salt by salt

Seriously speaking, this is the first time I "see" Cheng Heyun.

He was about my height, had a smile on his face, and stood up straight.The sleeves of the light-colored shirt are half rolled up, and the whole person is very energetic.

It is a kind of vitality that belongs only to young people, like lush green plants with water drops hanging in the yard.

Because of this rare temperament, his unremarkable appearance also appeared full of vitality, which made me realize that I was a pool of stagnant water, with a depression lingering all over my body.

"Ah...it's you."

I walked into the courtyard, and the two people who were talking stopped.Cheng Heyun was a little surprised when he saw me. He probably didn't expect to meet again here, so he smiled at me after being surprised.

This man has an innate affinity without making people uncomfortable, which I realized the last time we chatted.

Xiao Liu looked at me, then at him, standing there not knowing what to do.I find it a little funny, because Xiao Liu has always been smart and shrewd, and there are rare times when he gets stuck.

"Would you like to make a cup of tea first and invite someone to sit in?" I said, "Song Cheng will be back soon."

Song Cheng's name recalled Xiao Liu's work status, and watching him turn and go in, Cheng Heyun smiled and asked me: "What a coincidence, that manager of Asia Entertainment, we met again... Are your eyes better?"

"It's almost recovered." I said, "Thank you for your concern."

Nothing to say.

Cheng Heyun and I stood awkwardly in the middle of the yard, because I probably didn't look like I wanted to make my way, and he couldn't make a move to pass me directly into the house.

So on a five-meter-wide road, the two of us stood facing each other, like two new door gods that need to absorb solar energy.

In fact, I didn't intend to embarrass him, after all, he is a friend of Song Cheng, and he is a guest of Song Cheng when he arrives at the door of Song Cheng's house, and I am just a coward who borrowed here to take refuge.

The reason why I stood still was because I didn't know what I was doing at all, let alone control myself to politely give way to Cheng Heyun, invite him in for a cup of tea and talk about the world situation, and wait for the real master to come back.

Cheng Heyun looked at me, I looked at him, and he asked softly: "Mr. Xu? Do you... have something to say to me? Are you feeling unwell? You don't look very good."

I didn't say anything, Xiao Liu couldn't stand it anymore, and came out again to invite the two of us into the house.The sunshine in Jincheng is far more lethal than it looks. What does it look like to stare at each other under the sun?

The stuck gears turned slowly, maybe Xiao Liu had quietly called to inform him that Song Cheng came back just in time.Cheng Heyun didn't say anything important, he just went back to Jincheng with his teacher to give a report, and stopped by here to have a look.

I listened carefully from the side, and my posture was too formal, which made the two of them look sideways at me frequently.When Song Cheng went out to see Cheng He Yun off, I turned around and went upstairs to the guest room without saying a word, and fell asleep until now.

Other than looking a bit distressed, everything works fine.

These are all I asked Xiao Liu just now.

In short, I lost my memory.

From the moment I learned that I had "psychogenic amnesia," I began to worry about this happening.

I used to be afraid of losing my memory during a company meeting, and I would make some bad behavior that would be published on the social news; then one thing after another made me dizzy, I didn't have time to think about my mental state, I wish I could always be like a tight string .

After recuperating here in Songcheng for a few days, the string was finally overwhelmed by the last straw, and broke with a bang.

Cheng Heyun looks ordinary, but when he smiles, he is sunny and cheerful.His eyes were slightly curved, with thick and slender eyelashes, and there was a special attraction that made people couldn't help but get close to him.

I am a person who pays attention to appearance, and I am very familiar with my facial features, and the eyebrows and eyes are the part that I am quite satisfied with.The last time I saw him half-blind, this time I just stared at his face for a second, and I realized how similar our eyes are.

The development of things is so ridiculous that it is all the more ridiculous.

When I begged Song Cheng not to break up with tears streaming down my face, when I hesitated whether to cooperate with Song Cheng, when I made up my mind to leave the hospital with Song Cheng——

Why didn't Cheng Heyun let me see it earlier?

Last night I was full of anticipation and thought it was a new beginning. I wanted to live a good life, love someone wholeheartedly, and heal myself.

I froze for a while, took out my phone and prepared to contact Lin Ya.She's been my emotional trash can for free, and I'm sorry for that, but I need to talk to someone so badly right now that I'm afraid I'm going to go crazy.

The finger that taps the screen to dial is constantly trembling. In this case, there is no possibility of phone monitoring, and it is lucky to be able to dial successfully.

At this moment, I was split, half of me wanted to vent hoarsely and hysterically, like a desperate lunatic; the other half of me was still in the mood to joke with Lin Ya: "Guess who I am?"

