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"We haven't seen each other for a long time, is there anything you can share with me recently?"

The late spring sunshine was already a bit dazzling, Wu Mian closed the curtains, turned around and sat opposite me.

"...something happened."

Although chatting with Wu Mian was very comfortable, I haven't been there since I broke up with Yang Chen.

The conversation in the hospital was not very pleasant, but fortunately, Yang Chen's phone call saved the tense atmosphere.Probably because there was something to deal with temporarily, Yang Chen hurriedly hung up, stood up and let go of my hand.

I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, but I didn't expect him to turn back after taking two steps, and left with a very unsightly expression:

"Xu Junyan, let me go to the psychological consultation on time, and don't let me find someone to arrest you."

Because of this, I came to Wu Mian's consulting room on the weekend as scheduled.

"Why didn't Mr. Yang come today?"

"We broke up." It's not that difficult to say this sentence, I took a sip of the hot milk on the table, "The personalities don't match."

Wu Mian sighed: "Junyan, I thought I was already a friend who could talk."

I froze for a moment: "Sorry."

"At the end of the day, all the reasons can be said to be personality differences. I just want to hear you talk about specific things-if you find it convenient."

"The specific reason..." His eyes looked sincere and reliable. I chose to believe in Wu Mian's professional ethics, so I said, "Because I cheated."

He nodded seriously: "Thank you for your frankness, I will keep it secret."

"It doesn't matter, anyway, it's not like he doesn't know about it." I said, "I was wrong about it. But now that we've sorted it out, he probably won't bother me anymore."

"Jun Yan, you seem to be much more relaxed." Wu Mian said softly, "What kind of person is your current lover, what do you like about him, can you tell me?"

I thought for a moment: "I like the way he is working hard for his dream, and he feels like he is shining. Besides, he is very nice, handsome, and usually likes to do housework, and the food he cooks is especially delicious. He is responsible, caring, The important thing is to be gentle with me."

There was a smile in Wu Mian's eyes: "These words seem to have nothing to do with Mr. Yang, no wonder you like the current one."

"Both of them are not of the same type. Yang Chen is just a son who eats, drinks and has fun..."

I paused when I said this, and he asked, "What's wrong?"

"Hmm... I suddenly realized that Yang Chen is actually not a young master, he also has his own career." I lowered my eyes, "But these are too far away from me, so I always feel that he is a young master who doesn't care about world affairs."

"There is no sense of participation, is it?" Wu Mian smiled calmly, "Mr. Yang's entrepreneurship may not be hard, but Junyan, you can't see this side of him. The 'sense of participation' in each other's life is a compulsory subject for love, Yang This aspect, sir, is a failure."

He was right.

Everything about Yang Chen is too perfect for me.No matter what he gives me, I have to accept it. I can only change my attitude to obey and endure, but I can't change him.His life is a palace made of gold, shining golden and unshakable.

There may be a place for Xu Junyan, but I will never be allowed to change a bit.

Part of my inability to extricate myself from Song Cheng is because I have truly participated in his life.This is the first time I've influenced someone, and I want to see his rise to fame and help his brilliance be seen by the world.

I am not only his lover, but also a craftsman who carves rough jade.

Maybe it was because I had to meet Fang Hongyuan in the afternoon, my thoughts drifted far away, and I was called out by Wu Mian a few times before I came back to my senses.

He looked at me with a slight smile on his face: "You look very happy now. Remember what we said last time? You are always looking for substitutes for the feelings you have lost. The only thing that can heal you is true love .”

"He loves me very much." I said with certainty, "I can feel that no one has ever treated me so well."

Wu Mian didn't speak, he showed a complex expression - a blend of helplessness, patience and tenderness, and a little bit of compassion that seemed to be absent.

Or maybe I was thinking too much, he just frowned slightly, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed.

"No, Toshihiko, it was too late last time, I didn't talk to you about this." It took him a while before he said, "I'm glad your current lover has made you more cheerful. But true love doesn't depend on The attitude of others, but a kind of strength that no one can take away from the heart. I mean..."

"... Before being loved, you have to learn to love yourself first."

I handed Song Cheng's information to Fang Hongyuan, he took a look at the information, then smiled and said to me: "I need to contact you for the specifics. But recently I happened to have a friend who was looking for the male lead of the MV, and he chose Several of them didn't think it was suitable. Since it's someone recommended by you, Young Master Xu, just see when it's convenient, and just go and audition."

