In the next life, give me back the 40 years owed to me

Fast forward to No. 14 days, and the stitches on Guan Ran's back need to be removed.

"Doctor be gentle, she is afraid of pain" Liu Xi felt sorry for Guan Ran and explained to the doctor while grabbing her hand.Such a long wound, Guan Ran gritted his teeth and let out a "hiss..."

Liu Xi didn't dare to see the doctor's operation anymore, so he pretended to be calm and comforted Guan Ran, "Persist, it will be fine soon."

Guan Ran said "Hiss..."

Every time Guan Ran "hissed", Liu Xi would also tremble, as if the doctor was removing the stitches for her.

Liu Xi hadn't been out of the hospital during this period, and took care of Guan Ran every step of the way. When the weather was fine, he would push her wheelchair and take her for a walk. The parents were responsible for delivering meals and changing clothes.

At first, Guan Ran's parents thought that the two elders must be the ones taking care of their daughter in the hospital. Unexpectedly, Liu Xi did all the work for the two of them by himself, and took good care of Guan Ran. Guan Ran recovered quickly when he was in a good mood. .They have actually acquiesced in the relationship between Guan Ran and Liu Xi.

Liu Xi didn't know why today he felt extremely happy during the time in the hospital. He could be with Guan Ran every minute and every second, and he even had a fantasy that he didn't want to be discharged from the hospital. "Oh, what are you thinking?" Liu Xi shook his head and said to himself I interrupt myself for this kind of thought.

"Why is my little fairy talking to herself there?" Guan Ran sat on the bed and saw Liu Xi's actions and asked with a smile

"Of course, why do I feel so happy during this time in the hospital?" Liu Xi walked over and put his arms around Guan Ran's waist and said

"Happiness is always short-lived"

"Why?" Liu Xi was a little surprised

"Because... I will be discharged from the hospital in a while." Guan Ran smiled

Liu Xi didn't understand, so he looked at Guan, "Is it okay to be discharged from the hospital?"

"Okay, okay, as long as I have you, everything is fine"

"What the hell...inexplicable" After Liu Xi finished speaking, he did not forget to give Guan Ran a glare.

At this moment, Liu Xi's phone rang, and she wanted to go out to the ward to answer it, but Guan Ran held her back, "Where are you going?"

"I went outside to answer the phone, but I feel that the signal inside is not good." Liu Xi said and wanted to go outside

"Don't go, I'm afraid"

"what are you afraid of"

"ghost"

"Where did the ghost come from in broad daylight?" Liu Xi was a little dumbfounded

"I'm afraid" Guan Ran pulled Liu Xi's clothes on the bed, the phone didn't ring, Liu Xi simply sat down and hugged her, "Okay~ I won't leave, when did you get so timid?"

"I'm afraid that man will seek revenge on me"

"Pfft...he dares to come, I'll help you kill him again"

Guan Ran hugged Liu Xi tightly and never let go...

Time flies, and Guan Ran will be discharged from the hospital in a blink of an eye.

Liu Xi muttered to himself while packing his things: "Why is no one here? I know I'm going to be discharged from the hospital today."

Guan Ran sat on the bed and watched Liu Xi tidy up with reluctant eyes.

"Hee Hee"

"Ok?"

"No matter where I go, you have to live well, okay?"

"What do you mean?" Liu Xi stopped his movements and looked at Guan Ran with a puzzled expression.

"You have to take care of yourself, and your mother, and help me look after my parents, you all have to live well"

"What are you talking about? We'll take care of you together after you've been discharged from the hospital." Liu Xi seemed a little panicked

"I promised to walk with you for four decades. We will be 80 years old together. I can't do it. I can only accompany you until now. I don't want to, but the reality is so cruel that I have to Let go of your hands."

Liu Xi ran to Guan Ran's side and hugged her, "I don't understand what you are talking about, you won't leave me if you say so"

"I gotta go"

"Where are you going, I will go with you"

"You can't go, you have a task, you have to take care of your mother, and help me look after my parents, you must complete it"

"I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go." Liu Xi kept holding Guan Ran

"Xixi, apart from me in this world, Shen Hao also loves you. If he comes to you again and marries him, then I will feel more at ease." Liu Xi cried so hard that he couldn't speak and didn't know what was going on now It's just that he didn't dare to let go of Guan Ran's hand.Guan Ran stroked her hair and continued: "Quit the entertainment industry, live an ordinary life, protect yourself, it's best to marry Shen Hao, and forget about me! For me, for your mother, you must cheer up stand up"

"Don't! Don't" Liu Xi felt that Guan Ran in his arms was disappearing bit by bit, he couldn't catch her, gradually he couldn't see Guan Ran, and he was the only one left in the ward "Ah!!!" Liu Xi yelled hysterically again, feeling like his heart was about to stop beating]

"Hee Hee! Hee Hee!" Mother Liu grabbed Liu Xi's hand waving in the air

Liu Xi opened his eyes and saw his mother, Chen Jiaran, Xiaomei, manager, including Shen Hao, but Guan Ran was not there. The doctor came in and looked at him and said, "There is nothing wrong with people, the biggest problem may still be in the heart."

