Iceberg Chef Chasing His Wife GL

Bai Sheng stared at Ji Manli, his lips moved, and after a long time, he only asked one sentence: "Am I not good enough?"

Ji Manli shook her head, turned her face away, and said hoarsely: "It's my problem..."

Bai Sheng stared blankly at her side face, finally took a deep breath, tried to calm down his frustration, and started the engine.She focused on the road conditions, tried not to think, tried not to think, maybe her mood would not be so uncomfortable.

And Ji Manli, who was looking out of the car window, quietly stretched out her right hand and covered her mouth, not wanting Bai Sheng to hear her faint sobs.

She knew that Bo Sheng was sad, but didn't she feel guilty...

She still has fear in her heart, she can't promise Bo Sheng rashly, at least, at least let her clean up her heart...

Bo Sheng pressed his lips tightly all the way, as if he wanted to forcibly draw a line.

She just wants to go home at this moment, close the door, curl up in the bed like a wounded beast, licking the wound alone, no one should bother her, even though she is isolated from the world.

The two walked into the building one after the other, Bo Sheng's footsteps were so fast that Ji Manli thought she was going to abandon her, and even slammed the door in front of her.

However, Bo Sheng did not. The first thing Bo Sheng did after entering the house was to take out all the glass boxes in the kitchen and reheat them one by one in a cast iron pan.Standing at the door of the kitchen, Ji Manli stared blankly at all this, and her eyes turned red again unconsciously. Although the tip of her nose smelled the smell of food, she didn't feel happy at all. She only felt a foreign object choking her throat for a while.

Ji Manli sat quietly on the wooden chair, watching Bo Sheng's back busy for her, her heart became heavier and heavier.

In the past, she just thought that Bo Sheng's kindness to her came from friendship.Now after understanding the true feeling in her heart, she felt that Bo Sheng's kindness to her became heavier and heavier.

She felt that she was not good enough for Bai Sheng...

Bo Sheng put the hot dishes on the plate for her, and placed them casually in front of her, then put a set of soup chopsticks on the table, then turned and left.Ji Manli's eyes followed her until she disappeared from his sight, her lips moved, but she didn't say anything after all.

She didn't know if she was going to apologize, but even apologizing wouldn't make up for anything.She knew that what Bo Sheng wanted was to give her a positive response, a happy affirmation.She ate most of the food without taste, and finally almost vomited in the toilet. She walked slowly to Bai Sheng's room, saw the closed door, and realized that she had no reason to live here any longer.

What position does she have to ask Bo Sheng to take care of her? Although she is not considered to have rejected Bo Sheng, but this kind of procrastination also caused her pain, didn't it?

Ji Manli went back to the kitchen, packed all the unfinished meals into a plastic bag, and then washed the dishes and chopsticks.She puts the kitchen waste in the sink for the time being, and will take it out and throw it away later.When she walked through the laundry room, she saw that the clothes of the two were on different poles, and a slight breeze was blowing in the vents, making the clothes flutter gently.For a moment, she was a little stunned. Yesterday she thought this kind of life was wonderful, but today she let herself destroy it with her own hands, so that there was not even a single piece of it left.

She went back to her room, turned on her computer, and looked at the work orders that had been filled.Facing the completely blank drawing software, she couldn't do anything.All that came to her mind were what Bo Sheng had said, and the two pots of mint that she had forgotten at home.

I don't know if the two pots of mint have not been watered for so many days, is it because the original tender green leaves have become burnt brown.

Taking a deep breath, she took out her mobile phone and called Yu Xun.

"Hey Xiaoman!" It took Yu Xun a long time to answer the phone: "I'm a little busy right now, are you calling at nine o'clock in the evening?"

Even the friends she could confide in were busy with work, Ji Manli smiled wryly, and said hello to her in a normal-sounding voice.

Then the phone hung up.

She simply turned off her phone to silent, turned on the Do Not Disturb mode, closed her laptop, and threw herself into the bed.On the beige bed sheet, there were a few sentences written in handwriting. She hadn't noticed it before, but now she looked at it carefully.However, after reading it, she discovered that she did not understand these sentences, and she could probably recognize them as French.

Ji Manli sighed softly, and felt the sense of distance for a moment, the sense of distance between her and Bai Sheng.

In another room, Bo Sheng was holding a black pen in his hand, playing with his fingers.I looked at the black pen body, and finally took out the ink absorber inside the pen body.The clean ink absorber shows that this pen has never been used. Bai Sheng looked at it and put it back, after all, he didn't want to refill the pen.

