salt by salt

Xu Junyan, you will regret it.

Lin Ya's eyes are like a cat's, and the moment she stares at someone, a cold light flashes across her.

The ice cubes were rolling in the wine glass, and she raised her glass to me suddenly, her slender wrists were as white as jade under the dim colored lights.

My eyes traced the mobile phone placed on the edge of the bar, and the hanging pink crystal pendant swayed, and the fine light was like the skirt of the white swan in the center of the stage studded with rhinestones.

The heroine is sitting in the center of the room, she has a noble temperament, a straight waist, and a proud smile mixed with disdain.

Don't let me down, I know you'll listen to me.Mom said, because you are my child.

I am not afraid of your revenge.Xue Keming said, because you are weak.

You have to bow to reality.

--compromise.

When the servants at home gather to chat, I always try my best to reach for the tabletop, unless I really can’t hold it steady, I won’t speak to people easily.

Auntie, can you pour me a glass of water, I'm going to take cold medicine.

The first time I was pulled into the school toilet cubicle by Yang Chen, his hands pinched my waist tightly, leaving bruises that could not dissipate for a long time.

I resisted having sex in public and begged him in a low voice to let go.This is easy to be found by classmates, can you change the place?

no.He said, use your legs, or use your mouth.

You have no choice.

--endure.

Yin Wenjun blinked at me, his face was dirty, and he weighed the slingshot in his hand: Brother Mushroom, you have been reading this book for several days, and it is all in foreign languages, do you understand it?

can't read.

You are so stupid, why do you want to read if you don't understand?

You are stupid!I just don't get it right now, but I'm learning and one day I'll understand what it's all about.

The world is a big book, and I used to believe that I would write the chapters that made my dreams come true.Later I realized, no, the world is not a book, but a despicable villain who adapts to the wind, a coward who bows to the superior, and a monster that devours hope endlessly.

--accommodate.

The protagonist in the movie hesitates before the difficulties, and the voice-over sounds one after another, almost insanely high-pitched.

You have to be strong, you have to fight, you have to never give in!Don't give up, anything is possible!

Andre rested his head on my shoulder lazily, I pressed the pause button, and the abrupt ending dissipated in the air.

Are you bored?

He yawned: Kind of, I want to watch the ending directly.

Fast-forward to the end, the male lead got his wish and was promoted and raised, married his girlfriend, and everyone is happy.

It's boring, just pursue this point.

He closed the computer casually, tilted his head and kissed my cheek, and said coquettishly: Brother, I watched a movie with you, you have to listen to me tonight.

I said helplessly, when did I not listen to you?Even if I don't want to, you have a way to make me obey.

--concession.

His heart was so painful that it was about to burst, so he took Yang Chen's hand and placed it on his chest.He was very happy, put his ear on my bare chest, and said he would listen to my heart.

What did you say?

Say you still want it.

I laughed at him, you heard me wrong.With fair fingers, he quickly untied the used condom and unwrapped a new one. The lubricating fluid he squeezed out dripped wet and cool on the base of my leg.

The correct answer is to save me.

But I can't talk, I can't break free, I'm afraid of being different, I'm sick of being watched.

--My life.

Broken families, distorted youth, repressed feelings.

When I was in high school, I also posted my depression to anonymous chat forums. Compared with the strange stories on the Internet, these experiences are almost clichéd, so there are very few replies.

Same thing, boring.

Someone said: "Lord, what you post is all nonsense. Overcoming the past, overcoming adversity, why are others able but you not?"

Give me another chance, Xu Junyan, you believe me, I will respect all your opinions.

Brother, wait for me for a few days, and I will take you to a place where no one will find you, only the two of us.

"The world is beautiful, it's your own problem."

The car was driving fast, with the cool wind blowing across my cheeks, Yin Wenjun asked me: Did you understand the content of that book in the end?

Forget it all.I said, it's not that I don't want to remember, but that repeated recall is nothing but self-torture, so it's better to forget it.

Forget it.

Exquisite fruit baskets and nutritional products are placed on the bedside of the ward.

I peeled a banana, held it in my mouth, pressed it against my throat, and rubbed it back and forth along the roof of my mouth.

Slowly swallow the whole stick until it is sticky and warm, grind it into a puree between the lips and teeth, pile it on the tip of the tongue to show it, and then swallow it.

I used to compare it to a man's penis and practiced oral sex hard.For a long time afterwards, as long as I tasted this sweet and greasy taste, I wanted to vomit.

It was raining outside the window, and Song Cheng's palm covering the back of my other hand was warm, and when a long scab that was slightly hard after the wound healed rubbed past, my heart moved slightly.

I asked, "How did you get in?"

He smiled at me, because of his deep eyebrows and his curved eyes, he looked affectionate and handsome: "Of course I have my way. The car is parked downstairs, and I just finished what I have to do. Do you want to go with me? "

I was a little curious and asked: "You have prepared so well, what if I don't want to leave today?"

"I can afford to wait." His tone was gentle, and he blinked slyly suddenly, "But I know that Yang Chen went back to follow the project, and your brother was detained at Xu's house, so I'm not afraid of you running away with someone."

I said seriously: "Song Cheng, you are so kind to me, I can't believe it."

He looked straight into my eyes, and his eyes coincided with a moment in memory: "Jun Yan, do you dare to believe me for once?"

In that dim room in the mountainous area, he stretched out his hand to me, and said to him, his eyes were full of bright smiles determined to win.

I was silent for a moment.

The company was given to me by Xu Yucheng. On the surface, I am a glamorous boss, but in fact I manage it on his behalf, and I don't have the right to take it for my own use.

He had an accident with Xu Yuzhong, even if the old man didn't realize it at the time, after a few days, he should know how important it is to find a suitable culprit, and I happened to be in the passenger seat.

It is not difficult to turn black and white after establishing a relationship. Maybe I need to give some benefits to my mother and abandon the irrelevant me, so that I can be exempted from the crime of heir and the scandal of my brother's betrayal.

I know the way the Xu family behaves too well, so I don't want to let them succeed no matter what.

But... not long after, Yang Chen couldn't take care of himself, how long can his friend protect me in consideration of friendship?

Unless I hide for a lifetime, cannot use my credit card, cannot apply for a job, cannot go abroad or even stay away from City B, I have to find a way to go to Songcheng.

Knowing that I had no way out, he still considerately left some leeway, saying that he would let me make my own choice and eliminate any possibility of embarrassment.

At first, I mistakenly thought that he was really a simple little model. At that time, he was just a dispensable life adjustment for me. He was the first underground lover I planned to abandon when something went wrong. Unexpectedly, he became my only option in the end. .

I nodded and said softly, "Okay."

If you prepare for the worst, you should not be hurt again.

This is the end of the matter, only forward.