salt by salt

March flies by.But this is just my personal opinion, it may not be the case for others.

"Junyan, do you remember Xue Keming?"

Song Cheng served me soup, I lowered my eyes, slid down the half-rolled sleeves and strong forearm, and stayed on his hand holding the soup spoon.

He was busy with work last month, and he finally squeezed out a few days. He should have a good rest, but he still worked hard in the kitchen all day long.

After taking the soup bowl, I said calmly, "What's wrong with her?"

"I know she seemed to have a little bit of trouble with you before." Song Cheng's tone was casual, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly closed, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "But I haven't heard you mention those things to me much."

"It's not a good memory, so there's no need to bring it up." I glanced at him, "And this topic can't avoid Yang Chen, and you probably don't want to hear it."

Song Cheng squinted his eyes: "I won't care."

It's no wonder you don't care, isn't it you who confronted Yang Chen last time?I thought to myself, and said casually, "Why did you suddenly ask her?"

"Oh, she's pregnant. I heard Brother Hou mention this matter two days ago, and just remembered it, so I asked."

This is new news. When I found out suddenly, I couldn't help showing a little surprise: "Is it true?"

"What are you doing to lie to you? The month seems to be quite old. Brother Hou didn't tell the public before. He should send her abroad to raise a baby. After all, it's the first child, and it's another boy."

Song Cheng's expression was natural. If I hadn't been fully aware of Xue Keming's lawsuits and assets being frozen, I wouldn't have seen his flaws at all.

"Not bad." I lowered my head and took a sip of the soup, with a calm tone, "I can't say any congratulations, but I hope she treats her child better."

Xue Keming wanted to take refuge outside, so he had to be able to get out.

She is married to a man who is ten years older than herself, and her marriage life is not satisfactory. She can't find a sense of existence with Hou Guangyue, so she uses her husband's connections to devote all her enthusiasm to social networking and investment, and she has been doing a good job for several years. Mrs. Hou.

But those little cleverness are not enough in the eyes of those who are interested. The information that Zhao Yuan asked to collect is enough to keep her in prison until she grows old and faded.

But Lin Ya didn't put her to death in one go, but increased the size little by little like a cat catching a mouse.Based on what I know about Miss Lin, she wants to see Xue Keming become emaciated and completely failed after long-term torture.

But Xue Keming is pregnant... probably for the sake of the child, the Hou family will work hard to protect her.

This tug-of-war is still going on, and Hou Guangyue's troubles can be regarded as one after another.Under such circumstances, he can still maintain all aspects, this person must not be underestimated.

When he was in a trance, the bridge of his nose was lightly scratched.Song Cheng nodded my forehead helplessly: "What are you thinking? I have been biting an empty spoon for a long time, and I can't hear you talking."

I said: "I was thinking, Xue Keming is pregnant, Brother Hou will inevitably be distracted from taking care of her, will you be busier recently?"

"Then do you want me to be busy or not?" He looked at me and asked as if I could really make a decision. "We only see each other once a week. I don't care what you do when I'm not around."

I bit the spoon and laughed: "Are all the people you sent to stare at me blind?"

"I'm afraid it's not safe for you to go out." He himself couldn't help laughing at this lame excuse, and let me sit in his arms in a tight and intimate position.He stretched out his hand to wrap around my waist, "You're still so light, you won't get fat. Junyan, to be honest, would you like me to accompany you every day?"

I raised my eyebrows: "Why don't you want to?"

"There are many reasons. At least I'm here, you can't see Yang Chen as you like, and you can't meet him twice in the company just like last week."

I sighed: "He came to the door by himself. I can't drive him out, let alone offend people too hard. Besides, the secretary comes to pour tea every 10 minutes. I don't believe it's not without your instruction."

"No way, I don't worry."

I wrapped my arms around his back, thinking about something, and responded, "You already have everything about me."

I don't know where to poke Song Cheng's nerves, he suddenly retorted: "What do I have? Is there a chance to see you once a week? Even Yang Chen shows up more often than me. As long as I'm not around, you will immediately move back to your residence I don't want to stay with Andre for more than a minute. I can't spend more time with you recently, and I apologize for that, but Junyan, you can't treat me like this."

