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Yang Chen did it twice before giving up. I lay on my side on the bed and tried to close my legs. I felt the sticky and slippery liquid flow out from between my buttocks, and my whole body was so sore that it was about to fall apart.He put his arms around my waist, put his face on my back, and kissed my back: "Is it cool?"

After I did it, I was really happy, but I was on fire in my heart, so I didn't say a word.

Yang Chen didn't get angry when he didn't get an answer, instead he sat up proudly with his arms propped up, while playing with my hair with the other hand, he said to himself, "Hey, Xu Junyan, I'll tell you that in the future if you If you have anything to say, don’t hold it in your heart, how can I know what you mean if you don’t say it?”

He turned my body to make me face him, I had no choice but to raise my head and look at him, and it took a long time before I endured the swelling and pain in my throat and said: "...Oh."

"Oh what? What kind of temper are you playing?" His fingers stroked my damaged lips vigorously, his tone was still gentle, "Come here and give me a kiss."

I lifted my head and let him kiss me on the mouth.Yang Chen hugged me into his arms, and I pressed against his warm chest. When I spoke, I felt his chest vibrate slightly: "Fool, I like you so much."

I said awkwardly, my voice was hoarse, and I wanted to be severely ground by sandpaper: "What do you like about me?"

I thought it was funny when I asked this question, but I wanted to grin but I couldn't move because the messy liquid on my face dried up.Shouldn't liking be held in the palm of your hand for fear that the other party will suffer a little bit of grievance?Does he have the face to say he likes me like this?

"You can scream and be tight, of course I like it." He smiled and touched my chin, "and you're very good."

...that's a competent dog and a skilled bedmate.

"But I prefer you to teach me texts in high school. Read the translation to me over and over again, making me look like a mentally retarded-I actually understood it the first time, but because I think you are so cute, so I don't Tell you." He stroked my cheek with a rare gentle expression, "And at the graduation party. You don't know how interesting you are, and I just wanted to be with you at that time."

I have already forgotten what happened at the graduation party. Everyone finished the last exam of the college entrance examination that night, and I was extremely depressed because I filled in two wrong options in English.It seems that in order to escape this feeling of loss, I drank a lot of alcohol, and I don’t even remember whether Yang Chen was there that night, nor who sent me to the hotel in the end.

"You don't even remember?" Yang Chen and I met blank eyes, he looked a little lost, and quickly said with a smile, "You drank too much, I will carry you back, you have to grab my hair I went to chase the moon, and you asked me why I couldn’t catch up, and I was almost mad at you.”

I forgot all of this... I forgot it completely, and when he mentioned it, I only vaguely remembered a big and bright moon.

He continued to say triumphantly: "Later in the hotel you still hugged me and cried, begging me to fuck you."

"impossible!"

I immediately retorted, I am very confident in my wine quality, even if I was really drunk, it is impossible to say such a thing, as expected, Yang Chen had a smirk of "ah, I was exposed".

He put his arms around my waist, his smile became gentle, he leaned over and kissed my forehead: "Forget about the past, from now on you will be mine alone, if you cheat, I will fuck you until you can't get out of bed. "

"How many men can control their lower body." I said coldly, "It's as if you can bear it, and you don't know who will cheat first."

"I've been in control all this time. Who else do you think I've messed with in the past few years besides you?" He raised his eyebrows, and the affection in his eyes made me stunned, "Jealous? Huh?"

I looked at him in disbelief: "You..."

"You know I don't like to lie." After he finished speaking, his face darkened slightly, "Cut off the messy people outside as soon as possible, otherwise I will do the same."

He also said: "Xu Junyan, it's not that I'm talking about you. As for your doggy temper that you don't say anything, who else can stand you except me? I confessed to you and you ignored it, and I didn't give you an accurate word. Graduation party时候哭得那么惨和我说害怕谈恋爱，你的算盘倒是打得啪啪响，让我当了你这么久炮友，现在要是不认账我就揍死你。”

What he said made me baffled, as if he had been waiting affectionately all the time.I said, "I was drunk that day. I didn't know what happened. I don't feel like I said that. Besides, if you take the drunk's words seriously, can you blame me?"

"I don't care, anyway, we are officially dating now." His long and narrow eyes raised slightly, and he hooked my fingers and said childishly, "You are the only one who has kept me waiting for so many years."