"Xu Junyan?!"

She instantly recognized my voice, pitched eight degrees higher.

This made me feel a little relieved, and then she kept talking like a cannonball: "Where are you?! Why did you remember to call me, I thought you were dead! Do you know what happened in the past half a month? Xu Yuzhong Hired Xu Yucheng by buying a murderer! Your brother has become the president of the Xu Corporation! And Yang Chen, looking for you everywhere like a lunatic, if his father hadn’t returned to the country to take him away, I would have been annoyed to death by him..."

"Speak slowly." I heard my voice very calm, "Stop and drink some water."

"You think I'm as laid-back as you?" She complained, "You're so relaxed, you go on vacation secretly, no matter how the weather changes here."

I said: "Thank you, did Yang Chen make things difficult for you? I apologize to you on his behalf."

"That's not true. He thought I knew where you were going, so he wanted to kneel down for me." Lin Ya snorted proudly, "Are you with the little model? The fake identity used by the little model, the real situation I know But he didn't reveal anything to Yang Chen, he probably won't find anything in a short time, don't worry."

"I don't worry." I smiled, "Tell me about other things."

From Lin Ya's mouth, I learned that the Xu family couldn't find me, the most suitable scapegoat, and bought another person to take the blame through the relationship. In the end, they finally got Xu Yuzhong out.

Because he and Xu Yucheng were both admitted to the hospital, Xu's internal capital chain had problems again, and he handled this matter in a panic. Many people guessed the truth about the brother's quarrel.

Mother helped Xu survive this crisis, and became the director of his uncle, who had suffered a stroke and was admitted to the hospital again. Andre helped Xu Yuzhong, who was still recuperating, follow up the work.

On the surface, it seems that they are brothers and sisters, but in fact their mother and son have become the real power holders of the Xu family.All this happened too fast, and the dust settled before everyone could react, as if all the coincidences piled up together, and a series of collisions produced the current result.

Only I know that the day Andre returned to China was the moment when the first domino fell.

"There's another piece of news." Lin Ya said, "I remember that you cared about that collectibles company, and Xu Yucheng replaced you after only a few days. Take care of business..."

"Who did he replace? Airborne?"

I have watched the company gradually grow up all the way, and put a lot of effort into every exhibition and auction, striving for perfection.I have far more affection for it than the Xu family. Although it was founded by Xu Yucheng, it is really my work.

"I guessed that you were in a hurry, so I made a special inquiry a few days ago. It should be your subordinate, surnamed Tang, who went directly to the hospital to ask Xu Yucheng to recommend himself. Xu Yucheng agreed, and he is capable enough."

According to what she said, the only candidate I can think of is Tang Mo.

It is indeed capable enough, but also impatient enough.

If everything that happened before didn't break me, I really want to cry at this moment.What did I do wrong to be treated like this?

But I didn't cry, not only did I not shed tears, but I chatted with Lin Ya as usual and promised to keep in touch with her often.

Just after hanging up the phone, Song Cheng knocked on the door lightly at the right time, his voice was low, and there was a hint of humbleness in his apology: "Jun Yan, I have something to tell you, can I come in?"

I suddenly remembered that the last time I was in the hotel, the lie of concealing my identity was exposed in front of Song Cheng. I went out to look for him in a panic, wanting to apologize incoherently.

Song Cheng was inside the door, and I was anxious outside the door, kneeling in front of him full of remorse and begging for forgiveness.At that time, he was so lofty and calm, holding my emotions in his hands and playing with them wantonly.

Sure enough, the wind and water turned.

But I don't need to take turns like this, I don't need low-key apologies and useless compensations.

Song Cheng was still standing outside, I put him aside and started to think differently.

First of all, I must admit something that I have been deliberately ignoring: I love him.

I tried to talk myself out of trusting him because I was vaguely aware that there was something between us that would make me hurt again.So this relationship is covered up by too many things, such as the deception we once had to each other, such as the unequal status, and finally became beyond recognition.

There are not many people who can clearly realize the whole process of their collapse, and I am honored to be one of them.Heart throbbing, throat convulsions, like struggling underwater, the whole person can't breathe.

How could it be possible not to love, if I didn't love, I wouldn't be in such pain.The pain is silent to the depths, and no one can hear the roar of the soul.

Why give me hope and let it be shattered cruelly?Why every time, every time, I believe like a fool that one day I will be happy?

I had no choice, but at this moment I was told: You went wrong, wrong from the beginning.

My life has been a complete mistake.

Wu Mian told me that when people face great pain, they will become less like themselves.He also said that humor can mask despair.

indeed so.I opened the door, looked at Song Cheng, and smiled.

I think I am much more humorous than before.