The redemption of the villain

Time flies, and it is winter in a blink of an eye. After today, it will be winter vacation.

During this period of time, Clays often went to the hospital to help those patients, because there are people with healing attributes. Many people came here from other places to seek help from Clays in order to treat difficult diseases or diseases that doctors can hardly do anything about. them.But Kleiss is still the same, after the help, she keeps promoting my fame and greatness, and honestly, everything she does is giving me a headache.

Also, she mentioned last time that there will be a famine in the kingdom next year, and my father and I were dubious.But if it does happen, I still want to try my best to help those people, but I don't want to be a saint.

Clays has done a lot without telling me, I know she is for me, but how do I accept it?I have never given her anything, and what she gave me is not what I want. I don’t need these things that will only add trouble to me. I just want a peaceful life, an important family, and a lover I like .

Since Schild recognized me, he and I have become more and more intimate, but at most they just held hands.There were several times when Clays interfered with our date. It was obviously a happy time for the two of us, but every time she appeared, it would spoil the atmosphere very well.When I wanted to drive her away, she would keep herself as a maid, and now I regret letting her be my maid.

She never tells me before doing something, because I can't help, she still regards me as her favorite toy, if she really cares about me, why never discuss it with me.Blindly causing trouble for me, she still looks very satisfied, I really can't guess what she is proud of.Have you considered my feelings, asked me what I think, if it is really for my own good, can you not be so selfish and do something I don't like, and give me things I don't need.As if I was just a pawn she used to hide her desire.

[Alyssa, can I come to your house today?Otherwise, there will be no chance during the winter vacation, please let me accompany Miss Alisa for a while longer. ]

[Clays. ]

[Hmm, I'm here, what's wrong? ]

[You don't need to come here again. ]

[ah?What's wrong?Why? ]

[From today onwards, you are no longer my servant and have nothing to do with me, thank you for your continued help. ]

[what are you saying?Alisa, are you kidding me?I'm sorry, is there something I didn't do well enough?I will work hard, please give me a chance, don't drive me away. ]

[Kleiss, what you have been doing all this time, I know you want to help me, but have you asked me before that, if I need it, have you asked me how I feel, have you ever thought that you will How many unnecessary troubles have been brought to me.Don't you think you are being selfish? ]

[But loving someone is not selfish. ]

[Your love is too heavy, I can't accept it, sorry. ]

[As long as I love you is enough, because I want to give you the best, I want to protect you, I want to give you happiness, I want to see you every day. ]

[The unnecessary things you gave me are destroying my happiness bit by bit and interfering with my peaceful life.Also, I don't think I will be a saint. If there is a famine in a year, my father and I will find a way to help people, but the saint or something, let others do it, I don't need it. ]

[Alyssa, this matter is true, you must believe me, because I...]

[Because you can predict the future, right?That is to say, you have been sticking to me since I entered school, and you probably wanted to get close to me because you knew that I might become a saint. ]

[No, because I like Alyssa, that's why I...]

[Yeah?But at that time we didn't know each other at all, what do you like about me?What do you know about me?We only got to know each other later.No, now I still don't know you, I don't know what you are thinking, what you have done without telling me.I'm just a pawn you use to satisfy your desires, right? ]

[It's not like this, Alisa, I fell in love with you at first sight, not because of my status or anything.I have never regarded you as a pawn, you are my most important person, as long as it is for you, I am willing to do anything. ]

[If you are really for me, please don't come to me again in the future, I just want to live a peaceful life, I hope you don't come to destroy it again.I'm just an ordinary person, nothing worthy of your liking, thank you for doing so much for me and my father.If you want a reward, you can come to the Duke's Mansion to get it at any time, and I will give you the corresponding money, and please stop following me in the future. ]

[I don't want anything, I don't need money, all I want is you!Even if you don't need it, I want to give you the best and everything.I know I'm selfish, but because I like you, I just don't want to give you up to anyone.If you want me to leave you or something, how can I possibly do it! ]

[Kleiss, if someone really wants to hurt me, what will you do? ]

[If someone dares to hurt Alyssa, I will kill him first. ]

What a hopeless, crazy guy, how can I accept the love of this kind of person.It was the same when I saved Annie last time, I made that man into that miserable state.Will one day be jealous that I have a good relationship with Schild or someone else, and make us like that.

[Yeah.Kleiss, don't you think that you are abnormal and a crazy person?Even though he possesses healing magic, he himself is seriously ill.Sorry, I have nothing more to say to you, from now on, you are free, you don't need to do anything for me, and you are no longer my servant.Even if we meet again, we are just classmates. If possible, I hope you'd better pretend that you don't know me. ]

[No, Alisa!As long as you don't drive me away, I can do anything, please, I can't do this alone, no matter what! ]

I turned to leave without looking back at Kleiss, but I heard her nasal voice become more nasal, she must be crying.But, I'm sorry Kleiss, we are destined to be people in two worlds, I can't give you anything, and I never need what you give me.Let's end our relationship here.