I said helplessly: "You are cheating..."

"Xu Junyan." His tone suddenly became serious, "You still like me, I can feel it - if you don't like me, why do you still have sex with me? Occasionally it's fun to say something wrong, if you keep making this awkward look I was really angry."

I lower my eyes.

for what?Because of the entanglement of family interests, it would be difficult for me to refuse him; because he is good-looking and works well, he is still my first love; because I can't resist, and I am used to obeying him.

Maybe it's just because I, Xu Junyan, have always been a cowardly person, and I don't have the courage to say I like it, nor dare I say I hate it.

The person whom I loved with all my strength when I was a teenager can now touch the aftermath of the crazily burned time.

But the relationship has become a handful of ashes... No matter how hot it is, it's just the aftermath.

Yang Chen wants me to live with him from now on, and let someone go to my house to fetch my things.I insisted on going back, but he said suspiciously, "Aren't you going to see that Andre?"

"Andre is still in the main house now, I'm just used to sleeping in my own bed." I explained weakly, NaCl enthusiastically circled around my feet, "Can you trust me once?"

"It's because you have too many previous convictions." He was wearing only his pants, and his muscular upper body was naked, and he was casually standing in the living room feeding snacks to sodium chloride. Hearing this, he looked up at me, "Okay, I'll drive you. "

"...I can take a taxi by myself." I put on my coat, hesitated and asked, "Do you have a mask?"

The finger marks on my face have not disappeared, and with the fine wounds on my lips bitten by Yang Chen, I look very miserable.He threw the food to NaCl, took the sweater on the sofa and put it on, and said irresistibly, "I said——I'll give it to you."

I had to follow him downstairs.Yang Chen drove me to the downstairs of the community and parked. It was already dark in the evening. I covered my face with the hood and got out of the car. I didn't expect him to get out of the car too.I was surprised and said: "Just send it here."

"I want to go up and have a look, do you have any comments?" He raised his chin, "Let's go."

I took him up, took out the key and opened the door, but when I looked up, I saw Andre sitting in the middle of the house facing the door.When the setting sun came in, his blond hair shone like melted gold, gleaming and indescribably gorgeous.He stood up and said, "Brother, you are back. You didn't bring your mobile phone..."

He came over and handed me the phone, but before I could take it, Yang Chen stretched out his hand and snatched it away.Yang Chen's tone was so harsh that even I found it harsh: "He came here specially to give you a mobile phone, he really is a 'good brother'."

Andre completely ignored him and looked at me fixedly: "Brother, I have something to tell you."

After finishing speaking, I went back to my room. I wanted to go there but was held back by Yang Chen. His face was angry and gloomy: "Don't go."

"Anyway, Andre is my younger brother." I pursed my lips, and said with patience, "What if there is something important? I'll go and listen to him, and you sit on the sofa for a while OK?"

Yang Chen looked at me coldly, and after a while, he slowly let go of his hand: "2 minutes, I will count the time."

I had no choice but to nod, turned and walked into Andre's room.Andre reached out to close the door, my temples twitched, and I could almost imagine Yang Chen's expression outside.Andre put his arms around me and said coquettishly with his eyes downcast, "Brother, I miss you so much."

I was a little stiff in his arms, and raised my hand to run along his back: "Hey, what do you want to tell me?"

"Nothing else." His eyes were like a puppy waiting to be fed, leaning over and rubbing against my neck, "I miss you, and want to have sex with you."

"Don't!" I was speechless and whispered, "Are you crazy? Yang Chen is still outside!"

"Will you abandon me because of him?" Andre leaned on the door, imprisoned me in his arms, and looked down at me, "Brother, will you?"

His voice was deep and deep, reminding me of the soft and warm feeling when he sang me a lullaby last night.

"Will you never want me again for an outsider? Brother, I miss you so much, I don't want to be separated from you, my mother said you will take care of me, I don't know what to do if I leave you. I need you, elder brother……"

I took a deep breath and covered his whispering mouth.Andre looked at me innocently, his blue eyes were like a sparkling lake, which reminded me of his cold expression when we first met, holding my mother's hand and looking at me.

"I won't want you." I let go of my hand and said softly, "But I can't do it now, how about in a few days?"

There was an almost soft smile on his beautiful face, he kissed my knuckles lightly with light rose lips, and said in a low voice:

"Jet'attends. (I wait for you)"