In front of her was a computer screen that kept flickering. Shao Lu’s messages had accumulated more than a dozen. She suddenly regretted that she had sent a private message to Shao Lu. If she told the three people the truth in the group, at least Shao Lu would not be so excited. .

"Why on earth did she refuse!? Why do you still like her? I really want to spit on you!"

"So what if you get hurt! If you get hurt, you can't stare at the wound for the rest of your life! Can you recover if you don't go out!"

Bai Sheng stared at the screen for a long time, and typed a line: "She asked me to give her some time, not to refuse."

"Do you think you haven't waited long enough!? You have been struggling for eight years, eight years! You can turn a baby into a primary school child!"

"I know."

"You know! You know why don't you continue ah ah ah ah ah!! Tell me, is it worth it? Is it worth it!?"

"I wouldn't be so sad if it wasn't worth it."

"..." Shao Lu typed the entire English period, and then said: "Okay, okay, as long as you are happy, anyway, you are the one who is sad...not to say...wait, wait, wait, just wait! Really! I don’t know whether I should ridicule you or pity you, but I finally confessed to this end =-=.”

"Shao Lu, don't be like this..."

Bai Sheng sighed heavily, thinking about Ji Manli's answer in his heart.

It's not that she doesn't know why Ji Manli is resistant to entering a new relationship at this time. If it were herself, she wouldn't dare to categorically agree to other people's confession...

Bo Sheng put the pen back into the paper box, opened the drawer of the wooden desk, and put it in carefully.In addition to the pen, there are several bottles of ink and two notebooks in the drawer.Bo Sheng took out one of the books, and before he put it on the table, an envelope fell out of the booklet.She picked up the envelope, pulled off the cartoon stickers that had long lost their stickiness, and began to read the card that she didn't dare to give Ji Manli back then.

"To Ji Manli, thank you for your company," she read out in a low voice, gently stroking the childish handwriting with her fingers, the color of the ink has faded a bit, but it can still be seen that she wrote every stroke in that year The next scale: "I don't know if everyone thinks this way, but I know that when someone is willing to light a lamp for another person in her dark world, then that lost person will regard her as As the only direction, and I will hold on to it tightly." She took a deep breath: "I don't know how I have given you, as you know, I have always been a person who is not good at expressing myself with words. People, so I made up my mind to write this card, as we are about to graduate, I want to say the last paragraph to you, and then I will go abroad. I have always known that you are a cheerful person, except sometimes in I don't know what else can make you sad except because of your senior sister.

But one thing I feel like I have to tell you is that I found out that my senior was actually having an affair with another guy, and I know it's not nice to give you this card at graduation and tell you about it.Besides, this is just a scene I came across by chance. I didn't even confirm the authenticity before rashly telling you about it. I apologize here first.Anyway, hope this isn't true.

You are a wonderful person, and beautiful people deserve beautiful things, and that is what you are.If possible, in fact, I once hoped that the person standing beside you would be me, but I'm sorry, I don't have the courage to say it.

Sorry for writing these things on my graduation card, I'm going abroad, I hope you take care of me, thank you for the good time you gave me.Bo Sheng. "

As she read, she shed tears unconsciously, even she couldn't believe it.But she knew in her heart that she had only shed tears for two people, one was her mother, and the other was the girl she had missed for many years.She gently wiped her eye sockets, and found another letter from the booklet. This time, there was no sticker on the envelope, and there was some English writing on the brown envelope, with an English address written on it.

Back then when she heard about Ji Manli's cheating, Bai Sheng also wrote a letter, but like the previous one, she still didn't have the courage to send it.

"To Ji Manli, I'm sorry. I heard about what happened to you in college. I know it's inevitable to be sad, but I hope you won't be too sad. Those ugly things are not worthy of you, so I left your side earlier , Maybe it’s not necessarily better for you. I haven’t shared my life in France with you. I left in a hurry and didn’t leave you a contact information.

In fact, even today, I still want to tell you that I have always had a good impression of you.I didn't dare to say that my sister was still there before.Now that my sister has done such a thing, I really hope that someone can accompany you, and I even more hope that that person can be me.A person who can accompany you through all joys and sorrows.

Sorry, my words are still so clumsy.

If... if you are willing, I am also willing to give up everything in France and return to China.Bo Sheng. "

Bo Sheng leaned back on the chair, tightly clutching the letter he wrote.

If...if I had had the courage to send these two letters back then, would it still be like this today?

It turns out that this matter is not just Ji Manli's problem, as she is cowardly, she is not qualified to get the beauty she wants, isn't she...?