No matter how much Kleiss called me and begged me, I didn't look back.It snowed heavily that night, as if the emotions I had accumulated for a long time were finally released.It may also be from this day that the fate of me and Clays has changed.

But I am very glad that I believed her words at that time and saved many people and this country a year later, but I failed to "save" the most important people.

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I haven't returned home for more than half a year, and nothing has changed, be it the streets or the crowd.Although it is a civilian area, the environment is not bad.There is no discrimination against each other, and occasionally children will fight in the street.

[Mom, I'm back. ]

[Welcome home, Clays, I'm still worried that you won't come back in winter. ]

I was busy working to make money during the summer vacation, so I never went home, but...

[Mom, didn't I send you a letter saying that I will definitely come back in winter.Where's dad?How is he? ]

[He is out hunting again and will be back around night.You haven't been home for a long time, just tell your mother what you want to eat. ]

[As long as it is made by my mother, I like it. ]

[good!Mom will show you that night, it must be delicious enough to make you burst! ]

Mom hasn't changed either, I haven't told her that I'm not the real Kleiss, but it doesn't matter if I say it or not, because I will be their real daughter and take care of them .

Some families in the civilian area have the address of mother and father, unlike nobles who want to say "father, mother, lord" which is so formal.Since I came to this world, I have been calling them "Mom and Dad", and Marianne even complained, "I am old! It is so sad to be told by my daughter that I am old."

[Um?Is it Clays?You're back? ]

[Dad, I'm back, do you miss me?I miss you too. ]

[Come on, you stinky girl.It just so happened that I had been shooting wild rabbits all the time today, and my daughter is back, it seems like I’m going to have a drink to celebrate, hahaha~]

This father is just greedy, what a celebration, even if I'm not at home, he will definitely drink behind my mother's back.

[Since when did you have a cat?Very nice. ]

Dad saw Persia in my arms and asked.

[This is the little wild cat I picked up before. It is called Persia. It is very obedient and smart. He can understand everything you say. ]

[Yeah?Persia, I will leave the work of catching mice at home to you from now on, okay? ]

Boss looked back at me, as if he wanted to say something, but I told him to only speak in front of me.Just behave like a normal cat when other people are around.

It's useless for you to look at me like that. It's your job to catch mice.

In the evening, our family of three ate around the table.

[Kleiss, are you okay at the academy?Has anyone bullied you? ]

That... is actually me bullying others.

[No, no one bullied me, but I didn't make many friends, after all, college is a place to learn. ]

[That's right, did you meet a handsome boy in the academy, or someone you like?Next time I go home and bring back a rich man or something~]

Mom has a smirk on her face. Are you looking forward to your daughter getting married, or do you want a rich son-in-law?However, the person I like...

[There is someone I like more, but...may not be suitable. ]

In fact, he is a very loving person.

[Is it because of the status gap between nobles and commoners?Nobles are really all the same.It doesn't matter, my daughter is so good, she can definitely find a better boy. ]

But she is the best, even though she is a girl.

[Persia, come here, do you want a bone for you? ]

Dad threw a bone to Persia, but he kicked it aside with his claws.

[Dad~Persia is a cat, not a dog, even if you don’t give me meat, please don’t give me bones. ]

[Haha~ just kidding~]

After dinner, I went back to my room to rest after catching up with my parents.

[Didn't expect you to bring this back too. ]

Persia looked at the thing I held in my hand. This was the little bear puppet Alisa gave me at that time, and of course I wanted to bring it back.

Alyssa said that I was no longer her maid, that I was no longer needed, that I had ruined her life, and even when we met again, we had to treat each other as if we didn't know each other, and then left without looking back. .

That night I cried while holding this puppet, and my eyes were red. I have never cried like that day.It's just that she is not needed by her, but it seems to be abandoned by this strange world.It doesn't matter if she hits me on the head or scolds me, but it's really sad not to be needed by the person I like, and even doing anything for her will become a hindrance.

If it weren't for me, you would have fallen into the trap of the Fush Robins.If it wasn't for me, you would have been assassinated by that swordsman during the crusade against monsters.If it wasn't for me, how could the prince take you seriously.If it weren't for me, those children you loved would have been killed.If it weren't for me, who would recognize a wayward young lady with a bad reputation.

But I did all these things voluntarily for her, so I have no right to complain.No, maybe she would have lived a happier life without me, because Kleiss was the one who killed her in the end.Although this body is mine now, I am not the original Kleiss after all, and I never thought of robbing her of the prince or framing her.

I lay on the bed, looked at the little bear puppet in my arms, and chanted Alisa's name over and over again.Persia probably felt very annoyed, so he left the room and went to sleep in the living room, and I also fell asleep unconsciously.