On the day of the divorce, Lao Gong lost his memory

"How is it, are you awake?"

Seeing Lin Lu coming out of the ward, the psychiatrist Yao Mi stood up and asked.

Shan Cen can be regarded as a patient she has been with for several years. Apart from the relationship between doctors and patients, she also has a layer of sincere concern, so she rushed over as soon as she received Lin Lu's call.

The picture of Shan Cen crying in pain was still in Lin Lu's mind, his eyes were a little dark, and his voice was cold, "No."

Yao Mi nodded and sat down again, and said, "Then tell me the specific situation, why Shan Cen got sick, so I can prepare a treatment plan."

Lin Lu looked up at her, and didn't say anything immediately, but sat down on the sofa silently.

Ning Qi, who was watching by the side, immediately poured him a glass of water, and exited the room tactfully.

It wasn't until after drinking a glass of water that Lin Lu opened his mouth to briefly explain what happened today.

After hearing this, Yao Mi frowned and fell into deep thought.

Shan Cen became ill two years ago because of a car accident.

At that time, there was a big fire at the scene of the car accident, and after Shan Cen was rescued, he kept murmuring the word "fire" in his mouth. After contacting the Su family with a fire, they all agreed that the cause of Shan Cen's illness was the fire. .

But now it seems that things are not that simple.

Her tone was a little hesitant, "I think the source of stimulation is not only the fire, but also other things."

Lin Lu realized this problem as early as when his memory recovered, otherwise he would not have been in a hurry to make an appointment with Dr. Yao.

It's just that Shan Cen didn't play cards according to common sense, and directly staged a purposeful abduction and abduction of him in the ward, which forced the plan to be changed.

After thinking for a moment, he said in a deep voice, "There is still a closed space."

Yao Mi looked over in doubt, "A closed space?"

Lin Lu talked about Shan Cen's coma in the studio.

After hearing this, Yao Mi was thoughtful, "You mean, you didn't know why he fainted in there at the time? And there was no fire at the scene?"

Lin Lu nodded.

If he hadn't lost his memory at that time, he wouldn't have missed this important information.

A flash of light flashed in Yao Mi's mind, and he immediately realized, "Did he also get trapped in the car and couldn't get out in the car accident?"

Before Lin Lu could speak, she gave herself an affirmative answer, "It must be so."

"So in fact, what caused his illness was the factor of being 'trapped'. Just like this time, when he saw the bomb.bomb.explosion, he wanted to go in to save you, but found that he couldn't open the security door. From another perspective , which is also a kind of being trapped."

As he said that, Yao Mi suddenly realized, "When a fire broke out in his house, didn't it mean that he was choked and fainted in the room?"

Lin Lu didn't comment.

Yao Mi continued: "So it's very likely that he wanted to run out, but he couldn't open the door because he was too nervous or for other reasons, so he was trapped in the room until he passed out from the smoke, so he didn't open the door. It left a serious psychological shadow."

"Then it makes sense." Yao Mi murmured.

Suddenly her eyes lit up and she said, "So can you check with his parents about the real situation when the fire happened? Of course, it would be best if I could have a direct conversation with them." first-hand information.

Lin Lu remained silent without commenting.

Because he didn't think it would be that simple.

With Shan Cen's mind, if it was just a fire, it wouldn't make him remember it for so many years, and leave such a big psychological shadow, so that he would react so strongly every time he was stimulated.

Shan Cen is not such a fragile person, so there must be hidden secrets in it.

There is also the father-in-law and mother-in-law. After Shan Cen had a car accident, he asked his father-in-law anxiously, but although the other party was equally anxious, he didn't say anything about the specific situation. shadow.

He even said that if necessary, he could rewrite his memory under hypnosis.

This was also one of the reasons why he accepted the treatment plan proposed by Yao Mi.

But looking back now, there are flaws everywhere, and it is impossible to justify itself.

For example, when they were in Sweden, Shan Yi and Su Xin were ecstatic when they saw a new painting by Shan Cen. Obviously, they never knew that Shan Cen's major was painting, and they were even engaged in painting now.Then think of the scene when Shan Cen changed his major, and the fact that he was not allowed to ask for painting in front of Su Xin and Shan Yi for several years.

