From Pokfulam to Central

After Qu Zhi had his optician checked, the clerk told him that it only took half an hour to pick up the mirror, and Zhou Mi asked him if he wanted to go around, but Qu Zhi wasn't very interested, so he chose to stay in the store and wait.Holding the spectacle list, Qu Zhi knew that his prescription had increased a lot, and he regretted not paying attention to protecting his eyes, and at the same time, he was a little worried that if he continued like this, he would eventually go blind.

Zhou Mi didn't know why Qu Zhi was lost in thought, but he didn't dare to ask, so he could only silently accompany him.

After a while, Qu Zhi seemed to suddenly think of something, took out his phone and pressed it a few times, and then Zhou Mi's WeChat notification sounded.Qu Zhi reached out to take his mobile phone away, took it and pressed it a few times before returning it.

Zhou Mi retrieved his phone and saw that Qu Zhi had actually transferred some money to him, and that amount was exactly the difference in the price of the lenses he had just paid to the salesperson, so he didn't know how to react for a while.

"I've accepted the frame you gave me. It doesn't make sense to ask you to pay for the lenses." Qu Zhi put away his phone and said in a low voice, "Actually, you don't have to do this. I bought cheap ones not because I couldn't afford them." Expensive ones, it’s just that after considering all aspects, I think a certain one is more suitable for me. You will only make me feel inferior if you do this kind of small trick.”

Zhou Mi didn't know why when he got involved with Qu Zhi, the effect would always be counterproductive, so he wanted to scold himself, and quickly explained: "No, Qu Zhi, I didn't mean that, please don't misunderstand."

Qu Zhi understood that his discomfort wasn't actually Zhou Mi's problem. Seeing him blame himself so much, he couldn't help comforting him and said, "I know, I don't blame you, I just feel that this may be why I can't accept you. Reason."

"What do you mean?" Zhou Mi didn't understand, "You mean, you don't stay with me because I'm too rich?"

Qu Zhi smiled helplessly, "It's not impossible to say that, or, to be more precise, the gap between the two of us is too great. The family you were born in, your childhood experience, the people and things you've seen, you The various resources you have, these together determine a person's class. And I am just an ordinary person. The story of an ugly duckling turning into a swan only exists in the fairy tale world. I am not naive enough to believe it. That kind of nonsense."

Zhou Mi understood it this time, but he couldn't agree with it, and seriously retorted: "Qu Zhi, why do you think things are so fixed? Even if it is true as you said, we belong to two different classes, but it doesn't mean that This division can never be changed. At the beginning, my dad was just an ordinary person. His wealth was accumulated bit by bit by his own efforts. Although for me, it may indeed be I was born at a relatively high starting point, but I did not become lazy because of this, trying to sit back and enjoy the benefits for nothing, and I am still working hard where I need to struggle. In this regard, there is no difference between me and you! "

Qu Zhi actually understood what Zhou Mi said, so he knew that it was not Zhou Mi's fault that the two of them could not be together, but his own reasons, "Zhou Mi, you are very good, I am not good, and I am too strong." , and too inferior, my self-esteem does not allow me to accept the love I think I don’t deserve, so I don’t have the courage to be with you.”

From Zhou Mi's point of view, Qu Zhi's words were like a cold final judgment, declaring to him that what he had hoped for was actually impossible.Under the crowd, Zhou Mi's eyes were red with grievances, he could hear his teeth chattering, and it took him a long time to calm down his breath, but when he spoke again, his voice was still trembling, "Have you ever thought about it Me, is it fair?"

Before this question was raised, no matter how much reasoning was said carefully, the logic has always been strong and persistent.But at this moment, with just these fifteen simple words, Zhou Mi made Qu Zhi hold on for a moment, speechless.Seeing Zhou Mi show an expression he had never seen before, and hearing him propose an angle that he had never considered, Qu Zhi suddenly hesitated and doubted.

Yes, I really never thought about whether such a unilateral decision was fair to Zhou Mi.

Looking at Qu Zhi with a blank face, Zhou Mi was not sure what he was thinking in his heart, and all he could do at the moment was to release the emotions that had been suffocating for so many days, "Qu Zhi, you know, in fact, In my heart, I am the humble one. For a long time, although you can’t say that you rejected me thousands of miles away, it was inevitable that you were lukewarm. I only thought you were because of your temperament. Later on, you Started to accept me, started to let me approach you, but just when I thought it was possible for us, you suddenly alienated me and avoided me. I really don’t know what to do with you like this. Fortunately, during the winter vacation When we were together, it was a rare opportunity for us to be alone. During those days, you were already very busy with your own affairs, but you still insisted on giving me tutoring every day. At that time, I thought that you had feelings for me.

"I admit that it was my fault for lying, but I have really been punished. Do you know how sad I was when I watched you carry Wang Yingwei to the stage? You know when I saw her When I was invincible with you on the court, how jealous I was of her? Do you know how inferior I was when I realized that she could accompany you to achieve your goals and wishes, but I couldn’t? You know when When she confessed to you in the hospital, how nervous and scared was I that you would agree to her?"

Zhou Mi cried, this was the first time since he grew up that he couldn't hold back the tears.

Qu Zhi didn't expect Zhou Mi to say these words, nor did he think that he would put himself so low in the relationship between the two, and he didn't expect that he, who is always calm and calm, would show such a helpless look.For some reason, Qu Zhi suddenly felt uncomfortable as if he had made an irreparable big mistake. He said so many questions carefully, but he didn't know where to start answering. He just inadvertently asked an irrelevant question. Question: "Did you go to watch my game that day?"

Zhou Mi didn't bother to answer this, he just grabbed Qu Zhi's hand blindly and begged, "Qu Zhi, I like you, it's just that one heart can't help but want to get closer to another heart, it has nothing to do with anything else , why do you have to be rational enough to weigh all the pros and cons cruelly, why can't you let go of those unnecessary shackles, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance?"

Qu Zhi didn't answer, and the salesman took advantage of the gap to walk up to him and handed him the paired glasses.

Looking at this sincerely presented gift, Qu Zhi thought: Maybe, we should give it a chance.

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Feel good today, double update

But also really tired. . . .