Is the program okay?

The program is a little emotional, "I have been living like a marionette for 30 years. No matter what, whether I want to or not, I can only be manipulated by others, so I can directly say that I hate war when I see that child. I am really envious of being able to not participate in the war, and would rather give up the glory and wealth that is at your fingertips and be willing to do the lowest job and live the poorest life. Since I have no choice in my life, I can make more people If I choose the life I want to live and enjoy freedom, will my patience in this life be worthwhile?"

Chu Ge understood what he meant, and said, "Are you really willing to protect such a child who has the potential to be a traitor, even if the price may be your life?"

The corner of his lips curled up, "That kid won't be a traitor, don't be fooled by his quick tongue, he said that just because he lived a real life, a truth that I envy. And, now The enemy is strong and we are weak. He returned to Xinying from Lingnan. For more than ten years, he has not betrayed the empire, but chose to stay in the alliance. Isn't this a true reflection of his inner will? The quick talk at that time was nothing more than a youthful spirit , can’t be taken seriously. However, since he is a citizen of the Union and I am a soldier of the Union, isn’t it only natural for me to protect him?”

Chu Ge said coldly: "Okay, it's only right for you to protect him, and you would rather sacrifice yourself than he would at the cost, then have you considered the small team?"

Program was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "Of course I have thought about it..."

"You're thinking about it!" Chu Ge interrupted him rudely, "Procedure, you have to know that we have not had a day off in the past ten years in the Southern and Northern Wars. Not only the military exploits, but also countless enemies! Therefore, in this alliance, there is not a piece of land that belongs to us, not a single army belongs to us, we only have 29 people in the team, and now Yunmo is gone. There are only [-] of us left. Once you die, we will not be able to live alone, do you understand what it means to have a cold lips and teeth? Or are you planning to die and let us bury you?"

Program lowered his brows and smiled slightly, "No, I won't let you be buried for me. Even if I'm gone, you'll all be alive, don't worry, you'll all be alive."

Chu Ge sneered, "Program, you have to figure it out, people in the Xuedihua team are never afraid of death, do you think we care about our own lives? We just don't want to die meaninglessly, since we live in this world , we all want our existence and our death to be meaningful, that's why we follow you, you are the meaning of our life. Do you understand?"

"...Is it meaningful? I am the meaning of your life?" Program looked at the shadows of trees outside the window, thinking about Chu Ge's words, "No, we are like-minded friends, everyone in the team is, but I am not your living Each of you has your own meaning of existence, don’t entrust your life to me. In that case, once I die, you may really have to be buried for me.”

"Okay, it's not up to you anyway." Chu Ge didn't intend to get entangled in this topic, "Just now you said you were the executioner, what about us? Are we the accomplices of the executioner? Everyone in the Xuedihua team We have all killed people, including me, but we have never killed people for our own selfish desires. We all fight on the battlefield to protect the people of the alliance. It is full of blood, but the people behind us can live well. This is the meaning of our killing. You say you are an executioner, do the people under your protection know that they are being protected by an executioner? Don’t they Do you want to bear the guilt for your killing?"

Program laughed feebly, sometimes he really couldn't do anything with Chu Ge's eloquence. "Of course not, the common people are innocent. Protecting them from being bullied and allowing them to choose the life they want, like the snow leopard boy, can choose the path they want to go. This is righteousness, and it also supports me on the battlefield again and again. The reason for continuing to kill, I understand this truth better than anyone else.

"However, in the dead of night, as an ordinary human being, I would ask myself, am I really qualified to deprive others of their lives? To deprive a life of a human being like me? And who gave me such a Power? Is it the laws of the alliance, the marshal, Emperor Jing, or someone else? No one can tell me the answer."

Chu Ge was silent for a while, and said: "From the moment you set foot on the battlefield, you are no longer an ordinary human being."

Program smiled, "You're right, I'm stuck."

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The sun is rising and the morning mist is cool.

Walking out of the north dormitory, Chu Ge's pace was obviously slower than usual.

The program couldn't help being mean, "I can't bear it a few days after getting up early? Is this physical strength still a medical officer for the army?"

Chu Ge ignored his provocation and only said, "Program, you think so much, aren't you tired?"

Program smiled, "It's okay. What, what I said yesterday scared you?"

It was rare for Chu Ge to be honest, "Yes, I stayed up all night."

