Simple Happiness [Rebirth]

Bright sunlight fell into the house through the windows.

The warm and gentle colors make people feel comfortable just looking at them.

Grandma Lu took Mother Qin's hand and walked to the window. There was a double sofa. She pulled her to sit down with a soft voice and a gentle smile. "Aqin. Ashu is a good boy."

Seeing that Mother Qin seemed to be about to say something, Grandma Lu reached out and patted her hand. "Don't talk for now, I'll talk to you slowly, okay?"

"I've told you a lot about the past. When people get old, they like to miss the old days. That's why you have the patience to listen to me repeating some things. Ziang's child is different from other children. When his wife left , held my hand, and told me to take good care of my grandson. I lived with my wife all my life, and it was the first time I heard him say this. He protected me and took care of me all my life. When my wish came true, Of course I have to do my best.”

"I think, for this person, material things are secondary, and living happily is the most important thing. I just wish my grandson can live well. That day, he brought Ah Shu over .Later he told me. This is a person who will live a lifetime. What he said was so serious and firm. I seem to see that my wife said the same thing back then, holding my hand and saying it seriously. This He is a person who wants to live his whole life. Even if everyone opposes him, he still does not change his original intention."

"In a blink of an eye, my whole life has come here. Sometimes when I think about it, it's really like a dream. I just spent my whole life with him like this, and when I got old, he took a step ahead of me. At that time, I felt My whole life was so long, looking back now, it was so short.”

"I know I'm wondering why I agreed so easily and supported Zi Ang and Ah Shu to be together. I understand Sun's eyes, and I understand his thoughts. I can live a lifetime with someone I want A person who lives hand in hand for a lifetime will be consummated. Ziang and Ah Shu can be together well. On that day, when I leave and see my wife, I will be able to tell him happily that I will We take good care of him. He can live happily ever after."

After talking so much slowly, Grandma Lu looked at Mother Qin with warm eyes, paused, and then continued. "We didn't tell you about this. We didn't intend to hide it from you. It's just that we couldn't find the right time. Ah Shu said, he loves you very much and doesn't want to argue with you. Both of us will suffer. He thought, take your time." Change your mind slowly, and tell you about this after your temper has eased a lot, and the situation will not be too bad by then."

"His heart is as firm as Zi Ang's. If things can't be both good, no one is willing to back down. Both sides suffer. This is the last thing I want to see. He would rather hide it from you first, and then tell you when the time is right."

"As the elders, we can take care of the children when they are young. When they grow up, we should let them fly by themselves. After we are gone, they can go farther and farther. People, life is only so short, we can't accompany them When they grow old, they have to live their own lives, they are both happy, and they both want to be with each other for the rest of their lives, Aqin, what do you want to do? Do you agree with them or separate them?"

Speaking of this, Grandma Lu sighed. "Ashu is your child, you know him best. He is not what you think. He and Ziang are not together for material things. Don't be too sensitive. If it's really shallow, I won't either I agree. This is harming Sun, how will I see my wife then."

With so many words, Qin's mother listened silently. She lowered her head and looked at the shadow on the ground.

Grandma Lu couldn't see the look on her face, she said what she had to say, she leaned gently on the sofa, quietly thinking about those old things.

There were people in the bamboo forest, and more than one couple, Lu Ziang had no choice but to drag Qin Shu into the house.

Looking at Ah Shu who was still a little dazed, Lu Ziang felt an inexplicable irritability in his heart. He grabbed a handful of hair, rushed into the bathroom, washed his face with cold water, and drank a big mouthful of water. Much better, before returning to the bedroom.

Ah Shu still looked like that, immersed in his own thoughts.

Lu Ziang really wanted to know what he was thinking and why there was a look of despair in his eyes.

He thought of all the past and told himself not to care anymore, but in the face of repeated situations, he couldn't control his emotions every time.

"A Shu." I couldn't think about it, but when I thought about it, my emotions came up again.Lu Ziang took out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and yelled.

The voice was a little distant and a little hoarse.

In the smoke, he squinted his eyes and carefully looked at Qin Shu who was standing there.

He silently counted the numbers in his heart.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, ...

Qin Shu raised his head and looked at Lu Ziang who was obviously different, his eyes were full of confusion.