I noticed the change of his title, I changed from Yang Chen's vassal to the young master of the Xu family, Fang Hongyuan's news is also well-informed.It's just that there is no way to borrow the Xu family's name in the end.

Who made me, Xu Junyan, worthless, but this surname?

"Just call me Junyan." I smiled knowingly, "Thank you Brother Fang. If you need my help in the future, just say hello, and I will definitely be there."

"What's the matter, let's just make friends." He glanced at Song Cheng's photo again, and boasted, "The appearance and temperament are really good, and he will definitely be popular in the future."

I remembered my disguise, and told Fang Hongyuan: "Brother Cheng Fang, you are auspicious... By the way. If possible, can you ask Brother Fang and your friend to contact Yayu directly? You see, it’s a bit awkward for me to come out in person. suitable."

"Understood, understood." He smiled, pinching the edge of Song Cheng's file with his fingers, "I'll take this back first, and ask more people for you. Junyan is really worried. I remember that your family and many old artists are Old friends, wouldn’t it be better to ask them to mention something?”

"How dare you bother the old man about young people's affairs." I laughed, knowing that I was taking a shortcut for Song Cheng but still said boldly, "The main thing is to rely on your own efforts."

"Yes." Fang Hongyuan pushed his glasses, and agreed with his expression unchanged, "There is a future with hard work!"

After meeting Fang Hongyuan, I have a bottom line in my heart.

His friends are never too bad. Being the leading actor in a song MV is better than being the third male lead in that [-]th line movie. I believe that Dong Xiaoqian also knows the pros and cons as a manager.

There are also things about Internet marketing... I would like to ask Lin Ya about these things, she knows it well.It's the Internet age now, wine is not afraid of deep alleys, but there is also a publicity channel, I have great confidence in Song Cheng.

Although I can't tell him these things, I am very satisfied when I think that with the steps I laid down, he can get closer to his dream.

"What are you doing?" I sent a message to Song Cheng, "I came back early today, I will cook and you will eat!"

He replied quickly: "Okay. Some people in the class went out to sing for their birthday today, and they may have to go home later, around eight o'clock."

Another message followed: "Miss you."

I looked up from the chat interface, and found myself in the rearview mirror happy, a little silly.

"It's not worth it, it's just a relationship." I rubbed my cheeks quickly, couldn't help showing a smile, and started the car talking to myself, "Forget it. If you're not worth it, you're worthless."

Before Song Cheng came back, I turned on the computer and confirmed with the secretary of the collectibles company about the planning of the upcoming large-scale exhibition.

Both Xu Yucheng and I want to create a more well-known exhibition to facilitate the development of the young consumer market.After the team discussion, they all supported the invitation of some traffic stars to promote, and made a major change to our previous exhibition format.

At present, the new exhibition is in the start-up stage, and there are still many things to be decided.Xu Yucheng wanted to let me take care of it, and I was even more busy.

Fortunately, the project at Xu's branch is coming to an end, and Sun Ning can lead the overall situation by himself. It's time to hand in my resignation.It's a pity that I have been busy for so long. Although I got the bonus, I didn't have the chance to be promoted, which is somewhat regrettable.

Just prove yourself once.As Brother Yucheng said, the ability to work is what really belongs to me.

The secretary who assisted me was Tang Mo, who graduated from the Academy of Fine Arts with a Ph.D. He not only has fresh ideas, but also is very responsible and reliable.She is a little older than me, and every time I talk to her with an attitude of asking for advice, lest I be considered a rich second generation who is ignorant and ignorant.

The video conference was about the same, and she chatted with me: "Boss, your home decoration style is quite special."

I looked back at the bare ceiling behind me. Song Cheng pasted up simple and warm wallpaper to cover the peeling area.So he answered rather dumbfoundingly: "Yes, it is more difficult and simple, this is called the style of remembering bitterness and thinking sweetly."

She chuckled: "Boss, you have millions of dollars every minute, and you have to look like a president. Shall I find some friends who are in this field to design for you?"

"What kind of president am I?" I said helplessly, "I'm just a substitute. Well, after such a long meeting, you should also take a break."

I wrap up the meeting, pack up the materials and put them back in my bag.Taking a closer look at the room, Song Cheng has been a little busy recently, some dust fell on the floor and I didn't wipe it off, so I just rolled up my sleeves and started cleaning.

The weather was getting warmer, and I was sweating while washing the mop on the narrow balcony.I thought to myself, I can be regarded as going up to the living room and down to the kitchen.