"Sister, you've been lying down for three days, you scared us all to death," Chen Jiaran said

"Three days?" After Liu Xi finished speaking, he still lay still, but the tears never stopped. "Mom! Why is my heart hurting so much?"

Of course Mama Liu understands her, but now that the matter has come to an end, the doctor has tried his best, "Xixi, you have to cheer up, but I definitely don't want to see you like this."

Liu Xi recalled that the last time the doctor went in, he came out and said, "The wound on the abdomen was caused by the patient's own knife, which caused secondary injury, resulting in excessive blood loss...so...we have tried our best, please forgive me!"

What happened before was all a dream I had after I fainted or something I imagined...

"She's still dead, I beat her, she shouldn't know me, otherwise she wouldn't die" Liu Xi said to himself, then suddenly said "No! She didn't die, she just went to a faraway place place, I'm going to find her" and then lifted the quilt and got out of bed, everyone was afraid that she would miss Liu Xi like this.

Shen Hao pulled her and said "Xixi"

Only then did Liu Xi look at him squarely, "Who are you? Oh, you are Shen Hao, but you asked me to marry you"

"Ah?" Shen Hao was already in a daze, "Xixi, don't scare me, what's wrong with you?"

Liu Xi suddenly covered his face with his hands and seemed to be saying to Guan Ran in his heart in a low voice: "You asked me to marry someone else, but I love you." After speaking, he hugged his mother and cried deeply, making everyone present It hurts to see it personally.

In the previous scene, Liu Xi's manager went out to tell the media that Ms. Guan had just passed away after being rescued, and fans of Guan Ran's novels on the Internet were all mourning for her!Liu Xi couldn't accept the reality and fainted for three days.Guan Ran's parents didn't know the relationship between Guan Ran and Liu Xi from the beginning to the end, and they only felt the heartache of losing their daughter.

Su Xin has always been by Guan Ran's parents. Although she can't accept it, she must be strong at this time because she has to take good care of Guan Ran's parents.

A few days later, at Guan Ran's memorial service, Liu Xi passed out from crying again, and when he woke up, Guan Ran had already been cremated.

Liu Xi was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, tears streaming down both sides of her cheeks unstoppably, she acted as if she didn't hear anyone who came in to talk to her.

Ms. Liu was afraid that she would be overwhelmed, so she said worriedly: "Xixi, you have to be strong, you really can't do anything anymore, but I don't want to see you like this, right?" Ms. Liu said while crying, "Mom is a senior I can't be stimulated any more!"

When Liu Xi heard the word Ranran, he became a little more awake, sat up slowly, and hugged his mother, "Mom! My heart hurts so much! It hurts so much that I can't breathe!"

"Mom knows, mom knows, and mom loves you too, but you must get through it. You are mom's only spiritual support, and mom can't live without you."

Liu Xi has been playing it on a loop during this time. The last video of Guan Ran singing in a bar was taken by Chen Jiaran with his mobile phone.

Every time I go to bed at night, I always feel that Guan Ran is sleeping next to me, and when I want to touch her face with my hand, I find that there is no one there.

When we broke up before, when we missed her, we could still send messages. Although there was no response, at least we knew that she could see how much we missed her. Now we can’t even send messages.

Since Guan Ran left, her clothes and Liu Xi's ornaments in the room have not changed, and she is reluctant to touch them, so she feels like she is still by his side.

Every time he ate, Liu Xi would take an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks and put them where Guan Ran sat before.

Whenever her mother asked her what she wanted to eat, Liu Xi couldn't help but tell Guan Ran's favorite dishes, and gradually the taste became exactly the same as Guan Ran's.

Liu Xi often sits on a chair in the balcony or garden, staring at the sky in a daze, thinking of her.I don't know if Guan Ran over there knows that he is living a very bad life now.

