"Slag" is right

Lu Yi didn't know why Nan Nan didn't take the initiative to find Wen Jianming this time. He knew his address, but he didn't pester him as usual.Thinking about it carefully, even though Nan Nan was not in a high mood during this time, he hardly mentioned the "teacher" he used to talk about.He didn't look for him, didn't mention it, but hid in the room and peeked at his photos.

Lu Yi sat by the bed, put his hand on Nan's back, touched it meaninglessly, and discussed gently: "It's rare for me to take a vacation, let's go out and play together on Christmas."

"It's too cold outside, but it's better to be at home."

"Find a warm place, or go to the south...Hainan, Sanya?"

"That's too far away, can't we just rest at home?"

Nan Nan tilted his head to look at Lu Yi, with a stubborn look in his eyes, as if he hadn't heard about it, and he definitely didn't go anywhere.Seeing that Lu Yi felt restless, he wanted to pick up Nan Nan and kiss her hard.

Lu Yi turned his eyes away, and withdrew his hand by the way, too lazy to discuss, and simply made a conclusion: "There is a hot spring hotel in the western suburbs, where can we go to soak in hot springs, and it's not cold."

Nan Nan failed in the struggle, and buried her head in the quilt in frustration.Lu Yi looked at the back of his head and the exposed neck for a while, then turned his head and went out.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Nan raised her face from under the quilt, and continued to touch the phone to send messages.

"Brother Lu said to go to a hot spring hotel in the western suburbs for Christmas. The western suburbs should be very close to your home. Teacher, how do you spend Christmas? Do you spend it with your family?"

After clicking send, the message is followed by a red exclamation point.

In fact, the entire screen is full of messages with red exclamation marks. Sometimes, if you think too hard, Nan will send messages to this account that no one has responded to.

He knew very well that even if he went to find Wen Jianming, it would be of no use at all, and it was impossible for Wen Jianming to come back because of him.This is a tug-of-war between the two, and Lu Yi will be unhappy because he went to find Wen Jianming.He didn't want to annoy the teacher, and he didn't want to make Lu Yi angry. Before he found a perfect solution, he couldn't do anything, he could only suffer in his longing and broken love.

Lu Yi went to the balcony to smoke another cigarette, but he couldn't suppress the restlessness in his heart.He is seldom so irritable. In the past, when he was in a bad mood, he just couldn’t get excited, was not interested in anything, and felt bored, but now he is not, his mood is violently fluctuating, and his irrepressible impulse is like a rolling sea wave.

He pressed the cigarette butt in the dried flower pot, turned around and walked to Nan Nan's room.Pushing open the door of the room, Zainan looked at him in surprise, before he had time to speak, he turned him over from the bed involuntarily, and pressed him down...

"Ah...it hurts..." Nan Nan pushed Lu Yi's head vigorously, "It's not that I won't let you do it, don't make it look like rape..."

Lu Yi pulled his two hands down, squeezed his wrist with one hand and pressed it on the top of his head, and buried his teeth in his shoulder socket again...

After finishing the work, Lu Yi got up and touched a cigarette in his trouser pocket, leaned against the head of the bed, and smoked silently.After he released his anxiety, he didn't get the comforting peace he imagined. Behind the gray smoke, there was only a pale and dazed face.

Nan Nan was also at a loss. It was the first time that Lu Yi was so rude, and it was also the first time that he didn't ask for his opinion.They would go to bed occasionally, and Lu Yi asked for it, but Nan Nan usually had no objections.He doesn't dislike being with Lu Yi, but he is not obsessed with it, just like being with someone he knows and trusts, he won't have any worries, but there is also less excitement, and he needs to rely on Wen Jianming's attention. Just imagine.

Nan Nan wisely didn't explore why Lu Yi behaved like this today, but just asked, "Brother, when did you start smoking?"

Lu Yi withdrew his scattered thoughts, looked at the cigarette in his hand, and threw the cigarette butt into the coke can beside the bed.The remaining liquid at the bottom of the tank made the cigarette butt slightly "squeak".

His voice was a little hoarse from the smoke: "I don't know, maybe it's because I have worked too much overtime recently."

"Smoking is bad for your health." Nan Nan persuaded.There was a kind of black humor coming out of his mouth.But he could not care about his own body, but he couldn't care less about Lu Yi's body, because Wen Jianming did.

"I don't drink anymore."

Nan Nan laughed: "Damn the stomach, and then the lungs?"

Lu Yi shook his head.

It probably wasn't the stomach or the lungs that went bad.

In the dry north, there is plenty of rain this year. The rain in winter is snow. Just after the winter solstice, there have been several snowfalls in succession.The Shuangdan Festival is also submerged in the swirling snowflakes, and the feasting and feasting are flamboyantly wrapped in silver.

The hot spring hotel in the western suburbs is actually a resort. There is a gourmet commercial street in the front, and a frozen pool and snow-capped short mountains in the back. It is a natural landscape created on the edge of this bustling city.This natural landscape is not so natural, but it is just suitable for these urbanites who really want to experience the desolation and inconvenience of nature.

