Wangzai Milk Candy

Xia You had a dream, a very long dream, so long that it seemed to have gone through a lifetime.

The five-year-old was sitting on the ground, surrounded by small toys that had been thrown to the ground.

The lights in the room were dim, and a woman stood there with her back facing her, as if frozen in frame. Xia You tried hard to open her eyes wide, but she couldn't see the figure of the woman clearly.

Suddenly there was a loud noise behind him, and all the pictures gradually scrolled.

"We all need to calm down. You are tired too. I will take the child back to my mother's house first."

It was the woman with a blurry back who spoke first, speaking softly, with a trace of helplessness mixed in.

"Why calm down? Divorce at worst!"

Accompanied by the sound of shattering glass.

Hey, is it Dad's voice?

Isn't this woman the mother?

Xia You ran over to hug her mother, told her that I missed you, and told her what happened to her during this time, but she in her dream did not allow her to do so.

She could only sit on the ground and watch them quarrel.

"Can you please stop arguing?"

The soft-spoken woman couldn't help but raise her voice. She stepped back a few steps, blocking Xia You's sight, and knelt down to put Xia You's coat on.

Afraid of scaring the child, Mother Xia lowered her voice and said slowly:

"Youyou, mommy will take you back to grandma's house first, okay?"

Xia You, who was still out of the situation, nodded vigorously, puffed up her little hands and said cheerfully: "Okay, I went to grandma's house to play."

Xia's mother turned around and wiped away the tears on her face quietly, and said in a dumb voice, "Come on, Youyou grasped mother's hand tightly."

"You go! Don't you mother and daughter just look down on me! No money and no job, do you think I don't want to find a job to support my family?!"

The woman stabilized her emotions, took a deep breath, and said, "I didn't mean to look down on you. I saw those job openings on my way to work, so I took them home to ask your opinion."

Xia's father slammed down the table, causing Xia You to tremble, "Don't you just dislike me as a useless person? A useless person who relies on his wife to support him!"

The woman took the frightened Xia You into her arms, almost crying herself, and said intermittently in a trembling voice: "Let's calm down first, there are ready meals in the pot, remember to heat them up."

Xia's father leaned on the chair in the corner exhaustedly, with heavy soot piled up at his feet, he wiped his face and sighed weakly: "Let's go, let's go, let's all go, I'll die alone."

Xia's mother paused when she walked out. Xia You thought she would stop, but finally left without looking back.

"Mom, don't be sad."

Xiao Xiayou sat in the back seat of the battery car, hugging her mother's back comfortingly.

"Mom isn't sad anymore. Is it cold for you to sit in the back? If it's cold, hold mom tight. We'll be there soon."

Looking at her mother's frail figure, it was Xia You who kept the few memories.

The mother in my impression is a gentle and virtuous beauty, always with a faint smile on her face, and her words are always gentle and gentle. She taught Xia You to read poems, taught Xia You to be helpful, and taught Xia You Girls can also be better than boys.

It can be said that most of Xia You's outlook on life was enlightened by her mother.

Xia You's good skin has inherited her mother's beauty, and even her personality has mostly followed her mother's.

The time spent with her mother was the happiest moment in her life.

But if it wasn't for relying on the pale yellow photos at home, Xia You would not be able to remember her mother's appearance after a long time.

Suddenly, a white light flashed in front of his eyes, and Xia You's vision was blurred.

There was a screeching sound of brakes, and Xia You fell heavily to the ground as the battery car tilted.

After a temporary unconsciousness, Xia You raised her eyelids, feeling a sticky feeling in her hands, and looked down, her body was covered with hot blood.

Blood flew out along the battery car, splashing all over the ground, with a strong smell of blood.

But it's not hers, it's her mother's.

It was her mother who protected her at the last moment.

"Mommy mommy!"

Xiao Xiayou was at a loss and could only kneel on the ground, crying and calling for her mother.

A big black hole was pierced on the mother's body, and blood gushed out.

The driver who caused the accident knew that he had killed someone, so he ran so fast that he had long since disappeared.

And because it was already late at night, and the road was off the beaten track, no one passed by at all.

Fortunately, a passerby passed by and hurriedly called the police and called an ambulance.

When being sent to the hospital, Xia You grabbed the bed and cried, "Mom, wake up and don't sleep."

Xia's mother seemed to have a sense, her fingertips moved slightly, and she opened her eyes with difficulty, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she did not forget to comfort Xiao Xia You: "You are fine, mom is tired, I will come to you as soon as I sleep, waiting Dad, don't run around."

The doctor next to him knew that this was just a flashback, but he couldn't bear to tell a five-year-old child.