Maybe it's because of the pressure on the outside, and the worries about the relationship with each other on the inside, Song Cheng has repeatedly lost his composure in front of me.Faced with a series of questioning, I opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound, because everything was true.

He said: "You don't have to explain. I know why, and I've said it many times, you don't love me. Because you don't love me, it's a routine to accompany me. Because you don't love me, there's no need to be specific. You don't even need to coax me." I'm too lazy to make it up, and I don't care about my feelings at all."

"Calm down." I pursed my lips, "I don't care about your feelings. Since you are unhappy, I will avoid meeting Yang Chen in the future."

"I regard you as a lover and want to spend my whole life with you. What do you regard me as? A sex partner who needs to treat each other with a smiling face? What is the difference between the way you treat me now and the perfunctory Yang Chen before? If I didn't show Dissatisfied, you will continue to meet him, right?"

He paused, and said in a low voice: "Junyan, don't be stupid, I don't accept this kind of compromise, is it so difficult for me to be single-minded?"

I said, "The single-mindedness in your mouth is nothing more than locking me at home, and I am not allowed to see anyone without permission."

"……Do not."

Song Cheng smiled wryly: "Junyan, I won't lock you up, I just want you to love me. You can continue to do the job you like, you won't be bullied, and you don't need to look at people's faces. I will solve all problems for you. I don't understand, where I did not do enough, why you refuse to accept it?"

He did pay a lot.First, I used power to force each other, and then used company shares to lure me. After finding out that it was invalid, I changed to the card of warmth, and spent time and energy caring for my body.In order to be realistic, he even lowered his identity to compete with others to be jealous.

Been in the play for too long, I'm afraid even I will be moved.

I lowered my eyes: "Why do you have to be entangled in this kind of problem? Feelings are not air, and you have to die if you leave. I am in a good state now, and I have everything I have. I don’t know how many people envy me. Without you, how could I be Today? In this case, it doesn’t matter whether you love or not.”

"You weren't like this before." He frowned slightly, and his knuckle fingers covered my cheeks, "Jun Yan, you never said such things before."

I smiled: "I was young at that time, and my thinking was too simple."

Song Cheng was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his eyes to look at me.He already has good facial features, and his eyebrows and eyes are even more colorful.The brow bone cast a deep shadow, and the thick eyelashes trembled slightly, making the whole person look more bitter and stubborn.

He said nothing, yet this gesture of almost desperation was reassuring.One day husband and wife, one hundred days of grace, even if Song Cheng lied to me and begged for his excellent acting skills just now, I couldn't be too cold.

I looked at him for a moment, then I couldn't help but lower my head, put my forehead against his shoulder, and said slowly: "If, I said if, it's just the two of us. Don't entangle with other people, don't want Yang Chen, Hou Guangyue, Xue Keming, etc. Tube."

If you lose your superior status and give up everything you rely on, no one will be controlled by anyone.If you want me to love you, you have to pay bloody sincerity.

"If there is such a day."

The scenes spent in the rental house suddenly came to mind.What impressed me the most was the narrow kitchen. Song Cheng and I stood side by side in it. While staring at the pot, he carefully guided me to tidy up the kitchen table. When he turned around, he quickly stuffed a piece of fried vegetables into my mouth.

Those eyes are always smiling, very gentle, very happy.

It turned out that we were happy too, and I almost forgot about it.

"Tell me again... just like before."

Song Cheng closed his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled up and down: "Junyan, are you inviting me to elope with you?"

I froze for a moment, originally I just wanted to throw out an answer that could not be realized, making it the most perfect step between us, but unexpectedly he thought of such a dramatic topic.

"Maybe." I joked along with his words, "Will you agree?"

Song Cheng looked at me, his eyes darkened, but the corners of his lips raised slightly, he couldn't tell if it was a wry smile that couldn't be done, or a mockery of my naive thoughts.He didn't answer my question, but just called my name in a very soft voice: "Junyan..."

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly like a sigh of relief.

Not cost-effective.

unwilling.

impossible.

Only when it is about profit will the nature be exposed.

Song Cheng, I understand you.