After crossing, I just want to start a career

Su Ming's IQ, which was driven out of the house by sleepiness, finally came back now. He silently stepped back a few steps away from Lin Fei, and then looked at him expressionlessly.

Lin Fei raised his head after reminiscing, and saw Su Ming who was several steps away from him, frowning slightly.

"What are you doing so far away from me? Come here!"

"Boss Lin just say so if you have something to say, please leave quickly if you have nothing to do, I'm going to rest!"

Just as Lin Fei was about to speak, Su Ming interrupted him. Su Ming spoke very fast and his tone was cold.

"No support! No relationship! We are just a simple boss-subordinate relationship!"

Lin Fei: ...

"Does Mr. Lin have anything else to do? If it's work-related, please contact my agent!"

Lin Fei: ...

"Are you quarreling with me?" After they separated, Su Ming did not pester him anymore, but when they met occasionally, his eyes would always reveal a slight worry.Coupled with those small daily details, Lin Fei believes that he still likes himself.

It should be just that he was afraid of being rejected again, so he had to hide his feelings.They got along much better recently, and Su Ming would obviously smile happily when he saw him.

He felt that Su Ming must be waiting for him to speak again. He originally wanted to wait for Su Ming to let go of his knots.But maybe it was because the atmosphere was so good just now, or maybe it was some other reason that he couldn't explain clearly, so he couldn't hold back.

But no matter what, Lin Fei felt that Su Ming would definitely not reject him, it must be the hot searches during the day, those hot searches reminded him of those unpleasant things half a year ago!

"Are you upset about the hot search? You don't have to worry about these, they have already been removed."

Su Ming didn't respond at all, he didn't take the trending topic to heart at all.

"What's the matter, Boss Lin?"

"I was just afraid that you would be unhappy, so I wanted to come and see you." Lin Fei tried to keep his tone as gentle as possible.

"The way you look at people is quite unique. I'm not unhappy, so I really don't need it. I'm going to rest. Can you go?"

Okay, you have used it all, Lin Fei felt that Su Ming seemed to be really angry, but he didn't understand the point of the other party's anger.Although he was a little eager, he felt that his initiative should be what Su Ming wanted.

"Mr. Lin, I don't know what you misunderstood, but I hope you don't forget that we have separated." Su Ming tried to keep his tone as calm as possible, "No matter what our relationship was before, we are just very simple now. Bosses and subordinates, I hope you can grasp this measure well."

No boss would kiss his same-sex subordinate!But Su Ming didn't say these words.

"What if I say, I want us to go back to our previous relationship?"

"Are you joking?" Actually, Su Ming could tell that Lin Fei was not joking, he looked very serious.

Sure enough, Lin Fei immediately said: "I'm not joking, I'm serious."

"Doesn't Lin always think I'm cheap?"

"I didn't, I..."

"That's right, it's pretty cheap." Su Ming didn't let Lin Fei continue, and interrupted him directly, "You look down on someone like me who trades his body for resources, right?"

"I……"

"But no matter what I did wrong at the time, I shouldn't have abused me like this! Isn't it enough for me to die once? Shouldn't I be rescued? Anyway, no one likes me since I was a child. I have no family and no friends. , will you be satisfied if you don’t even want your life!”

Seeing Su Ming staring at him with red eyes, Lin Fei felt as if his throat was blocked by something, and he couldn't speak a word.

He wanted to say that’s not the case, you didn’t trade your body for resources, those resources are what you deserve as an artist with multiple stars.

He wanted to say that I didn't look down on you, and you didn't do anything wrong, maybe it was me.

He wanted to say that I didn't mean to insult you, I just really liked you a little bit and wanted to make up with you.

But he suddenly felt that what he said was useless. At that time, he really talked about nurturing instead of dating, and later he really said that he would end the deal and not meet again, so what is he doing now?

He kicked him away if he didn't like it, and wanted to get him back when he liked it, and kissed him without saying a word, no wonder he felt that he was humiliating him.

How many times like this had he seen before he swallowed that bottle of sleeping pills?How much willpower did he use to get rid of that despair and try to live as he is now?

Lin Fei suddenly felt that he was quite a scumbag. He seemed to have never really considered Su Ming's feelings.

Su Ming seemed to have returned to normal, he took two deep breaths to calm himself down, "Boss Lin, if it's okay, I'm going to rest, please don't come to me alone in the future, and don't do strange things to me again. If you feel that you can't accept an artist who doesn't want to be your lover, then we can terminate the contract."

"Termination? Where do you want to go? Fengfan?" Lin Fei blurted out almost subconsciously, and then felt that his attitude was not correct, so he immediately changed his words, "I mean, there is no entertainment company with more strength than Juxing No matter where you go, it’s impossible to be as good as Juxing.”