These are enough to prove that Shan Cen doesn't want his parents to know about his painting.

He deliberately concealed it.

This is worth pondering. Why did Shan Cen, who came from a painting family of the Su family, hide from his parents that he was painting?

And the point is, Shan Yi and Su Xin don't reject Shan Cen's painting, they can even be said to be very happy.

One side intentionally conceals it, but the other side feels relieved. Why is there such a contradictory situation?

In addition, there is Su Xin's illness.

At the beginning, Shan Cen explained that the fire had left her with a serious psychological shadow, so that she could not face the familiar environment in China, so she had to go abroad for treatment.

Because of repeated illnesses, he has not come back in these years.

But now it seems that these seemingly reasonable and well-founded statements cannot withstand any scrutiny.

Lin Lu's eyes darkened. He didn't investigate before because he felt that these things were insignificant. Later, because the relationship between the two was forced to drift away, there was no reason to get to the bottom of it. So he didn't have any specific reasons. known.

But now it seems that if the cause and effect are not clarified, Shan Cen's illness will never be cured.

So he will remove those hidden dangers one by one.

He didn't want to experience the current situation again in a few years, and he didn't want Shan Cen to suffer any more harm.

Suddenly, Lin Lu asked: "What will happen if you let him face the truth?"

"!"

Yao Mi was startled, but quickly calmed down again, she said in a low voice, "With Shan Cen's severity, there are only two outcomes, either... get through it, or... stay stuck in it, and the success rate of the two is 2 :8, so, I still recommend conservative treatment, at least..."

She didn't finish her sentence, but Lin Lu knew what she meant.

If treated conservatively, at least you can live as usual for the time being, but you don't know when the next attack will occur, so you need to be worried all the time.

And he and Shan Cen can only maintain a state of alienation.

If it was before, he might have considered it, but he just promised Shan Cen that he would never divorce him no matter what, and he would never be separated from him again.

Especially after these two accidents, he has completely understood that you don't know which will come first, the accident or tomorrow, so the most important thing is to grasp the present moment.

The point is, he won't, and won't allow, to put such an indeterminate bomb beside him, and he's always worried.

He hoped that Shan Cen could live a happy life.

And he believed that if Shan Cen knew, he would definitely choose to face the difficulties directly instead of running away.

After all, some acnes that have suppurated and rotted must be dug out by the roots in order to gain new life.

So this time, he hoped that Shan Cen could face the truest thoughts in his heart, instead of choosing self-righteous hypnosis to modify his memory like last time.

What's more, he has experienced amnesia and knows what it feels like to lose his real memory.

The unease can't be described in words, but it's not good.

Because you will clearly realize that you have no memory of the years that you have personally lived and experienced, as if a complete life has been dug out.

Can't see the wound, but left a scar.

Even if Shan Cen doesn't know that he has lost his memory, he will always feel something when he loses something.

So no matter how difficult and painful the process is, they can only go this way.

He lowered his eyes and fixedly looked at the wedding ring on the ring finger of his left hand.

This is their promise to each other, regardless of disease and poverty, never leave.

He stood up and walked in, and said, "Restore his memory and prepare a plan."

Yao Mi stood up abruptly and blurted out, "No way!"

Lin Lu paused and turned around, "What?"

Yao Mi realized that she had lost her composure, and quickly regained her composure, saying, "Sorry, what I mean is, this is too risky, and I don't recommend such a radical approach."

Lin Lu glanced at her thoughtfully, "If you can't do it, I can replace you."

"..." Yao Mi was at a loss for words for a moment, she didn't expect Lin Lu to say such words, so she was silent for a while before saying, "That's not what I meant."

"Recovering memory is not a simple matter. If you are not careful, you may ruin Shan Cen's life. He will always be in pain and unable to extricate himself. Can you bear it?"

