salt by salt

No matter how nicely he promises, I still deserve to be fucked.

Fortunately, Yang Chen saved me some face by tidying up my clothes in the car, and didn't make me wait on him in the car like a bitch.

I'm not lying, I did it with Song Cheng in the morning, and the posterior acupoints were easily stretched again.Yang Chen's expression darkened obviously, but he didn't say anything, and he did it with me twice, both times being doggy style.He gripped so hard it left a noticeable red mark on my waist.

I guess he doesn't want to see the tattoo on my belly.

I haven't slept with him for a long time, and I can't adapt to such an intense rhythm. At the end, my mind was dizzy, and I didn't even know when he ejaculated into me.

Yang Chen is still the same as before, he won't let me get fucked in front of me, but I can't get fucked every time.He stretched out his hand from behind to fondle my genitals, taking the initiative to relieve me for the first time.

I was very tired, half-opened my eyes in a daze, until he touched it with his lips and flinched back in shock: "What are you doing?"

The tails of Yang Chen's eyes were raised slightly, his beautiful lips spit out my penis: "Help me."

"No need..." His movements were forced, and his oral sex was extremely bad, he didn't know how to hold his teeth and use his tongue, so bad that I even softened a little, "Don't do this."

"You don't like it?" Yang Chen noticed that my sexuality was fading, and asked with a frown, "I'm doing so poorly?"

I choked up for a moment: "I'll just figure it out myself, you don't need to do this kind of thing."

He probably also realized how bad he was, and sat up and stared at me with piercing eyes.Being stared at me intently by him couldn't go on, and I remembered that in high school, once he insisted on watching me masturbate, but in the end, we broke up badly.

"Don't look at me." I turned my face away, only feeling extremely ashamed, "Or turn off the light."

Yang Chen hummed, the room was completely dark, only a glimmer of light came through the curtains.He lay down beside me, lingering on my neck: "Xu Junyan..."

I gasped in a low voice, and he pushed my legs apart and inserted him deeply, and let out a scream from my throat.

This time it was a traditional position, and he treasured kissing on my chest.The darkness contained all the emotions that had nowhere to go, I knew that Yang Chen couldn't see my face, so I let myself cry silently.

Maybe it was the gleam reflected by the tears that fell into his eyes, maybe it was the salty taste when he kissed me, but Yang Chen actually stopped, stroked my face and asked me: "Why are you crying?"

I shook my head and wiped away the tears indiscriminately, with sobs in my voice that couldn't be erased: "You read it wrong."

"Xu Junyan." He sighed, leaned over and hugged me tightly, "I'm sorry."

What kind of apology is this time?

I was held in his arms, and the hot body in love made me feel a little relieved, so I stretched out my arms to hug back the warmth.I couldn't see Yang Chen's face clearly, I could only hear his deep panting, I was gradually in a trance in the pleasure.

It was not yet clear when Song Cheng hugged me in the morning, and I opened my arms in the dark room, allowing him to penetrate into my body.And Andre... always likes to bury me in the soft bedding and insert me in dizzy suffocation.

I also thought of Lu Jingfan's thick black eyebrows and eyes, and Yin Wenjun's clear and beautiful face. If any one of them offered to sleep with me, I probably wouldn't refuse.

Does love really exist?I seem to have never owned it, and I have lived until now. Even if it exists, it must be an insignificant thing.

I figured it out, I don't have to care.Take what you want.Does it matter who you do it with and whether you love each other?

It's good to be a whore.

Tears flowed out continuously, I hugged Yang Chen, tears dripped down his back.

"Yang Chen." I said, "I really want to be 17 years old."

I am so tired.I want to go back to the age of 17, I want to avoid meeting these people, I want to piece together and restore my tattered life.

He didn't say a word, just inserted me harder and hugged me tighter, as if I would break if I let go.At the moment of orgasm, I seemed to hear him talking in my ear, and the warm water dripped on my skin, and I didn't know who it belonged to.

"……Me too."

I felt like I had slept for a long time, but when I woke up, it was still dark outside the window.

Yang Chen wasn't on the bed, I stared at the ceiling for a while, but couldn't find the tail of sleepiness, so I turned over and got out of bed.His villa in S City has a large yard, and there is a large swimming pool below it, which can be used for parties.

I smelled a bit of smoke, and after looking for it, Yang Chen was indeed smoking on the spacious main balcony.He leaned on the railing, looked up at the dim night sky, and there was an indescribable loneliness in his back.

Before I approached, he heard footsteps, Yang Chen quickly extinguished the cigarette, and fanned the smell with his hands: "The smell of smoke is strong, don't come here for now."

"It's all right," I said, "give me one."

He frowned and glared at me viciously: "No."

I leaned next to him and looked up at the sky too: "There are no stars, what are you looking at?"

"There is a moon."

I have bad eyesight, squinted my eyes to search for a long time, Yang Chen pointed to me patiently.After a long time, I found a blurred moon hidden behind the clouds, and turned my head to him and said, "It's really hard to find. It's too far away, so I can't see it clearly."

