On the day of the divorce, Lao Gong lost his memory

"Okay." Hearing that Lin Lu had found a psychiatrist for himself, Shan Cen agreed without any hesitation.

"Is someone coming?" he asked.

It stands to reason that he is going to the psychiatrist's clinic, but judging by Lin Lu's posture these days, he should invite someone over.

But he didn't want to, Lin Lu said: "Go to him."

Shan Cen was startled, "Is it far?"

"It's okay." It's within walking distance, Lin Lu asked instead, "So you may have to take it easy when you have to work."

Shan Cen was also worried that if something happened to him again, the exhibition would be affected, so he had already asked for leave, and it would be better to keep the status quo, so he didn't say much, and nodded in agreement.

Lin Lu handed him the mango smoothie, "Try it, Auntie just made it."

"Thank you." Shan Cen took it and took a sip. The strong mango fragrance mixed with the coolness of the smoothie is very suitable for summer.

"You..." Lin Lu wanted to ask him what he thought of psychiatrists, but after saying one word, he didn't know how to ask.

What happened to Yao Mi was his mistake, if he doesn't say anything now, Shan Cen may not be able to explain clearly when he finds out.

But if he wanted to speak now, he didn't know how to speak.

Finally fell silent.

Shan Cen, on the other hand, raised his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Lu was silent, and simply spoke directly, briefly talking about Yao Mi's matter, but concealed the matter of Yao Mi and Yun Lao being father and daughter.

He didn't want Shan Cen to be afraid when facing Yun Lao.

But he didn't want to, Shan Cen didn't have the slightest extra reaction after listening, as if what he just heard was just a story.

Shan Cen: "Oh."

"..." Lin Lu.

He was already ready for Shan Cen to get angry, but he didn't want to wait until there was only a single syllable, and he suddenly felt confused, and he didn't know whether he was disappointed or relieved.

He was speechless: "You just say 'oh'?"

"Otherwise?" Shan Cen asked back with a pair of clear eyes.

With an innocent face, it seems to be saying, why do you think so complicated?

Lin Lu was short of breath, "Aren't you angry?"

Shan Cen shook his head, "Things have already happened, getting angry is useless."

And didn't he just say that she will be punished as she should, that's enough.

Lin Lu felt that Shan Cen didn't take it seriously at all, so he said angrily, "She almost asked us to divorce."

This was the most embarrassing thing for him. If he hadn't lost his memory in a sudden car accident, they would have been divorced now.

As long as he thought about it, he felt angry.

"You don't mind at all?" he asked with hurt eyes.

Shan Cen blinked, too, "Then you also almost made her divorce?"

"..." Lin Lu.

Lin Lu was dumbfounded, "He's not even married yet, how can he divorce?"

Shan Cen couldn't help it anymore, he burst out laughing, "Okay, just kidding." He stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between his brows, and comforted him, "Don't be angry, it's not worth it."

"You are laughing at me." Lin Lu stretched out his hand to pinch his cheek, and tugged viciously, "Isn't it?"

"No." Shan Cen denied while holding his hand, "It hurts."

"It's right if it hurts." Lin Lu let go of his hand, felt a little guilty when he saw the red mark, and rubbed his fair cheek with his fingertips.

It's just that the more you touch him, the brighter his eyes become. Shan Cen's skin is really tender and soft, and he is reluctant to let go of it.

He also deliberately said in his mouth: "Let you have a longer memory."

"..."

Shan Cen dodged his hand speechlessly, as if he was blind, couldn't he see the teasing in his eyes?

"Don't move around." Shan Cen reached out to stop him, and then changed the subject, "What's the name of the psychiatrist you're looking for?"

Lin Lu's eyes flashed, and he said, "Yun Wei."

"!" Shan Cen sat up straight, staring at Lin Lu with wide eyes and said, "Yun Wei? Is that the one I thought of?"

Lin Lu nodded, "That's him."

As he spoke, he raised his hand and touched his head, and asked, "Is that okay?"

Very good, Shan Cen said in his heart, and does it mean that it is easy to find nowhere to go?

but,

He asked casually: "Didn't he retire ten years ago? How did you invite him?"

Lin Lu thought for a while and said, "Maybe it's because I'm good-looking?"

"..." Shan Cen.

I really want to give him a pair of supercilious eyes.

He narrowed his eyes, wondering if Mr. Yun still remembered him as a patient.

After thinking about it, the Su family's affairs are special, and they probably remember it.

In the evening, Elder Yun received a message from Lin Lu——

He agreed.

Yun had already guessed the answer, so he was not surprised.

On the contrary, Xiao Zheng sighed, "You really guessed it right."

