After the disabled boss and I got married

Bloodshots filled Gu Xingyu's entire eye sockets, but his complexion was so pale that it was almost transparent, which made the bruises under his eyes look more obvious.

Ever since he heard about Xi Suian's accident from Yao Xian, he has been in a dazed state, and he can't even tolerate others, as if in this chaotic world, he can only see Xi Suian.

Looking at Xi Suian who was in a coma, Gu Xingyu felt that the buzzing in his ears became more serious. There was so much noise around him that he couldn't hear what they were talking about at all.

It seems that from the moment Xi Suian closed his eyes, he lost all his senses.Gu Xingyu personally put Xi Suian into the ambulance and accompanied him all the way to the hospital.

During those few hours waiting outside the operating room, Gu Xingyu actually had no thoughts, only the uninterrupted memories in his brain.

The memory began in the car accident a few years ago, in which he lost his legs and became disabled only in a wheelchair.The huge collision sound of the car accident seemed to be still in his ears, he thought calmly and almost restrained, fortunately it was himself.

After the car accident, he was completely hopeless and almost desperate. In fact, he already wanted to end his life at that time.But at that time, he met the star that illuminated his endless wasteland world.

So he wrapped his crazy love for Xi Suian and returned to the world.

That is to say, from that time on, Gu Xingyu lived for Xi Suian.

In other words, Gu Xingyu exists only for Xi Suian.

People around him are full of hostility towards him, countless people want to see his jokes, even his closest relatives fear and hate him.He thought he would hate them, but in fact, from the moment he decided to survive, all he had left was love.

He couldn't help loving such a person, and never thought he would do such a thing.

He used a virtual identity to accompany Xi Suian, spying on Xi Suian's life almost obsessively.He can clearly know which noodle restaurant Xi Suian likes to eat, which color he likes, and which flower he likes...everything from big to small in life.

When Xi Suian was eating in the noodle shop, he sat at the farthest position from him, eating Xi Suian's favorite pasta, and looking at Xi Suian's world from a distance.

When Xi Suian attended the graduation ceremony, he sat in the auditorium, silently looking at the smiling young man on the stage.

When Xi Suian first entered the university campus, he silently followed behind him and watched him off silently.

Like these things, there are many, many things that Xi Suian doesn't know about.

For example, in the storage room of his room, he posted many photos belonging to Xi Suian, and the specific time was counted from every minute and every second.

For example, the things that Xi Suian sent to him were extremely precious and treasured by him.

Gu Xingyu knew that what he did was shameless, hateful and disgusting, but he couldn't restrain himself from wanting to treasure all the things related to Xi Suian, as if he was in a daze.

He remembered that Yao Xian had said before that he was sick, so he might really be sick, otherwise how could he be so delusional in wanting someone, dreaming of it, like a traveler who meets an oasis in the desert.

He has been silently looking at Xi Suian's world from a distance from the very beginning, but he doesn't know when, he has the idea of ​​wanting to squeeze in, he doesn't want to be an outsider anymore.

He wants to touch and hug Xi Suian, he wants a deeper bond between them.

So he shamelessly kept Xi Suian by his side. He thought he finally got his wish, but he forgot how many wolves were dormant around him.

He only left for a short while, and for such a short period of time, Xi Suian suffered such a thing.

Gu Xingyu suddenly became a little puzzled.

Would it have been different if he hadn't left then?

No, the result can only be worse.Gu Xingyu denied this question.

If he had been at the scene at that time, he could only have watched Xi Suian's accident happen, and he could do nothing by himself, and he would be even more powerless and in more pain.

Can he really protect Xi Suian?

Was it the wrong choice for him to bring Xi Suian to his side?

Was it impossible for a man as vile and shameless as him to be happy from the start?

The doubts in Gu Xingyu's heart gradually deepened.

The red light showing "in operation" was still on, he didn't know how much time had passed, it might be a few hours, or a few 10 minutes, but Gu Xingyu felt that he had relived his life.

He has never felt such a long time, and he has maintained a posture during this time, almost turning into a statue, as if he has forgotten the most basic human activities.

He thought almost coldly, if something happened to Xi Suian, he would accompany him to die.

Because Gu Xingyu exists for Xi Suian, if Xi Suian is gone, then there is no need for him to exist.

After an unknown amount of time, the door of the operating room finally opened, Xi Suian was also pushed into the ward, and Gu Xingyu was finally freed from his dazed state.

Xi Suian's face was still a little pale after the operation, and Gu Xingyu felt it was extremely dazzling, but he didn't realize that his face was even worse, and it was even more shocking in comparison.

Gu Xingyu stayed by Xi Suian's hospital bed all the time, silent. He hadn't drank water for several hours, and he was in such an anxious state all the time, which made his lips extremely dry and flaky.

But even so, his eyes still haven't moved away from Xi Suian.Xi Suian's facial features, even with his eyes closed, he can know what he looks like, because he has seen it countless times and remembered it countless times, his appearance has long been engraved in his heart.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

Gu Xingyu slowly counted in his heart, he was waiting for when Xi Suian would wake up.

After Xi Suian woke up, what would he say to him?

Did you say with a smile that you slept for a long time?

Or a big hug.

Gu Xingyu was thinking nonsensically, he thought a lot, but when Xi Suian was about to wake up, he left the ward in a panic.

Because he doesn't know what kind of eyes he has now, or what kind of state he may be in. He only knows that the sense of clamor in his heart is constantly increasing. If he doesn't leave quickly, he doesn't know what he will do. matter.

Xi Suian might be frightened by his behavior, or he might feel puzzled, but no matter what, that was not what he wanted to see, so he fled in a hurry.

Gu Xingyu finally calmed down after he left the ward.

What happened to Xi Suian, Yao Xian must not be able to escape the relationship, because she hated him as always, and wanted to kill him all the time, and even attacked the people around him, trying to take away his most important person with her own hands.

In the past, Gu Xingyu always turned a blind eye to it, because those people were not important to him at all, and he didn't even care about his own safety.

But it's different now, he has someone who is more important than his life, someone who is worth his life to protect, someone who can make him give everything.

He will not let anyone who has hurt Xi Suian be spared.