Heart yearning

Lines, the whole face is painful and numb.

"This is called using the way of the person to treat the body of the person."

"I don't care how many things you have done, I have given you such a long time, and let you live to this day, you should be grateful." He grabbed the unrecognizable head and said with disgust: "Get along with you Every minute and every second, I feel disgusted, I wish you could die quickly."

Chi Mang has been away for a long time, but he still maintains this posture, showing no intention of getting up at all.

why.

Brothers will be the same as those who hate him.

They all want him to die so much.

When did the senior brother start to hate him?

What is the wrong step?

They were clearly not like this before.

Chu Li endured the pain and got up, even though he tried his best to avoid many people, some disciples turned pale with fright and hid as far away as possible.

Closing the door, the mirror revealed a monstrous visage.

He calmly took out the silver needle, heated it on the candle, and then picked out the sand hidden in the meat bit by bit.

Fragmentary grunts squeezed out from the gap between the teeth from time to time.

He broke out in a cold sweat from the pain, and his hands were still moving fast.

After cleaning, wash both sides with water, and then apply medicine to bandage.

The whole process was so skillful that it was unbelievable, as if he had done this kind of thing countless times.

There must be more or less scars.

He doesn't make himself too ugly.

It's not good if you scare the senior brother.

Akira looked at himself in the mirror with only a pair of eyes and a mouth, and thought it was funny, but he was too tense to laugh.

"Senior brother, they are right. If I continue to pester you with shamelessness, it will only hurt both sides."

"What should I do... so that you don't hate me so much and get along with me for one more day?"

He just wanted to make a noise before he died.

Who knew that senior brother loathed his love, his touch, and everything about him.

"Uncle, Master, he has no intention of being romantic, why should you take it seriously."

Chun Gu's words suddenly appeared in his mind.

So he began to believe Taibi's words, and his thoughts were faintly shaken by the prophecy.

If he is the only one suffering, he can survive until the end.

Unexpectedly, it turned out that the senior brother was patient with him from the beginning to the end.

that's true.

How could someone like him end well.

It's right that senior brother doesn't like him.

## 23

23.

Chi Mang took Lin Zhan to the Devil Realm, and they left for half a month.

"Uncle, do you still need sugar today?"

"No need." Ji Li shook his head, picked up the medicine and blew a few times, when he heard the sudden noise outside, he asked curiously, "Is there anything unusual?"

"It should be Master and Senior Brother Lin. Senior Brother Chungu ordered last night that Master will probably come back in a few days."

He froze for a moment, looking out the window thoughtfully.

"Uncle Master is going to see Master? Let me help you go!"

"No need."

After drinking the medicine, he put the bowl back and waved his hands: "Go and greet Master, I'm a little sleepy."

"Yes, that disciple will leave first, so as not to bother the uncle."

This time, he no longer ran to see his brother immediately as usual.

He would restrain his impatient legs and thoughts, and force himself not to listen to the sounds outside.

In fact, he couldn't drag his weak body to rush to the senior brother at the first time.

The drug weakens the body and eats away at the bones.At the beginning, he could run around, but now he can only take a few steps slowly. If he walks faster, he will be out of breath for a long time and his heartbeat will speed up.

Although he tried his best to take medicine and incense to recuperate, his illness was still pale and feeble at a glance.

Akira touched his face.

Scabs had formed in several places.

It's just that I can't meet my senior brother in this way.

He hoped to make a good impression on his senior brother before he died.

……

Chi Mang was a little surprised that he didn't see the person he hated dangling in front of him, but the surprise was quickly overwhelmed by a mountain of things.

The twilight will pass, the moon will be on the treetops, and the endless night will be replaced.

The snow at night is a bit colder than in the daytime, and the steps are covered with a thick layer. The servants have just cleaned them up, and the effort of turning around has piled up again.

Seeing the attendants shivering from the cold, he said, "Go back and rest, there is no need to keep watch."

"Thank you Palace Master!"

There was heavy snow, and it was white from a distance.

Occasionally, it floats into the study room where the lights are not turned off, and inadvertently falls on the paper, melting the words written in ink.

After replying to the letter from Yanwei, Chi Mang picked up the teacup and took a sip.

It's cold.

He casually glanced at the censer, and there was only a cloud of ashes left.

If that person were here and saw this scene, he would probably angrily scold the maid for being ignorant, and then go make a cup of tranquilizing tea himself.

In an instant.

Only then did he realize that the oak tree hadn't appeared all day.

I'm afraid I can't pretend anymore, thinking about how to escape from here.

Unfortunately, once he leaves him, he will not survive.

half a month later.

Akira was finally willing to take a step out of the door.

