After crossing, I just want to start a career

Su Ming opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out.He felt that his state didn't seem right, as if he was blindfolded by something, he couldn't see clearly and couldn't figure it out.

"We don't welcome you here, let's go!" Lin Fei put down his red wine glass and said again, then took "Su Ming"'s hand, his expression softened again.

"Su Ming" also looked at him tenderly, the two of them looked at each other, a faint halo of light lit up around them, excluding everything from the outside.

Su Ming wanted to take a step forward, and wanted to say that I was the one, but he couldn't make a sound, he couldn't even move.He felt trapped, as if his whole body was bound by something, and even breathing began to become difficult.

He tried desperately to struggle, to get rid of everything in front of him, but he still couldn't do anything.

"Su Ming... Su Ming..." A faint voice came, Su Ming suddenly struggled hard, and was splashed in the face by water.

Lin Fei who just pushed open the bathroom door watched Su Ming struggle to sit up from the bathtub, his face was covered in water, he was panting desperately, and his eyes were a little red.

"What's going on?" Lin Fei didn't care about getting his clothes wet, and walked to the bathtub in two steps, squatting down on Su Ming's shoulder, "Did you fall asleep? Did you choke on the water? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Su Ming's reaction was still a bit slow, he turned his head almost mechanically, and then looked at Lin Fei.

Lin Fei didn't know what happened, but felt that Su Ming's expression made his heart hurt, as if this person would disappear at any moment.He almost wiped off the water from Su Ming's face indiscriminately, and then kissed him indiscriminately, but there was a salty taste in his mouth.

"Is it a nightmare? The water is cold, shall we go out?" Lin Fei carefully stroked the back of Su Ming's neck, not daring to speak too loudly, and could only comfort him softly.

I don't know if Lin Fei's words reminded him, but Su Ming realized that he was very cold, and began to shiver uncontrollably.Lin Fei finally stopped talking, pulled the bathrobe around Su Ming, and carried him to the bed.

Lin Fei touched Su Ming's hair lightly a few times, then got up to get the hair dryer, but found that his clothes were caught.At some point, Su Ming's hand got out of the bathrobe, and then he tightly grasped the corner of his clothes.

"I'm not leaving, don't be afraid, I'll get a hair dryer to blow dry your hair, otherwise you'll get a headache."

Su Ming was unmoved, and still tightly grasped the corner of his clothes. Lin Fei had no choice but to tear off his already wet coat, and hugged Su Ming who was still trembling, and got into bed together.

Lin Fei didn't know what was wrong with Su Ming, he just talked to Xu Rong on the phone, and knew that he had no other problems except being a little tired, so the only possibility was that he just had a nightmare.But what kind of nightmare could scare him like this?

"Okay, okay, don't be afraid, it's all fake, I'm here, I'm here..." Lin Fei hugged Su Ming and patted him on the back while comforting him non-stop.

"Is it all... fake?" Su Ming finally spoke, but his voice was choked with sobs, and there seemed to be a slight tremor.

"Yes, it's all fake, don't be afraid of anything, I'm here."

Su Ming took a few quick breaths, and his eye sockets started to feel hot. If everything is fake, is he also fake?Is this dream an omen?Lin Fei didn't know what he said wrong, but Su Ming's emotions were obviously more excited.

"Su Ming, you..." Lin Fei lowered his head and wanted to ask what terrible thing he had dreamed about, but he was kissed hard.

It may be that the water was a little cold just now, and Su Ming's lips were also a little cold, with a little inexplicable trembling, but there was some eagerness that Lin Fei couldn't understand, and there was no way to speak.

During this period of time, the two had gotten along like a couple, but apart from the mutual help on the day of the finale, Su Ming never took the initiative. Lin Fei knew that he still had some uncertainties, and didn't want to force him.

Originally, he should have been looking forward to a scene like today for a long time, but Su Ming's state was so wrong that Lin Fei couldn't calm down and enjoy it.But if he was asked to push people away like this, naturally he would not be willing.I could only gently stroke the back of Su Ming's neck while coordinating with Su Ming's movements, trying my best to comfort him.

Su Ming originally thought that he had figured it out a long time ago and didn't mind the time travel, but this dream told him that he was actually still afraid.The more he got, the more he was afraid of losing, afraid that everything in front of him was just a mirror image.

If you will lose it in the end, it is better not to have it from the beginning.Without expectations, there can be no disappointments.

This sentence suddenly flashed in his mind, Su Ming could not help but shudder.This is what he has always believed in before, that is, relying on this sentence, he can convince himself to face it calmly when he experiences failures one after another.

Without expectations, there will be no disappointments, my luck is my life, and my life is my life.

But now that he has already obtained it, would he really be willing to lose it again?

