On the day of the divorce, Lao Gong lost his memory

When the door was knocked, Shan Cen was already lying on the bed.

He was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions anymore, so he asked the doctor to give him a tranquilizer. Now that the medicine had taken effect, he felt a little drowsy.

He yawned and said, "Come in."

Lin Lu opened the door and came in. When he saw Shan Cen, he immediately showed a big smile, "Honey, I'm here."

Shan Cen clicked on the chair in front of the bed, "Sit."

"Oh." Lin Lu sat down obediently, acting like a primary school student.

It made Shan Cen want to touch his head and say 'be good'.

After looking at him for a while, Shan Cen wanted to say that there is no need to do this, but after thinking about Lin Lu's nature of hitting snakes with sticks, he stopped and talked about something else, "What happened yesterday was not my original intention, I just ..."

Lin Lu was a little flattered, and couldn't help interrupting Shan Cen's unfinished words, "I know."

Shan Cen was startled, and raised his eyes to look at Lin Lu, wanting to say what do you know?

The latter smiled slightly, with an expression that I knew everything, "Baby is just angry for a while, it's not that she really doesn't want to see me."

Shan Cen: "..."

Forget it, misunderstanding is misunderstanding.

He thought for a while, and didn't make any preparations, but asked directly: "After the car accident two years ago, I have been unconscious. During this period, did you rewrite my memory through hypnosis?"

Although I already guessed that the reason for Shan Cen's sudden anger was because he recovered his memory and knew about his private hypnosis.It's just that he didn't expect Shan Cen to hit a straight ball. Lin Lu couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and then quickly reacted, nodded and said: "Yes."

Shan Cen continued to ask: "Later, while I was asleep, I performed hypnosis many times, right?"

Lin Lu still did not deny it, "Yes."

Even though he had thought about the cause and effect of it clearly and prepared himself, but when he heard Lin Lu's affirmative answer, Shan Cen still felt as if he had been pulled in his heart, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

He pursed his lips and asked, "Do you have anything to explain?"

Lin Lu nodded, then shook his head, "No."

"..." Shan Cen frowned slightly, then raised his finger to the window.

Meaning, a few minutes ago you just said you could explain.

Lin Lu followed his gaze and looked over, only then remembered what he wrote just now.

But that's not what he wanted to explain.

He twisted his fingertips and said, "It was there before, but it's gone now."

"Why?" Shan Cen asked.

Lin Lu said: "No matter what the purpose is, it is my fault to modify your memory without permission, so there is nothing to explain." After speaking, the subject suddenly changed, "But,"

Shan Cen looked up, and immediately met a pair of black and white eyes.

His steady heartbeat suddenly accelerated, because he found that those eyes were full of firmness and sincerity.

Lin Lu said: "If I do it again, I will still make the same choice."

This is what I know I was wrong, but I dare to do it next time?

Shan Cen wanted to hit someone a little bit.

He turned his gaze away and asked in a flat tone, "Really?"

"Yes." Lin Lu didn't hesitate at all.

Because in his heart, nothing is more important than Shan Cen living well.

Shan Cen nodded, and then asked: "Then have you ever thought that if you hadn't lost your memory, I should have divorced you by now, maybe there is a new person now, and at that time, wouldn't you regret it? "

"..."

Lin Lu was stunned suddenly, he hadn't thought about this problem, but when he thought of new people appearing around Shan Cen, he felt uncomfortable all over.

So he dug his own hole and buried himself?

He said in a muffled voice, "You won't have any new people."

Shan Cen raised his eyebrows, "How do you know?"

Lin Lu blurted out, "I've been watched by others, and those who feel uneasy and well-intentioned will be dealt with."

Shan Cen: "..."

He is a little speechless, do you think it is rubbish?Also deal with it all.

Lin Lu didn't know what Shan Cen was thinking, and continued to show his loyalty, saying: "Even if you divorce, I will always be by your side, and I will never let other men approach you."

Shan Cen: "..."

So should he say thank you?

He coughed lightly and changed the subject, "Aside from making me think that there is something wrong between us, is there anything else?" Lin Lu shook his head decisively, "No."

Fearing that Shan Cen would not believe it, he raised his hand again, "I can swear."

With yesterday's lessons learned, Lin Lu probably wouldn't, and there's no need to lie, Shan Cen nodded, "Then do you know the reason why I'm unconscious?"

Lin Lu: "I know."

Shan Cen's fingers trembled, and he looked up at him, "What is it?"

Lin Lu was suspicious, he didn't know if Shan Cen was trying to test him on purpose, or if he didn't even know it himself.

But under Shan Cen's unmoving eyes, he still answered honestly, "The Su family is on fire."

Hearing this, Shan Cen felt a little panicked in his heart, but he still asked calmly, "How do you know?"

"Judging from your fear of the fire." Lin Lu didn't hide it, "I checked with your father later, and he said that it was because of the fire in the Su family that you have always had a psychological shadow."

"Do you believe it?" Shan Cen asked him.

Lin Lu shook his head.

It is true that experiencing the fire may leave a psychological shadow, but Shan Cen's situation is too serious, so serious that Lin Lu thinks it is a bit fake.

Shan Cen turned his gaze away, and asked casually, "Since you don't believe me, have you checked?"

"Checked." Lin Lu said, "but found nothing."