Looking at the piano in the living room, every time Liu Xi came back from work, he would ask Guan Ran to play some music for him when he was tired. Lying on the sofa and listening to the live piano music would make him relax completely. People can play for themselves.

She regrets, regrets getting to know Guan Ran, if she had known this day, she would rather be single for the rest of her life than let Guan Ran know herself.But the first time I saw Guan Ran in the crew, I felt like I wanted to get close to her. I should have fallen in love with Guan Ran at first sight!Perhaps this is the arrangement in the dark.

One day Liu Xi saw a tidbit on the Internet that he was filming a TV series.

Because I had to catch up with the schedule, I had to get up to make up before dawn. I was exhausted at the time. When several stylists were helping me with my hair, I felt that I was going to fall asleep, but there was no support, and my head fell down again. After waking up, I went back and forth several times. Finally, Guan Ran came over and saw that Liu Xi was drowsy again, with his eyes closed, as if he was about to fall asleep. At the moment when his head fell, Guan Ran gently supported Liu Xi. Touched Liu Xi's chin so that she could close her eyes properly, and then signaled the stylist to continue.In this way, Liu Xi fell asleep on Guan Ran's palm for a few minutes.

When Liu Xi woke up, he was taken outside to film, so he never knew about it.

Liu Xi only recalled it now after seeing this video.

Now no one cares about themselves like this anymore.

Liu Xi often cried to God in his heart, "God, why are you so cruel, let me meet her, and let me lose her. Why do you let her protect me again and again, and I can do nothing for her. But she's a girl too."

Liu Xi washed his face with tears every day, he couldn't hold anything in his mind except Guan Ran was still Guan Ran.This day I finally remembered to do something for Guan Ran.

"Mom! Let's go to Shenzhen." This is the first time Liu Xi has spoken on his own initiative since Guan Ran's death

"Go...to Shenzhen?" Although Liu's mother was very happy that Liu Xi took the initiative to speak, she didn't know what she was thinking.

"I want to visit my uncle and aunt. I promised Guan Ran to help her take care of her parents. It's been a long time. I'm going to visit."

"Oh, yes, I'm going to take a look. Mom has been worrying about you all this time, and she didn't care so much about you. Let's go tomorrow then."

"Um"

When Liu Xi arrived in Shenzhen, he went directly to Guan Ran's parents' house.

"Uncle and aunt, are you all right?"

"Hey, it's not good," Guan's mother said with tears.

"Sorry it took me so long to come because I'm not well either"

Mama Guan shook her head, speechless

"I and Ranran are... best friends. In the future, you can treat me as your own daughter, or as Ranran. For Ranran, you must be good."

Mama Guan sighed, nodded, but still didn't speak.

At this moment, there was the sound of a key at the door, Liu Xi misunderstood that it was Guan Ran who was opening the door, but it was Su Xin who came in.Su Xin was also surprised when she saw Liu Xi.

Two people go downstairs alone

"Did you take care of your uncles and aunts during this time?" Liu Xixian said

"Well, I'm afraid they won't think about it. After all, they only care about one daughter. I used to eat with them often, so it's more natural to take care of them. Lin Cheng will often come to see their elders."

"Lin Cheng?"

"Well, after his boss passed away, he went back to Shenzhen"

After a while "Su Xin, do you hate me?"

"To be honest, I really hated you the moment I heard the doctor say that Guan Ran died in the hospital. I haven't forgotten her over the years. Although I'm married, the person I love is still Guan Ran. A few years ago she She told me that she was going to resign and go to Beijing. I didn’t expect that it would be the last time we met. If I knew it was the last time, I should have kept her at all costs. But when I saw your situation in the hospital, I felt that I also There is no way to hate you, who would know that fate is like this, you suffer more than me!"

"I'm sorry! It was my appearance that made you separate. I really... without me, of course I wouldn't die..." Liu Xi couldn't continue with tears

Su Xin patted Liu Xi on the shoulder, "Don't think so, Guan Ran's heart is no longer with me. If I was killed that day, she might not be so desperate." How long are you staying in Shenzhen?"

"It may be a long time, I promise to help him take care of his parents"

"Then where do you live?"

“Currently staying at the hotel”

"Why don't you go to live with me and Guan Ran? I bought it with her. I used to visit it from time to time. It's my memory, so I don't plan to sell it. You and your mother can go there. Live there. There are also memories of you and Guan Ran there!"

"Thank you, Su Xin! I want to thank you and Lin Cheng for Ranran, it's great for her to have you!"

Su Xin smiled slightly...