Fumino: Did Akutagawa lose his horse today?

After losing the Akutagawa Award three times, Osamu Dazai was completely depressed. Although he knew that if he asked Akutagawa for it, Akutagawa would definitely give it to him. This is the confidence of the teacher who is still respected by Akutagawa today. On the contrary, the Akutagawa Award is not so attractive to Osamu Dazai, but even Oda Saku has received the Akutagawa Award, but he has repeatedly failed, so Dazai Osamu can't help but think about the possibility of going directly to Akutagawa for it, really It's not that he wants to take a shortcut, yes, that's right.

Osamu Dazai comforted himself, holding his latest novel "Disqualification in the World" in his hand. Now he can be regarded as a very famous writer, and many articles such as "Setting Sun" and "Girl Apprentice" have also been selected into textbooks. The content of the full-text recitation.

Osamu Dazai hurried to the youth meeting with his novel in his arms. This time he must be praised by Mr. Akutagawa and get the Akutagawa Prize!Definitely can't come back for a fourth time!

Damn, if it wasn't for the hateful Yasunari Kawabata, he wouldn't be so ashamed to refuse to give him the Akutagawa Award on the grounds that the writer's private life is not good. This guy really doesn't fit him! ! !Especially when Atsushi wandered in front of him and said that he was called "Xiao Akutagawa", God knows he even had the idea of ​​cleaning up the division.

On the way, Osamu Dazai saw a clear river, which seemed to invite him to pass by a beautiful and moving beauty.Osamu Dazai shook his head. Although it is very attractive, the compliment from Mr. Akutagawa is even more attractive, not to mention that Akutagawa is getting more and more beautiful now, and God knows how many people are attracted by his warm and jade-like temperament and natural cute appearance , compared to this, let's hurry up and find Mr. Akutagawa.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew by, Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes subconsciously, and in the next second, the figure of [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] appeared in front of his eyes, with that thin body still coughing from time to time and looking at himself with cold eyes. The eyes that implied paranoid expectation made Dazai Osamu feel in a trance for a moment. How long has it been since he saw Akutagawa like this? Compared with Akutagawa Ryunosuke in his own world, this [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] is more like Akutagawa The original development looks like this, but Osamu Dazai knows that it is impossible for his own Akutagawa to have such an expression on his way, so this is a parallel world?Is it the ghost of the "book"?

Osamu Dazai habitually evoked a malicious smile: "Who am I talking about? It turned out to be you, Akutagawa, what are you doing here now?" But he often ignores the attitude, but after seeing the importance that Akutagawa attaches to him, he seems to be unable to resist being pampered.

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] It's strange why the teacher I admire suddenly appeared in front of me, his eyes were full of vigilance, although he was very unwilling, but in fact [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] just saw [Dazai Osamu] with a tiger Going to eat, so even if the person who appears now is exactly the same as [Dazai Osamu], he still feels the same and it doesn't make him relax.

Is it a different ability?Or some kind of conspiracy against Hong Kong/Black? 【Akutagawa Ryunosuke】Thinking, Rashomon is a little ready to move.

Osamu Dazai could easily see what this little disciple was thinking. Sure enough, Akutagawa, you are still very bad at hiding your thoughts, even if you always have a deadpan expression.

Osamu Dazai put the "Disqualification in the World" in his hand into his coat pocket, and went up to touch [Akutagawa Ryunosuke]'s hair, it was very soft, obviously his character at this time was smelly and hard, but his hair was so soft People are reluctant.

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke]'s expression suddenly went blank, and a blush instantly spread all over his fair and pale face, Rashomon couldn't use it anymore, is this really Mr. Dazai?Mr. Dazai touched his head, does Mr. Dazai agree with him?

"You're so cute, Akutagawa." Dazai Osamu looked at [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] tenderly. It's really a sin that his endless talent was buried because he entered Hong Kong/Black. It's obviously Akutagawa who can write such excellent works. teacher.

