just in time

Yi Chenliang had a cigarette dangling from his mouth, and he couldn't light the cigarette after pressing the lighter several times.

Yun Fang reached out to take out the cigarette from his mouth and bit it in his own mouth, then raised his chin at him, "Light it up."

Yi Chenliang clenched the lighter in his hand, "Don't smoke this thing."

"Then you're still smoking in front of me." Yun Fang spat out the cigarettes in his mouth into the trash can, and took out two packs of cigarettes from his pocket, "Quit it, it's not good for your lungs."

Cigarettes were thrown into the trash by him.

"Look, you are always so kind to me." Yi Chenliang leaned on the sofa, looked up at him, and laughed at himself, "But you refused to admit that you like me."

"I like you." Yun Fang stood beside the armrest, bowed his head slightly, his lips were bitten by Yi Chen's good criminal, and there was a bit of pain when he spoke, "But it's not the kind of liking you want."

"If you like it, you can divide it into different types." Yi Chenliang bent one leg and stepped on the sofa, the lighter in his hand was spinning quickly, and his thin eyelids drooped, "You can't be kind to me for no reason."

Yun Fang suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette urgently, but he threw all the cigarettes into the trash can just now. He took two steps back and leaned on the window sill, "Are you sure you want to listen?"

Yi Chenliang twitched the corners of his mouth, "Give it a good time, or you will always hang on like this, and you will go crazy sooner or later. I almost suspect that you are my own brother."

"It might be a little more outrageous than your own brother." Yun Fang sighed.

Yi Chenliang looked at him with a complicated expression, "My dear sister?"

Yun Fang almost couldn't hold back and opened another ladle for him.

Yi Chenliang also seemed to feel that this guess was out of line, so he couldn't help laughing, "Fuck."

"A few months ago, my name was not Yun Fang." Yun Fang stared at Yi Chenliang, and said slowly, "My name is Yi Chenliang."

The smile on Yi Chenliang's face froze, he sat up straight mechanically, and looked at Yun Fang with obvious disbelief, "What the fuck are you talking about?"

Even if you reject him, it doesn't have to be so outrageous.

Yun Fang smiled and pointed to himself, "This child named Yun Fang committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills a few months ago, and when he woke up again, the person inside was replaced by me. I was 35 years old before I died in my last life. "

Yi Chenliang frowned, "Don't tell fucking ghost stories."

"You grew up in Qiushan Orphanage. You were abandoned at the entrance of the orphanage. At that time, you were only wrapped in a flower bag. If someone hadn't come out to the bathroom at night and saw you, you would have froze to death." Yun Fang's eyes fell on On his thigh, "You have a mole on the inner thigh, and a triangular birthmark on the back of your waist—"

"When you were six years old, you were brought home from the orphanage by Song Lili and Yi Mingtuo's relationship. They treated you well at first, but then beat you often, and even sold you after Yi Chenze was born. You knelt down and begged They smashed their heads—”

"You like to sleep on the right side when you sleep, you pinch your knuckles when you are nervous, you often hide in the quilt and cry secretly when you are young, and you want to find your biological parents-of course these are external appearances, and those who are interested can ask for a little bit. come out."

Yun Fang hooked the corner of his mouth, leaned close to him and said in a low voice, "The first time you fucked was because you liked the girl at the front table in junior high school, even in your dream..."

Yi Chenliang listened, his face became more and more ugly.

"I also know that your own... small actions..." Yun Fang laughed softly: "I still don't like to make noise... secretly..."

Yi Chenliang's face flushed suddenly, and he became angry from embarrassment: "Fuck! Shut up!"

Yun Fang flicked his red ears, blew into it, and said with a smile, "Also, the ears can't take it..."

Yi Chenliang is like a cooked prawn, all the secrets that he can tell and can't tell are all shaken out by others in front of his face, no one can bear it.

Embarrassment, embarrassment, and then shock and disbelief, his whole world view was shattered, he pushed Yun Fang aside with trembling hands, "This is fucking unscientific!"

"It's quite unscientific." Yun Fang shrugged lightly, "I fucking think it's fantasy."

Yi Chenliang had a complicated expression, "Then how did you die?"

Yun Fang smiled and sighed, "Student Xiao Yi, save me some face."

Looks like a pretty useless death.Yi Chenliang thought for no reason, but in the end curiosity overcame fear and shock. He looked Yun Fang up and down, but still found it inconceivable, "Fuck... let me take it easy..."

No wonder, no wonder Yun Fang would suddenly appear in Xinnan Lane, grabbing a knife with his bare hands, knowing where his home was, and trying his best to join Class Ten with him, and go to Xiaowu Village alone to rescue him——

No wonder Yun Fang was so kind to him.

No wonder Yun Fang said that his liking for him was not what she wanted.

No one will treat themselves badly, after all, people live from their own needs.

Yi Chenliang couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, it was as if he had an incredible dream, in the dream someone was so kind to him, he couldn't help but fell in love with that person, thinking that God was kind to him at last Once, I woke up from the dream and found that it was all my imagination.

