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I'm wrong.

I had a wrong estimate of my physical fitness. The cold shower last night caused me to have a real high fever the next day. According to Yang Chen, when he woke up in the morning, I was already burnt out, and my whole body was hot like a piece of carbon. He also started talking nonsense, which frightened him a lot.He carried me directly to the hospital. The doctor said that I was sub-healthy and my immune system was worse than that of ordinary people. If I was too late, I would develop acute pneumonia.

When I regained consciousness and lay on the hospital bed for infusion, I was scolded by Yang Chen who had been guarding the whole day. His face was as black as the bottom of a pot. Can't always be with me, which is rare now.

The sky outside was gloomy, and I seemed to have arrived at the hospital after just sleeping. It seems that I really can't just die casually in the future, and I can't just use the trick of pretending to be sick until the last moment.It was boring to wait, so I endured the headache and took out my phone to read the news, barely made up a few sentences and replied to Song Cheng, then lay back and stared at the slowly darkening ceiling in a daze.

The private ward is quiet, with occasional wheels and light footsteps outside the door, it seems that everyone has forgotten the existence of Xu Junyan, no one knows that I am here, no one will visit me, suffocating loneliness enveloped me.

Back then, I was injured by someone Xue Keming asked for, and I lay alone in the ward for sixteen days.

Lin Ya still has a conscience, and hired someone to deliver meals to me on a regular basis every day, lest I starve to death in the hospital.But it was really boring. My eyes were injured and I couldn’t watch much, not to mention TV and mobile phones, and I couldn’t even read papers. The nurse asked me to lie in bed and rest all day.One eye was wrapped, and I couldn't find my balance. I just got out of bed and wanted to take a walk outside, but before I took a step, I fell on the side of the bed.

I slept when I woke up, and I always looked at the ceiling with my eyes open except when I was eating. I actually hated Lin Ya for letting me live in a single ward, and I didn't even have a chance to talk to someone.

Come to someone...anyone, talk to me, talk about anything.

I was so eager to communicate that even the nurses would grab me to chat for a while when they came to change the dressings, to make sure I wouldn't be driven mad by the quiet of the room.But it's not enough, every time in the dead of night, countless small voices come to my ears, and only the faint moonlight outside the window shines in in the dark room.First the cranky fear, then the fear that numbs me, and the boundless loneliness that consumes me.

When I am awake alone, I will unconsciously cry with the only one eye, and the tear stains are dry and moistened again.It wasn't until later that I finally learned how to live with loneliness, so now I'm even a little inexplicably proud - Xu Junyan has been forgotten by the world once, so why not do it again?

What's more, I hold on to a lot of things tightly, and I no longer have to be afraid of being abandoned by anyone, and I can easily find someone to accompany me at any time.

I called Andre and he was here in no time.I didn't know my ward either. Fortunately, he had improved a lot in Chinese, and he was able to find him by asking all the way. I almost rang the bell for the nurse to help.When Andre came in, he turned on the light in the ward. The bright light made me feel at ease. I also saw that he was only wearing a thin windbreaker, and his cheeks were red from the cold.

It was very warm in the ward, and I held his cold hand with the hand without the infusion: "Why don't you wear something thicker? It's freezing outside."

He looked at me fixedly, and hugged my arm coquettishly: "Brother, I'm worried about you."

"I was worried about me, so you came here before I got dressed?" My heart was soft, if it wasn't for being hugged by him and unable to move my arms, I really wanted to touch his soft blond hair, "It's okay, I just have a cold, after hanging up This bottle will be fine."

"When will you come back?" He looked up at me, his blue eyes were clear and clean, "I'm scared alone."

I don't think you were scared when you played the bloody battle game, did you?I'm not stupid enough to say that, but I'm thinking about it.I said softly: "If you are afraid, I will ask Brother Yucheng to take you back to the main house for a few days."

He has no expression, but his pitiful eyes reveal his inner thoughts.I thought that he took another step back because he was worried that I would not even have time to put on my coat, and whispered, "I'll be back in a few days, okay?"

His eyes lit up instantly, and he kissed my cheek: "How many days?"

This kid is smart.I was just trying to fool him, but when he asked, I had to improvise a similar number: "Half a month... half a month is definitely fine."

Andre nodded heavily: "Okay, fifteen days."

I asked Yang Chen that he would come to the hospital to accompany me tonight, so I didn't dare to let Andre stay for a long time, for fear that the two of them would fight when they met.I reluctantly gave him a few kisses to coax him to go back first, and before I left, I stopped him: "Put back the coat on the chair, don't catch a cold, now you can't underestimate the cold and fever, don't make trouble like me Hospital."

The coat on the chair belonged to Yang Chen, and he forgot to bring it when he left in a hurry.Andre frowned and asked, "Is it my brother's?"

I replied vaguely, anyway, Yang Chen knew that Andre had been here when he came back and asked, so it's okay to borrow his coat for a while.I urged: "It's cold outside, wear it and go."

Andre picked up the coat and looked at it, a look of disgust appeared on his beautiful face: "It belongs to that person, I don't wear it."

"Why are you so stubborn, kid?" I sighed, "Forget it, then turn on the heat in the car, and don't stay outside for too long."

Not long after Andre left, Yang Chen came back, and the first thing he said when he opened the door of the ward was: "Xu Junyan, you really can't leave a man for a moment."