If he can make up for it this time, let him bring Mr. Akutagawa into the literary world. Absolutely, we must not let other people occupy Mr. Akutagawa again!

"Yes, yes, Mr. Dazai!" [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] replied stiffly, circles appeared in his eyes, as if he was going to faint in the next second.

Obviously, what Akutagawa has always wanted is his own praise, but he really doesn't know how to raise children, he raised Akutagawa to be so paranoid, and then threw Akutagawa away on his own, just like picking up Akutagawa at random. Toys in general.

There was a hint of gloom in Osamu Dazai's kite-colored eyes, but when he looked again, it seemed that there was nothing there.

"Akutagawa accompany me somewhere~" Osamu Dazai took [Akutagawa Ryunosuke]'s hand, and walked forward excitedly.

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] The brain is shut down, all I know is to follow Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai brought [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] to a bookstore. If anyone in this world had the greatest influence on Akutagawa, it would be Dazai Osamu.

Osamu Dazai walked back and forth in the bookstore several times, his excited expression suddenly turned cold, he was used to the world of his own world where masterpieces are juxtaposed, ideas collide, and literary talents are brilliant, seeing the boring articles in this world today, Too bad, too bad, how can this kind of book enlighten Akutagawa!

Osamu Dazai had no choice but to take out the books he carried with him. Apart from his latest "No Longer Human", they were "Rashomon" and "A Dream in the Cloud" by Mr. Akutagawa.

Osamu Dazai took out "Dream in the Cloud". His "Disqualification in the World" is his semi-autobiographical novel, and he wants to show it to Mr. Akutagawa. The name of the supernatural ability of [Jiang] is the same, so it is not suitable for him to read, so only this "Dream in the Cloud" is left.

"Akutagawa, you should read this book first." Dazai Osamu handed the book to [Akutagawa Ryunosuke].

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] Hastily took it with both hands, but was still very curious: "Mr. Dazai, what do you plan to ask me to do?"

"You can read it before you make an evaluation, but you have to watch it over and over again! Remember to keep it well, I will be angry if you break it." Dazai Osamu put his shoulders on [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] with a smile, But it is dangerous.

But [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] was very moved and said that he would watch it all the time and memorize it!It will definitely be provided to ensure that it will not damage a little bit of corners.

So after that, the Hong Kong/Black members saw [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] holding a book and reading it seriously, regardless of time, place, and characters, even while doing tasks, it seemed that they were going to go crazy. Is this a good book?Everyone's curiosity is just around the corner.

Whether it’s good or not, [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] doesn’t know, but when he saw this book, he felt like he was talking to another self. They are the same but different. Obviously this is the first time he read this book Book, but I feel that I can easily know what happened to him later, and even feel empathy. Originally, it was only for Mr. Dazai's task, but gradually began to think for himself.

"Akutagawa, is this book so good? You've read it so many times, haven't you read enough?" Zhong Yuan Zhong also came over and asked curiously, Akutagawa's temperament is getting calmer and calmer for some reason, isn't it that The kind that is regarded as an unintentional dog, but how should I put it, the kind that has less confusion and has a new goal.

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] bowed respectfully to Chuya Nakahara: "Senior Nakahara."

"This is a work that is very close to me. It's like what I think in my heart. The world outlined in this book is so beautiful and moving. Every time I read it, I have a new understanding."

There is a sentence in the article, the world is hell, and everything I experience in the world makes me wonder whether I am going through trials, sufferings, sufferings, and all the sufferings, whether it is for people to see what is more painful than the world Yes, to me, hell is more beautiful than the world, even after being burned by the fire of hell, it is better than living in the world.

The ray of light hangs down from heaven, and it is the first time I have witnessed the appearance of heaven, but it is more like a dream, broken and dazzling like glass, heaven is very cheap, even a rabbit like him who lives in the ditch, can't help it. Being able to come to this place, but he is very precious, everything here is unforgettable, wearing clothes made of cloud-like ribbons, and eating food that never existed in memory The delicacies of mountains and seas, the teachers he met were kind and tolerant like Buddha, and his friends were also full of talents and kindness.

