True Master Feeding Guide

Soon after, another customer came to Wang Qing's clinic.

The man was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and was well-mannered. He was clearly in his 40s, but he looked like he was only in his 30s.

He looks good, his eyes are inadvertently revealed between looking around, showing a bit of sharpness, but his face is obviously tired.

Seeing him, Wang Qing raised her eyebrows, and invited him to have a cup of tea, "Mr. Shen, long time no see, how are you doing recently?"

The man nodded, but he didn't know what he thought of, and the faint curvature of his lips disappeared again.

"Recently... I started to suffer from insomnia again."

When the word "insomnia" came out of his mouth, it was as common as eating and drinking.

There was no surprise on Wang Qing's face, she just nodded with a smile, motioning for him to continue talking.

The man turned his head and looked at the flowers and plants in the yard outside the window: "I want to marry Huahua to the Lu family, but she doesn't seem to like that kid from the Lu family."

"I heard from my wife that she likes the Li family's child better."

Hearing this kind of news that was released enough to shock the outside world, Wang Qing's face remained unchanged, with a friendly smile.

"Actually, the Li family is not bad, but the relationship between the Shen family and the Li family..." The man sighed.

Wang Qing smiled and added tea for him: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. Mr. Shen, what you think is good for the younger generation may not be good for the younger generation. Since Qian Jin likes it, it's better to fulfill her."

The man nodded, "Yes."

"Mr. Shen is because of this insomnia?"

"No," the man shook his head, "...Because of this incident, my wife brought up the old incident more than ten years ago."

"Back then, she gave birth to Huahua behind my back. Huahua was in good health, but she suffered from a serious illness. She had a fight with Huahua a few days ago."

"She loves me very much. She knows that the Li family is now in competition with the Shen family. She wants to persuade Huahua to marry me with the Lu family. I know she wants to help me."

"She always seems to be afraid that I don't like her anymore."

The man sighed again, "But she doesn't know, the more she is like this, the more guilty I feel when I think about what happened at the beginning, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have taken care of herself poorly when she was pregnant with Huahua, and her body has become so poor now." So much torture."

Wang Qing persuaded him softly: "Mr. Shen, those things are over, at least now, no matter what. Your family is living happily."

She paused, and said with some emotion: "I met a boy today. He came with his boyfriend. His situation..."

She shook her head.

The man didn't speak. After a moment of silence, he picked up the tea on the table and took a sip, then stood up and smiled a little: "Thank you, Dr. Wang."

"Actually, I'm not serious. It's just that I don't know who to tell these things to. It's much better now that I've said it."

He pointed to the teacup on the table: "Your tea art has improved again."

Wang Qing's expression became a little more relaxed: "Are you here specifically to ask for tea?"

The man also laughed, and nodded slightly to her: "I have something to do today, so I will come to discuss tea next time."

……

After they returned home, Lu Ye received a message from Wang Qing: What do you think of his condition?

At that time, Shen Yan had nothing to do and was sitting in the study doing some math problems. Lu Ye was reading beside him, but he could barely be called illiterate. He could read the math problems his wife and daughter were doing. I understand, but there is no problem that can be solved.

Feeling the vibration of the mobile phone in his purse, he took it out and shook it. Seeing the message from Fang Qing, he subconsciously turned off the screen.

Seeing that Shen Yan was so focused on the exercises that he didn't notice him, he was slightly relieved, and began to think carefully about the meaning of Fang Qing's words.

How does he feel about Shen Yan's condition?

——Actually, at first glance, Shen Yan’s condition is much better compared to his last life. In his last life, he couldn’t accept contact with other people. In this life, not to mention anything else, he went out alone once. .

But how to put it, Lu Ye always felt that something was wrong.

He had this feeling the last time Shen Yan promised Chen You and the others to come and play at home, but he really couldn't tell what was wrong.

Just as he was thinking, Shen Yan sensed that he was distracted, and raised his head to look at him with a slight frown. When he realized it, he didn't know how long Shen Yan had been looking at him.

"..."

Lu Ye was caught distracted, and touched the tip of his nose a little embarrassedly.

There was a little seriousness on his daughter-in-law's face: "You are not serious."

"..."

He really wanted to be serious, but God knows that this thing is really a question made by high school students?

So fucking hard! !

After thinking about it, the child seemed to have consciously understood the reason why he was not serious, so he kindly changed the book for him - "Chinese Must-Memorize Chapters" and put it in front of him.

Lu Ye: "..."

To be honest, there is not much difference between the two.

