In the next life, give me back the 40 years owed to me

When I was eating in the canteen on the first day back to work in Shenzhen, a colleague asked Guan Ran, "Have you read Weibo?"

"Huh?" Guan Ran didn't really want her to say this, because Su Xin also had dinner together.

"Liu Xi held hands with close friends of the same sex to eat together, and was secretly photographed playing together. The girl is not tall and wearing a hat and mask. It is said that she is not from the entertainment industry. Guan Ran, don't you know Liu Xi? Do you know who it is?"

"I don't know." Guan Ran really wanted to cover her mouth with food.

Another colleague went on to say: "Other people have to be photographed when they have a meal with friends, and they will deliberately say that they are same-sex close friends, what is it like for girls to hold hands, it is really difficult to be a star."

"Hey! Look, there is a new photo. Guan Ran seems to be you!"

The first picture shows Liu Xi standing next to Guan Ran in costume, with his hands on Guan Ran's shoulders, the second picture shows two people sitting, Liu Xi's chin resting on Guan Ran's shoulders, and the third picture is a group photo of several people , Liu Xi took Guan Ran's hand.

"Wow, Guan Ran, you've already entered the entertainment circle? Are you on such a good relationship with Liu Xi? That close friend of the same sex can't be you hahaha"

"We're just having fun. After all, she's the first girl in my novel, but she's a straight girl." After speaking, she glanced at Su Xin, feeling that her face was not very good-looking, so she quickly finished eating and left.

Su Xin read the recent gossip news on the entertainment edition, and confirmed that the girl in the hat that Liu Xi was leading was Guan Ran, and then stared at those group photos for a long time.At night, when she got home from get off work, Su Xin asked Guan Ran with a cold face: "You two are so close that you can use your shoulder casually, right?"

"Friends"

"just friends"

"Yeah, at most I just held hands."

"Then does she know you have a girlfriend?"

"I know, I told her, she is too straight, she won't pay attention to this"

"What about you? Have you ever been tempted by her?"

"Su Xin, can you stop being like this? We have been together for ten years, have I ever cheated? Not once. Can you trust me?"

"That's because you didn't meet her." Su Xin's eyes were red after she finished speaking, and she tried to hold back the tears so that they wouldn't flow down.

"I don't want to tell you this anymore." Guan Ran went to take a shower

The relationship between Guan Ran and Su Xin has always been very good in the past ten years. The two of them basically have no secrets, and they can let each other know anything.Before, some people would fight between the two, but it would not have any effect on their relationship, so Su Xin was very relieved of Guan Ran, but this time Liu Xi's appearance made Su Xin worry.

Another weekend, Guan Ran is still going to visit the class, this time Su Xin firmly disagrees

"Guan Ran, if you still want to go this week, we will break up"

"Su Xin, why are you doing this?"

"I'm not like this, I will soon have no home!" Su Xin choked up and said

Guan Ran looked at Su Xin, and felt that she had really suffered during this time, and her relationship with Liu Xi was a bit too much, if she didn't control it, she might lose it.

Guan Ran walked over and hugged Su Xin, "I'm not going, let's go to the movies this weekend, okay?"

"Really?" Su Xin suddenly couldn't believe it.

"Um"

"Then don't call or send her a message, can you?"

"Okay, I'll listen to you." After finishing speaking, Guan Ran pressed his lips together. Su Xin hadn't felt the warmth of Guan Ran's body for a long time. When the tip of their tongues touched Su Xin's body immediately softened, and Guan Ran pushed her away. Going to the sofa, I took off the clothes one by one, until one silk was not hung, and the hands went all the way down to the two familiar soft seats...

Guan Ran wanted to calm down Su Xin's heart. After exercising, Su Xin had already fallen asleep.

Guan Ran was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, not understanding his relationship with Liu Xi, nor why he developed such a strange feeling.Originally, I only wanted to be friends with her, but I didn't expect that I would fall in love with her.It has to be said that Liu Xi satisfied all Guan Ran's fantasies about the appearance of his girlfriend!For Guan Ran, everything from appearance to personality is perfect, and she can't even find her flaws.If it was before, I would definitely go after Liu Xi desperately, even if I would be bruised and bruised, I would persist until the end.But now she has Su Xin first, no matter how deep her love for Liu Xi is, she must hide it and can only appreciate it from a distance.This reminded Guan Ran of a sentence that he couldn't remember where he read it: [The regret in life is nothing more than meeting a special person, who is not qualified to take a step further, and reluctant to take a step back! 】