so much that night, I wouldn't have lost my balance and rolled down the stairs with you."
No matter how calm Qin Yan's tone was, it still couldn't stop his looming guilt. He didn't give Pei Ke a chance to think, and continued.
"Leak the wind, wear mine." He took off the long windbreaker, seeing that Pei Ke didn't respond, he slowed down the movement of taking off the cuffs, and added a sentence.
"……is it okay?"
Pei Ke looked at him for a few seconds, took the clothes and put them on.
Only when they walked out the door side by side did they make a sound.
"What was the mode of getting along with us before, how do we do it now, you don't have to ask me, I will listen to you."
Qin Yan looked at the people beside him.
In the clean and bright white corridor of the hospital, Pei Ke was wearing his coat and walking side by side with him, realizing that he turned his head and looked at him, his clear eyes were full of calmness.
As if it should be so.
It's a trick of good fortune. When they first met, the two stood facing each other by the sea. At that time, Qin Yan never imagined that Pei Ke would let go of everything and give it to him today.
"What's wrong? Is it the first time I'm wearing your clothes?" Pei Ke smiled slightly.
Qin Yan shook his head, not really, in fact, he has worn it many times, every time Pei Ke lived in his house, he would wear his clothes.
"I'm not used to it. You weren't like this before."
Pei Ke guessed: "I won't listen to anyone, right?"
"almost."
"But you are not someone else. Others didn't risk their lives to save me." Pei Ke looked serious and repeated, "I listen to you."
Qin Yan turned his head away, not knowing how to reply.
Fortunately, the two had arrived at the designated place under the guidance of the nurse in front.
The oxygen cabin is different from public hospitals that can accommodate many people. There are only two rows of four seats in the entire small cabin.
The two sat side by side and put on the armrests almost at the same time.
The little fingers overlapped, both sides stopped, and then Qin Yan covered his entire palm.
"Are you cold?"
The hand under the palm was a little cold, Qin Yan raised his eyebrows.
"It was cold on the road just now, but it's warm here, and it will be fine in a while." Pei Ke didn't take out her hand, and lowered her head to focus on the back of her hand.
Qin Yan delayed for a while, and waited half a minute for the skin to warm up before slowly moving away.
There is a strange atmosphere between the two, the occasional actions reveal intimacy, but there is an invisible sense of alienation, as if maintaining some distance.
The oxygen chamber is quiet and seems more suitable for chatting, but no one spoke.
"Tell me about your former self." Pei Ke broke the silence first.
Qin Yan was silent for a while, and chose the question he asked just now as the entry point.
"You're not a bad person." He lowered his eyes and landed on his lap.
After a while, his tone became firmer, and he said again: "You are not a bad person, Pei Ke."
I don't know whether to tell Pei Ke or tell it to myself.
Looking back on the past, Qin Yan felt a little regretful. When he saw Pei Ke, the other party had already been reborn and experienced those pains.
Thinking about it now, he didn't even know what Pei Ke looked like in his previous life before returning to the Lu family.
At most, it can only be imagined through the words of Fang Nan and others during the investigation.
"You work part-time and study, you are not afraid of hardship, you have no complaints about life and destiny, and you are full of hope and longing for the future. You want to be a painter, and you work hard for it."
Qin Yan repeated what he heard.
It was a young man full of vigor, tenacity, beauty and kindness.
Pei Ke listened quietly, seeing him distracted, couldn't help but speak.
"This is before I go back to Lu's house, what about after that?"
later?
Qin Yan didn't want to talk about those things, and he chose to remain silent about all the questions that he couldn't answer.
But Pei Ke still wanted to know about the past.
"I changed later, didn't I? I can feel that the people around me are very respectful, they dare not be slighted, and they are not close to me. I'm afraid it's not because I'm usually fierce." His tone was relaxed, half-joking.
Qin Yan looked dissatisfied.
"That's not your choice, it's forced by others, forced by the situation...you are good enough."
After saying this, his heart was in a mess.
Going to death in grief and indignation, and starting a new life, he was not blinded by hatred, did not choose to take revenge on anyone, but became stronger with all his heart.
Isn't this option good enough?In the middle of this journey, how much suffering did I suffer.
If it were me, I wouldn't be able to do this.
He didn't want others to judge Pei Ke badly, not even Pei Ke himself.
The eyelashes were touched lightly, and Qin Yan came back to his senses.
"Are you sad?" Pei Ke curled his fingers to outline his eyebrows, making the center of his forehead flat before withdrawing his hand, his voice became softer, "Because I forgot the past?"
Qin Yan blinked his eyes. He just realized that when he said what he just said, his position had completely changed.
He had separated from his brothers and completely stood in Pei Ke's position.
"Thank you for being partial to me." Pei Ke looked at Qin Yan with gentle eyes, and smiled brightly at Qin Yan in this closed and quiet space, just a short distance away.
"I'm very happy to be protected like this." His eyes were bent, as if he felt happiness.
Not polite, not fleeting, but genuinely happy smiles.
Even though there were still unhealed scars on his face, it couldn't hide a happy look.
Qin Yan's eye sockets quivered slightly, his eyes slightly opened in surprise, the tails of his eyes drooped, and his usual indifferent face changed.
He seemed to be stunned.
Isn't what I meet now is Pei Ke who has never experienced any pain?This is the appearance of the other party who has never encountered anything. At this time, it is very easy for him to laugh.
No psychological shadows, no emotional breakdowns, no sad begging him to 'don't watch'.
It seems that even life is simple, there is no need to bear any hatred, even going to see Xiao Ye is avoided.
He met him before nothing happened.
They got to know each other again.
He has no more regrets.
Qin Yan felt that the world was a little fuzzy. He took a deep breath, held his breath, closed his eyes, and faced the front, silently reciting the law of calming people. After ten seconds, he opened his eyes and returned to his usual state.
Remove, eyelashes slightly damp.
The wrist was held, the shoulder was also pillowed, and Pei Ke leaned on him.
There was a heavy pressure on him, but it made people feel at ease.
Qin Yan thought, it must be because the space is too tight, and both of them can smell each other's body, so he has the idea of wanting to get close to Pei Ke.
From now on, he will be more than one younger brother.
He wanted to have a deep friendship with Pei Ke, starting from the beginning.
Thinking of this, Qin Yan turned his face slightly to the side, laying a pillow on the top of the hair of the person next to him, closing his eyes to savor the tranquility of this moment.
The author has something to say: Gehler: Ang?With his butt crooked like this, is he still a younger brother?
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