"What are you thinking?" Lu Ziang asked calmly after he extinguished his half-smoked cigarette.

Qin Shu heard the pressure from these words, he pursed his lips, moved his feet with difficulty, sat next to Lu Ziang, remained silent for a while, and then spoke. "I'm thinking. What should we do when Mom finds out about this?"

"No." Lu Ziang quickly refuted this, and then said again. "Your expression tells me that you are not worried about what Aunt Qin will do when she finds out about this, but there is something indescribable. You seem to know how Aunt Qin will react. What is going on with your desperate expression? ?”

After finishing speaking, feeling that his words might be a bit serious, Lu Ziang took another deep breath. "Ashu. I know you have a lot of things hidden in your heart. I think you should tell me, instead of carrying it alone. This is the two of us, and it is a major event in your life. What do you think in your heart, I think you You should tell me that we both worked hard and crossed this hurdle together. You may not know, or you may know that you just pretend not to know. Every time you show that particularly painful look, I feel very painful in my heart, and I feel I am so incompetent, I can't protect you, I can only watch you suffer."

"I want to do something, I want to do something for you, at least, don't make you suffer so much. But I can't find the exit, I don't know what you are thinking, I have no power, you know? That kind of Do you understand? I wish I could slap myself, I feel so incompetent..."

As he was talking, Lu Ziang became a little excited, and his voice stopped abruptly. He grabbed his hair with both hands, leaned on the sofa, and stared blankly at the ceiling.

After saying that, he felt that he shouldn't compete with Ah Shu.

He didn't tell himself that it was because of his concerns.

But who will tell him how to control his emotions?He couldn't help it, seeing Ah Shu in so much pain, he couldn't help it!There is no way not to think too much, no way to calm down, no way to just watch!

Ah Shu, Ah Shu, what should I do...

Qin Shu turned his head sideways, looked at Lu Ziang beside him, looked into his eyes, the corners of his eyes were red.

He had a sore nose and couldn't care about anything.

The words came out without thinking. "Zi Ang. I said, I am a person who has died once, will you believe me?"

I'm a man who has died once, would you believe it?

Someone who has already died once.

Someone who died once.

Die, die, die, die, die...

The word "death" flashed infinitely in Lu Ziang's mind. He stared blankly at Qin Shu who was right in front of him. For a moment, he felt that he was so far away.

He said.Ziang.I'm a man who has died once, would you believe it?

Fear came like a tidal wave.

He felt that there was something wrong with his ears, and he heard a particularly loud heartbeat, followed by a long silence.

The heartbeat never came again, it stopped beating.

That short time, not even more than a second, he felt that he had experienced a whole life.

If Qin Shu died, Lu Ziang died too.

"I died, before I was thirty. I lived again, until I was 22 years old. All the tragedies did not happen. I tried my best to protect my happiness. How should I tell you? Say, if you believe, you are not afraid, I will tell you slowly, that life of failure. How scared I am, losing you in this life, we can’t reach the end in this life, we can’t live a life that lasts forever, How scared I am, you are just a passer-by in my life, and you will disappear as you walk."

It's too painful for a person to bear these things, and it's okay to say it, and it's a gamble.He believed in Zi Ang.

Qin Shu's throat was choked, and no one could understand. He lay on the bed at night and couldn't sleep all night.

He desperately told himself, over and over again, that he could be with Lu Ziang in this life, as long as they worked together, they would definitely be able to.

He has no confidence!In fact, he didn't have any confidence at all. What he had was only the courage that hadn't exploded in his previous life. He only had courage, and he walked forward with all his strength.

Any disturbance could keep him awake at night.Well now, tell everything, Ruo Ziang is still willing to believe him...

He feels that all the hurdles are not considered hurdles!

"You say it. I'm willing to listen." It was the first time that Lu Ziang's heart ached when he saw Ah Shu lose control of his emotions. He reached out to hug his Ah Shu.

Qin Shu stepped back, looked into Lu Ziang's eyes, and spoke seriously. "Listen to me first. It's a bit long. Listen slowly and don't interrupt me."

"Okay." Lu Ziang responded seriously, and after thinking for a while, he shifted his gaze from Ah Shu and landed on the floor.

In this way, Ah Shu will not be nervous.