"Slag" is right

The old place in Cheng Jinwen's email is a coffee shop next to Lu Yi University. In addition to coffee and desserts, it also serves some Western-style meals.Because the environment is quiet and comfortable, it is more suitable for young couples to date. In the past, Lu Yi and Cheng Jinwen often met in this place.It's just that the consumption is a bit high for the student group, and the business has been relatively light, but I didn't expect that it has been open for so many years.

Back then, the two schools were separated by an hour's bus ride.Cheng Jinwen has always had an easy academic burden, although he went to a better school, but he is more like an idler.He often rides a bicycle across half a city, comes to find Lu Yi on his own initiative, and then waits for him in this coffee shop after class or school.

The weather is fine and the autumn air is crisp. The tall and lush phoenix trees on both sides of Xueyuan Road cast mottled shade. Young men and women on the road come out of school or go back to school. Their young faces are full of vigor.

Driving on this road, the familiar feeling hit Lu Yi's heart directly, time seemed to overlap with his past, and he was still the student who was studying.However, in fact, in the past few years after graduation, he has not been back once, even when it was the centennial anniversary, the former counselor contacted him specially.Obviously he is very close to here, whether it is from his home or from the company, it only takes an hour to drive.

Lu Yi didn't want to recall his youth, except for Cheng Jinwen, everything in his youth seemed dull and boring.Cheng Jinwen used to be his only joy, but after this joy left, not only everything in the past became bleak, but even the life after that became dead.

The college road full of phoenix trees will soon be over, and the school gate appears at the end of the shade.Lu Yi drove past the school gate, and drove around the school wall from a fork in the road.

"Aren't you going to the school?" Nan asked.

Lu Yi didn't answer, and continued to drive forward, into a small street behind the school, and the smell of various foods came over his face.The food street outside the campus is never deserted. It is lunch time, and all kinds of small doors are crowded with students.

Nan Nan looked out the window in surprise at the messy and cheap snack street: "That Cheng Jinwen wouldn't invite you to eat here, would he?"

Lu Yi ignored it, and soon the snack street came to an end. After turning out of this street, it became much cleaner in an instant.Lu Yi parked his car on the side of the street, Nan Nan looked out, and saw the opposite coffee shop with a different decoration style from the snack street just now. Outside the brown glass curtain wall, a circle of people was planted in the half-person-high fence. flower.The flowers are luxuriant, and some girls are squatting outside the fence to take pictures.

The girl who took the photo walked away, and Nan saw the silhouette sitting on the seat against the wall at a glance. She was wearing a white shirt, her coat was draped over the back of the chair, her hair was neat, and she was holding a thick book in her hand. mug.You can't see his whole face, but you can see that he is tall and tall, with a full forehead and a straight bridge of nose.Surrounded by flowers, he exudes an aura that is obviously different from those around him.

For a moment, Nan Nan had a certain intuition that that person was Cheng Jinwen.At the same time, he was surprised by the familiar feeling when he saw Cheng Jinwen.

Nan Nan frowned, and turned to look at Lu Yi, and indeed Lu Yi was also staring at that figure, with the corners of his mouth straightened and his expression painful.

"Brother?...Are you okay?"

After a while, Lu Yicai replied hoarsely: "I'm fine."

Nan Nan didn't believe it, if nothing happened, she wouldn't be unable to get out of the car for a long time.

"Do you want me to accompany you there?" Nan Nan asked.

Lu Yi shook his head, and after a while, he said with difficulty: "Actually, Cheng Jinwen and I have not broken up..."

Cheng Jinwen seemed to want to mention the separation, but at that time Lu Yi was in too much pain, almost unbearable, and he didn't let Cheng Jinwen say the word about the breakup.So in the following time, Lu Yi always wondered if he did something wrong then.If I were less sloppy and more decisive, would my current self be different?

Lu Yi lowered his head and rubbed his face with his hands.

"Then... do you want to break up with him today?"

It was silent again, for a long time, Lu Yi still buried it in his hands: "I don't know."

Nan didn't ask any more questions, he knew that Lu Yi needed some time, and all he could do was to stay with him.

He stared at the person in the coffee shop, wondering what's so good about this person, that Lu Yi has never forgotten him for so many years.

The man in the glass wall rolled up his sleeves and looked at the time, and Nan Nan also looked at the time. It was already 12:30, half an hour past the appointed time.He thought Cheng Jinwen would call to remind him, but the man just put down his sleeves, took a sip of coffee from the mug, and continued to bury his head in his book.

Lu Yi finally made some movement. He slowly opened the door and got out of the car. It was only a side street away, but he couldn't walk.A motorcycle was speeding towards him from the other side of the street. The person probably thought that the pedestrians crossing the street had already passed by when he got close. However, Lu Yi was still standing in the middle of the narrow street and was almost hit.

Nan Nan called out "Brother" nervously, and the motorcyclist cursed, and the moment he finished speaking, the car had already gone far.Hearing the sound, Lu subconsciously turned to look at Nan.

