just in time

After the memory was over, Yi Chenliang let go of his hand.

"You said you liked me, I heard you."

The two looked at each other in the dark and fell silent.

After a long time, Yun Fang finally recovered his voice, "But you don't even know what kind of person I am."

"You are me, how could I not know?" Yi Chenliang said.

"I lived 20 years longer than you." Yun Fang reached out and rubbed his hair, "There are too many things that happened in 20 years, enough to change a person beyond recognition."

Yun Fang looked sad in the dark, "Xiao Yi, the memories we shared are only 15 years old."

This sentence was a bit cruel to Yi Chenliang, he looked at Yun Fang blankly, trying to find some excuse to refute this sentence, but there was nothing to refute.

"I killed Wang Youwei and stayed in the juvenile detention center for five years. At the beginning, I was forced to eat mud, drink toilet water, and was beaten to death by a group of people." Yun Fang's voice was very calm. , so calm that it seemed to be narrating other people’s stories, “In the next few years, I forced others to eat mud, drink toilet water, lead others to bully the weak, and watched them cry and kneel and beg for mercy. I learned in it to bully the weak."

"I came out of the juvenile detention center penniless and without a degree, so I could only look for unskilled jobs everywhere. I washed dishes in restaurants and moved bricks to construction sites. But once it was found out that I had been in prison, I would be fired." Yun said. Fang laughed: "Later, I met a thief and stole things with him. Then he got into the police station, and I ran away from Wucheng. By accident, I was taken abroad to work illegally. To make some money is to deceive others, you see, I am no different from Wang Youwei and Li Kai, even more disgusting than them. I am a more unscrupulous person than them."

Yi Chenliang grabbed his hand, his voice trembling slightly in the darkness, "Stop talking."

"Let me finish." Yun Fang pulled out his hand and laughed at himself, "I'm afraid I won't tell you anymore after turning on the light."

Yi Chenliang stared at him blankly in the dark.

"The place where I live is very chaotic, dealing|drugs|drugs|prostitution|prostitution buying and selling of human bodies|organs...everything disgusting you can think of is commonplace. Later, because of some things, I killed a local ruffian and was banned from the boxing gym. My boss liked it, so he took me to fight black boxing."

"It doesn't matter whether you live or die in the black boxing arena, but the advantage is that the money comes in quickly. At the beginning, I was beaten to death every time, but after I survived to get the money, I still wanted to fight the next round, and then it became normal to beat people to death. things-"

"Afterwards, I was spotted to be a bodyguard. That person was a tyrant in the local area and had his own armed forces. I was taught how to shoot...and he couldn't even blink when he killed someone. Xiao Yi," Yun said. Fang laughed softly in the dark, the laughter was gloomy and cold, "How many people do you think I have killed?"

Yi Chenliang remained silent and did not speak, and Yun Fang did not want him to answer, "It was just before I was 25 years old."

"I'm telling you this because I hope you can understand that a villain like me, who is full of evil and unscrupulous methods, is not worthy of your liking at all." Yun Fang's voice was calm and indifferent, "Even when I first woke up from this body, When I met you in No. [-] Middle School, I didn’t even think about stopping that knife for you. For me, what you will become in the future has nothing to do with me. The name Liang has nothing to do with it, whether you live or die, go to jail or kill people, it doesn't affect me much."

"The reason why I went to Xinnanxiang at that time was just a temporary idea." Yun Fang almost cruelly analyzed his psychological activities at that time, completely showing his true thoughts at that time to Yi Chenliang, "I even I don’t even care about my life, let alone you who have become another person to me. You see, I’m bad and selfish.”

"However, you still went." Yi Chenliang's voice trembled a little, "You were so kind to me later on."

"Let's just say it's the only conscience left." Yun Fang didn't know why he couldn't continue, but he forced himself to speak: "I treat you well because I want to make up for my past self so that I can feel psychologically satisfied... ..."

"So, I'm not worthy of your liking at all." Yun Fang couldn't see Yi Chenliang's expression clearly in the dark, maybe it was disgust, maybe it was fear and fear, he suddenly rejoiced that he didn't turn on the light just now, if he was used by Yi Chenliang Looking at it with disgust and fear, he was not sure what he would do.

Yi Chen didn't move for a long time, Yun Fang got up and turned on the light.

The light illuminated the living room in an instant, and the dazzling light made Yun Fang want to rush out the door for a moment, but in the next second, someone rushed forward and hugged him tightly.

The force was too great, Yun Fang took two steps back and pressed his back against the door panel.

Yun Fang raised and lowered his hand, letting him hold her, her voice was extremely calm, "Trash like me is not worth it."