There is a festive atmosphere everywhere in the resort. The bare branches are covered with colorful lights, plastic Christmas trees and big lanterns, which complement each other, combining Chinese and Western. Merchants are catching up on Christmas and New Year’s Day, and they want to spend one money to earn two festive consumptions.It's just that there are not many people because there is no general holiday for Christmas.

Lu Yi drove over three hours from his home, brought two bags of clothes for a change of clothes, and planned to spend the entire festival here.

He checked in at the front desk, and Nan Nan looked at the decoration of the hotel in the lobby. The dome was more than ten meters high, and a crystal chandelier hung like a bead curtain, and a huge lotus flower was hung in the middle of the crystal chandelier like a curtain. crystal chandelier.He looked up at the roof, and when he was dizzy and about to lose his balance, he was called away by Lu Yi.

Lu Yi booked a luxury suite with two open rooms and a small living room in between.The master bedroom has panoramic floor-to-ceiling windows, the building is on a high floor, the curtains are drawn, and the white back mountain peak is in front of you.In the undulating and spreading gap, the mountain scenery farther away is looming in the faint white mist.

After a little rectification, they went to the garden in the atrium of the hotel to find a bubble pool.The hotel is in a semi-arc shape. The buildings extending to both sides embrace the enclosed courtyard in the middle like arms. Large and small pools are scattered in the courtyard. The large ones can accommodate dozens of people, while the small ones can only accommodate two or three people. .Because there are not many people, many pools are empty.

Lu Yi and Na Nan found an empty pool, and they stepped in.

Although the courtyard has glass walls and a roof, it is not as cold as ice and snow outside, but because there is no air conditioning, the temperature is still much lower than inside the hotel.The hot water in the bubble pool rises into steam and water mist, and once people enter, it is like being buried in a mist.The temperature of the water in the pool was higher than that of daily bathing. After a while, the body and face were steamed red, and every pore was loosened.

After soaking in the hot spring, the sky darkened, and instead of going to the restaurant, the two had food delivered to the room.Wearing thick bathrobes, Lu Yi and Nan Nan sat on the carpet by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the master bedroom, having dinner with the snow scene.

Nan Nan peeled away the foie gras from the lobster meat. He didn't like to eat this kind of food with too much fat, and felt greasy.But when he looked up, he met Shang Lu Yi's eyes, suddenly felt guilty, and took the foie gras into his mouth alone.

Lu Yi laughed at him: "Don't eat if you don't like it, don't force yourself so much."

Na Nan smiled embarrassedly: "I'm not used to eating less than usual....Brother will spend a lot of money this time."

"It doesn't cost much, and I don't usually have any special hobbies to spend money."

Lu Yi's company has only been able to earn some money in the past two years. In the past, the money he earned every year was about the same as that of his senior designers, so his living standard has always been maintained at a relatively ordinary state.In fact, this state has not changed because of making more money. If it wasn't for Na Nan moving in with him, he probably wouldn't have changed houses because he didn't have a workplace.In the final analysis, he actually has no desires, and there are very few things that he can be attached to.It may also be because of the small number, once encountered, it will be very real.

Lu Yi also picked up the remaining lobster tail to Nan: "The taste is not bad."

"Hmm..." In terms of taste alone, it was better than Wen Jianming's cooking.He just thought about it and didn't say it.

"Be happier than staying at home." After eating, Lu Yi touched a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, leaning cross-legged on the bed cabinet behind him, half-closed his eyes lazily, but looked at Nan greedily. Ate all the food left.

"It's happier than being at home." After saying this, Nan Nan smiled at him, the corners of her lips parted, revealing her neat and white teeth, but there was not much smile in her eyes.

He just checked and found that this place is only [-] kilometers away from Wen Jianming's house, and the drive only takes half an hour.

Lu Yi asked someone to come up to collect the empty trays and went to take a shower, while Nan just looked out the window.

The snow-capped mountains at night are light-colored, with a thin layer of gray tones, even if they are close to the eyes, they don't look so real.

The background color outside darkens, and the glass window becomes a mirror. Nan Nan sees the luxurious hotel decoration from the glass mirror, and also sees herself. She is real, and she is so lonely in a pile of high-end furniture.

Lu Yi came out of the bathroom, covered in steam.

Looking at the real self in the glass mirror, Nan Nan stood up and walked towards Lu Yi, with her arms around his neck and her lips against his.

He was like a bystander, because he watched himself and Lu Yi entangled in the glass.

He approached himself in the glass, facing him face to face, as if wanting to merge into one.The palm of the hand is pressed against the glass, the palm is cold, but in the warm room, the glass is as cold as ice.Water vapor accumulates inside the glass wall and hangs on it as tiny droplets, making the cold glass slippery.

He gradually couldn't see himself face to face, but he could see the mountains outside, towering toweringly, and the location of the teacher's house was on the other side of the mountain.

What is he doing this night?

The water vapor in the mouth and nose accumulated more and more, and the friction force could not bear the weight of those water droplets, and slowly slid down, leaving wet marks like rainwater.

I really miss my teacher, I really want to go to his place...