·

After two days,

Shan Cen was brought by Lin Lu to Villa No. 11.

He blinked blankly, "Not to say..."

His words stopped abruptly, "So the old man is old Yun Weiyun?"

Lin Lu nodded.

Shan Cen: "..."

Since Lin Lu said that Mr. Yun was in this nursing home, he should have thought of it.

Seeing Mr. Yun, everyone got to know each other again.

Yun Lao smiled and said: "At that time, I didn't want to reveal my identity, it wasn't intentional concealment."

Shan Cen: "It's okay."

After exchanging pleasantries, Old Yun said: "You go upstairs with me, Lin Lu can wait downstairs."

Lin Lu asked, "Can I be together?"

"No."

"Need not."

The two voices sounded together, Lin Lu was a little helpless.

He patted Shan Cen's head, and said: "Don't be brave, I have everything."

"Yeah." Shan Cen felt a little weak in his heart, "If you're bored, you can go back first."

"That won't work." Lin Lu smiled and said, "I think you can see me as soon as you come out."

Shan Cen blushed when he said that, he glared at Lin Lu, turned around and went upstairs with Yun Lao.

It wasn't until the figure disappeared that Lin Lu sat down on the sofa, and the ease on his face disappeared without a trace.

·

As soon as he entered the door, Shan Cen found that it was a carefully furnished room.

All the things inside are in warm colors, which makes it easy for people to let go of their defenses.

Shan Cen's eyes fell on the French windows, where there were several chairs of different styles, including sofas, stools, and hanging basket chairs.

Upon seeing this, Elder Yun said softly, "Choose a seat?"

"Okay." Shan Cen walked over and sat down on a white semi-circular hanging basket chair after a little thought.

Yun Laowei raised his eyebrows imperceptibly.

He seemed to be chatting, "I thought you would choose the sofa."

Shan Cen leaned on the somewhat soft back pillow, and said with a slightly blushing expression: "I haven't sat on it before, I want to try it."

"..." Unexpectedly, this was the reason, and Yun Lao laughed.He thought to himself, as expected, he was still a child, and then asked curiously: "Then I tried it, how does it feel?"

Shan Cen frowned slightly, and said, "It's not as comfortable as I imagined." And it would shake.

Yun Lao said with a smile: "If you are uncomfortable, you can change it to something else, or whatever you like, I will prepare it for you next time."

Shan Cen shook his head, "No need." Compared to changing chairs, he hoped there would be no next time.

Seeing his refusal, Mr. Yun didn't force it. He took the recording board and walked over to sit on the chair opposite him, "Okay, shall we start then?"

Shan Cen moved his fingertips unobtrusively, and gave a light 'hmm'.

Yun Lao asked straight to the point: "Do you still remember me, kid?"

A strange look flashed in Shan Cen's eyes, and he suddenly remembered that ten years ago when Yun Lao was treating him, he would also call him a child.

So when you first met him, you already recognized him?

He nodded, "I remember. I sent you an email a few days ago, but there was no reply."

Elder Yun was a little surprised when he heard the words, "That mailbox was no longer used when I retired." After finishing speaking, he changed the topic, "Can I ask, what is your reason for looking for me?"

Shan Cen didn't hide anything, and said truthfully, "You know the truth, and I need a...professional who won't reveal the secret. You are the most suitable."

Yun Lao nodded and agreed with his statement, but he still asked, "You don't want Lin Lu to know?"

Shan Cen corrected him, "I don't want anyone to know."

"Okay, I understand." Yun Lao said in a gentle voice, "Don't worry, our treatment is 100% confidential, and no third person will know except us."

"Thank you." Shan Cen said.He came to Mr. Yun just to keep it a secret, and he felt a little relieved when he got the guarantee.

"You're welcome." Yun Lao turned to ask, "Then what kind of effect do you want to achieve after receiving this treatment?"

Shan Cen narrowed his eyes.

He didn't think about it.

Originally, he wanted to solve the problem of sleep disturbance, but now he seems to be able to fall asleep, so he really didn't think about what kind of effect he wanted to achieve.

Upon seeing this, Elder Yun said gently, "Don't worry, you can think about this issue slowly."

But Shan Cen said at this moment, "Probably," he said with some uncertainty, "I want to let Lin Lu feel at ease." He didn't want Lin Lu to worry about his affairs all the time.

Yun Lao smiled, "He is very worried about you."

Thinking of Lin Lu's concern for him, Shan Cen's face softened unconsciously.

Yun Lao: "Then, can you tell me about your recent situation?"

Shan Cen said concisely, "Not bad."

Mr. Yun accepted his answer without saying a word well, "How is it a good way? Did you sleep well? Are you having nightmares?"