"Shut up!" Yi Chenliang grabbed his collar and raised his head abruptly. His eyes were red and bloodshot, and he stared at him fiercely and violently, roaring like a cornered beast: "You fucking shut up!" !"

Yun Fang casually twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a somewhat cold smile, "Whether you want to hear it or not, this is a fact, a fact that has already happened."

"You have already died once! Everyone has died once, and you have to carry these things on your back! Did you live for 20 years for nothing!?" Yi Chenliang gritted his teeth and stared. Looking at him, "I don't care if you made a sudden move or other bullshit reasons, you were standing in Xinnan Lane to block the knife for me! When I was about to be beaten to death, you carried me out!"

Yun Fang didn't expect him to have such a reaction, moved his lips, but didn't know what to say.

"I'll just ask you, did you kiss me on New Year's Eve!?" Yi Chenliang stared at him firmly, not giving him a chance to avoid his eyes.

"Yes." Yun Fang's answer was not very confident.

"Did the word 'like' come from your mouth!?" Yi Chenliang's eyebrows and eyes were extraordinarily sharp under the light, which made Yun Fang feel the oppression of meaning in a rare way.

"...Yes." Yun Fang frowned, "But—"

"Fuck you but!" Yi Chenliang was angry and irritable, "You are good to me, I like you! We love each other, why can't we be together!"

Yun Fang hadn't figured out his seemingly reasonable but in fact sophistical logic, he was stunned by the words "two love each other", and when he came back to his senses, Yi Chenliang had pressed him against the door and kissed him back and forth.

He tried hard to persuade all night, in exchange for an angry little wolf cub and a violent kiss.

After Yi Chenliang kissed him, he glared at him angrily, and said in a hoarse voice, "You can't do this to me."

Yun Fang still had a calm expression on his face, as if he didn't care what he said at all.

Yi Chenliang was extremely angry. The memories and past that belonged to the person in front of him that he couldn't digest at all made him feel irritable and powerless. The person in front of him seemed to be ready to withdraw and leave at any time. The critical point was still firmly suppressed by him, for fear of showing timidity in front of Yun.

Yun Fang spoke slowly: "Xiao Yi—"

"You couldn't save me, and you lost me again." Yi Chenliang's voice lowered, and his voice was full of fierce grievances, "You have obviously been left behind before, so you know how scared I am."

Yun Fang's throat was sore, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Don't cry."

"I haven't grown up yet, why can't I cry!" Yi Chenliang stared at him fiercely, his eyes were red, "Why do you bully me just because you are old!"

Yun Fang felt sad and wanted to laugh at what he said, because he couldn't see anyone crying wrongedly in front of him, so he slowed down his tone, "Don't cry."

"Fuck you!" Yi Chenliang was probably really angry, and glared at him, "I know what kind of person I am, and I don't believe a word of what you said just now!"

Yun Fang looked at him in astonishment.

"If you were really the kind of person you said, you wouldn't say that bullshit just now, so that I can stay away." Yi Chenliang seemed to have finally turned his head around, and refuted him clearly, "Also I can't afford to block the knife at the risk of destroying it, I know how powerful that knife is at that time, and you know it too, so you can only use your left hand in a hurry, if you are so selfish, you won't reach out."

"You are not the kind of person you said at all." Yi Chenliang looked at him bitterly, "You just don't want to be my boyfriend making up nonsense!"

Yun Fang subconsciously wanted to touch his nose, but his hand froze in midair.

"Even if what you said is true, I don't care." Yi Chenliang approached him with an extremely fierce expression, but the kiss was gentle and careful, and the words were nasal, "You said you would grow up with me Yes, you can't go back on your word."

Yun Fang wiped his face with his sleeve, "Well, I don't regret it."

"You just wanted to touch your nose just now." Yi Chen glared at him fiercely, "You can't lie to me again."

Yun Fang: "...um."

"You will be my boyfriend from now on." Yi Chenliang's voice was a bit muffled.

"Hmm... um?" Yun Fang looked at him for a while, then cleared his throat and said, "What I said just now is not all false, I am indeed pretty bad."

Yi Chenliang stared at him quietly, without any concealment of the hot emotion in his eyes, he licked Yun Fang's lips before leaving, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Then do you want to kiss me?"

Yun Fang pursed his lips, subconsciously swallowed his Adam's apple, turned away his eyes and tried to turn his head away, and said to him from left to right, "You are too young to distinguish—"

Yi Chenliang slapped the door panel, put his arm in front of his face, leaned close to his ear and blew, watching the red color spread from the tip of his ear to Yunfang's fair neck with satisfaction, and asked in a low voice: " I'm just asking if you want to kiss me now."

Yun Fang gritted his teeth and cursed: "Little bastard..."

Then she grabbed his collar and kissed him.

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