Heart yearning

Fang Shuijun.

"My name is Cili, and I pay my respects to Sifang Shuijun."

He doesn't understand the rules of the heavens, and he salutes in accordance with the behavior of the mortal world.The humble attitude in front of Chi Mang faded away, and his gestures were graceful and courteous.

"You are the oak tree? Yu Deng told me about you. Without your help these few days, I am afraid that Lingzhou will really become an empty city. You have made great contributions to saving the common people, and I will definitely ask the Emperor of Heaven to help you. Pen merit."

"I'm just doing my part, Suicune doesn't have to be so generous, and I... am not as nice as Suicune thinks."

He was afraid that the people in the sky would know what he had done back then, and would implicate his senior brother by implication.

How can he because of himself.

I hurt my brother.

Seeing that Shui-kun still wanted to say something, Xili quickly changed the subject: "Shui-kun... I have something to ask."

"What's the matter?"

"My senior brother was injured by the phoenix fire, I wonder if Shui-kun has any way to heal the wound?"

"What? Xuanji was injured?" Shui Jun took out a few pearls glowing purple from his waist, and said, "This is a pearl from the Star Sea, take it and grind it into powder, add some water and apply it on the wound, and wait for seven days Tear it off later."

"Okay, thank you Sifang Suicun."

He took the pearl with both hands, and went to look for Shijiu without saying a word.

Chi Mang didn't wait long when he heard the sound of oak oak outside the door.

"Brother, I, I've done it."

The pearl powder mixed with snow water is very cold, and when applied to the hot wound, it soothes the stinging pain.

In fact, there is nothing serious under his careful care, but I am still worried that my brother will feel unwell, and I have to watch over him every step of the way even when I sleep.

The room does not have a stove.

He slept on the cold and stiff floor, curled up into a ball, only covered with a thin blanket, shivering from the cold.

After recovering a little spiritual energy circulating in the body, Chi Mang didn't feel too much coldness.He kicked over the thick and clean quilt and looked at someone with great interest.

I was thinking, when will this weak ant ask him for a quilt.

But Akira is determined to endure until dawn.

"Do you think I'll be touched by you doing this?"

Chi Mang said something coldly.

"I'm not...I don't want Senior Brother to be touched. Senior Brother's injury hasn't healed yet, I'm afraid...I'm afraid Senior Brother will be cold."

He spoke intermittently, his teeth chattering constantly.

Before he could wait for the senior brother to say another word, he thought the senior brother had fallen asleep, so he turned over secretly, wanting to get a little closer to the bed.

"Get up."

With the moonlight on the ground, Chi Mang had a panoramic view of his submissive and pitiful posture.

He called him in a depressed tone, but he was unmoved.

"Sorry, did I wake up my brother?"

Tell him to come up, but he moves further away.

"I won't say it a second time."

"Brother, I'm dirty, I'm going to wash..."

"..."

Still a look.

Akira immediately shut up obediently and rolled on the bed.

The quilt naturally fell on him, and even the night couldn't hide his secret joy, his eyes flickered in the dimness, like broken stars.

Perhaps it is the hard-won excitement that comes after all hardships.

He fell asleep.

From time to time, he quickly peeked at the people beside him, and then giggled non-stop.

"Take another look and go out by yourself!"

The man who closed his eyes suddenly made a sound, Qu Li was startled, and hurriedly covered his head with a quilt.

"I'm sorry, I just feel a little weird. Even if everything is real, I still feel like I'm in a dream."

"It's fine, brother."

"I was terrified and the next day they told me it was a dream."

"Even if I share the same bed with my brother now."

"I still feel like I have a lump in my throat, and I'm scared because I don't know what troubles."

The hair entwined around his fingertips is like him bound in a cocoon.

## 32

32.

It's been a long time since Cui Li slept so peacefully, I don't know if it's because the senior brother is by his side.

He was awakened by the noise outside, and when he looked around, he felt a coldness.

Fu Yudeng said that yesterday Sifang Shuijun led the heavenly soldiers and generals to repel the group of monsters, and the Yaofeng also fled and disappeared outside the Four Realms. It seems that Lingzhou will soon return to its previous appearance.

Those who survived finally showed their long-lost smiles.

Seeing that Chimang was talking with Sifang Shuijun, he didn't go there, but instead went to Lin Zhan.

I saw Lin Zhan standing alone on the bridge, with scattered ashes at his feet.

He walked over and heard Lin Zhan say, "I still haven't been able to bring her back."

"I was the one who was going to die."

"Ziying rushed over and helped me block that blow. I just watched her die in front of me, but I couldn't do anything."

