love like drunk

On the second day after returning from the bar, Gu Wenxi didn't go out all day, An Anxin nestled in the apartment.

In the past, he despised the life of an otaku. In his free time, he would either go out alone, or hang out with good friends at bars.For the first time in the past few days, he was tired of socializing, and he didn't want to see any unfamiliar people for the time being.

I took a nap in the afternoon, and the curtains in the bedroom of the apartment are dark brown on the outside, which is very good at shading.In a daze, he heard the music coming from the phone, thought it was an alarm clock, and tapped the middle of the screen, but the music was still playing.He reluctantly raised his eyes and saw that it was Zeng Bonian's call.

"Hello?" His voice was lazy and weak.

"Wen Xi, are you still sleeping?"

"Huh?" Gu Wenxi yawned, and pressed her empty right hand to her mouth, "It's okay."

Zeng Bonian went straight to the point: "I'm really fine tomorrow, let's get together again."

With Zeng Bonian's temperament, the party must not be limited to the two of them. Gu Wenxi learned the lesson from yesterday and first confirmed the list of people with him.

There is no Geng Ran, nor Jiang Chen.Gu Wenxi agreed with satisfaction.

The room was warm. He only wore a T-shirt and shorts when he slept, and he didn't change his clothes immediately when he got up. He went to the window and opened the curtains. The dark bedroom was instantly filled with sunlight.

Gu Wenxi returned to the bed and picked up the phone.He has added a lot of people and groups on WeChat, and he doesn't have the habit of checking it often. There are densely packed columns of red numbers on it.

The dialog box with Du Yunyan has long since sunk to the bottom, and when the dialog box is called up, it still shows the message [I'm home] that has never heard back.

Before Gu Wenxi pressed the lock screen, she still typed a few words【Where are you? 】

He was not sure about Du Yunyan's reaction to the probing question, would he tell the truth, lie to him, or simply ignore it?

Although this kind of anxiety was not enough, the somewhat apprehensive mood lasted until noon of the next day - he did not receive a reply from Du Yunyan.

The sun is very sunny and the air is not too cold. It is very rare to have such good weather in the first month.

The place Zeng Bonian was looking for was a ktv. Today is not the weekend, and several friends have jobs, so they made an appointment in the evening.Only Gu Wenxi went early, and it was still bright, so he went to the cold drink shop next door to rest.

This store is called "moon", and it sells all kinds of ice drinks. It is the most famous in the city. It is crowded with people all year round. In the past, Gu Wenxi and his girlfriend often came here for dates.

He ordered a large portion of mango ice, and the ice on the plate was piled into a cone like a snow mountain, with a layer of golden mango slices on top.The store was well heated, and he didn't dislike ice teeth. With a fork on, he put one piece at a time into his mouth. When he felt someone was watching him, he raised his head slightly.

I haven't seen her for three or four months. Liang Qian's expression is not as natural as Gu Wenxi's. She holds a tray in her hand and keeps looking around.

The seats in the store are limited, and the last empty table was just taken by a couple in front of her, and she was too embarrassed to sit opposite her ex-boyfriend.

Gu Wenxi nodded at her slightly: "Sit down."

He didn't take the matter of breaking up too seriously at first, not to mention that according to Jiang Chen's explanation, she was also the victim. If she hadn't been with him at the beginning, she might not have been involved in these messy things.

"Thank you."

Although Liang Qian sat down, she looked at her but still twitched, and she didn't know where to put her hands.

"You don't have to mind," Gu Wenxi's tone was gentle and distant, "I'm not someone who easily dwells on the past."

"Ok, I know."

She breathed out lightly, as if she was finally relaxed, she held the spoon in her right hand, instead of digging up the red bean ice in front of her immediately, she smiled, her voice was not loud, but Gu Wenxi noticed it.

"what happened?"

Liang Qian's smile has not yet retracted: "Do you want to know what I am thinking?"

"It's okay to talk about it," Gu Wenxi didn't feel embarrassed talking to her, "if you want."

She no longer kept her secrets: "Wen Xi, actually, I think that if you are not a lover, you are really a person who is very comfortable to get along with."

After finishing speaking, she lowered her head and began to solve her own freezing point.

Gu Wenxi just forked a piece of mango to his mouth, put the fork back after listening to her words, and asked with great interest, "Because I'm not an ideal lover?"

"No," she shook her head immediately, "There is no such thing as an ideal or an ideal. Only those who are destined can be considered ideal."

Gu Wenxi grasped her point: "Do you think I haven't met someone destined?"

"I don't know," her face completely disappeared from the previous stiffness, "I think you belong to the type—you can't be chased, you can only find it yourself."

Gu Wenxi heard this kind of statement for the first time, and thought it was a little funny: "Then what if the 'destined person' I want to find is as unwilling to be chased as I am?"

"Hmm..." She tilted her head as if in deep thought, and then smiled again, "Is it really 'destined', do I need to pursue it deliberately?"

Gu Wenxi turned her head and glanced out the window.It was a sunny day today, but it still reminded him of the song he overheard the day before yesterday.The misty rain does not come, the sky does not appear, they seem to be chasing, but also waiting, waiting for an opportunity to form a relationship.

"Wen Xi, have you met someone you like?" She added, "I mean someone you really like."

Liang Qian didn't say this when they were together, but after they separated, she was indeed more open-minded, and she was able to discuss with him generously the "heart" that she couldn't say before.

Gu Wenxi was stunned: "I—"

"That's why we met," Liang Qian said affirmatively, "Because you are at a loss now, not as decisive as when I confessed to you before."

"Being dazed is a sign of falling in love?" Gu Wenxi was amused by her, "Is this the logic of you girls?"

"At least for someone like you, I did a lot of research on you at the beginning because I liked you so much," she smiled smugly, and then her eyes darkened a little, "The more I research, the more I realize that I'm not your fate." people'.

Gu Wenxi understood what she meant, but she couldn't give comfort on this kind of topic, she just listened quietly.

"Actually, I have a feeling that people who can attract you should not be indifferent to you." The slush on the plate melted a little, Liang Qian still ate and said, "After all, you are attractive. .”

Gu Wenxi turned her head indifferently: "You don't think I like to hear such compliments, do you?"

"Just kidding," she continued, "What I want to say is that there is a special magnetic field between two destined people, and this kind of thing cannot be forced."

Gu Wenxi vaguely understood what she meant, but felt that it was too mysterious. He himself would not consider such a complicated issue.

"If someone makes you love very hard, it means that you don't have that kind of fate."

Her words seemed to be talking to herself, Gu Wenxi wasn't sure whether she was thinking of her previous love affair with herself, or her later relationship with Jiang Chen, and she didn't know whether to continue this topic until her eyes refocused on herself and she raised her head Ask him: "Wen Xi, do you feel bitter? The person who makes your heart beat."

bitter?Gu Wenxi has never had this kind of thought, even when she was coldly received and lost.

A wanderer is greedy for the moonlight in the night, but he will not suffer from not being able to catch the moon, because he has already received the most tender gift of the moonlight.And he knew that the moon would always be there.

He put the spoon and fork on the empty plate and shook his head slightly: "I don't feel that way."