Banana + apple =?

I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling boredly.

Outside the door, footsteps came, followed by Apple's voice, "Banana, how do you feel?"

I looked at her with a smile and said, "It's all good to see you."

The corner of Apple's mouth raised, and he touched my head with his hand.

I looked at her, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, her hair had grown a lot, her skin was still fair and smooth, she was a little taller, her eyes blinked, she was very playful.

In this way, day after day, Apple and I stayed in the ward for seven days.

Seven days later, she told me that she was going back to Didan. I took her hand and acted like a baby with her, hoping that she would stay with me.

I rubbed my head against her, and she looked at me with disdainful eyes while touching my head and asked me to wash it.

I seized the opportunity and said, "Then you wash it for me."

Saying that, I walked into the toilet, sat on the stool and swayed, looking forward to my shampooer.

She gently strokes my hair with her fingers, running her fingers through the hair, it feels very comfortable.I enjoy closing my eyes, it's the most comfortable moment I've had in a while.

I couldn't help but say "comfortable, so comfortable. Apple, the workmanship is good."

She hit my head with her hand and said, "You are so beautiful."

I secretly laughed, enjoying her doting on me.

After washing my hair, I looked at myself in the mirror, with a bright red smiling face. Sure enough, I looked younger after washing my hair.

Apple stood behind me, with thin drops of water on his glasses, looking at the mirror affectionately, his eyes were as gentle as water.

I looked at her sluggishly, and said with a smile, "What's wrong with you, are you overwhelmed by my beauty?"

She woke up, and her voice rose slightly, "Yes, big beauty. In my eyes, you are the most beautiful, so beautiful that people are intoxicated, dear Miss Narcissist."

I smiled and looked at her, feeling very happy, she said I was the most beautiful in her eyes.

Later, the godmother came, chatted with me a few words, told me to take good care of my health, and went home with Apple.

After that day, I really never saw an apple again.

The godmother told me that Apple asked her to take care of me, and I smiled and said, "She just thinks I'm a mother and doesn't want to care about me."

The godmother said, "How can it be, she calls you every day to ask you, and asks me to buy this and that. This child just likes to keep things in his heart."

A month later, I was finally able to leave the hospital.I went home with Apple in my arms, and when I looked at him, Apple’s face would always appear in my mind. Sure enough, good-looking people are always similar.

I will make a video for Apple almost every few days. I want Apple to get close to Apple. I want her to come and see me.

But I didn't hear the news of her return, but I waited for the news that she was going abroad.

I searched for the country of Chad on the Internet. If I didn’t search, I wouldn’t know it.Soldiers everywhere, refugees wandering around, a war-torn country.

I persuaded Apple, but she didn't listen.I had to tell her over and over again to be careful.

Suddenly one night, Apple called me, I picked up the phone, my heart skipped a beat, nothing will happen.

Picking up the phone, Apple's voice came from over there, sometimes light and sometimes heavy, it should be drunk, "Banana, are you listening? Do you know that I like you, you should know. Since when What about yours? It should be the first time I saw you. I looked at you and stood there crying. You are soft and sticky. I can’t help but want to hug you. I gave you a Tang, you smiled at me right away, it was really beautiful. Later, we became good friends, and I couldn’t help but want to protect you and want you to be happy every day. Later, you and Ah Chen dated and got married, I have witnessed I know that you have me in your heart, right, but if you choose me, you will not be as carefree as you are now, and you will not have an apple. You like children so much, you and me in the video Apple is always so happy together, I am very satisfied. I am actually very afraid to see you, not because you are bad, but because I know in my heart that seeing you will make my heart fluctuate, which is not good for anyone Okay, I..." I couldn't hear clearly, I held the phone and curled up in a corner of the toilet, crying silently.

"Yeah, our little apple likes you so much, you have to treat her well, after all, there are people who like her." After saying that, I hung up the phone, and I heard a voice like fire.

I took the phone and stopped at the sentence "Some people like her", and suddenly understood why Huo Huo would ask myself that way when we met for the first time.

It turns out that we are all the same, deeply in love but unable to obtain.

I called again, but no one answered the phone.I went back to the room, looked at Apple and Ah Chen who were asleep, and thought about every word Apple said.

I suddenly thought of a line in a movie these days, "If only the person I like likes me."

When I watched this movie, I cried so hard that a single sentence hit the bottom of my heart.

But now, when the person I like also likes me, I can't be happy, and even feel bitter, bitterer than drinking black coffee.

The phrase "cross the mundane world" sounds beautiful and looks simple, but it makes me stop when I do it.

I opened the diary, which is Apple's growth diary, and it is also a diary about Apple.I just wrote a sentence, "In the next life, let's stop being girlfriends and be husband and wife."

