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Yang Chen looked at me for a while, then stretched out his hand to pinch my face: "Don't regret it."

I was kneaded by him so that my speech was vague: "It hurts...don't use so much force!"

"Xu Junyan, don't be obsessed with it." He pinched my chin, his expression was cold, and his long and narrow eyes, which were already ruthless, shone coldly, "If you really go to jail for this kind of person, it's your own fault, I won't to save you."

"I know you are worried about me." I still laughed, thinking that it would be good if you don't send me in first for the sake of profit, how dare you expect him to save me?But I'm already proficient at when to say something nice, Yang Chen let go of his hand, and his face looked better: "You have a conscience."

I rubbed my sore chin, Yang Chen got up and opened the dark cabinet on the wall, took out two beautiful wine glasses, poured two glasses of levelvodka, and handed me one of them: "Drink some."

I took the wine glass and took a sip, the strong wine flowing through the esophagus seemed to turn into a fire burning in my stomach, even though I knew the wine was strong, I was still slightly choked: "Cough...don't drink too much, I don't want to send a drunk back home."

"I drink much better than you." He stood in front of the huge window with a glass of wine in his hand. The changing colored light on the dance floor mixed with the cold blue light of the decoration fell on him. I looked at his beautiful silhouette The face has a wonderful temperament between high-spirited and mature.

He looked back at me: "Xu Junyan."

"how?"

"Don't you feel tired? The people around you come and go and act on the occasion, and there will always be a day when you get tired from playing. It's hard to find someone who can talk."

That's only for people like you with good looks and good family background. People with ordinary looks like me don't have the capital to trade. Besides, there are countless people waiting to talk to you, but you just don't like it.I joked, "So you want to marry an honest man?"

He gave me a cold look: "Just talk fast."

I shut up, and he paused and said, "Sometimes I really can't see through you... What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about how to live a happier life."

I vaguely glimpsed the end of this conversation. Yang Chen's inexplicable love for me recently is completely different from the previous style, it's hard not to notice-these belated tenderness is like a blunt knife, falling on the old man one by one. on the scar.I don't mind being an honest person who "takes over the offer", but I think, Yang Chen, if you really realize that you like me, why bother to say such words like "marrying off" reluctantly.And it doesn't make sense that if you apologize, you should be forgiven, not to mention that what he said was "I seem to have hurt you, so just say sorry and forgive me."

"How will it make you happier?" He asked, pretending to be indifferent, "I remember you said that two people and one dog are good..."

I sipped the wine slowly, showing a smile, with a hint of drunkenness and sharp pleasure in my breath:

"No, this is fine now, no need for two people."

Yang Chen was silent for a long time, and looked down at me condescendingly: "You better not regret it."

In the winter of the third year of high school, Yang Chen put a warm coat on me, and my shoes were covered with broken glass. He smoked irritably, and warned me not to mess with Xue Keming, and asked me why I was so stupid and made myself so stupid. So embarrassed.Tears rolled in my eyes, but in the end I still rejected the imperceptible concern in his words.He was so angry that he yelled at me "Don't regret it", startled the birds resting on the side of the road, in fact, even if he caught up a few steps?It's better to take a step towards me than to stay where I am.

But he didn't, he watched me walk away in the bitter cold wind.He only allows others to chase him, and he never takes a step.

He never changes.

Some prodigal sons can turn back only because they have not found a more convenient harbor for docking.

It's a pity that I am also a drifting boat now.

It was very late when I got home, and there was a small warm yellow lamp in the living room.Andrei fell asleep on the sofa again, and I woke him up with a little noise when I hung up the clothes.He rubbed his eyes and sat up, looking pure and innocent: "Brother...well...you are back."

My heart softened into one piece: "Why don't you sleep?"

"Waiting for you to come back." He naturally reached out to me and hugged me, speaking slowly, "I left porridge for you. Is it cold outside?"

I stroked his soft blond hair, and a sense of relief swept over me that I had never felt before.This is the benefit of family, there will be a light on for you, someone will wait for you to come back for dinner, and there will be an intimate and innocent hug.Andre has become more and more like a good brother recently, and I have less prejudice against him. If he stops sleeping with me one day, I am willing to take care of him as a younger brother.

"Andre, do you want to raise a dog?" I thought of Yang Chen's enthusiastic Samoyed, "Is it boring at home? My brother will take you out to play in a few days."

"Dog..." He raised his face and seemed to be thinking, "Yes."

"Let's get a Shiba Inu, it looks very cute." I pondered, "Or a smaller one? It can be held in the hand and played with. Which breed do you think is better?"

He rubbed against my arms, and suddenly said blankly: "Wow."

I laughed loudly against his forehead, and Andre hugged me and fell back on the sofa to play with me.I was already a little drunk, so I held his face in my hands and said drunken words seriously: "Actually, it's not bad to have a younger brother, let's call again?"

With a calm expression on his face, he reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.I said, "We have the same blood, it's amazing."

"Only one-half is the same." He corrected earnestly.

"It's okay." My voice was choked up somehow, "It's nice to have family."