……

Elder Yun asked many more questions, and when Shan Cen gradually relaxed, he suddenly turned to the matter of the year, "How much do you remember about the fire back then?"

Shan Cen's expression froze, and the coldness in his eyes instantly condensed, "All of them."

"Can you tell me?" Elder Yun asked.

"No." Shan Cen replied without hesitation.

Being rejected, Elder Yun didn't care. He said calmly, "Do you know why your grandfather insisted on arranging your mother to go abroad?"

Shan Cen: "I know."

Yun Lao raised his hand and motioned for him to explain the reason.

Shan Cen did not refuse, "Stay away from the place of right and wrong."

If something like that happens, no matter how tightly you cover it up, someone will know about it, so it's better to just leave and never have anything to do with it again.

Elder Yun shook his head, "It was your mother who insisted on leaving." Otherwise, the country is so big, and you can find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to support your life, so why bother to travel across the ocean and abandon your family and children, seeing your son a handful of times a year countable.

"What's the difference?" Shan Cen asked back.

Whether it was arranged by the grandfather or insisted by the mother, the reason is the same, and the result is the same, so there is no need to dwell on it.

Mr. Yun didn't answer, but only spoke in a gentle voice, "Back then, the first thing your mother said when she woke up was to ask if I could make you forget what happened that night."

Thinking of something, that scene flashed in his mind instantly, Shan Cen's fingers tightened suddenly, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged.

His face became pale as paper in an instant, and layers of cold sweat oozed from his forehead.Those ice-blue eyes surged with hostility, as if they could burn everything they saw at any time.

Mr. Yun tightened the pen in his hand, and while observing Shan Cen's expression, he continued: "She said, she didn't feel embarrassed or ashamed, but she was afraid that you would blame yourself. As a son of man, I can't protect my mother. Zhou Quan, this will become your lifelong imprisonment."

"She doesn't want you to bear these burdens, so we hypnotized and modified your memory."

Yun Laoyu said earnestly: "Shan Cen, your mother's crux is not the crime committed by the villain, but you."

"!!!"

Shan Cen was shocked, and looked at Yun Lao in disbelief, "What do you mean?"

Yun Laodao: "What has kept her in the emotional vortex for so many years is worrying about you. She is worried that one day you will remember those buried truths, and then erupt completely and get stuck in the mud, or go astray, and go down the road. Crooked way."

"Shan Cen," Yun Lao's voice was very soft, but there was a kind of attractive magic.

He said: "[As a mother, you are just] this sentence is not just a sentence. She can not care about any harm for you, or she can not sleep peacefully every day for you."

"So, only when you get out of the predicament and you let go, will she be fine."

The thought of 'she can't sleep every day because of you' was like a bolt from the blue, hitting Shan Cen's head straight.

He only felt a 'buzz', and his whole brain was torn apart like a sudden explosion, dripping with blood.

"...Hmm!" He hugged his head in pain and curled up, cold sweat poured out layer by layer, his eyes were red, and he clenched his teeth tightly to keep the roar in his throat from escaping.

So Su Xin's pain for so many years is all because of worrying about him?

The suppressed hostility and the swamp from the abyss poured out like a storm, drowning him instantly.

Reason repeatedly pulled on the edge of sobriety and addiction, almost tearing his whole body in two.

In the suppressed muffled hum, a few "Lin Lu" faintly leaked out.

When Lin Lu rushed in, he saw such a scene.

Shan Cen held his head in his hands, curled up in a small hanging basket chair.

Look helpless and pitiful.

In just a split second, Lin Lu's eyes became hot, and a violent aura permeated his whole body instantly, as if he was about to kill in the next second.

Xiao Zheng, who came in a step behind him, felt the danger, and subconsciously stood in front of Yun Lao.

Elder Yun patted him on the shoulder, signaling that he was fine.

However, Lin Lu didn't even give them half a look. He rushed over and hugged the trembling man in his arms, stroked his back one by one, kissed his face and said, "Baby, I Here, it's all right."

"It's okay, don't be afraid, my husband is here."

"Baby is the best."

……

After an unknown amount of time passed, the trembling person finally calmed down.

Lin Lu did not dare to relax at all, and still called out to the person in his arms.

Suddenly, a small call came from my ear,

"...Lin Lu."

Lin Lu was shocked. He carefully hugged the person, as if he was afraid of waking him up, and even lowered his voice, "I'm here."

Shan Cen closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, looking pitiful.

He whispered: "I want to go home."

Because he had been holding his breath, Shan Cen's voice sounded hoarse and rough, but Lin Lu's ears sounded like the sound of nature, and he almost cried with joy.

"Okay." He said hoarsely, "Let's go home."