dancer on the knife

After finishing my brief experience as a food passer, I still went back to school and stayed there all day with nothing to do, so as usual, I just read books and copied exquisite articles.Excerpting articles almost every day seems to be the best way to pass the time.After the non-epidemic situation weakened slightly, I couldn't hold back the restless heart, and started the third round of frantic job hunting.

Traveling through various office buildings in Changsha with my resume, I interviewed dozens of units, but never met a suitable one.As the saying goes, the unit I like is not optimistic about me, and the unit that likes me is not optimistic about me.As a professional interviewer, it seems that interviewing has become one of my jobs, but apart from destroying my withered heart, this kind of work really makes people find no value.Regarding job hunting, despite repeated defeats, I still keep looking for job opportunities.

Heaven pays off. After countless interviews, I later interviewed the publicity officer of the Agricultural Expo Center. The overall performance is not bad, and the hope is relatively high.In addition, I also went to the diamond cash drawer to participate in the interview of reserve cadres, and I feel that the chances of winning are relatively high.After waiting for a long time, there was no response to the admission notice for the post of propaganda officer, but the admission notice for reserve cadres came.

On June 2003, 6, the day before going to the diamond cash drawer to report, I started packing again.This time it took a long time to clean up.The school will also be on holiday, and in addition, I rented a house with my classmates at the foot of Tianma Mountain, so this may be the last night at school, and I don't know when I will be back again.In the evening, I came to the circular playground where I have been running for several years. It seems that the sound of running every morning is still reverberating over the playground, and I may rarely have the opportunity to run on the playground in the future.After returning from the playground, I went straight to the library and looked at the lights in the study room. There was also the sound of my rustling writing countless times, and there was a figure of myself studying hard, but this figure will also become a kind of history.When I left the school with my luggage the next day, I looked back at the familiar campus, goodbye, alma mater, let me bless you.

Come to the new unit to go through the registration procedures.The training period is 30 days, one week of military training, three weeks of professional training, 200 yuan per month, and one working meal.But thinking that if I become a full-time manager in the future, my salary will be greatly improved, so I also accepted such a job that I can't even survive.The remaining 19 colleagues are all male, and all have just graduated from college.For a common ideal, began a reborn training.

At that time, the KTV was still being renovated, and there was no place for training, so we had to conduct military training in the open space under the bridge deck in Wuyi Square.Standing in a military posture every day, training in line, push-ups, leapfrog, running and other training, almost all the difficult training was used by the two instructors.Under the guidance of the instructors, we were full of passion, shouting the company's culture, slogans, etc. with a throat-piercing voice.There will always be many people on the bridge, as if they were watching a performance, looking at our twenty men in camouflage uniforms who have beaten chicken blood.This kind of high-intensity military training is far greater than the intensity of military training in the hotel, so after the first two days of military training, the whole person feels exhausted.My legs felt as if they had been filled with lead, and there was no soreness anywhere in my body. Fortunately, I gradually got used to it. After the fourth or fifth day, most of the soreness disappeared.

After the 5-day military training, the training of KTV professional knowledge began immediately.Both instructors have received Taiwan standard professional KTV training, have rich experience in the industry, and their professionalism is very high.Since there was no training place, we went to the 4th floor of the building where we were located. That floor was empty, and the whole building was hardly used. Such an empty place became our best training place.Everyone sat on the ground, and the two instructors took turns teaching us.From the origin of KTV, professional knowledge, to customer service, sales skills, complaint handling, and corporate culture knowledge, it covers a wide range.Sometimes the instructors also sit cross-legged with us, share their life experiences and talk about their perception of life.When we were resting, we sat in front of the glass and watched the women walking on the Wuyi Square Bridge. When we met some particularly eye-catching ones, a few bold ones shouted at them, even though we couldn't hear them outside.

After entering the cultural training stage, I still have to spend 2 hours a day for physical training.According to the instructor, if the physical training is not carried out after a period of time, it will return to the previous state.So we are like a team of wolves active in Wuyi Square every afternoon, shouting slogans loudly, counting numbers aloud when doing push-ups, sweat pouring out of our bodies like springs during the 360-degree rotation training of leapfrog, and high-leg training. It is jumping fast in an escape style, because no one wants to show poor performance to others, not to mention there are countless pairs of eyes staring at us on the bridge.Under such high-intensity training, the team members have improved from generally doing 30 push-ups to 100. Seeing their continuous progress, everyone is full of confidence in the future.

Strict instructors not only help us improve our physical fitness and professional knowledge, but also share the truth of life with us from time to time. 20 reserve cadres have become a very aggressive team.Also in order to better enrich our spare time life, the instructor took us to the Lake University playground to play football, which was the first time I played football.But that feeling of running around the court, that collaboration, that competition drives us like crazy, and it's a way to release the pressure.You know, the 200 yuan training subsidy at that time was not enough to eat, not to mention the transportation expenses, rental fees, and other daily living expenses.Everyone's family background is similar, although the instructor promised us a bright future, but for us during the training, the pressure is real.Fortunately, the instructor found such a way to relieve our pressure, so we played so devotedly, as if it was a duel of life.

Going back and forth between the residence and the training place every day, I squeezed desperately into the Lishan special line in the morning, and sometimes I could only land on one foot, and the sweat often seeped through my clothes.Arriving at the training place is like taking a hot bath.Almost every day, I dragged my exhausted body back to the residence. I really wanted to lie down, have a good rest, and have a good sleep. Even such a request could not be fulfilled, because there were still many things to do, such as memorizing words, writing diaries, and reading books. , These are things that need to be done every day. After all these are processed, it is often after one or two o'clock in the morning.Sometimes lying on the bed, thinking about why I lived so hard, did not taste the sweetness of life, but experienced more helplessness and bitterness.Whenever this idea pops up, I will always think of it habitually: God has given me a great mission, and I will suffer my will, exhaust my muscles and bones, starve my body and skin, and mess up my actions. Benefit what you can't.It is this kind of thinking that continues to encourage me to persevere.

During the KTV training, I received a call from Puri Hot Spring Hotel asking me to resume training, asking me to report to the original training base on July 2003, 7.In the few days after receiving the call, I was also very entangled in my heart, and I didn't know how to make a choice.After a few days of thinking, I finally decided to go back to the hotel for retraining.The main reason is that I feel that the future of the hotel is better, not to mention that there is a magazine editor position that I like. July 25th is the last day of our training in KTV. On July 7th, the parade assessment was held, and those who passed were directly promoted to managers, but on this day, I decided to give up.There are always so many coincidences in life. Here, the evaluation is on the 24th, and the hotel is required to report on the 7th.Choice means a kind of giving up, and it also marks the beginning of a new life.I sincerely thank the instructors for their dedicated training in the past month. In addition to allowing me to exercise my physical fitness, it also gave me a more professional and clear understanding of KTV.Such an experience has allowed me to grow. No matter what happens in the future, I will still remember this unforgettable day in the diamond cash register in the summer of 25, and I will remember such a passionate burning time.