The Yun Fang he likes is a person made of bubbles, because of impulsiveness, he punctured the bubble with his own hands, and in the end he found that he still had nothing.

He was all alone, old wretch.

Yi Chenliang stretched out his hands to scratch his hair, and laughed at himself, "Fuck, this has made... I'm sorry buddy, hey, I really didn't expect such an outrageous thing to happen."

Yun Fang was stunned by his reaction for a moment, and then pulled the corner of his mouth alienatedly, "It's nothing, I should have told you earlier, it's no wonder you misunderstood."

"Then will I be very good in the future?" Yi Chenliang asked him.

Yun Fang sat on the armrest with his trouser pockets in his pocket, "Well, it's okay."

Yi Chenliang asked: "Then have I found a wife? Do you have any children? How many?"

Yun Fang: "...died without finding a wife."

"Oh, it's a bit miserable." Yi Chenliang said.

Yun Fang: "..."

Yi Chenliang: "..."

"You should be different from me in the future." Yun Fang patted him on the head, "I dropped out of high school for more than a month and went to a juvenile prison. After I came out of the juvenile prison, you should be able to go to a good university. , when the time comes, I will have a decent job, find a good girl to marry and have children, it will be very good.”

"Well, it sounds good." Yi Chenliang looked up at the ceiling, "You will not drop out of school after you become Yun Fang."

"Yeah." Yun Fang stared somewhere in the void, "It's pretty good."

The hot water in the water cup gradually cooled down, and the heat disappeared. The two of them sat on the sofa and neither of them spoke.

Yi Chenliang's mind was in a mess, at one moment he felt that this was too fucking nonsense and absolutely impossible, at another moment he felt that such weird and tangible evidence could never be faked here, the two thoughts were like two hands tearing at his soul, Almost tore him to pieces.

Yun Fang stood up and took his down jacket, and said to Yi Chenliang: "Don't think too much, if I were you, I would fall in love with such a person, this matter is ultimately my fault—"

"I'm afraid that telling you will scare you." Yun Fang smiled wryly.

"Then why are you talking now?" Yi Chenliang looked up at him with stubborn eyes, "You don't need to tell me."

"That's not fair to you." Yun Fang felt pain in his heart seeing him like this, "You should find someone you really like."

"Is there anyone who treats me better than you?" Yi Chenliang stared at him and asked in a joking tone.

"There will definitely be." Yun Fang smiled gently, "After all - I don't love myself that much."

The sound of the security door closing was extremely loud in the empty room.

Yi Chenliang lay on the sofa and slowly curled himself up. Although there was a heater in the room, it was very warm, but he still felt chills all over his body.

Of course Yi Chenliang would like Yi Chenliang, but not as much as Yi Chenliang liked Yun Fang.

My self in 20 years is despicable.

but.

Yi Chenliang raised his arms and covered his eyes, suppressing all the cowardly, evasive, and reluctant emotions in his heart.

He used to live well by himself, and he will be able to live well alone in the future, without needing charity and pity from himself.

' After all - I don't love myself that much either. 'The words that the man said before leaving rang in his ears again.

"I don't love myself that much..." Yi Chenliang said to himself, "I'm not a narcissist."

-

As the night fell, Yun Fang sat at the desk, looking at the window on the third floor opposite.

The lights never came on.

Maybe he shouldn't be so impulsive and tell Yi Chenliang the truth.

During the day, the crazy and uncontrollable kiss between the two made him feel panic like never before. For a moment, he actually thought that it would be good to continue like this. If he could keep Yi Chenliang from it, he could always be Yunfang.

Selfish and ridiculous.

I don't know since when, he can't be selfish to Yi Chenliang anymore, such a clean Yi Chenliang shouldn't be touched by his dirty and ugly soul.

He has scared him.

He didn't know how long he stood in front of the window, but the opposite window finally turned on a dim yellow light, and he could vaguely see people walking around inside.

He left in a hurry and forgot to help Yi Chenliang clean up.

Yi Chenliang has been busy cleaning up all night, lying on the bed not knowing what to eat, many windows of the residential building opposite are lit up, and the sound of cooking and laughing creates a worldly fireworks.

Yunfang's house was on the fourth floor, and he vaguely remembered that there happened to be an elm tree in front of Yunfang's window.

When he looked up, the elms had lost all their leaves, and through the bony branches he could see the lighted window.

Yi Chenliang got up and turned off the light, leaned on the window and looked up.

Yun Fang watched as the lights on the third floor went out, and also turned off the lights in his own room, standing in front of the window and looking down.

The old elm tree that has lost all its leaves can't block much sight, and no one can be seen through the dark window. The two eyes touch the dead branches through the night, but they don't feel each other.

It's like a secret and presumptuous indulgence to oneself.

◎The author has something to say:

Dayi would not use Yun Fang's vest to date Xiao Yi, this man is very selfish and domineering. 【Dog Man】

So it must be that Xiao Yi fell in love with the real Da Yi instead of Yun Fang—although he is essentially a dog. [Dog man × 2]

Big Yi fell in love with Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi was controlled by Big Yi, and Big Yi was scolded by Xiao Yi. [Dog man × 3]

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