... It's just that one doesn't know how to do it, and the other just looks at it and his head hurts.

His phone vibrated again, and he glanced at it calmly, then paused.

Wang Qing: Let me ask you this: when you get along, is it the same as today?

Lu Ye didn't understand what she meant, moved his fingers, and replied to her:?

Wang Qing continued to explain: Has he always been so attached to you like today?

Lu Ye was afraid that his relatives and daughter-in-law next to him would see him playing with his mobile phone, and he was also afraid that he would see Wang Qing's message, so he sneakily pretended to be endorsing a book and sandwiched his mobile phone between the pages of the book.

He swore that he was playing games in class, and he had never been so lewd before.

Lu Ye thought for a while, usually his daughter-in-law seemed to be like this, and replied with great difficulty: Yes.

Wang Qing's typing speed was very fast, and before he sent "what's the matter" in the dialog box, she saw her message pop up: he is in a very wrong state.

Wang Qing: Don't you think he is too attached to you?

...It seems that it is so.

Lu Ye frowned and thought in a daze.

In the previous life, Shen Yan also liked to cling to him, but it was not like this. Not only did he not let him go out, he even wanted to follow him from the bedroom to the kitchen.

It's like a drowning man grabbing a piece of driftwood and refuses to let go.

Wang Qing: In his eyes now, you are his world.

Wang Qing: You are a couple, and you may think that it is right for him to rely on you now, but his mentality is too much, and he has become seriously ill.

Wang Qing: Like this afternoon, he obviously didn't want to see a doctor, but it seems that he came because of your insistence, right?

Wang Qing: And he doesn't want to have any communication with me, he will only respond to my questions when you are mentioned.

Lu Ye looked at the words on the screen silently, one by one square characters, like little fairies, rushed into his eyelids one after another.

Wang Qing: I don't know if you have noticed that he is afraid that you will be angry

Wang Qing: In other words, you hold too much weight in his heart. He is afraid that you will get angry with him and reject him. That's why he forces himself to do things he doesn't like.

Wang Qing: He is forcing himself to use this kind of time to "spoil" you.

Wang Qing: He seems to think...he only has you.

Lu Ye was completely stunned.

On the screen of his mobile phone, Wang Qing's news is still popping up one after another: "May I ask, have you two quarreled recently?"

Wang Qing: Or, did you not notice that you unconsciously said that you don't want him anymore, that you despise him?

Wang Qing: In other words, did you inadvertently separate from him?

Wang Qing: His state is already very wrong. He is consciously lowering the importance of his own personality in his heart, do you understand?

Wang Qing: How could he be like this?

How could it be like this?

Lu Ye seemed to have returned to the dark and despairing river bottom. In a trance, he felt that his soul had been completely separated from his body. He watched the blood in his body slowly become cold, but his soul ached. Already numb.

He subconsciously breathed lightly, trying to think about what would happen after he sank to the bottom of the river.

What will happen?

Usually his Shen Yan would sit on the sofa and wait for him while listening to the cartoon playing on the TV, but that day, he couldn't wait for him anymore.

He might have been so sleepy that his eyes were full of mist, but he finally heard a voice coming from the door. He opened his empty eyes and tried hard to look, but he heard the sad news that he was dead from his assistant.

At that moment, his child's expression must have been blank, he might not believe it, and struggled to go out to find him.

But his little one couldn't see it, and as he groped his way out the door, he might stumble and fall on the cobblestones, the chill of the night slowly soaking through him.

Will he cry?

How desperate should he be?

even……

he thinks.

Even, his Shen Yan would slowly get up from the ground, ignoring his red palms on the ground, and took the fruit knife under the coffee table with light and heavy steps, slowly, groping for it by himself. go upstairs.

and then?

Then he would lie on their bed without crying or making a fuss, and quietly cut his wrist with a sharp blade.

Sensing something wrong with him, Shen Yan raised his head to look at him, and was stunned the moment his eyes touched the tears on his face.

Before he could speak, Lu Ye firmly pressed him into his arms.

He used a lot of force, as if he wanted to melt the whole person in front of him into his own flesh and blood, Shen Yan let out a muffled snort, not understanding why he burst into tears all of a sudden, he hesitated for a moment, raised his hand imitating his usual He patted Lu Ye on the back lightly.

Lu Ye's heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe. He hugged the boy in his arms, and the pity, self-blame and guilt that had been suppressed for a long time rushed out, making his body tremble almost uncontrollably.

My Shen Yan.

My child.

How I desire, how I desire to use my body to resist all suffering for you.

Even if you are already covered in bruises.