Lin Lu frowned, can you bear it?Of course he can't bear it, but he doesn't like people questioning his decision, and short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

Seeing that he was silent, Yao Mi thought that he had persuaded him, and continued: "Boss Lin, tonight is the best time for memory hypnosis. If you miss it..."

Lin Lu said silently, "Go out."

"But..." Yao Mi wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Lin Lu, "Ning Qi."

Ning Qi pushed the door open and came in, "Boss Lin?"

"Send Dr. Yao out," Lin Lu said.

"Yes." Ning Qi made a gesture of invitation to Yao Mi, "Doctor Yao, please!"

Yao Mi said anxiously: "Boss Lin, I know you want the patient to recover his memory, but it's unrealistic. You can see that he can't bear the current situation at all. You are harming him..."

Lin Lu's eyes turned cold.

Ning Qi hurriedly stepped forward to grab Yao Mi who was still talking, "Doctor Yao, I'll take you out."

Yao Mi had a look of grief and indignation, as if Lin Lu was the executioner of the murder, "You will regret it."

Lin Lu didn't say yes or no, just turned and entered the inner room.

Yao Mi was asked out of the ward by Ning Qi, but she still didn't give up after she got out, and even tried to start with Ning Qi, "Assistant Ning, go and persuade Mr. Lin, tonight will be the same as the golden 4 minutes of rescue, very It’s precious, once you miss it, it’s too late to regret later.”

With a professional expression on his face, Ning Qi said in a businesslike manner, "Doctor Yao, it's already late, I'll ask the driver to take you back to rest."

Seeing her unmoved, Yao Mi was a little annoyed, "Do you know how urgent the condition is? Waiting a little longer will be more dangerous. Are you afraid that Shan Cen won't wake up?"

Ning Xi was a little speechless. It wasn't the first day everyone knew Lin Lu. When did Lin Lu easily change his decision?Oh, except for Shan Shao.

"I'm just Mr. Lin's assistant, and I follow orders." The implication is that no matter how much you tell me, it's useless.

Yao Mi, on the other hand, hates iron but not steel, "Assistants also have the obligation to persuade."

Ning Qi didn't intend to tangle with her anymore, he beckoned for the bodyguards to come over, and ordered: "Send Dr. Yao to rest."

After speaking, he turned around and returned to the ward.

Yao Mi wanted to follow, but was stopped by the bodyguard, "Doctor Yao, you should go back and rest."

Yao Mi Dingding looked at the door where Ning Qi's figure disappeared, an imperceptible strangeness flashed in his eyes, and then he returned to normal.

She said helplessly: "That's all I said, don't blame me if you regret it when the time comes."

It's just that the bodyguard has always followed orders, and any words heard go in one ear and out the other, without giving her the slightest reaction.

Yao Mi shook her hands and left.

On the other side, Lin Lu has already made arrangements, "Convene a team of psychologists for consultation as quickly as possible, and pay attention to signing the confidentiality agreement." Afraid of accidents, he emphasized again, "It doesn't matter the method, but there is something about Shan Cen. Nothing about it should be divulged."

Ning Xi nodded, "Yes. It's just that this is a hospital..." No matter how good the secrecy measures are, there are times when everything is kept secret.

Lin Lu had already made plans, "Tomorrow, I will be transferred to a nursing home."

Then there's no problem, Ning Qi replied, "I'll make arrangements."

"Yeah." Lin Lu frowned and said, "Bring two boiled eggs."

Ning Xi didn't ask any further questions, and left the ward after answering, and sent two eggs over shortly after.

Lin Lu sent people away, peeled the egg shells by himself, and slowly applied Shan Cen's eyes, lest he suddenly wake up and find that his eyes were red and swollen, and he would not be able to save face at that time.

After all, although his baby has always been cold, ignorant of world affairs, and doesn't care much about external things, he still cares about his own image.

So, if he wakes up and finds out that he cried for so long while in a coma, he probably wants to bury himself, and maybe hide from him.

If this is really the case, then the gain outweighs the loss.

So it's better to remove the hidden danger first.

Looking at the sleeping man quietly with his eyes closed, Lin Lu's eyes became softer, and his movements became softer.