But everything will be recycled, because this is nothing but a delusion of a rabbit from hell.When you have something but lose it, you will feel that this is the world. *

The world is hell, this sentence in the article, probably only I can understand it, after all, in the eyes of others, this article is just a very beautiful fairy tale, even if there is a regret in the ending, but more people, But I just feel that this is an ending that gives people infinite fantasy.

Rabbit who came back to hell after surviving in heaven.

【Osamu Dazai】When we got the news, it was already the fifth day that 【Ryunosuke Akutagawa】had been taught by Osamu Dazai.

During these five days, Osamu Dazai was amazed at the talent of [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] countless times. His thoughts are infinitely close to the great teacher Akutagawa in his own world, probably because he is essentially a person, [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] What [suke] lacks is just writing skills, as long as [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] develops his skills, then he can also achieve the same achievements as Akutagawa in his own world.

[Osamu Dazai] hung a rope on the road that [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] often walked, thinking that he would see Akutagawa attacking him mercilessly, but he was wrong, completely wrong.

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] After putting himself down carefully, he just nodded and left.It's different... [Osamu Dazai] I can't hide my confusion, what happened?

"Akutagawa, you..." [Osamu Dazai] stopped [Ryunosuke Akutagawa]: "You didn't even know how to say hello when you saw me, a former teacher? It seems that you finally gave up your brain, which is not smart enough. Did you play dumb?"

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] just looked at [Osamu Dazai] calmly, [Osamu Dazai] suddenly felt like a clown, the expression on his hippie smile disappeared, and his expressionless face looked like a doll Terrible: "It's so boring, you can't even tell him from me? For a little bit of kindness, you are like a puppy who sees a bone, wagging its tail and leaning over facelessly."

[Akutagawa Ryunosuke] shook his head: "I can tell clearly, Mr. Ji is Mr. Ji, and Mr. Dazai is Mr. Dazai. They are different." [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] shook his head and left, not looking at [ Osamu Dazai] At a glance, what is the right way?What is your goal in life?

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's life is for novels, and this is his life goal.

On the seventh day under Dazai Osamu's teaching, [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] was able to write a work that made Dazai Osamu very excited, and belonged to Akutagawa Daisei.

"It's great! You really deserve to be the great teacher Akutagawa! Congratulations to Akutagawa, you can become a teacher~" Dazai Osamu held the article called "Second Encounter" by [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] and went around in circles excitedly.

In the end, I saw myself in this world looking at me with a gloomy face, and there were actually the little dwarf Chuya Nakahara, sister Momiji and the leader Mori Ogai, oh, Butei's Nakajima Atsushi, Edogawa Ranpo, Izumi Kage When Huadu came, he knew that he could hide it for seven days at most, but do you think Osamu Dazai would be afraid?How can it be.

"Mr. Dazai? I finally found you." A halo appeared in the sky, Ryunosuke Akutagawa jumped out of the halo, looked at the people around him, and couldn't help but look at Osamu Dazai.

"Master Akutagawa doesn't believe me?" Osamu Dazai angrily lay on Akutagawa's body.

"It's not that I don't believe Mr. Dazai, it's just that Mr. Dazai is too good at pranks." Akutagawa Ryunosuke sighed helplessly, looking at himself in this world, his eyes widened in surprise.

There are two Akutagawa Ryunosuke, one is wearing a black coat and the other is wearing a dark blue kimono, but they are similarly gentle.

"I really didn't do anything bad, but I was a good teacher!" Osamu Dazai proudly put his hands on his hips.

Akutagawa rubbed his eye sockets and smiled: "That's right, thank you, Mr. Dazai."

Akutagawa took Dazai Osamu and left this world, it seems that only [Akutagawa Ryunosuke] of this world was affected, but is this really the case?

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