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." Lin Fei hugged Su Ming tightly, and kept comforting him.

In the past year, Su Ming has completely changed in his heart. He has become more confident and calm, as if everything is under his control. It has been a long time since he saw his frail appearance, and his heart aches so badly.

Su Ming hugged Lin Fei tightly, encircling him in his arms with both hands and feet, as if he wanted to merge this person with himself.

After an indeterminate amount of time, Su Ming finally calmed down. He leaned on Lin Fei's shoulder a little tiredly, and he didn't move at all.

"I just... had a dream..." Seemingly knowing that Lin Fei would ask, Su Ming took the initiative to speak.

"What did you dream about?"

"I dreamed..." Su Ming closed his eyes, and then said, "I dreamed that I changed, and then I came in front of you, and you said, I don't know you, please leave."

"I..." Lin Fei didn't quite understand why Su Ming would have such a dream, so he could only hug him vigorously, "I won't, no matter what you look like, I can recognize you."

"At that time, there was a person sitting next to you. He looked exactly like me. You looked at each other and smiled, excluding me and the whole world."

Lin Fei: ...

"Are you too tired these days? Take a good rest for two days and you won't be thinking about it."

"What if it's true? Can you recognize me?"

Looking at Su Ming who was reluctant to give up, Lin Fei couldn't help but get a little dizzy. He didn't expect him to be so unreasonable sometimes.

"Impossible things, why bother with you."

"What if it's true? If one day I become ugly, will you still like me?"

If you say that Su Ming's original appearance is not ugly, it can only be said that it is relatively ordinary.Fortunately, because of his height, if he were an ordinary person, he would turn heads.But in the entertainment circle full of beauties, there is really only one thing to say... nothing special.

At least compared to an outstanding beauty like "Su Ming", there really isn't much comparison.

But before, Su Ming had never felt inferior because of his appearance. Although his path in the entertainment industry was not smooth because of his ordinary appearance, he always firmly believed that as long as he persisted, success would come sooner or later.

Now he is successful, but the more he gets, the more uncertain he is. In this success, whether it is his ability or "Su Ming"'s appearance is the bigger factor.

Especially in the relationship between him and Lin Fei, Su Ming, who has never liked anyone before, feels particularly insecure. He is afraid that if one day, he loses the appearance of "Su Ming", will he lose it too? The ability to be liked by Lin Fei.

Lin Fei didn't answer the question, but just lowered his head and kissed him again, and didn't let go until Su Ming started to struggle because he couldn't breathe.

"In the future, once you think about it wildly, I'll kiss you once. If I kiss you until you pass out, you probably won't be able to think about it anymore."

"..."

Although the process was a bit embarrassing, Su Ming finally came to his senses. He shoved Lin Fei shyly, and then wrapped himself in the quilt.

"Are you exhausted these days? How many stops are there for this promotion?"

"There are still two stops, and then we will wait for the release to talk about it."

"When this wave of publicity is over, block Luo Yi!"

"..."

Maybe it was because Su Ming was too speechless, Lin Fei couldn't help laughing himself.But after laughing, he was a little worried, and couldn't help asking: "He hasn't harassed you recently, has he?"

"Why are you harassing me!" Su Ming was amused by him, "Did you threaten him? He hasn't spoken to me recently."

"Hmph, he's sensible, if he still dares to covet you, I'll find someone to put him in a sack!"

"..."

"Oh, by the way, when this wave passes, do you want to take a vacation? We can go abroad to have fun."

Su Ming blinked, not knowing how the topic got here.Lin Fei mentioned once or twice that he wanted to go on a trip with him, but Su Ming felt that his career was on the rise, so he was not very interested in this matter, so he let it go.

"Didn't we talk about it before? Why mention it again?" Su Ming sat up wrapped in a quilt, "Is there any event that we must go to?"

"Don't be so ambitious!" Lin Fei helplessly raised his hand and rubbed his dry hair, "I just want to take you out to relax, and besides..."

"What else?"

"I want to go to Montpellier with you."

"France?"

"Correct!"

"So why... what?"

Lin Fei smiled and pinched Su Ming's ear, "It's nothing, I just heard that it's beautiful there, and I want to take you to see it."

"Oh……"

Seeing that Lin Fei didn't want to say more, Su Ming didn't ask any more questions, but after Lin Fei went out, he couldn't help but checked the information about Montpellier.

He didn't know much about this city. The first thing that popped up in the search engine was the University of Montpellier, then the City of Sunshine, the famous French wine region, and...the capital of gays...

Gay capital!Su Ming sat up straight suddenly, and began to carefully check the notification.

[The author has something to say: Lin Fei: It must be Luo Yi, it's all his fault, Ming Ming is too tired for us to think wildly, let's put him in a sack!

Luo Yi: Are you polite?]