Shan Cen relaxed a little, and even Lin Lu couldn't find out, so it seems that the arrangements made by his grandfather back then have worked.

"Have you ever tried hypnosis?" he asked.

Lin Lu nodded, "But it's useless."

This is why they have been helpless, even if they want to treat, they can't find a breakthrough.

Shan Cen breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's normal that it doesn't work," he said.

Lin Lu was startled, "Huh?"

Shan Cen: "Because the fire is the real reason."

Lin Lu frowned.

Shan Cen said again: "That's not rigorous enough."

Lin Lu was puzzled, "What?"

Shan Cen subconsciously clenched his fingers on the quilt, lowered his eyes, and said slowly: "It should be said that a confined space is more suitable."

"We have guessed this." Lin Lu said.

Shan Cen didn't comment, just said: "In the past, the door of our house was equipped with that old-fashioned door lock, the kind that is tied with an iron rod and then locked with a lock."

Knowing that Shan Cen was telling the truth back then, Lin Lu's expression became serious.

Shan Cen: "That night, only my mother and I were at home. My mother suddenly had an inspiration in the middle of the night, so she got up and went to the studio. When she passed by my room, she was worried that I would kick the quilt with the air conditioner too low, so she habitually opened the door and went in. look,"

Having said that, Lin Lu already guessed the follow-up development.

The mother went to see if the child was sleeping well in the middle of the night, and closed the lock when she came out. Then a fire broke out, and the child could not open the door to come out. No one came to rescue him under the screams, and he could only watch the fire burning in front of him. .

At that time, only the mother and children were at home.

The child is in the room, locked out of the door, and the only person who can lock the door is another person in the family.

The current fire, coupled with desperation and speculation, was a catastrophe for Shan Cen at the time.

He would keep asking himself, why did his mother burn him to death?

Lin Lu felt a sudden pain in his heart, he got up and hugged him in his arms, and stroked his back one after another, "Stop talking."

Shan Cen's face was as pale as paper, he lowered his eyes and shook his head, "I'm fine."

There was a rare weakness in his voice, "Did you guess it?"

Lin Lu let out an 'hmm'.

Shan Cen put his arms around his waist and said softly, "At that time..."

"Hey, don't talk about it." Lin Lu was afraid that he would be provoked again, so he coaxed him softly, "I'll talk about it later."

"It's okay." Shan Cen insisted, some things should be finished at once, "Listen to me."

Seeing his insistence, Lin Lu could only compromise, "Don't force it, you can stop at any time if you can't continue."

"Yeah." Shan Cen paused for a while before speaking again, "Mom was so absorbed in painting that she almost didn't hear what was going on around her. The house was so big that she didn't call the police until the neighbors noticed something was wrong and the fire department arrived. You know, and at that time, my room was almost burned to the ground."

Shan Cen rested on Lin Lu's shoulder, facing out the window.

The sun sank into the dark clouds at some point, and the wind became a little bit stronger, and the trees not far away were blown loudly.

Heavy rain is coming.

"My mother was raised by her grandparents since she was a child. Later, when she met her father, she held her in her hand and cared for her. She never suffered, and she hardly had the ability to bear it. So she had a nervous breakdown just by looking at it."

"She took my accident upon herself."

"At that time, I had already confirmed what I thought was the truth under the horror, and said a lot of things that shouldn't be said."

"I wonder why he locked the door, and why he didn't come to save me. Is it because I, as a son, can't compare to her paintings."

Lin Lu was very distressed, but there was nothing he could do. He could only try his best to comfort her, "It's not your fault."

Not to mention how old Shan Cen was at the time, it is understandable for him to be distracted after experiencing all that suddenly.

Shan Cen didn't say yes or no, and just continued: "In the end, there was no other way. Grandpa had to ask Dad to take Mom abroad for treatment. It was also to separate us."

"Later, after psychotherapy, I gradually let go of this matter, but my mother has not been able to come out, so she can only stay abroad. But our relationship has gradually eased."

"Two years ago, after a car accident, I was trapped in the car, and in desperation I remembered the fire that year." Shan Cen closed his eyes, "You know the rest of it."

Lin Lu was silent for a while, then suddenly asked an irrelevant question, "Why did you choose to major in philosophy?"

Shan Cen's eyes flickered, and he said: "Because I suddenly fell in love with painting weird and twisted abstract paintings. After seeing it, my mother thought that I hadn't forgiven her, and her condition worsened. I regretted it and changed my intention."

"You..." Lin Lu hesitated, wondering if he should ask.

But Shan Cen seemed to see what he was thinking, and said directly: "You guessed right, I did it on purpose."

Lin Lu: "..."

He helplessly called out, "Baby."

Shan Cen didn't take it seriously, "Young and ignorant."

"But I was able to change it back then, thanks to you."

"It should." Lin Lu pinched the back of his neck, "It's all over."

"Yeah." Shan Cen relaxed his body and leaned against Lin Lu quietly.

After several days of turmoil, the two of them calmed down rarely.

Suddenly, a thick lightning flashed across the dim sky.

There was a bang, and big raindrops fell in response, and the vast rain and fog blocked the sight in an instant.

"I'm going to close the window." Lin Lu let go of him, got up and walked towards the window.

Shan Cen looked at his tall and straight back, his eyes gradually revealed vanity.

For his mother, he has no choice.

Can only choose to cheat.

Because of the buried truth, he will never allow it to see the day again.