salt by salt

"The noon sun shone hotly on the whole forest. Many old pine trees ooze thick pine resin, shining in the sun, giving off a golden luster."

"Jun Yan?"

Song Cheng gently held my shoulders, and I sat up in a daze.He was born with deep eyes and a high nose, and his brows are slightly furrowed at this moment, his concerned expression is extraordinarily sincere.

"Why did you fall asleep on the sofa?"

"Wait for you to come back." I reached out and hooked his neck for a kiss, pretending to be nonchalant, "What time is it?"

"It's past two o'clock in the morning." Song Cheng had a tired look on his face. He rubbed his forehead and smiled at me, "The teacher in the acting class asked us to rehearse the drama in groups, and we had to queue until we passed, which was a bit of a waste of time."

I held his hand distressedly, and stood up again: "Are you hungry? I made porridge, and I'll serve you a bowl."

Before, I guessed whether Song Cheng would come back in a while, so I simply cooked some eight-treasure porridge for him to eat when he came back. It should be just right now.When Song Cheng was serving porridge in the kitchen, he suddenly hugged me from behind. I almost knocked over the spoon, and asked helplessly, "What's wrong?"

He lowered his head and rubbed against my shoulder, with a gentle voice: "It's nothing, I just think Jun Yan is really virtuous."

"Can it be more virtuous than you?" I handed the porridge bowl, "Let me tell you first, it's my first time making sweet porridge, so I don't know if I put too much sugar."

Song Cheng took the white bowl, sat at the table and just took a bite before putting down the spoon with a groan.

I froze for a moment: "Is it too sweet?"

"It's very sweet, just like you, Jun Yan." Song Cheng looked at me seriously, "But it's very delicious, it surprised me."

"Eat." I sat across from him and said with a forced smile, "Be careful of the heat."

The note on WeChat made me scratch my head, and I started the topic while he was drinking porridge: "By the way, your phone was left with a classmate, and I went to him to get it back for you."

"Really?" He paused, raised his head and smiled softly at me, "I hurried to class, but I didn't notice this. You are so kind, Jun Yan."

"Anyway, I'm coming here, so I went to pick it up." I pretended to mention it casually, "Also, why did you even misspell my name?"

"Oh, that one."

My heart was so nervous that it stopped beating, but Song Cheng took a sip of porridge at this moment, swallowed it slowly, and then explained:

"I have a high school classmate named Zhang Junyan. When I made a note, I typed those two words and forgot to change them later. And I think it suits you very well. Jun means handsome, and you are in my heart Good-looking Junyan. If you mind, I will change it to my dear Yanyan later."

He winked at me naturally.It was a coincidence... I breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, I was stable and didn't expose myself in a panic.

While thinking about it, I said, "Okay, aren't you sleepy after a busy day, and you still have the energy to joke around. Do you want to eat some more?"

"That's enough. I'll soak the bowl and wash it tomorrow." Song Cheng put the bowl into the sink, came out and kissed my cheek, "You go to bed first, I'll go wash up. You've been waiting so long for me today, rest early. "

"it is good."

Song Cheng turned around and went into the bathroom, I stood in the living room for a while.Up to now, I don't feel sleepy, but I don't know what to do, so I turn around and follow behind Song Cheng.The bathroom is a bit cramped, I leaned against the door and watched him squeeze toothpaste and prepare to brush his teeth.

"You were talking about me just now, why don't you go to sleep?" He joked, "What are you looking at?"

I pursed my lips: "Look at the handsome guy."

"Handsome guy is right in front of your eyes, you can see it every day, go to sleep now." His eyes were full of smiles, he stretched out his hand to stroke my head, and said in a muffled voice with his toothbrush in his mouth, "Be obedient."

"Today...my ex-boyfriend and I made it clear." I stood beside him, hesitated and said, "Let's live a good life in the future."

"Really?" Song Cheng said in surprise, he choked on the toothpaste as soon as he finished speaking, and he held his hand on the sink to rinse his mouth for a long time, "Ahem...that's great, I'm very happy."

I patted him on the back a little funny: "Be careful."

"You said earlier that we should go out to have a meal to celebrate, and finally get rid of that bastard." Song Cheng hugged me tightly, and frowned at me worriedly, "He didn't do anything to you, did he?"

"No...it went well."

"Jun Yan, Jun Yan, Jun Yan, that's great." Song Cheng's lips smelled of fresh mint, he stared at me intently, and sighed softly, "I'm so happy, these eyes are finally only looking at me."

His eyes are so affectionate, just a lingering love words make me a little shy.

It was a completely different feeling from the momentary passionate bed affair, my whole heart was sweetened by the gratifying love, and the light joy filled my whole body.

In this slightly shabby bathroom on the outskirts of City B, I held Song Cheng's hand and said this sentence for the first time soberly and seriously:

"I love you……"

When I uttered this word, I sincerely promised heaven and earth that it will never change.

"……forever."

Can the love for a butterfly be sealed in amber for 1 years?

I get out of bed softly.

I came here in a hurry today, and I couldn't sleep without taking sleeping pills. I was afraid of waking up Song Cheng by tossing and turning in bed, so I came out quietly.

The cold moonlight fell on the narrow balcony, and I sat among a bunch of flowers and plants with my knees in my arms, looking up at the bright moon.

Does the moon know love and hate in the world?

Does it know that among the masses of people today, some people choose to believe in love again?

There was a faint pain in the head, the body was heavy and numb, but the thinking was very clear.Every night when I can't sleep, I will think about it. I am used to everything in my head.

It's almost my birthday.

There are 360 ​​five days in a year, and my birthday is my least favorite day.

The Xu family used to be extravagant, and when they were young, whenever Xu Yuzhong or Xu Yucheng celebrated their birthdays, they would entertain the guests with great fanfare.

I am always envious of the countless presents they can unwrap, a complete set of car models, gorgeous and exquisite picture books, and all kinds of precious items brought by relatives and friends from all over the world.

To celebrate their birth, the elders brought the best things in the world.

Since I realized my identity, I have been very self-aware, but on my birthday, I am more cautious and try to reduce the sense of existence.

No cake.

no blessings.

No wish was made.

There is no one who rejoices in my birth.

Every day my only celebration is a bowl of longevity noodles.This is a tacit agreement between me and Xu Yucheng, I will eat a little less dinner, and later he will find an excuse to let the maid serve noodles, and then bring them into my room after grandpa rests.

A bowl of noodles, a candle, and a gift prepared by him in private, that's all I had before my 17th birthday.

Later I met Yang Chen, and he also celebrated my birthday.An extravagant party, countless bottles of expensive wine poured into the pool.We had crazy sex that night, and the next morning I opened the door with aches and pains all over my body, and found that my feet were covered with delicate and beautiful violets.

Violet is the birth flower of May [-]th, so he prepared such a sea of ​​flowers.

Maybe I would have found it romantic if I hadn't accidentally learned that it was a masterpiece of a birthday planning company.

Even so, Yang Chen's occasional intentions still moved me to the ground at that time.

Yang Chen... No need to think about it anymore, it's all in the past.

But this year's birthday can be spent with Song Cheng, I have a little hope in my heart.

He was so nice, gentle, passionate, and dedicated.From now on, I will not do anything to hurt him again, and we will live happily ever after.He will accompany me through this birthday, the next birthday, until the end of my life.

I finally found someone who would be happy that I was born into this world.

This is worth more than thousands of gifts.

"The boy's father took it and looked at it carefully.

'This is Amber, boy. ' he said cheerfully, 'there are two little things shut in there, a fly and a spider.This is rare. '"