Program sighed softly, "This is why I have never dared to say it. Once I say it, there will always be people who will worry that I will be world-weary and seek death in the next moment."

Chu Ge could not refute.

"Don't worry, I've been thinking about those words for more than ten years, haven't I been living well?" Program laughed heartlessly, "I hate killing, but as long as it is necessary, I will continue, Until the end of my life, or the end of the war." He looked at the red sun in the distance, his eyes bright, "If I want to die on the battlefield, I hope I can die a happy death, wrapped in horse leather, to comfort my life. If I can live until the end of the war , I will ask the Marshal to allow me to resign all military ranks and leave the capital, and then go to travel around the alliance. In summer, I will go fishing with the fishermen and welcome the earliest sunrise at sea every day. Brewed wine, the joy of a small red clay stove. When all of you are married and have children, I will go to you to eat and live with you during the holidays. Watch the sky at dawn and the clouds at dusk, and enjoy the flowers in spring and the snow in winter. By the way, I will give you Wouldn't it be fun for children to tell stories about our youth?"

Chu Ge's eyes were slightly red, but he couldn't help laughing at him, "It's so beautiful, as if you are so happy now."

"Of course I am happy. Every time I think of such a day in the future, I am very happy. This kind of happiness gives me the strength to continue to live." Program said with a smile, "When such a day comes, all the people in the war The dead and wounded, no matter the enemy or us, will become the foundation for the survival of this prosperous age, so thinking about it, our patience all the time has meaning.”

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It's only been a day, and although Snow Leopard still ignores Lin Yuan, it obviously doesn't reject his physical contact, and even let Lin Yuan touch such a soft and fragile place as his stomach.

Program was amazed, and praised Lin Yuan while applauding, "You are amazing, you have improved so much in just one day, you are really amazing."

"It's not that I'm great, after all, it's different bodies and one heart..." Lin Yuan said so, but the roots of his ears turned red visibly.

Of course, it is impossible not to be as keen as a program without noticing it, but he saw it through and didn't say it. Instead, he reached out and rubbed Lin Yuan's head vigorously, "I saw it right, you are really smart!"

"Can you stop touching my head all the time..." Lin Yuan reluctantly pulled Shu Jie's hand, but the strength was obviously much weaker than last time.

Program smiled reassuringly, "Originally, I was worried about whether you would be able to grasp the essentials quickly, thinking that I would bring Ah Xu over to help you practice every day, but you are improving so fast, it seems that my worries are completely superfluous. In this way, even if I leave one day, you will not have any problems alone, which is really great."

Lin Yuan, who was still immersed in the joy of being praised, was suddenly stunned when he heard this, "Let's go? Where are you going?"

Program was also taken aback by his question, "Go back to Yunchuan."

Only then did Lin Yuan recall the information he had selectively forgotten.

Yes, the reason why Program appeared here was because Yunchuan was invaded, the empire had not withdrawn its troops, and Yunchuan would have a war sooner or later, Program must return to Yunchuan, and would not stay in this small district military academy for a long time.

so silly.Really silly.I am so stupid.

Last night he was still fantasizing under the covers, if he could settle the feud with the snow leopard quickly, would he be able to use the legs of the snow leopard's power healing procedure, secretly, without being discovered by anyone.After the treatment is over, the program can continue to gallop on the battlefield, and he can continue to be his own shepherd without any problems.

He fell asleep happily with such a dream, but he forgot that the program might leave soon, and he couldn't wait for the day when he could make Snow Leopard play a role.

"What time are you leaving?"

Seeing his sudden froze smile and obvious loss, Program could not help feeling a little sour in his heart, "Anytime. But," he rubbed Lin Yuan's head vigorously again, "Don't worry, I will tell you before I leave. You You are the first student I teach, and I have to test your learning results, but I can't let you dishonor my reputation."

Lin Yuan didn't resist this time, and let the program mess up his carefully combed hair in the morning.He lowered his head, sniffed, stretched out his clenched right hand, leaving only one little finger, and said in a low voice: "It's a promise, don't break your promise."

Program looked at his outstretched hand and that little finger for a while, until Lin Yuan's hand began to tremble and seemed to be about to withdraw, he stretched out his hand and lightly hooked Lin Yuan's slightly cool little finger, "It's a deal, Never break your word."

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