"Little friend, your mother's illness will be cured in a while. Come on, let go. Auntie is going to treat your mother."

Xia You reluctantly let go of her mother's blood-stained palm, pouted her mouth, and choked, "Auntie, please cure my mother."

The doctor was anxious to rescue Xiao Xiayou, and he agreed to Xiao Xiayou perfunctorily, and pushed her into the operating room.

When she woke up again, she was already lying on the hospital bed.

Xia's father opened the door and entered. Seeing Xia You awake, he rushed to the bed in surprise, "You You, are you awake?"

"Where's mom?"

Xia's father seemed to have aged many years at once, with a little gray hair appearing on his hair.

There was no time to shave off the stubble that came out, and the whole person looked sluggish.

Father Xia hesitated to speak, but the young Xia You understood his speechless expression at that moment.

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and she choked up and said, "Mom...I want mother..."

A car accident took away her mother.

From then on, missing is a small tomb, with my mother inside and Xia You outside.

She no longer has a home.

During that time, Xia You woke up and cried, cried and went to bed tired, and didn't know how to spend the days in a daze.

Later, Dad brought in a new "mother". The new mother was very kind to her, would greet her with care, and would give her more clothes and food, but she was not a real "mother".

The reason why she treats herself well is also because he is father's wife and Xia You is father's child.

It's just a legal obligation to support, and it's more of a kind of mercy.

Xia You naturally knew about this.

So for this "new mother", Xia You didn't want to trouble her, and she was obedient at home and never made noise.

Later, my younger brother was born. This little guy with his own half-brother brought hope of rebirth to my father.

The house is full of laughter and laughter, but it has nothing to do with Xia You.

In this family, she tries to play the role of a transparent person as much as possible, and lives in this family peacefully without making noise.

Her father's concern for her is nothing more than her academic performance. On Xia You's body, she bears the same expectations of all parents - to hope that her daughter will become a phoenix.

Xia You also did it, with excellent grades, and progressed steadily according to the route planned by his father.

When the screen changed, Siming was already standing beside her.

When Xia You was in junior high school, Xia You had a tall girl next to her. They went out of school together, went out to play together, complained to each other about school, and copied each other's homework.

But it is limited to this, no matter how good a friend is, it is just a friend.

Over the years, one of the life principles that Xia You has insisted on is to stay safe and take care of yourself. You will never step into other people's fields. No matter how close your friends are, you must maintain a sense of boundaries.

Even if the two drifted away, she would quietly not disturb them.

Not to disturb is also a kind of mutual respect.

Just like how others commented on her: No matter how far the two of them go, whenever they look back, she is the kind of friend who will support her silently with a smile on the spot.

Xia You is like the sun, warming the people around her, but freezing her own heart so that no one can walk in.

Because at the end of life, sooner or later, there is only one person, from birth to death, without exception.

In the end, as expected, Sim Ming moved to other places to study, and this friendship may end without a problem.

But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes. This friend who went to school in another place suddenly came back, and she became more beautiful and mature.

Xia You silently admired this dazzling girl beside her in her heart. The class affairs were handled in an orderly manner, and there were many people around her who praised and loved her.

Many people thought that Siming was an unapproachable iceberg beauty, but Xia You knew that this girl was very gentle.

This girl will supervise her to eat well every day, will magically reward her with snacks from time to time, and will also remove all obstacles for her, which is beyond the boundaries of friends.

She was too good, too good even.

As a result, every time Xia You approached her, she would have the illusion of a deer bumping around.

This feeling was analyzed step by step by Xia You using math problems to calculate, and the conclusion reached was - this is not a heartbeat, but a serious sense of dependence.

This question can only be solved by the method of elimination, and after eliminating several common elements of love, Xia You is more determined in her mind - they are just good friends.

This seemingly reasonable answer calmed Xia You's turbulent thoughts a lot.

This is not possible, Xia You told himself over and over again, stop the loss in time, hello, hello, hello everyone.

Suddenly, several pictures flashed by, all of which were daily interactions.

In the end, it was fixed on Siming's cold face, looking down at Xia You arrogantly, his eyes were full of contempt, which Xia You had never seen before.

"leave me alone."

These four words were slammed down heavily, Xia You inexplicably felt a pain in his heart, even his breathing became short of breath, and he gradually lost consciousness.

In the dormitory, someone's alarm clock was beating wantonly, and Xia You was struggling to wake up from the nightmare.

She looked at the ceiling with dull eyes, and murmured like the rest of her life after death: "Dream...fortunately it's a dream..."

Layers of cold sweat broke out on Xia You's forehead, and her hands and feet were cold. She took a deep breath, desperately letting fresh air into her body, suppressing the palpitations after the nightmare.