I calmly played with my mobile phone on the bed, and when I heard this, I glanced at him: "I'm sick, and my brother came to visit, what's the problem? And you said it too, don't mention that matter again, don't talk back, words don't count It's a puppy."

Yang Chen was standing at the door with a terrible expression of anger from me. Although I looked crazy on the surface, I was actually watching him carefully to prevent him from throwing something at me because he was provoked.He took a few deep breaths and sat down beside my bed: "Okay, I won't mention it if I don't mention it. Do you feel better?"

These words still smelled of anger. I knew that I would accept it when I saw it was good. I put down my phone and said in a soft tone: "It's much better. I want to go back. I don't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital."

"I'll ask the nurse later if I can go." He was angry in front of me, like a wayward child, "Don't go out with Lin Ya next time, there must be nothing good to be with that woman, I'll introduce you to new friends."

I was shocked when I heard this, but since I had angered him once just now, I could only swallow my anger: "What's wrong with Lin Ya?"

In fact, what I want to talk about is what kind of status are you, why do you care who I am friends with?But these words can only be thought about, Yang Chen must explode on the spot.He glanced at me, and explained in an unexpectedly calm tone: "She is the daughter of Asia Entertainment, and there are things she can afford but you can't. Don't be used by her."

I thought to myself that Lin Ya was not such a person, but since Yang Chen felt that there must be his reasons, he didn't say anything.Seeing me like this, he added angrily: "I think what I said was in vain. If you don't say it, I'm afraid you're planning to do something wrong in your heart."

I didn't feel embarrassed when he poked my heart, so I smiled and said, "So you know it too."

He was so angry with me, he pretended to hit me: "You're still laughing, it makes me want to hit you."

I deliberately teased him: "Hit me, I yelled so that the whole hospital knew that Young Master Yang committed domestic violence."

He stroked his chin and looked at me, then suddenly gave a smirk, and leaned over to tickle me.I hurriedly begged for mercy: "Okay, okay! Brother, I was wrong... the needle! The needle is going to be crooked!"

Two days later, I almost recovered, and told Yang Chen that I want to go out and relax.His father was not in the country, and he was extremely busy during the Chinese New Year period. As usual, he warned me and let me go out.I've always taken his words for nothing, but this time I didn't go to Song Cheng, I took a taxi directly to the private club where Xu Yucheng took me there, and it was also the first time I met Song Cheng.

There are very few people in the club now, and the waiter is very kind: "Do you have an appointment, sir?"

The upstairs of this club is only open to acquaintances. I have always followed Xu Yucheng directly upstairs, and I don’t usually fit into their circle. Now I am dumbfounded——I don’t know how to make an appointment, and I am embarrassed and difficult to say: "No... ..."

"It's okay, the bar on the first floor is open." The girl smiled sweetly, and immediately gave me a step down, "Do you need me to let someone take you to a seat?"

"Uh...Actually, I'm here to see your boss." I didn't know how I said this, and my face turned sore from embarrassment, "Can you let me meet? I have something to ask him."

The girl's smile remained unchanged: "Okay, do you have an appointment?"

reserve!Another appointment!I don't even know who the owner of this club is, I just greeted him with Xu Yucheng, and I had a vague relationship with him, so I guess he doesn't have the slightest impression of me as a small person.But now I don't want to involve the Xu family, so I can't use Xu Yucheng's interpersonal relationship, so I can only stand where I am: "...No."

"Our boss is very busy. If you don't have an appointment, you may not be able to meet him." The girl asked again, "Would you like to sit at the bar?"

Today is destined to return without success.I glanced at the elevator on the other side of the corridor. I usually go upstairs from there.

To put it bluntly, these relationships in the capital are formed by countless circles. Xu Yucheng and the boss circle of this club coincide, so they can naturally be familiar with each other.Most of the people I contacted rely on the Xu family and Yang Chen. I am in an evasive attitude on both sides, so the circles I can integrate into are pitifully small, and the contacts I can use are all dependent on these two people.

It would be great if I could meet an acquaintance, as long as I could gain a relationship with the boss here... I looked towards the stairs with this thought in mind, and I knew in my heart that I had no acquaintances at all. If I really met Xu Yucheng or It's Yang Chen's friend, the first person to turn around and run away must be me.

But luckily I am not dead, a person walking out of the elevator shocked me, and I walked over there immediately.The girl behind her didn't have time to catch up and shouted: "Sir, don't come in without an appointment!"

I ignored her and walked quickly to the person who came out to stop him.The other party is tall and tall, wearing a light brown coat, looks handsome and mature, to be honest, if I have something urgent to ask now, I really want to find an opportunity to have an in-depth exchange with him.

When he saw me, he stopped and smiled, "What's the matter?"

"That... I'm sorry, but I actually met you. You should know Lin Ya's brother in Financial Street a few days ago..." My incoherent words became more and more chaotic, and I managed to grasp a point, "Yes! Lin Ya , I'm Lin Ya's friend, I would like to ask you for a favor."

The other party didn't refuse immediately, but there was a little interest in his eyes: "Really?"

"If you are free, we can go to the bar to talk." I said shamelessly, staring at the man in front of me eagerly, while extending my right hand, "It's just a small matter, if you find it troublesome, you can refuse at any time... I My name is Xu Junyan, nice to meet you."

"Interesting." He stretched out his hand and shook it lightly with me, "Chen Weihai."