Meeting his eyes, Nan Nan's heart twitched.

With such a sad and painful face, he didn't understand why it was so difficult and painful to meet an ex-boyfriend who hadn't broken clean. Like a lifetime of nightmares...

Nan Nan couldn't understand, but people's intuition often comes faster than reason.He is not a person who thinks a lot, and he does it immediately when he feels something.

He opened the door and got out of the car, stepped forward to grab Lu Yi, dragged him back into the car and stuffed him into the co-pilot, sat in the driver's seat, started and reversed the car in one go.

"Goodbye, let's go home." Nan Nan said.

"Stop first." Lu Yi reached out to grab Nan Nan's hand on the steering wheel.He is learning to drive recently, and he has passed the previous operation test, but he has not taken the test of subject four, and has not yet obtained a driver's license.

Nan Nan had no choice but to park the car on the side of the road, and asked a little irritably, "What are you thinking?"

Lu Yi was silent.

"I think, no matter how many complicated thoughts you have, if you don't want to see him at all, you don't want to see him, so you don't need to force yourself so much."

Lu Yi didn't want to see Cheng Jinwen, he knew it himself, but he didn't expect that just seeing him from a distance would make him feel so uncomfortable.The accumulated pain filled his throat at that moment, as if a pair of hands were pinching him, making him almost suffocate.

The correct way is to completely let go and completely forget Cheng Jinwen. In the day after day of torment and suffering, the pain he brought to himself has already surpassed the pain of breaking up his love itself, and it has far exceeded what Lu Yi can bear.He should cut that person out like a malignant tumor. It will hurt and bleed, but as long as he doesn't die, he will heal slowly in the end.But Lu Yi couldn't do it. This tumor used to be his heart. Once it was removed, it seemed that nothing would be left.

"Let's go home." Nan Nan's tone softened, a bit pleading and coaxing.

Lu Yi opened his mouth slowly: "He and I, we are not over yet..."

"So you want a result?"

Lu Yi buried his face in his hands again, and said in a weary voice, "I can't do it..."

Nan Nan's throat slipped, she swallowed, and finally made up her mind after a while: "Then I will do it for you."

He opened the door and got out of the car.

"Nan Nan..." Lu Yi yelled, raised his face, and saw Nan's determined figure running towards the coffee shop a hundred meters away.He swallowed back what he was going to say later.He didn't know how Na Nan would help him, would he bring Cheng Jinwen over because he didn't have the courage to take the initiative, or would he tell Cheng Jinwen that he wanted to break up with him?Would Cheng Jinwen find it strange? In his heart, they should have separated long ago.

Lu Yi closed his eyes in pain.

Na Nan's figure quickly disappeared into the coffee shop, and within 5 minutes, Na Nan returned to the car.

Lu Yi opened his eyes and looked at Nan in surprise, so fast, and he was the only one.

Nan Nan wiped the sweat from his forehead: "Okay."

"So fast...you told him...how did you say it?"

"What else can I say, just say I'm your boyfriend, tell him not to send you emails and calls to harass us, tell him to get out of here. A good ex-boyfriend should be like a dead person..." Na Nan suddenly He stopped because he saw that Lu Yi's eyes gradually filled with tears, and then the tears rolled down his cheeks, "...Brother? What's wrong with you?"

Nan Nan was a little flustered, it was the first time he saw Lu Yi like this.He had seen Lu Yi sad many times, but it was the first time he saw him really cry.

"Did I say too much?"

"... If you think I've said too much, I'll apologize to him or something... You still don't want to break up? Then I'll tell him what I'm talking about..."

Nan Nan's words were interrupted, Lu Yi pulled him over, hugged him, but buried his face on his shoulder.I just felt pain in my heart, so painful that I was about to convulse and die, but I felt suddenly relieved.When Nan Nan said something like this, Cheng Jinwen would probably never contact him again. The love and pain of so many years seemed to be over in a flash...

The phone rang at this time, Lu Yi raised his head and looked at the phone on the console, Cheng Jinwen was calling.Lu Yi looked at the phone hesitantly, letting it ring non-stop.A hand stretched out from the side, Nan Nan looked at Lu Yi questioningly, Lu Yi rolled his eyes away.

Nan Nan hung up the phone, clicked into the mobile phone, and blocked the number together.

"Go home and put his email address on the blacklist, anyway, it's already done for this."

Lu Yi bit his lip, and finally said: "Okay."

The car started and drove past Snack Street and Wutong on Xueyuan Road. The afternoon wind poured in from the car window with the smell of sunshine.The tears on Lu Yi's face were dry, and his eyes were still red.He said hoarsely, "Come and drink with me."

This is the last time, to draw an end to the painful years ahead of me, and to the day-to-day drinking.

Lu Yi intends to quit drinking.

"Okay." Nan Nan said while using her cell phone to make a call, "I'll call the teacher, but I don't know if he's free this afternoon."

"Why don't you call me Wen Jianming today?"

Nan Nan hesitated, but put the phone away: "Okay."