Since none of us have the courage to go beyond the mundane, let’s go with the mundane, after all, what we fall in love with is not gender, but each other.

A few days later, it was a calm afternoon with plenty of sunshine, which should be a beautiful day.

Ah Chen pointed at the TV while reading, "In Chad, a woman named Feng Guo died heroically to save a little boy. At present, the little boy is out of danger, and Ms. Feng's body has been airlifted back to China, waiting for her family to claim her. "

I stared at the TV, didn't get back to my senses for a long time, tears slipped from the corners of my eyes unconsciously, I staggered and picked up the phone to call my godmother.

There was crying from the other end of the phone, and the ears seemed to have failed, and the hearing was vague.Ah Chen came over to me and said, "Come on, I'm here.

I immediately got dressed and went to the place mentioned in the news.Godmother, godfather, and me, the three of us looked at each other in blank dismay.

I walked to the coffin and looked at her after the facelift. She was so perfect, how did she become like this.

I hugged the cold corpse and kissed her cheek.I couldn't believe that that phone call was actually the last memory she left behind.

I really can't bear to see her like this, I hold her hand, trying to make her warm.Even if you go, don't freeze it.

After a while, I ran over and hugged my godmother, and I patted her on the back, but I couldn't hold back a word of comfort.

My apple just left, and before I could meet her and tell her my answer, she left.

After that, the godmother has been depressed.Even though I was with her all the time, playing with her, I could see the grief in her heart.

In my life, the word "apple" has gradually become a taboo.I stopped calling apple by my nickname, stopped eating my favorite apple, and avoided everything.

A year later, Huohuo asked me to meet.

Huohuo gave me a bracelet, which was very similar to the bracelet Apple gave me, but the pattern on the bracelet was slightly different.

I caressed the bracelet, and said in a hurry, "I envy you to be liked by Little Apple, but I don't think you deserve it." After finishing speaking, I left.

I sat in a chair in the coffee shop and thought, I really don't deserve it, I'm just a selfish, duplicity bad person.

How could Apple fall in love with someone like me? Is she stupid?I lay down on the table and buried my face in my arms.

On the day Xiang Ping graduated from university, Ah Chen and I spent the last day at school with him.

That night, Ah Chen looked at me, "I know you love her." His voice was very calm, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.I looked into his eyes and didn't look away.

"Sorry, I have wronged you for so many years." I said softly.

"Banana, you are a good wife and mother. I have not been wronged. These years, you clean up the house and cook for me. I work overtime at night, and you will come to the company to deliver meals to me. These years, Xiang Ping's homework is also You tutor him."

He paused, thought for a while, and then said, "It's just that I know there's someone hidden in your heart. It can't be erased, it can't come. Now that the child is grown up, I should let it go."

I looked at him, and I could only jump out, "Ah Chen, I am sorry for you. Without you, I don't know if I would have a stable life now. I tried to love you wholeheartedly, but I didn't live up to it, I Was a bad woman, was a bad woman, always has been."

I could hardly contain myself, and for the first time in years, I opened up and said all my mistakes.

Ah Chen came over and hugged me, patted my back and said, "Banana, let's get a divorce. The child, let's talk to him more, he will understand."

I looked up at him, and his eyes filled with tears streaming down my cheeks and the sorrow accumulated over the years.

His eye circles were red, and tears swirled in his eye sockets, but they didn't fall down for a long time.

He is always like this, pretending to be strong, and this is where he is most similar to Apple.

I know I'm a sinner and I broke the hearts of the two people I love the most.I pushed the two people I love the most away with my own hands, and I was completely scumbag.

Early the next morning, we talked to Xiang Ping about this matter, and his reaction was very flat, as if he knew this would happen a long time ago.

On the day of the divorce, I was in a daze. The marriage of so many years was really over.Looking at Ah Chen's face, the color of youth has long faded. Although the edges and corners are sharp, there are wrinkles at the corners of the eyes.

However, he is still a handsome uncle, and he will meet better people, at least better than me.

Yeah, we're all getting old.I gasped, filling my lungs with air.

A few days after the divorce, my life was very monotonous. I went to see my godmother, listened to the radio, watched TV,

Until one day, I received a call from my godfather.The other side of the phone said, "Banana, your godmother couldn't survive after all."

I always knew that my godmother was seriously ill and I didn't have much time, but I didn't know it came so quickly.

I froze in place, my mind seemed to be stuck in a ball of paste, buzzed, and suddenly felt that I had forgotten a lot of things.

Ah Chen opened the door and walked in. I looked at him with some doubts, "What are you doing here? Are you not going to school?"