The scars on his face have faded a lot, and you can't really see it unless you look carefully.

"Uncle Master."

Chungu bowed slightly to him.

"What about Senior Brother?"

"Master is inviting the rain platform."

"it is good."

Cui Li warmed the stove with his hands in his arms, and walked slowly towards the Yuyu Terrace.Halfway through, he stopped to unbutton his fur collar to get some air.

The snow from the sky was blown into the forest, and the bare branches were covered with frost.

There is a small stream coming from the top of the mountain in the Yuyu Terrace, and the water is crystal clear.Usually there is no water source, only in winter, the melting snow on the top of the mountain will flow down the river.

Chi Mang was cleaning his saber with snow water.

This saber was given to him by his master, it is not a famous magical weapon, but it is a weapon that he never leaves his body.

The blade is sharp, the blade is light, and the word "Xinxin" is engraved on it.

Standing behind the tree, Quercus hesitantly decided whether to go out or not.

"Snapped!"

A stone flew towards him, and he flinched, a crack in the tree.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb Senior Brother."

He walked over with difficulty, leaving shallow footprints in the snow.

"Oh, it's quite on time."

Chi Mang glanced at him and threw out a medicine.

Qu Li didn't rush to pick it up, instead, he looked at him carefully, his radiant eyes trembled slightly, and he couldn't restrain his tone of joy and said: "Finally, I can come and see my brother."

He swallowed the medicine, approached Chi Mang cautiously, saw that he didn't chase anyone away, and explained to himself.

"Brother, don't be angry."

"I didn't mean not to come to you."

"My face hasn't recovered yet, I'm afraid to scare senior brother, so..."

Before he finished speaking, Chi Mang rudely pushed him away.He didn't stand still, and sat on his buttocks in the snow.

Seeing that the senior brother was about to leave, he said, "Senior brother, I will fulfill your wish."

"is it?"

Chi Mang hooked the corners of his mouth suddenly, revealing an imperceptible sneer, which soon disappeared.

"I will give my junior brother a grand funeral. It will be very lively then."

Chi Li lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him, his voice became quiet in an instant, begging pitifully: "Senior brother, can you sit with me for a while? It's hard for me to see senior brother...I miss senior brother very much."

"Shut up your little thoughts, don't beg for food like a beast, don't you see what you look like now? It's so decent."

Every word was filled with contempt and contempt, which made his face turn red and hot.

He had heard similar things.

There are more excessive ones.

It is the most hurtful words that come from the mouth of the person you love.

The words are still in my ears, and every word is in my heart.

"I understand, I won't bother senior brother anymore. Senior brother, don't be angry, I'll get out now... just get out..."

Akira got up, bowed down and apologized humbly, but there was still a cheeky flattery on his face.

"I didn't do it on purpose. I'm sorry senior brother. I hope senior brother won't be unhappy because of me."

Seeing his humble and timid reaction, Chi Mang was extremely annoying and confused.

When he realized Taoism through the tribulations, he had seen countless people die for a little nostalgia in the world of mortals, making himself look like a human being, a ghost like a ghost, like a walking dead all day long.I have also seen many of my classmates fall into the boundless wind and moon, causing all previous efforts to be wasted.

He believes that love is the origin of any disaster. Once a person has love, he will naturally be misled by love.He regards love as unknown, so he closes his relationship.

But what he didn't understand was.

Cui Li knew exactly what would happen to him.

Still choose to go down this road without hesitation.

## 24

24.

Akira left Lintian Celestial Palace that night.

He rented a mansion along the lake in Yizhou.

The surrounding area is elegant and peaceful, and a lot of lotus flowers are planted by the lake, and they will all bloom in summer, which must be very beautiful.

The house is full of braziers.

The open door is full of hot heaters.

"Master, there is a visitor, but he refuses to say his name, saying that you know him."

"Let him in."

Akira gathered his thick shawls, and a few men in silver and jade barged in.

He had never seen them before, but he could see through their clothes at a glance. He said calmly, "People from Qijue Valley? Sit down."

"We would like to invite you to accompany us back to Qijue Valley."

"I'm a dying person, do I still need to invite him? Just tie me up like last time."

"Our Valley Master sincerely invites you to visit Qijue Valley."

Cui Quer regretted leaving Lintian Immortal Palace.

Presumably these people have planned for a long time, just waiting for him to come out of the mountain.

"My body can't bear tossing, I'm afraid I'll be one step ahead before I reach someone."

"We have already prepared the sedan chair."

□□Nakedly implies that this is undoubtedly a feast that never returns.

It's not that he can't refuse, but he has to go.

"The owner of the valley is so considerate, I can't resist my kindness. There is a green brocade box in the third room in the corridor, which is my gift.