Su Ming didn't speak, just looked at him like that.

"It's my fault. I didn't make it clear. I didn't want to keep you, let alone insult you. I just..." Lin Fei hesitated for a while but didn't go on, "Okay, don't think too much about it. Let's just let things go like this, act well, and tell Xu Rong if you have anything to say."

"Okay, thank you Mr. Lin."

Seeing that Su Ming, who was already able to talk and laugh happily with him, suddenly became so distant again, Lin Fei felt very uncomfortable.But he knew that he had no right to be uncomfortable, all this was caused by himself, and Su Ming was the one who was really hurt.

Lin Fei walked away with a heavy face, and Su Ming heaved a sigh of relief.He was really worried that if Lin Fei had to do something regardless, whether he should beat him or not, the key point was that he might not be able to beat Lin Fei.

Fortunately, Lin Fei's personality is not that bad, and Su Ming's acting skills are good enough, so it can be considered an easy solution.

The next day, Su Ming put on his make-up and sat aside to read the script. Zhang Yumo walked up to him, hesitant to speak.

"how?"

"Last night...did you sleep well?"

"It's fine, what's wrong?"

"Er..." Zhang Yumo's constipated expression made Su Ming feel a toothache.

"Brother Yu, what's wrong with you?"

"Actually... I wanted to come to chat with you last night..."

Although Zhang Yumo didn't continue, Su Ming understood. It seems that he heard or saw something yesterday.

Su Ming asked calmly, "So?"

"I'm your friend!" Zhang Yumo said it again as if to emphasize his tone, "I'm your friend, a good friend!"

Zhang Yumo originally wanted to talk to Su Ming, mainly because he was afraid that he still cared about the information on the Internet.Unexpectedly, I heard what he said excitedly in it: Anyway, no one likes me since I was a child, I have no family, no friends, will you be satisfied if you don’t even want your life!This sentence.

Although he wanted to rush in and say that's not the case, I'm your friend!But he felt that it was inappropriate for him to appear at this moment, so he forced himself to turn around and leave.

Su Ming is an adult, and an adult who has experienced a bad past, so Zhang Yumo didn't dare to say too much, for fear of irritating him, so he could only express his thoughts firmly.

"I know!" Su Ming smiled, "Brother Yu is my best friend, don't stress, I know."

"Do you really know? Do you really know that you have good friends?"

"Of course I..." Su Ming smiled helplessly, "I know what you want to say, don't worry, I won't do anything stupid again, yesterday was just..."

"Is it Lin Fei?"

"Ok!"

"What the hell are you..."

"Brother, don't worry, I'm really fine, and Boss Lin and I are fine. Yesterday, we just rushed to talk about it. Since God doesn't accept me, of course I have to live a good life. I have to live better than before. better."

"That's right!" It seemed that Su Ming was indeed emotionally stable, and Zhang Yumo was also relieved, "We have to live a more exciting life than them, and do what we want to do, so that we can be worthy of this world!"

"Ok!"

The filming of the movie was done in an orderly manner. After Song Zi's condition came back, the whole progress went smoothly.

This movie is basically played by the three protagonists, and there are not many irrelevant characters, so as long as the three of them don't lose the chain, everything will be fine.

About half a month before the new year, the roles of several protagonists were reduced, and Luo Yi began to focus on shooting some corners and corners of the plot. The several leading actors were basically used as background boards, and it was enough to appear for a while.However, they still have some concentrated early stage plots, and Luo Yi said that they will wait until the next year to film.

"It's almost Chinese New Year, what's your plan?" Zhang Yumo asked Su Ming while taking off his makeup.

"A year ago I had a commercial to shoot, and then I might go home and have a look!"

"Maybe?" Zhang Yumo was stunned for a moment, "Is it your aunt's house?"

As for the situation of Su Ming and his aunt's family, Zhang Yumo knew something about it. He even felt that Su Ming's failure to become popular back then had something to do with them because he was so unpopular with passers-by.

Because in the past, when Su Ming didn't send money to his aunt's house on time, his aunt and uncle ran to break the news, saying that he was a white-eyed wolf or something.Although they are not his biological parents, they are relatives who raised him since he was a child. Netizens still attach great importance to filial piety.

At least when criticizing others, they all feel that they are filial piety.

Now that Su Ming has become popular, these things have been found out back then, so Zhang Yumo knows a little bit about it.In other words, anyone who is on the Internet and who knows Su Ming knows something.

[The author has something to say: Lin Fei: I know, it's all my fault, I will reflect on it, I will correct it, I...

Su Ming: All right, all right, shut up quickly!

Mr. Lin today... always feels that the road ahead is long... Sigh, it's not easy】