Akira is not good at comforting people, he hesitated to speak several times, and the words that just came to his mouth turned into silence in the end.

"Uncle Master." Lin Zhan looked blankly at the people not far away, "Are they really worthy of us doing this? God has endowed us with powerful magic power, let us risk our lives to save the world, but the world will not be forever grateful .When this turmoil subsides, they will still kill each other and create the next killing. They will not cherish life at all. And what is our sacrifice for? Responsibility?"

He had an older sister who was sold to someone else as a concubine by the parents of a gambler, and was beaten to death by that family within a few days after passing through the door.He hated his greedy parents, so he escaped.He still remembered that he told Chi Mang that he wanted to become strong enough to protect the one he loved.

But when he witnessed Ziying's death with his own eyes.

Another twisted thought was struggling in his heart, which was constantly disturbing his original heart that he had always adhered to.

They sacrificed themselves, their fellow brothers and sisters, and many very important people.

And what did you get?

Greedy mortals die, if not at the hands of invaders, at the hands of their own kind.

For thousands of years, time flies.

After the next hundred years.

No one remembers the dead.

But for them who live forever, they have to remember the absent people again and again.

Even if you forget your face and voice.

It ended up being an indelible pain.

Why should they bear it!

Cui Li saw that he was stimulated to have evil thoughts because of Zi Ying's incident, and became extremely resentful, and began to deviate from his original xinxing.

"Lin Zhan."

He called the other party.

"Have you ever thought that if you didn't choose this path at that time, you would be no different from them?"

"Uncle Master?"

Lin Zhan didn't understand what he meant.

"Everyone has inferiority, you and I are the same, the only difference is that some people will restrain themselves with rules, and some people will indulge their greed and ambition. Just imagine, if you were born as an ordinary civilian, you don't know martial arts , you can’t act like a chivalrous man, run around for life every day, and you can only swallow your anger when you are oppressed by power, and you will live like them unknowingly.” Chu Li thought for a while and continued: “Although we can live forever, But we were just ordinary people who were no different from them at first."

"You ask what you can get by sacrificing, and Ziying saves you, do you think she wants to get something?"

"Lin Zhan, what is your original intention for entering Tianxian Palace?"

"Do you remember what you told your master back then?"

"You said that you want to learn more martial arts and help those who are in deep trouble, such as your sister."

Mention loved ones.

Lin Zhan knelt on the ground uncontrollably, covering his face and crying bitterly.

"I'm sorry, Uncle Shi. I said that because I was obsessed with ghosts. Ziying, I have always treated her as my own sister. I hate that I couldn't save my sister back then. Now that I have learned some skills... I can't save Ziying either. Ying."

"Don't forget, you still have many people who love you. I believe that Ziying doesn't want you to stagnate because of this."

"I see, uncle."

Cui Li walked away silently, leaving him alone for a while.

Unexpectedly, Chi Mang stood behind and watched them quietly early in the morning, and he didn't know when he came, anyway, the stove in his hand was already freezing cold.

Seeing that someone was getting closer and closer, he quickly threw the stove to an inconspicuous place while no one was paying attention.

He must have been bewitched too.

That's why he brought that shit with him.

"Brother, are you... are you going to see Lin Zhan?"

Akira made way deliberately, probably because he caught a cold last night, so he sneezed uncontrollably.

"Sorry." He wiped his nose and found that Chi Mang was wearing thin clothes, so he habitually took off his cloak and covered his shoulders, "Brother, does your injury still hurt?"

"You think I need this?" Chi Mang tore off the cloak and threw it back to him, "Am I such a useless person?"

"I didn't mean that, I'm sorry senior brother." He lowered his head annoyed, and then put on a soft and harmless smile, "Then I won't bother you senior brother."

He is so knowledgeable that Chi Mang suddenly loses the will to find Lin Zhan.

The cold wind blows misty falling snow.

Why in the end, so that overnight... His attitude towards that person was quietly changing.

## 33

33.

When Chimang and his party returned to Lintian Fairy Palace, Chungu and Yuan Jingshui were playing chess in a courtyard.

"Master."

Chungu stood up and saluted, and Yuan Jingshui also clasped his fists and saluted together.

"Why don't you see Ziying?"

He didn't hear the familiar voice, so he looked back.

Usually Zi Ying was the first to come out to share with him, but this time it seemed that she was too quiet.

"She's not coming back."

The person who said this was Lin Zhan.

"..."

The air suddenly froze.

Yuan Jingshui is not good at getting involved in the private affairs of other sects, so he went to the forest