Yang Chen looked at me intently, and reached out to gently touch my face.He leaned over, and I obediently kissed him, extremely lingering, and my lips and teeth were also stained with the breath of mint and tobacco.

I like him most at this time, showing his sincerity to me, restraining all sharp edges and corners.Late night is honest, so it makes Yang Chen vulnerable and me cold and hard.

He lowered his head, and our foreheads touched: "You forgive me, okay?"

"Which thing are you talking about?" I smiled indifferently, "No matter what it is, I don't mind at all, let the past go."

Seeing my perfunctory expression, he paused and changed the subject: "Xu Junyan, what are you going to do in the future?"

"If you guys are willing to let me go, I'll start a small business by myself. If not, I'll have to toss around in different beds." I asked him curiously, "If this continues, you will lock me up ?"

Yang Chen was silent for a few seconds.I got the answer.

"Are you going to kill me?" I said and laughed to myself, "Yesterday or the night before... Song Cheng thought I was asleep, so he put his hand on my neck and then retracted it. I guess he wanted to kill me, And you?"

There was a trace of embarrassment in Yang Chen's expression, and he nodded after a long time.I stared at him and said softly, "It's okay, I thought about it too."

The air was a little frozen, and Yang Chen suddenly said: "Xu Junyan. Lu Changbai joined the Su family and took all the property, but his wife suffered a car accident two years after marriage and became infertile. Why do you say?"

He spoke very slowly, and said every word carefully: "Three years ago, the person he was relying on was sent in and sentenced to life, but he himself escaped unscathed. There are many such coincidences, so don't bother with him." , you can't play with him."

I suddenly turned my head to look at him, my eyes widened in disbelief——Yang Chen, how could he know about my deal with Lu Changbai?

"I cheated you, and I guessed it?" He pursed his lips, "I didn't install a monitor on you. It's just that I investigated a lot of old things in order to pull you out of Xu's house. I didn't expect If you haven't used it yet, you... don't talk about it."

"When Lu Changbai was in S city, he never acted personally, but only contributed to the flames. I know Lu Jingfan's identity, but he was given to me by my father, so I have to use him. You are suddenly together with him, it must be Lu Changbai who instructed him to find For you, I was blindfolded at the time, and I will know the reason after calming down and thinking about it for a while."

This paragraph contains too much information, and it took me a long time to realize it.I don't know much about what Lu Changbai did to the Xu family. I only know that there is his shadow behind the incident in Second Aunt's company: "What's the relationship between your father and Lu Jingfan? What else did Lu Changbai do before?"

This time it was Yang Chen's turn to look surprised: "You don't even know these things, how dare you enter the house of that old fox Lu Changbai casually?"

My face was a little cold: "I'm not you, I don't have that much relationship, and I didn't expect to check this."

What's more - didn't you hold the file bag about Lu Changbai in your hands, and never thought of giving it to me from the beginning to the end?

He sighed, and rarely said seriously and peacefully: "Xu Junyan, don't get involved anymore, you are really not suitable. Don't be fooled by his few words and still be complacent, he doesn't take you seriously at all, otherwise Why wait until now."

Seeing that I drooped my eyes and said nothing, Yang Chen rubbed the center of his brows: "He promised you the shares of Hongxing? Or Xu's? You are short of money, can I give it to you?"

"I don't need the money you donated, and you can't give me what I want." After a moment of silence, I said, "Yang Chen, you told me that this road is dangerous. Thank you for reminding me, but... ...I've made my decision."

—and signed the papers.

He reached out and grabbed my arm, and asked stubbornly, "What do you want?"

I closed my eyes: "...you don't understand."

"I don't understand, I don't understand, don't use this fucking sentence to prevaricate me!"

"I don't understand what? I just want you not to be deceived and not to get hurt! Do you have to fight against me? Tell you to leave the Xu family, be careful of your brother and Song Cheng, which sentence did you listen to? I didn't think about you once, what happened?"

"Xu Junyan, don't I feel uncomfortable seeing you being made like this? My heart is about to break... Should I take it out and show it to you before you believe it?"

Yang Chen stubbornly grabbed me and wouldn't let go. His eye circles were red and he said softly, "Please, don't get angry and be obedient, okay? Stay away from Lu Changbai."

I had a sore nose, and I clenched my teeth, not turning my head away from him.

It's just nice to say.When it was dawn, he turned back into that arrogant, selfish, high-ranking man, and I was not as good as a dog at his feet.

He has turned his face and turned ruthless so many times that I will not and dare not believe it again.

"Xu Junyan." Yang Chen's voice was a little desperate, "Could it be that I will harm you?"

I seemed to see myself raising a sharp knife and stabbing him hard in the chest.In fact, I just smiled, experiencing the short-lived and distorted happiness, and the long-lasting pain that is hard to dissipate:

"I became like this, isn't it your fault?"